X-Git-Url: https://git.njae.me.uk/?a=blobdiff_plain;f=786-0.txt;fp=786-0.txt;h=3f015a5a55181b616d6b22c72d1b796a8e13a8d8;hb=4cbdfc306156a12433d3ce6a8c03219f26524e78;hp=0000000000000000000000000000000000000000;hpb=99415d0f5f637cc9e116a1f4e5d8dad3cabad479;p=gender-roles-text-analysis.git diff --git a/786-0.txt b/786-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3f015a5 --- /dev/null +++ b/786-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11632 @@ + + + HARD TIMES + AND + REPRINTED PIECES {0} + + + * * * * * + + By CHARLES DICKENS + + * * * * * + + _With illustrations by Marcus Stone_, _Maurice_ + _Greiffenhagen_, _and F. Walker_ + + * * * * * + + LONDON: CHAPMAN & HALL, LD. + NEW YORK: CHARLES SCRIBNERâS SONS + + 1905 + + + + +CONTENTS + + _BOOK THE FIRST_. _SOWING_ + PAGE + CHAPTER I +_The One Thing Needful_ 3 + CHAPTER II +_Murdering the Innocents_ 4 + CHAPTER III +_A Loophole_ 8 + CHAPTER IV +_Mr. Bounderby_ 12 + CHAPTER V +_The Keynote_ 18 + CHAPTER VI +_Slearyâs Horsemanship_ 23 + CHAPTER VII +_Mrs. Sparsit_ 33 + CHAPTER VIII +_Never Wonder_ 38 + CHAPTER IX +_Sissyâs Progress_ 43 + CHAPTER X +_Stephen Blackpool_ 49 + CHAPTER XI +_No Way Out_ 53 + CHAPTER XII +_The Old Woman_ 59 + CHAPTER XIII +_Rachael_ 63 + CHAPTER XIV +_The Great Manufacturer_ 69 + CHAPTER XV +_Father and Daughter_ 73 + CHAPTER XVI +_Husband and Wife_ 79 + _BOOK THE SECOND_. _REAPING_ + CHAPTER I +_Effects in the Bank_ 84 + CHAPTER II +_Mr. James Harthouse_ 94 + CHAPTER III +_The Whelp_ 101 + CHAPTER IV +_Men and Brothers_ 111 + CHAPTER V +_Men and Masters_ 105 + CHAPTER VI +_Fading Away_ 116 + CHAPTER VII +_Gunpowder_ 126 + CHAPTER VIII +_Explosion_ 136 + CHAPTER IX +_Hearing the Last of it_ 146 + CHAPTER X +_Mrs. Sparsitâs Staircase_ 152 + CHAPTER XI +_Lower and Lower_ 156 + CHAPTER XII +_Down_ 163 + _BOOK THE THIRD_. _GARNERING_ + CHAPTER I +_Another Thing Needful_ 167 + CHAPTER II +_Very Ridiculous_ 172 + CHAPTER III +_Very Decided_ 179 + CHAPTER IV +_Lost_ 186 + CHAPTER V +_Found_ 193 + CHAPTER VI +_The Starlight_ 200 + CHAPTER VII +_Whelp-Hunting_ 208 + CHAPTER VIII +_Philosophical_ 216 + CHAPTER IX +_Final_ 222 + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + PAGE +_Stephen and Rachael in the Sick-room_ 64 +_Mr. Harthouse Dining at the Bounderbysâ_ 100 +_Mr. Harthouse and Tom Gradgrind in the Garden_ 132 +_Stephen Blackpool recovered from the Old Hell Shaft_ 206 + + + + +BOOK THE FIRST +_SOWING_ + + +CHAPTER I +THE ONE THING NEEDFUL + + +âNOW, what I want is, Facts. Teach these boys and girls nothing but +Facts. Facts alone are wanted in life. Plant nothing else, and root out +everything else. You can only form the minds of reasoning animals upon +Facts: nothing else will ever be of any service to them. This is the +principle on which I bring up my own children, and this is the principle +on which I bring up these children. Stick to Facts, sir!â + +The scene was a plain, bare, monotonous vault of a school-room, and the +speakerâs square forefinger emphasized his observations by underscoring +every sentence with a line on the schoolmasterâs sleeve. The emphasis +was helped by the speakerâs square wall of a forehead, which had his +eyebrows for its base, while his eyes found commodious cellarage in two +dark caves, overshadowed by the wall. The emphasis was helped by the +speakerâs mouth, which was wide, thin, and hard set. The emphasis was +helped by the speakerâs voice, which was inflexible, dry, and +dictatorial. The emphasis was helped by the speakerâs hair, which +bristled on the skirts of his bald head, a plantation of firs to keep the +wind from its shining surface, all covered with knobs, like the crust of +a plum pie, as if the head had scarcely warehouse-room for the hard facts +stored inside. The speakerâs obstinate carriage, square coat, square +legs, square shoulders,ânay, his very neckcloth, trained to take him by +the throat with an unaccommodating grasp, like a stubborn fact, as it +was,âall helped the emphasis. + +âIn this life, we want nothing but Facts, sir; nothing but Facts!â + +The speaker, and the schoolmaster, and the third grown person present, +all backed a little, and swept with their eyes the inclined plane of +little vessels then and there arranged in order, ready to have imperial +gallons of facts poured into them until they were full to the brim. + + + +CHAPTER II +MURDERING THE INNOCENTS + + +THOMAS GRADGRIND, sir. A man of realities. A man of facts and +calculations. A man who proceeds upon the principle that two and two are +four, and nothing over, and who is not to be talked into allowing for +anything over. Thomas Gradgrind, sirâperemptorily ThomasâThomas +Gradgrind. With a rule and a pair of scales, and the multiplication +table always in his pocket, sir, ready to weigh and measure any parcel of +human nature, and tell you exactly what it comes to. It is a mere +question of figures, a case of simple arithmetic. You might hope to get +some other nonsensical belief into the head of George Gradgrind, or +Augustus Gradgrind, or John Gradgrind, or Joseph Gradgrind (all +supposititious, non-existent persons), but into the head of Thomas +Gradgrindâno, sir! + +In such terms Mr. Gradgrind always mentally introduced himself, whether +to his private circle of acquaintance, or to the public in general. In +such terms, no doubt, substituting the words âboys and girls,â for âsir,â +Thomas Gradgrind now presented Thomas Gradgrind to the little pitchers +before him, who were to be filled so full of facts. + +Indeed, as he eagerly sparkled at them from the cellarage before +mentioned, he seemed a kind of cannon loaded to the muzzle with facts, +and prepared to blow them clean out of the regions of childhood at one +discharge. He seemed a galvanizing apparatus, too, charged with a grim +mechanical substitute for the tender young imaginations that were to be +stormed away. + +âGirl number twenty,â said Mr. Gradgrind, squarely pointing with his +square forefinger, âI donât know that girl. Who is that girl?â + +âSissy Jupe, sir,â explained number twenty, blushing, standing up, and +curtseying. + +âSissy is not a name,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âDonât call yourself Sissy. +Call yourself Cecilia.â + +âItâs father as calls me Sissy, sir,â returned the young girl in a +trembling voice, and with another curtsey. + +âThen he has no business to do it,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âTell him he +mustnât. Cecilia Jupe. Let me see. What is your father?â + +âHe belongs to the horse-riding, if you please, sir.â + +Mr. Gradgrind frowned, and waved off the objectionable calling with his +hand. + +âWe donât want to know anything about that, here. You mustnât tell us +about that, here. Your father breaks horses, donât he?â + +âIf you please, sir, when they can get any to break, they do break horses +in the ring, sir.â + +âYou mustnât tell us about the ring, here. Very well, then. Describe +your father as a horsebreaker. He doctors sick horses, I dare say?â + +âOh yes, sir.â + +âVery well, then. He is a veterinary surgeon, a farrier, and +horsebreaker. Give me your definition of a horse.â + +(Sissy Jupe thrown into the greatest alarm by this demand.) + +âGirl number twenty unable to define a horse!â said Mr. Gradgrind, for +the general behoof of all the little pitchers. âGirl number twenty +possessed of no facts, in reference to one of the commonest of animals! +Some boyâs definition of a horse. Bitzer, yours.â + +The square finger, moving here and there, lighted suddenly on Bitzer, +perhaps because he chanced to sit in the same ray of sunlight which, +darting in at one of the bare windows of the intensely white-washed room, +irradiated Sissy. For, the boys and girls sat on the face of the +inclined plane in two compact bodies, divided up the centre by a narrow +interval; and Sissy, being at the corner of a row on the sunny side, came +in for the beginning of a sunbeam, of which Bitzer, being at the corner +of a row on the other side, a few rows in advance, caught the end. But, +whereas the girl was so dark-eyed and dark-haired, that she seemed to +receive a deeper and more lustrous colour from the sun, when it shone +upon her, the boy was so light-eyed and light-haired that the self-same +rays appeared to draw out of him what little colour he ever possessed. +His cold eyes would hardly have been eyes, but for the short ends of +lashes which, by bringing them into immediate contrast with something +paler than themselves, expressed their form. His short-cropped hair +might have been a mere continuation of the sandy freckles on his forehead +and face. His skin was so unwholesomely deficient in the natural tinge, +that he looked as though, if he were cut, he would bleed white. + +âBitzer,â said Thomas Gradgrind. âYour definition of a horse.â + +âQuadruped. Graminivorous. Forty teeth, namely twenty-four grinders, +four eye-teeth, and twelve incisive. Sheds coat in the spring; in marshy +countries, sheds hoofs, too. Hoofs hard, but requiring to be shod with +iron. Age known by marks in mouth.â Thus (and much more) Bitzer. + +âNow girl number twenty,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âYou know what a horse +is.â + +She curtseyed again, and would have blushed deeper, if she could have +blushed deeper than she had blushed all this time. Bitzer, after rapidly +blinking at Thomas Gradgrind with both eyes at once, and so catching the +light upon his quivering ends of lashes that they looked like the antennæ +of busy insects, put his knuckles to his freckled forehead, and sat down +again. + +The third gentleman now stepped forth. A mighty man at cutting and +drying, he was; a government officer; in his way (and in most other +peopleâs too), a professed pugilist; always in training, always with a +system to force down the general throat like a bolus, always to be heard +of at the bar of his little Public-office, ready to fight all England. +To continue in fistic phraseology, he had a genius for coming up to the +scratch, wherever and whatever it was, and proving himself an ugly +customer. He would go in and damage any subject whatever with his right, +follow up with his left, stop, exchange, counter, bore his opponent (he +always fought All England) to the ropes, and fall upon him neatly. He +was certain to knock the wind out of common sense, and render that +unlucky adversary deaf to the call of time. And he had it in charge from +high authority to bring about the great public-office Millennium, when +Commissioners should reign upon earth. + +âVery well,â said this gentleman, briskly smiling, and folding his arms. +âThatâs a horse. Now, let me ask you girls and boys, Would you paper a +room with representations of horses?â + +After a pause, one half of the children cried in chorus, âYes, sir!â +Upon which the other half, seeing in the gentlemanâs face that Yes was +wrong, cried out in chorus, âNo, sir!ââas the custom is, in these +examinations. + +âOf course, No. Why wouldnât you?â + +A pause. One corpulent slow boy, with a wheezy manner of breathing, +ventured the answer, Because he wouldnât paper a room at all, but would +paint it. + +âYou _must_ paper it,â said the gentleman, rather warmly. + +âYou must paper it,â said Thomas Gradgrind, âwhether you like it or not. +Donât tell _us_ you wouldnât paper it. What do you mean, boy?â + +âIâll explain to you, then,â said the gentleman, after another and a +dismal pause, âwhy you wouldnât paper a room with representations of +horses. Do you ever see horses walking up and down the sides of rooms in +realityâin fact? Do you?â + +âYes, sir!â from one half. âNo, sir!â from the other. + +âOf course no,â said the gentleman, with an indignant look at the wrong +half. âWhy, then, you are not to see anywhere, what you donât see in +fact; you are not to have anywhere, what you donât have in fact. What is +called Taste, is only another name for Fact.â Thomas Gradgrind nodded +his approbation. + +âThis is a new principle, a discovery, a great discovery,â said the +gentleman. âNow, Iâll try you again. Suppose you were going to carpet a +room. Would you use a carpet having a representation of flowers upon +it?â + +There being a general conviction by this time that âNo, sir!â was always +the right answer to this gentleman, the chorus of NO was very strong. +Only a few feeble stragglers said Yes: among them Sissy Jupe. + +âGirl number twenty,â said the gentleman, smiling in the calm strength of +knowledge. + +Sissy blushed, and stood up. + +âSo you would carpet your roomâor your husbandâs room, if you were a +grown woman, and had a husbandâwith representations of flowers, would +you?â said the gentleman. âWhy would you?â + +âIf you please, sir, I am very fond of flowers,â returned the girl. + +âAnd is that why you would put tables and chairs upon them, and have +people walking over them with heavy boots?â + +âIt wouldnât hurt them, sir. They wouldnât crush and wither, if you +please, sir. They would be the pictures of what was very pretty and +pleasant, and I would fancyââ + +âAy, ay, ay! But you mustnât fancy,â cried the gentleman, quite elated +by coming so happily to his point. âThatâs it! You are never to fancy.â + +âYou are not, Cecilia Jupe,â Thomas Gradgrind solemnly repeated, âto do +anything of that kind.â + +âFact, fact, fact!â said the gentleman. And âFact, fact, fact!â repeated +Thomas Gradgrind. + +âYou are to be in all things regulated and governed,â said the gentleman, +âby fact. We hope to have, before long, a board of fact, composed of +commissioners of fact, who will force the people to be a people of fact, +and of nothing but fact. You must discard the word Fancy altogether. +You have nothing to do with it. You are not to have, in any object of +use or ornament, what would be a contradiction in fact. You donât walk +upon flowers in fact; you cannot be allowed to walk upon flowers in +carpets. You donât find that foreign birds and butterflies come and +perch upon your crockery; you cannot be permitted to paint foreign birds +and butterflies upon your crockery. You never meet with quadrupeds going +up and down walls; you must not have quadrupeds represented upon walls. +You must use,â said the gentleman, âfor all these purposes, combinations +and modifications (in primary colours) of mathematical figures which are +susceptible of proof and demonstration. This is the new discovery. This +is fact. This is taste.â + +The girl curtseyed, and sat down. She was very young, and she looked as +if she were frightened by the matter-of-fact prospect the world afforded. + +âNow, if Mr. MâChoakumchild,â said the gentleman, âwill proceed to give +his first lesson here, Mr. Gradgrind, I shall be happy, at your request, +to observe his mode of procedure.â + +Mr. Gradgrind was much obliged. âMr. MâChoakumchild, we only wait for +you.â + +So, Mr. MâChoakumchild began in his best manner. He and some one hundred +and forty other schoolmasters, had been lately turned at the same time, +in the same factory, on the same principles, like so many pianoforte +legs. He had been put through an immense variety of paces, and had +answered volumes of head-breaking questions. Orthography, etymology, +syntax, and prosody, biography, astronomy, geography, and general +cosmography, the sciences of compound proportion, algebra, land-surveying +and levelling, vocal music, and drawing from models, were all at the ends +of his ten chilled fingers. He had worked his stony way into Her +Majestyâs most Honourable Privy Councilâs Schedule B, and had taken the +bloom off the higher branches of mathematics and physical science, +French, German, Latin, and Greek. He knew all about all the Water Sheds +of all the world (whatever they are), and all the histories of all the +peoples, and all the names of all the rivers and mountains, and all the +productions, manners, and customs of all the countries, and all their +boundaries and bearings on the two and thirty points of the compass. Ah, +rather overdone, MâChoakumchild. If he had only learnt a little less, +how infinitely better he might have taught much more! + +He went to work in this preparatory lesson, not unlike Morgiana in the +Forty Thieves: looking into all the vessels ranged before him, one after +another, to see what they contained. Say, good MâChoakumchild. When +from thy boiling store, thou shalt fill each jar brim full by-and-by, +dost thou think that thou wilt always kill outright the robber Fancy +lurking withinâor sometimes only maim him and distort him! + + + +CHAPTER III +A LOOPHOLE + + +MR. GRADGRIND walked homeward from the school, in a state of considerable +satisfaction. It was his school, and he intended it to be a model. He +intended every child in it to be a modelâjust as the young Gradgrinds +were all models. + +There were five young Gradgrinds, and they were models every one. They +had been lectured at, from their tenderest years; coursed, like little +hares. Almost as soon as they could run alone, they had been made to run +to the lecture-room. The first object with which they had an +association, or of which they had a remembrance, was a large black board +with a dry Ogre chalking ghastly white figures on it. + +Not that they knew, by name or nature, anything about an Ogre Fact +forbid! I only use the word to express a monster in a lecturing castle, +with Heaven knows how many heads manipulated into one, taking childhood +captive, and dragging it into gloomy statistical dens by the hair. + +No little Gradgrind had ever seen a face in the moon; it was up in the +moon before it could speak distinctly. No little Gradgrind had ever +learnt the silly jingle, Twinkle, twinkle, little star; how I wonder what +you are! No little Gradgrind had ever known wonder on the subject, each +little Gradgrind having at five years old dissected the Great Bear like a +Professor Owen, and driven Charlesâs Wain like a locomotive +engine-driver. No little Gradgrind had ever associated a cow in a field +with that famous cow with the crumpled horn who tossed the dog who +worried the cat who killed the rat who ate the malt, or with that yet +more famous cow who swallowed Tom Thumb: it had never heard of those +celebrities, and had only been introduced to a cow as a graminivorous +ruminating quadruped with several stomachs. + +To his matter-of-fact home, which was called Stone Lodge, Mr. Gradgrind +directed his steps. He had virtually retired from the wholesale hardware +trade before he built Stone Lodge, and was now looking about for a +suitable opportunity of making an arithmetical figure in Parliament. +Stone Lodge was situated on a moor within a mile or two of a great +townâcalled Coketown in the present faithful guide-book. + +A very regular feature on the face of the country, Stone Lodge was. Not +the least disguise toned down or shaded off that uncompromising fact in +the landscape. A great square house, with a heavy portico darkening the +principal windows, as its masterâs heavy brows overshadowed his eyes. A +calculated, cast up, balanced, and proved house. Six windows on this +side of the door, six on that side; a total of twelve in this wing, a +total of twelve in the other wing; four-and-twenty carried over to the +back wings. A lawn and garden and an infant avenue, all ruled straight +like a botanical account-book. Gas and ventilation, drainage and +water-service, all of the primest quality. Iron clamps and girders, +fire-proof from top to bottom; mechanical lifts for the housemaids, with +all their brushes and brooms; everything that heart could desire. + +Everything? Well, I suppose so. The little Gradgrinds had cabinets in +various departments of science too. They had a little conchological +cabinet, and a little metallurgical cabinet, and a little mineralogical +cabinet; and the specimens were all arranged and labelled, and the bits +of stone and ore looked as though they might have been broken from the +parent substances by those tremendously hard instruments their own names; +and, to paraphrase the idle legend of Peter Piper, who had never found +his way into their nursery, If the greedy little Gradgrinds grasped at +more than this, what was it for good gracious goodnessâ sake, that the +greedy little Gradgrinds grasped it! + +Their father walked on in a hopeful and satisfied frame of mind. He was +an affectionate father, after his manner; but he would probably have +described himself (if he had been put, like Sissy Jupe, upon a +definition) as âan eminently practicalâ father. He had a particular +pride in the phrase eminently practical, which was considered to have a +special application to him. Whatsoever the public meeting held in +Coketown, and whatsoever the subject of such meeting, some Coketowner was +sure to seize the occasion of alluding to his eminently practical friend +Gradgrind. This always pleased the eminently practical friend. He knew +it to be his due, but his due was acceptable. + +He had reached the neutral ground upon the outskirts of the town, which +was neither town nor country, and yet was either spoiled, when his ears +were invaded by the sound of music. The clashing and banging band +attached to the horse-riding establishment, which had there set up its +rest in a wooden pavilion, was in full bray. A flag, floating from the +summit of the temple, proclaimed to mankind that it was âSlearyâs +Horse-ridingâ which claimed their suffrages. Sleary himself, a stout +modern statue with a money-box at its elbow, in an ecclesiastical niche +of early Gothic architecture, took the money. Miss Josephine Sleary, as +some very long and very narrow strips of printed bill announced, was then +inaugurating the entertainments with her graceful equestrian Tyrolean +flower-act. Among the other pleasing but always strictly moral wonders +which must be seen to be believed, Signor Jupe was that afternoon to +âelucidate the diverting accomplishments of his highly trained performing +dog Merrylegs.â He was also to exhibit âhis astounding feat of throwing +seventy-five hundred-weight in rapid succession backhanded over his head, +thus forming a fountain of solid iron in mid-air, a feat never before +attempted in this or any other country, and which having elicited such +rapturous plaudits from enthusiastic throngs it cannot be withdrawn.â +The same Signor Jupe was to âenliven the varied performances at frequent +intervals with his chaste Shaksperean quips and retorts.â Lastly, he was +to wind them up by appearing in his favourite character of Mr. William +Button, of Tooley Street, in âthe highly novel and laughable +hippo-comedietta of The Tailorâs Journey to Brentford.â + +Thomas Gradgrind took no heed of these trivialities of course, but passed +on as a practical man ought to pass on, either brushing the noisy insects +from his thoughts, or consigning them to the House of Correction. But, +the turning of the road took him by the back of the booth, and at the +back of the booth a number of children were congregated in a number of +stealthy attitudes, striving to peep in at the hidden glories of the +place. + +This brought him to a stop. âNow, to think of these vagabonds,â said he, +âattracting the young rabble from a model school.â + +A space of stunted grass and dry rubbish being between him and the young +rabble, he took his eyeglass out of his waistcoat to look for any child +he knew by name, and might order off. Phenomenon almost incredible +though distinctly seen, what did he then behold but his own metallurgical +Louisa, peeping with all her might through a hole in a deal board, and +his own mathematical Thomas abasing himself on the ground to catch but a +hoof of the graceful equestrian Tyrolean flower-act! + +Dumb with amazement, Mr. Gradgrind crossed to the spot where his family +was thus disgraced, laid his hand upon each erring child, and said: + +âLouisa!! Thomas!!â + +Both rose, red and disconcerted. But, Louisa looked at her father with +more boldness than Thomas did. Indeed, Thomas did not look at him, but +gave himself up to be taken home like a machine. + +âIn the name of wonder, idleness, and folly!â said Mr. Gradgrind, leading +each away by a hand; âwhat do you do here?â + +âWanted to see what it was like,â returned Louisa, shortly. + +âWhat it was like?â + +âYes, father.â + +There was an air of jaded sullenness in them both, and particularly in +the girl: yet, struggling through the dissatisfaction of her face, there +was a light with nothing to rest upon, a fire with nothing to burn, a +starved imagination keeping life in itself somehow, which brightened its +expression. Not with the brightness natural to cheerful youth, but with +uncertain, eager, doubtful flashes, which had something painful in them, +analogous to the changes on a blind face groping its way. + +She was a child now, of fifteen or sixteen; but at no distant day would +seem to become a woman all at once. Her father thought so as he looked +at her. She was pretty. Would have been self-willed (he thought in his +eminently practical way) but for her bringing-up. + +âThomas, though I have the fact before me, I find it difficult to believe +that you, with your education and resources, should have brought your +sister to a scene like this.â + +âI brought _him_, father,â said Louisa, quickly. âI asked him to come.â + +âI am sorry to hear it. I am very sorry indeed to hear it. It makes +Thomas no better, and it makes you worse, Louisa.â + +She looked at her father again, but no tear fell down her cheek. + +âYou! Thomas and you, to whom the circle of the sciences is open; Thomas +and you, who may be said to be replete with facts; Thomas and you, who +have been trained to mathematical exactness; Thomas and you, here!â cried +Mr. Gradgrind. âIn this degraded position! I am amazed.â + +âI was tired, father. I have been tired a long time,â said Louisa. + +âTired? Of what?â asked the astonished father. + +âI donât know of whatâof everything, I think.â + +âSay not another word,â returned Mr. Gradgrind. âYou are childish. I +will hear no more.â He did not speak again until they had walked some +half-a-mile in silence, when he gravely broke out with: âWhat would your +best friends say, Louisa? Do you attach no value to their good opinion? +What would Mr. Bounderby say?â At the mention of this name, his daughter +stole a look at him, remarkable for its intense and searching character. +He saw nothing of it, for before he looked at her, she had again cast +down her eyes! + +âWhat,â he repeated presently, âwould Mr. Bounderby say?â All the way to +Stone Lodge, as with grave indignation he led the two delinquents home, +he repeated at intervals âWhat would Mr. Bounderby say?ââas if Mr. +Bounderby had been Mrs. Grundy. + + + +CHAPTER IV +MR. BOUNDERBY + + +NOT being Mrs. Grundy, who _was_ Mr. Bounderby? + +Why, Mr. Bounderby was as near being Mr. Gradgrindâs bosom friend, as a +man perfectly devoid of sentiment can approach that spiritual +relationship towards another man perfectly devoid of sentiment. So near +was Mr. Bounderbyâor, if the reader should prefer it, so far off. + +He was a rich man: banker, merchant, manufacturer, and what not. A big, +loud man, with a stare, and a metallic laugh. A man made out of a coarse +material, which seemed to have been stretched to make so much of him. A +man with a great puffed head and forehead, swelled veins in his temples, +and such a strained skin to his face that it seemed to hold his eyes +open, and lift his eyebrows up. A man with a pervading appearance on him +of being inflated like a balloon, and ready to start. A man who could +never sufficiently vaunt himself a self-made man. A man who was always +proclaiming, through that brassy speaking-trumpet of a voice of his, his +old ignorance and his old poverty. A man who was the Bully of humility. + +A year or two younger than his eminently practical friend, Mr. Bounderby +looked older; his seven or eight and forty might have had the seven or +eight added to it again, without surprising anybody. He had not much +hair. One might have fancied he had talked it off; and that what was +left, all standing up in disorder, was in that condition from being +constantly blown about by his windy boastfulness. + +In the formal drawing-room of Stone Lodge, standing on the hearthrug, +warming himself before the fire, Mr. Bounderby delivered some +observations to Mrs. Gradgrind on the circumstance of its being his +birthday. He stood before the fire, partly because it was a cool spring +afternoon, though the sun shone; partly because the shade of Stone Lodge +was always haunted by the ghost of damp mortar; partly because he thus +took up a commanding position, from which to subdue Mrs. Gradgrind. + +âI hadnât a shoe to my foot. As to a stocking, I didnât know such a +thing by name. I passed the day in a ditch, and the night in a pigsty. +Thatâs the way I spent my tenth birthday. Not that a ditch was new to +me, for I was born in a ditch.â + +Mrs. Gradgrind, a little, thin, white, pink-eyed bundle of shawls, of +surpassing feebleness, mental and bodily; who was always taking physic +without any effect, and who, whenever she showed a symptom of coming to +life, was invariably stunned by some weighty piece of fact tumbling on +her; Mrs. Gradgrind hoped it was a dry ditch? + +âNo! As wet as a sop. A foot of water in it,â said Mr. Bounderby. + +âEnough to give a baby cold,â Mrs. Gradgrind considered. + +âCold? I was born with inflammation of the lungs, and of everything +else, I believe, that was capable of inflammation,â returned Mr. +Bounderby. âFor years, maâam, I was one of the most miserable little +wretches ever seen. I was so sickly, that I was always moaning and +groaning. I was so ragged and dirty, that you wouldnât have touched me +with a pair of tongs.â + +Mrs. Gradgrind faintly looked at the tongs, as the most appropriate thing +her imbecility could think of doing. + +âHow I fought through it, _I_ donât know,â said Bounderby. âI was +determined, I suppose. I have been a determined character in later life, +and I suppose I was then. Here I am, Mrs. Gradgrind, anyhow, and nobody +to thank for my being here, but myself.â + +Mrs. Gradgrind meekly and weakly hoped that his motherâ + +â_My_ mother? Bolted, maâam!â said Bounderby. + +Mrs. Gradgrind, stunned as usual, collapsed and gave it up. + +âMy mother left me to my grandmother,â said Bounderby; âand, according to +the best of my remembrance, my grandmother was the wickedest and the +worst old woman that ever lived. If I got a little pair of shoes by any +chance, she would take âem off and sell âem for drink. Why, I have known +that grandmother of mine lie in her bed and drink her four-teen glasses +of liquor before breakfast!â + +Mrs. Gradgrind, weakly smiling, and giving no other sign of vitality, +looked (as she always did) like an indifferently executed transparency of +a small female figure, without enough light behind it. + +âShe kept a chandlerâs shop,â pursued Bounderby, âand kept me in an +egg-box. That was the cot of _my_ infancy; an old egg-box. As soon as I +was big enough to run away, of course I ran away. Then I became a young +vagabond; and instead of one old woman knocking me about and starving me, +everybody of all ages knocked me about and starved me. They were right; +they had no business to do anything else. I was a nuisance, an +incumbrance, and a pest. I know that very well.â + +His pride in having at any time of his life achieved such a great social +distinction as to be a nuisance, an incumbrance, and a pest, was only to +be satisfied by three sonorous repetitions of the boast. + +âI was to pull through it, I suppose, Mrs. Gradgrind. Whether I was to +do it or not, maâam, I did it. I pulled through it, though nobody threw +me out a rope. Vagabond, errand-boy, vagabond, labourer, porter, clerk, +chief manager, small partner, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. Those are +the antecedents, and the culmination. Josiah Bounderby of Coketown +learnt his letters from the outsides of the shops, Mrs. Gradgrind, and +was first able to tell the time upon a dial-plate, from studying the +steeple clock of St. Gilesâs Church, London, under the direction of a +drunken cripple, who was a convicted thief, and an incorrigible vagrant. +Tell Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, of your district schools and your +model schools, and your training schools, and your whole kettle-of-fish +of schools; and Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, tells you plainly, all +right, all correctâhe hadnât such advantagesâbut let us have hard-headed, +solid-fisted peopleâthe education that made him wonât do for everybody, +he knows wellâsuch and such his education was, however, and you may force +him to swallow boiling fat, but you shall never force him to suppress the +facts of his life.â + +Being heated when he arrived at this climax, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown +stopped. He stopped just as his eminently practical friend, still +accompanied by the two young culprits, entered the room. His eminently +practical friend, on seeing him, stopped also, and gave Louisa a +reproachful look that plainly said, âBehold your Bounderby!â + +âWell!â blustered Mr. Bounderby, âwhatâs the matter? What is young +Thomas in the dumps about?â + +He spoke of young Thomas, but he looked at Louisa. + +âWe were peeping at the circus,â muttered Louisa, haughtily, without +lifting up her eyes, âand father caught us.â + +âAnd, Mrs. Gradgrind,â said her husband in a lofty manner, âI should as +soon have expected to find my children reading poetry.â + +âDear me,â whimpered Mrs. Gradgrind. âHow can you, Louisa and Thomas! I +wonder at you. I declare youâre enough to make one regret ever having +had a family at all. I have a great mind to say I wish I hadnât. _Then_ +what would you have done, I should like to know?â + +Mr. Gradgrind did not seem favourably impressed by these cogent remarks. +He frowned impatiently. + +âAs if, with my head in its present throbbing state, you couldnât go and +look at the shells and minerals and things provided for you, instead of +circuses!â said Mrs. Gradgrind. âYou know, as well as I do, no young +people have circus masters, or keep circuses in cabinets, or attend +lectures about circuses. What can you possibly want to know of circuses +then? I am sure you have enough to do, if thatâs what you want. With my +head in its present state, I couldnât remember the mere names of half the +facts you have got to attend to.â + +âThatâs the reason!â pouted Louisa. + +âDonât tell me thatâs the reason, because it canât be nothing of the +sort,â said Mrs. Gradgrind. âGo and be somethingological directly.â +Mrs. Gradgrind was not a scientific character, and usually dismissed her +children to their studies with this general injunction to choose their +pursuit. + +In truth, Mrs. Gradgrindâs stock of facts in general was woefully +defective; but Mr. Gradgrind in raising her to her high matrimonial +position, had been influenced by two reasons. Firstly, she was most +satisfactory as a question of figures; and, secondly, she had âno +nonsenseâ about her. By nonsense he meant fancy; and truly it is +probable she was as free from any alloy of that nature, as any human +being not arrived at the perfection of an absolute idiot, ever was. + +The simple circumstance of being left alone with her husband and Mr. +Bounderby, was sufficient to stun this admirable lady again without +collision between herself and any other fact. So, she once more died +away, and nobody minded her. + +âBounderby,â said Mr. Gradgrind, drawing a chair to the fireside, âyou +are always so interested in my young peopleâparticularly in Louisaâthat I +make no apology for saying to you, I am very much vexed by this +discovery. I have systematically devoted myself (as you know) to the +education of the reason of my family. The reason is (as you know) the +only faculty to which education should be addressed. âAnd yet, +Bounderby, it would appear from this unexpected circumstance of to-day, +though in itself a trifling one, as if something had crept into Thomasâs +and Louisaâs minds which isâor rather, which is notâI donât know that I +can express myself better than by sayingâwhich has never been intended to +be developed, and in which their reason has no part.â + +âThere certainly is no reason in looking with interest at a parcel of +vagabonds,â returned Bounderby. âWhen I was a vagabond myself, nobody +looked with any interest at _me_; I know that.â + +âThen comes the question; said the eminently practical father, with his +eyes on the fire, âin what has this vulgar curiosity its rise?â + +âIâll tell you in what. In idle imagination.â + +âI hope not,â said the eminently practical; âI confess, however, that the +misgiving _has_ crossed me on my way home.â + +âIn idle imagination, Gradgrind,â repeated Bounderby. âA very bad thing +for anybody, but a cursed bad thing for a girl like Louisa. I should ask +Mrs. Gradgrindâs pardon for strong expressions, but that she knows very +well I am not a refined character. Whoever expects refinement in _me_ +will be disappointed. I hadnât a refined bringing up.â + +âWhether,â said Gradgrind, pondering with his hands in his pockets, and +his cavernous eyes on the fire, âwhether any instructor or servant can +have suggested anything? Whether Louisa or Thomas can have been reading +anything? Whether, in spite of all precautions, any idle story-book can +have got into the house? Because, in minds that have been practically +formed by rule and line, from the cradle upwards, this is so curious, so +incomprehensible.â + +âStop a bit!â cried Bounderby, who all this time had been standing, as +before, on the hearth, bursting at the very furniture of the room with +explosive humility. âYou have one of those strollersâ children in the +school.â + +âCecilia Jupe, by name,â said Mr. Gradgrind, with something of a stricken +look at his friend. + +âNow, stop a bit!â cried Bounderby again. âHow did she come there?â + +âWhy, the fact is, I saw the girl myself, for the first time, only just +now. She specially applied here at the house to be admitted, as not +regularly belonging to our town, andâyes, you are right, Bounderby, you +are right.â + +âNow, stop a bit!â cried Bounderby, once more. âLouisa saw her when she +came?â + +âLouisa certainly did see her, for she mentioned the application to me. +But Louisa saw her, I have no doubt, in Mrs. Gradgrindâs presence.â + +âPray, Mrs. Gradgrind,â said Bounderby, âwhat passed?â + +âOh, my poor health!â returned Mrs. Gradgrind. âThe girl wanted to come +to the school, and Mr. Gradgrind wanted girls to come to the school, and +Louisa and Thomas both said that the girl wanted to come, and that Mr. +Gradgrind wanted girls to come, and how was it possible to contradict +them when such was the fact!â + +âNow I tell you what, Gradgrind!â said Mr. Bounderby. âTurn this girl to +the right about, and thereâs an end of it.â + +âI am much of your opinion.â + +âDo it at once,â said Bounderby, âhas always been my motto from a child. +When I thought I would run away from my egg-box and my grandmother, I did +it at once. Do you the same. Do this at once!â + +âAre you walking?â asked his friend. âI have the fatherâs address. +Perhaps you would not mind walking to town with me?â + +âNot the least in the world,â said Mr. Bounderby, âas long as you do it +at once!â + +So, Mr. Bounderby threw on his hatâhe always threw it on, as expressing a +man who had been far too busily employed in making himself, to acquire +any fashion of wearing his hatâand with his hands in his pockets, +sauntered out into the hall. âI never wear gloves,â it was his custom to +say. âI didnât climb up the ladder in _them_.âShouldnât be so high up, +if I had.â + +Being left to saunter in the hall a minute or two while Mr. Gradgrind +went up-stairs for the address, he opened the door of the childrenâs +study and looked into that serene floor-clothed apartment, which, +notwithstanding its book-cases and its cabinets and its variety of +learned and philosophical appliances, had much of the genial aspect of a +room devoted to hair-cutting. Louisa languidly leaned upon the window +looking out, without looking at anything, while young Thomas stood +sniffing revengefully at the fire. Adam Smith and Malthus, two younger +Gradgrinds, were out at lecture in custody; and little Jane, after +manufacturing a good deal of moist pipe-clay on her face with +slate-pencil and tears, had fallen asleep over vulgar fractions. + +âItâs all right now, Louisa: itâs all right, young Thomas,â said Mr. +Bounderby; âyou wonât do so any more. Iâll answer for itâs being all +over with father. Well, Louisa, thatâs worth a kiss, isnât it?â + +âYou can take one, Mr. Bounderby,â returned Louisa, when she had coldly +paused, and slowly walked across the room, and ungraciously raised her +cheek towards him, with her face turned away. + +âAlways my pet; ainât you, Louisa?â said Mr. Bounderby. âGood-bye, +Louisa!â + +He went his way, but she stood on the same spot, rubbing the cheek he had +kissed, with her handkerchief, until it was burning red. She was still +doing this, five minutes afterwards. + +âWhat are you about, Loo?â her brother sulkily remonstrated. âYouâll rub +a hole in your face.â + +âYou may cut the piece out with your penknife if you like, Tom. I +wouldnât cry!â + + + +CHAPTER V +THE KEYNOTE + + +COKETOWN, to which Messrs. Bounderby and Gradgrind now walked, was a +triumph of fact; it had no greater taint of fancy in it than Mrs. +Gradgrind herself. Let us strike the key-note, Coketown, before pursuing +our tune. + +It was a town of red brick, or of brick that would have been red if the +smoke and ashes had allowed it; but as matters stood, it was a town of +unnatural red and black like the painted face of a savage. It was a town +of machinery and tall chimneys, out of which interminable serpents of +smoke trailed themselves for ever and ever, and never got uncoiled. It +had a black canal in it, and a river that ran purple with ill-smelling +dye, and vast piles of building full of windows where there was a +rattling and a trembling all day long, and where the piston of the +steam-engine worked monotonously up and down, like the head of an +elephant in a state of melancholy madness. It contained several large +streets all very like one another, and many small streets still more like +one another, inhabited by people equally like one another, who all went +in and out at the same hours, with the same sound upon the same +pavements, to do the same work, and to whom every day was the same as +yesterday and to-morrow, and every year the counterpart of the last and +the next. + +These attributes of Coketown were in the main inseparable from the work +by which it was sustained; against them were to be set off, comforts of +life which found their way all over the world, and elegancies of life +which made, we will not ask how much of the fine lady, who could scarcely +bear to hear the place mentioned. The rest of its features were +voluntary, and they were these. + +You saw nothing in Coketown but what was severely workful. If the +members of a religious persuasion built a chapel thereâas the members of +eighteen religious persuasions had doneâthey made it a pious warehouse of +red brick, with sometimes (but this is only in highly ornamental +examples) a bell in a birdcage on the top of it. The solitary exception +was the New Church; a stuccoed edifice with a square steeple over the +door, terminating in four short pinnacles like florid wooden legs. All +the public inscriptions in the town were painted alike, in severe +characters of black and white. The jail might have been the infirmary, +the infirmary might have been the jail, the town-hall might have been +either, or both, or anything else, for anything that appeared to the +contrary in the graces of their construction. Fact, fact, fact, +everywhere in the material aspect of the town; fact, fact, fact, +everywhere in the immaterial. The MâChoakumchild school was all fact, +and the school of design was all fact, and the relations between master +and man were all fact, and everything was fact between the lying-in +hospital and the cemetery, and what you couldnât state in figures, or +show to be purchaseable in the cheapest market and saleable in the +dearest, was not, and never should be, world without end, Amen. + +A town so sacred to fact, and so triumphant in its assertion, of course +got on well? Why no, not quite well. No? Dear me! + +No. Coketown did not come out of its own furnaces, in all respects like +gold that had stood the fire. First, the perplexing mystery of the place +was, Who belonged to the eighteen denominations? Because, whoever did, +the labouring people did not. It was very strange to walk through the +streets on a Sunday morning, and note how few of _them_ the barbarous +jangling of bells that was driving the sick and nervous mad, called away +from their own quarter, from their own close rooms, from the corners of +their own streets, where they lounged listlessly, gazing at all the +church and chapel going, as at a thing with which they had no manner of +concern. Nor was it merely the stranger who noticed this, because there +was a native organization in Coketown itself, whose members were to be +heard of in the House of Commons every session, indignantly petitioning +for acts of parliament that should make these people religious by main +force. Then came the Teetotal Society, who complained that these same +people _would_ get drunk, and showed in tabular statements that they did +get drunk, and proved at tea parties that no inducement, human or Divine +(except a medal), would induce them to forego their custom of getting +drunk. Then came the chemist and druggist, with other tabular +statements, showing that when they didnât get drunk, they took opium. +Then came the experienced chaplain of the jail, with more tabular +statements, outdoing all the previous tabular statements, and showing +that the same people _would_ resort to low haunts, hidden from the public +eye, where they heard low singing and saw low dancing, and mayhap joined +in it; and where A. B., aged twenty-four next birthday, and committed for +eighteen monthsâ solitary, had himself said (not that he had ever shown +himself particularly worthy of belief) his ruin began, as he was +perfectly sure and confident that otherwise he would have been a tip-top +moral specimen. Then came Mr. Gradgrind and Mr. Bounderby, the two +gentlemen at this present moment walking through Coketown, and both +eminently practical, who could, on occasion, furnish more tabular +statements derived from their own personal experience, and illustrated by +cases they had known and seen, from which it clearly appearedâin short, +it was the only clear thing in the caseâthat these same people were a bad +lot altogether, gentlemen; that do what you would for them they were +never thankful for it, gentlemen; that they were restless, gentlemen; +that they never knew what they wanted; that they lived upon the best, and +bought fresh butter; and insisted on Mocha coffee, and rejected all but +prime parts of meat, and yet were eternally dissatisfied and +unmanageable. In short, it was the moral of the old nursery fable: + + There was an old woman, and what do you think? + She lived upon nothing but victuals and drink; + Victuals and drink were the whole of her diet, + And yet this old woman would NEVER be quiet. + +Is it possible, I wonder, that there was any analogy between the case of +the Coketown population and the case of the little Gradgrinds? Surely, +none of us in our sober senses and acquainted with figures, are to be +told at this time of day, that one of the foremost elements in the +existence of the Coketown working-people had been for scores of years, +deliberately set at nought? That there was any Fancy in them demanding +to be brought into healthy existence instead of struggling on in +convulsions? That exactly in the ratio as they worked long and +monotonously, the craving grew within them for some physical reliefâsome +relaxation, encouraging good humour and good spirits, and giving them a +ventâsome recognized holiday, though it were but for an honest dance to a +stirring band of musicâsome occasional light pie in which even +MâChoakumchild had no fingerâwhich craving must and would be satisfied +aright, or must and would inevitably go wrong, until the laws of the +Creation were repealed? + +âThis man lives at Podâs End, and I donât quite know Podâs End,â said Mr. +Gradgrind. âWhich is it, Bounderby?â + +Mr. Bounderby knew it was somewhere down town, but knew no more +respecting it. So they stopped for a moment, looking about. + +Almost as they did so, there came running round the corner of the street +at a quick pace and with a frightened look, a girl whom Mr. Gradgrind +recognized. âHalloa!â said he. âStop! Where are you going! Stop!â +Girl number twenty stopped then, palpitating, and made him a curtsey. + +âWhy are you tearing about the streets,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âin this +improper manner?â + +âI wasâI was run after, sir,â the girl panted, âand I wanted to get +away.â + +âRun after?â repeated Mr. Gradgrind. âWho would run after _you_?â + +The question was unexpectedly and suddenly answered for her, by the +colourless boy, Bitzer, who came round the corner with such blind speed +and so little anticipating a stoppage on the pavement, that he brought +himself up against Mr. Gradgrindâs waistcoat and rebounded into the road. + +âWhat do you mean, boy?â said Mr. Gradgrind. âWhat are you doing? How +dare you dash againstâeverybodyâin this manner?â Bitzer picked up his +cap, which the concussion had knocked off; and backing, and knuckling his +forehead, pleaded that it was an accident. + +âWas this boy running after you, Jupe?â asked Mr. Gradgrind. + +âYes, sir,â said the girl reluctantly. + +âNo, I wasnât, sir!â cried Bitzer. âNot till she run away from me. But +the horse-riders never mind what they say, sir; theyâre famous for it. +You know the horse-riders are famous for never minding what they say,â +addressing Sissy. âItâs as well known in the town asâplease, sir, as the +multiplication table isnât known to the horse-riders.â Bitzer tried Mr. +Bounderby with this. + +âHe frightened me so,â said the girl, âwith his cruel faces!â + +âOh!â cried Bitzer. âOh! Anât you one of the rest! Anât you a +horse-rider! I never looked at her, sir. I asked her if she would know +how to define a horse to-morrow, and offered to tell her again, and she +ran away, and I ran after her, sir, that she might know how to answer +when she was asked. You wouldnât have thought of saying such mischief if +you hadnât been a horse-rider?â + +âHer calling seems to be pretty well known among âem,â observed Mr. +Bounderby. âYouâd have had the whole school peeping in a row, in a +week.â + +âTruly, I think so,â returned his friend. âBitzer, turn you about and +take yourself home. Jupe, stay here a moment. Let me hear of your +running in this manner any more, boy, and you will hear of me through the +master of the school. You understand what I mean. Go along.â + +The boy stopped in his rapid blinking, knuckled his forehead again, +glanced at Sissy, turned about, and retreated. + +âNow, girl,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âtake this gentleman and me to your +fatherâs; we are going there. What have you got in that bottle you are +carrying?â + +âGin,â said Mr. Bounderby. + +âDear, no, sir! Itâs the nine oils.â + +âThe what?â cried Mr. Bounderby. + +âThe nine oils, sir, to rub father with.â + +âThen,â said Mr. Bounderby, with a loud short laugh, âwhat the devil do +you rub your father with nine oils for?â + +âItâs what our people aways use, sir, when they get any hurts in the +ring,â replied the girl, looking over her shoulder, to assure herself +that her pursuer was gone. âThey bruise themselves very bad sometimes.â + +âServe âem right,â said Mr. Bounderby, âfor being idle.â She glanced up +at his face, with mingled astonishment and dread. + +âBy George!â said Mr. Bounderby, âwhen I was four or five years younger +than you, I had worse bruises upon me than ten oils, twenty oils, forty +oils, would have rubbed off. I didnât get âem by posture-making, but by +being banged about. There was no rope-dancing for me; I danced on the +bare ground and was larruped with the rope.â + +Mr. Gradgrind, though hard enough, was by no means so rough a man as Mr. +Bounderby. His character was not unkind, all things considered; it might +have been a very kind one indeed, if he had only made some round mistake +in the arithmetic that balanced it, years ago. He said, in what he meant +for a reassuring tone, as they turned down a narrow road, âAnd this is +Podâs End; is it, Jupe?â + +âThis is it, sir, andâif you wouldnât mind, sirâthis is the house.â + +She stopped, at twilight, at the door of a mean little public-house, with +dim red lights in it. As haggard and as shabby, as if, for want of +custom, it had itself taken to drinking, and had gone the way all +drunkards go, and was very near the end of it. + +âItâs only crossing the bar, sir, and up the stairs, if you wouldnât +mind, and waiting there for a moment till I get a candle. If you should +hear a dog, sir, itâs only Merrylegs, and he only barks.â + +âMerrylegs and nine oils, eh!â said Mr. Bounderby, entering last with his +metallic laugh. âPretty well this, for a self-made man!â + + + +CHAPTER VI +SLEARYâS HORSEMANSHIP + + +THE name of the public-house was the Pegasusâs Arms. The Pegasusâs legs +might have been more to the purpose; but, underneath the winged horse +upon the sign-board, the Pegasusâs Arms was inscribed in Roman letters. +Beneath that inscription again, in a flowing scroll, the painter had +touched off the lines: + + Good malt makes good beer, + Walk in, and theyâll draw it here; + Good wine makes good brandy, + Give us a call, and youâll find it handy. + +Framed and glazed upon the wall behind the dingy little bar, was another +Pegasusâa theatrical oneâwith real gauze let in for his wings, golden +stars stuck on all over him, and his ethereal harness made of red silk. + +As it had grown too dusky without, to see the sign, and as it had not +grown light enough within to see the picture, Mr. Gradgrind and Mr. +Bounderby received no offence from these idealities. They followed the +girl up some steep corner-stairs without meeting any one, and stopped in +the dark while she went on for a candle. They expected every moment to +hear Merrylegs give tongue, but the highly trained performing dog had not +barked when the girl and the candle appeared together. + +âFather is not in our room, sir,â she said, with a face of great +surprise. âIf you wouldnât mind walking in, Iâll find him directly.â +They walked in; and Sissy, having set two chairs for them, sped away with +a quick light step. It was a mean, shabbily furnished room, with a bed +in it. The white night-cap, embellished with two peacockâs feathers and +a pigtail bolt upright, in which Signor Jupe had that very afternoon +enlivened the varied performances with his chaste Shaksperean quips and +retorts, hung upon a nail; but no other portion of his wardrobe, or other +token of himself or his pursuits, was to be seen anywhere. As to +Merrylegs, that respectable ancestor of the highly trained animal who +went aboard the ark, might have been accidentally shut out of it, for any +sign of a dog that was manifest to eye or ear in the Pegasusâs Arms. + +They heard the doors of rooms above, opening and shutting as Sissy went +from one to another in quest of her father; and presently they heard +voices expressing surprise. She came bounding down again in a great +hurry, opened a battered and mangy old hair trunk, found it empty, and +looked round with her hands clasped and her face full of terror. + +âFather must have gone down to the Booth, sir. I donât know why he +should go there, but he must be there; Iâll bring him in a minute!â She +was gone directly, without her bonnet; with her long, dark, childish hair +streaming behind her. + +âWhat does she mean!â said Mr. Gradgrind. âBack in a minute? Itâs more +than a mile off.â + +Before Mr. Bounderby could reply, a young man appeared at the door, and +introducing himself with the words, âBy your leaves, gentlemen!â walked +in with his hands in his pockets. His face, close-shaven, thin, and +sallow, was shaded by a great quantity of dark hair, brushed into a roll +all round his head, and parted up the centre. His legs were very robust, +but shorter than legs of good proportions should have been. His chest +and back were as much too broad, as his legs were too short. He was +dressed in a Newmarket coat and tight-fitting trousers; wore a shawl +round his neck; smelt of lamp-oil, straw, orange-peel, horsesâ provender, +and sawdust; and looked a most remarkable sort of Centaur, compounded of +the stable and the play-house. Where the one began, and the other ended, +nobody could have told with any precision. This gentleman was mentioned +in the bills of the day as Mr. E. W. B. Childers, so justly celebrated +for his daring vaulting act as the Wild Huntsman of the North American +Prairies; in which popular performance, a diminutive boy with an old +face, who now accompanied him, assisted as his infant son: being carried +upside down over his fatherâs shoulder, by one foot, and held by the +crown of his head, heels upwards, in the palm of his fatherâs hand, +according to the violent paternal manner in which wild huntsmen may be +observed to fondle their offspring. Made up with curls, wreaths, wings, +white bismuth, and carmine, this hopeful young person soared into so +pleasing a Cupid as to constitute the chief delight of the maternal part +of the spectators; but in private, where his characteristics were a +precocious cutaway coat and an extremely gruff voice, he became of the +Turf, turfy. + +âBy your leaves, gentlemen,â said Mr. E. W. B. Childers, glancing round +the room. âIt was you, I believe, that were wishing to see Jupe!â + +âIt was,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âHis daughter has gone to fetch him, but I +canât wait; therefore, if you please, I will leave a message for him with +you.â + +âYou see, my friend,â Mr. Bounderby put in, âwe are the kind of people +who know the value of time, and you are the kind of people who donât know +the value of time.â + +âI have not,â retorted Mr. Childers, after surveying him from head to +foot, âthe honour of knowing _you_,âbut if you mean that you can make +more money of your time than I can of mine, I should judge from your +appearance, that you are about right.â + +âAnd when you have made it, you can keep it too, I should think,â said +Cupid. + +âKidderminster, stow that!â said Mr. Childers. (Master Kidderminster was +Cupidâs mortal name.) + +âWhat does he come here cheeking us for, then?â cried Master +Kidderminster, showing a very irascible temperament. âIf you want to +cheek us, pay your ochre at the doors and take it out.â + +âKidderminster,â said Mr. Childers, raising his voice, âstow that!âSir,â +to Mr. Gradgrind, âI was addressing myself to you. You may or you may +not be aware (for perhaps you have not been much in the audience), that +Jupe has missed his tip very often, lately.â + +âHasâwhat has he missed?â asked Mr. Gradgrind, glancing at the potent +Bounderby for assistance. + +âMissed his tip.â + +âOffered at the Garters four times last night, and never done âem once,â +said Master Kidderminster. âMissed his tip at the banners, too, and was +loose in his ponging.â + +âDidnât do what he ought to do. Was short in his leaps and bad in his +tumbling,â Mr. Childers interpreted. + +âOh!â said Mr. Gradgrind, âthat is tip, is it?â + +âIn a general way thatâs missing his tip,â Mr. E. W. B. Childers +answered. + +âNine oils, Merrylegs, missing tips, garters, banners, and Ponging, eh!â +ejaculated Bounderby, with his laugh of laughs. âQueer sort of company, +too, for a man who has raised himself!â + +âLower yourself, then,â retorted Cupid. âOh Lord! if youâve raised +yourself so high as all that comes to, let yourself down a bit.â + +âThis is a very obtrusive lad!â said Mr. Gradgrind, turning, and knitting +his brows on him. + +âWeâd have had a young gentleman to meet you, if we had known you were +coming,â retorted Master Kidderminster, nothing abashed. âItâs a pity +you donât have a bespeak, being so particular. Youâre on the Tight-Jeff, +ainât you?â + +âWhat does this unmannerly boy mean,â asked Mr. Gradgrind, eyeing him in +a sort of desperation, âby Tight-Jeff?â + +âThere! Get out, get out!â said Mr. Childers, thrusting his young friend +from the room, rather in the prairie manner. âTight-Jeff or Slack-Jeff, +it donât much signify: itâs only tight-rope and slack-rope. You were +going to give me a message for Jupe?â + +âYes, I was.â + +âThen,â continued Mr. Childers, quickly, âmy opinion is, he will never +receive it. Do you know much of him?â + +âI never saw the man in my life.â + +âI doubt if you ever _will_ see him now. Itâs pretty plain to me, heâs +off.â + +âDo you mean that he has deserted his daughter?â + +âAy! I mean,â said Mr. Childers, with a nod, âthat he has cut. He was +goosed last night, he was goosed the night before last, he was goosed +to-day. He has lately got in the way of being always goosed, and he +canât stand it.â + +âWhy has he beenâso very muchâGoosed?â asked Mr. Gradgrind, forcing the +word out of himself, with great solemnity and reluctance. + +âHis joints are turning stiff, and he is getting used up,â said Childers. +âHe has his points as a Cackler still, but he canât get a living out of +_them_.â + +âA Cackler!â Bounderby repeated. âHere we go again!â + +âA speaker, if the gentleman likes it better,â said Mr. E. W. B. +Childers, superciliously throwing the interpretation over his shoulder, +and accompanying it with a shake of his long hairâwhich all shook at +once. âNow, itâs a remarkable fact, sir, that it cut that man deeper, to +know that his daughter knew of his being goosed, than to go through with +it.â + +âGood!â interrupted Mr. Bounderby. âThis is good, Gradgrind! A man so +fond of his daughter, that he runs away from her! This is devilish good! +Ha! ha! Now, Iâll tell you what, young man. I havenât always occupied +my present station of life. I know what these things are. You may be +astonished to hear it, but my motherâran away from _me_.â + +E. W. B. Childers replied pointedly, that he was not at all astonished to +hear it. + +âVery well,â said Bounderby. âI was born in a ditch, and my mother ran +away from me. Do I excuse her for it? No. Have I ever excused her for +it? Not I. What do I call her for it? I call her probably the very +worst woman that ever lived in the world, except my drunken grandmother. +Thereâs no family pride about me, thereâs no imaginative sentimental +humbug about me. I call a spade a spade; and I call the mother of Josiah +Bounderby of Coketown, without any fear or any favour, what I should call +her if she had been the mother of Dick Jones of Wapping. So, with this +man. He is a runaway rogue and a vagabond, thatâs what he is, in +English.â + +âItâs all the same to me what he is or what he is not, whether in English +or whether in French,â retorted Mr. E. W. B. Childers, facing about. âI +am telling your friend whatâs the fact; if you donât like to hear it, you +can avail yourself of the open air. You give it mouth enough, you do; +but give it mouth in your own building at least,â remonstrated E. W. B. +with stern irony. âDonât give it mouth in this building, till youâre +called upon. You have got some building of your own I dare say, now?â + +âPerhaps so,â replied Mr. Bounderby, rattling his money and laughing. + +âThen give it mouth in your own building, will you, if you please?â said +Childers. âBecause this isnât a strong building, and too much of you +might bring it down!â + +Eyeing Mr. Bounderby from head to foot again, he turned from him, as from +a man finally disposed of, to Mr. Gradgrind. + +âJupe sent his daughter out on an errand not an hour ago, and then was +seen to slip out himself, with his hat over his eyes, and a bundle tied +up in a handkerchief under his arm. She will never believe it of him, +but he has cut away and left her.â + +âPray,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âwhy will she never believe it of him?â + +âBecause those two were one. Because they were never asunder. Because, +up to this time, he seemed to dote upon her,â said Childers, taking a +step or two to look into the empty trunk. Both Mr. Childers and Master +Kidderminster walked in a curious manner; with their legs wider apart +than the general run of men, and with a very knowing assumption of being +stiff in the knees. This walk was common to all the male members of +Slearyâs company, and was understood to express, that they were always on +horseback. + +âPoor Sissy! He had better have apprenticed her,â said Childers, giving +his hair another shake, as he looked up from the empty box. âNow, he +leaves her without anything to take to.â + +âIt is creditable to you, who have never been apprenticed, to express +that opinion,â returned Mr. Gradgrind, approvingly. + +â_I_ never apprenticed? I was apprenticed when I was seven year old.â + +âOh! Indeed?â said Mr. Gradgrind, rather resentfully, as having been +defrauded of his good opinion. âI was not aware of its being the custom +to apprentice young persons toââ + +âIdleness,â Mr. Bounderby put in with a loud laugh. âNo, by the Lord +Harry! Nor I!â + +âHer father always had it in his head,â resumed Childers, feigning +unconsciousness of Mr. Bounderbyâs existence, âthat she was to be taught +the deuce-and-all of education. How it got into his head, I canât say; I +can only say that it never got out. He has been picking up a bit of +reading for her, hereâand a bit of writing for her, thereâand a bit of +ciphering for her, somewhere elseâthese seven years.â + +Mr. E. W. B. Childers took one of his hands out of his pockets, stroked +his face and chin, and looked, with a good deal of doubt and a little +hope, at Mr. Gradgrind. From the first he had sought to conciliate that +gentleman, for the sake of the deserted girl. + +âWhen Sissy got into the school here,â he pursued, âher father was as +pleased as Punch. I couldnât altogether make out why, myself, as we were +not stationary here, being but comers and goers anywhere. I suppose, +however, he had this move in his mindâhe was always half-crackedâand then +considered her provided for. If you should happen to have looked in +to-night, for the purpose of telling him that you were going to do her +any little service,â said Mr. Childers, stroking his face again, and +repeating his look, âit would be very fortunate and well-timed; very +fortunate and well-timed.â + +âOn the contrary,â returned Mr. Gradgrind. âI came to tell him that her +connections made her not an object for the school, and that she must not +attend any more. Still, if her father really has left her, without any +connivance on her partâBounderby, let me have a word with you.â + +Upon this, Mr. Childers politely betook himself, with his equestrian +walk, to the landing outside the door, and there stood stroking his face, +and softly whistling. While thus engaged, he overheard such phrases in +Mr. Bounderbyâs voice as âNo. _I_ say no. I advise you not. I say by +no means.â While, from Mr. Gradgrind, he heard in his much lower tone +the words, âBut even as an example to Louisa, of what this pursuit which +has been the subject of a vulgar curiosity, leads to and ends in. Think +of it, Bounderby, in that point of view.â + +Meanwhile, the various members of Slearyâs company gradually gathered +together from the upper regions, where they were quartered, and, from +standing about, talking in low voices to one another and to Mr. Childers, +gradually insinuated themselves and him into the room. There were two or +three handsome young women among them, with their two or three husbands, +and their two or three mothers, and their eight or nine little children, +who did the fairy business when required. The father of one of the +families was in the habit of balancing the father of another of the +families on the top of a great pole; the father of a third family often +made a pyramid of both those fathers, with Master Kidderminster for the +apex, and himself for the base; all the fathers could dance upon rolling +casks, stand upon bottles, catch knives and balls, twirl hand-basins, +ride upon anything, jump over everything, and stick at nothing. All the +mothers could (and did) dance, upon the slack wire and the tight-rope, +and perform rapid acts on bare-backed steeds; none of them were at all +particular in respect of showing their legs; and one of them, alone in a +Greek chariot, drove six in hand into every town they came to. They all +assumed to be mighty rakish and knowing, they were not very tidy in their +private dresses, they were not at all orderly in their domestic +arrangements, and the combined literature of the whole company would have +produced but a poor letter on any subject. Yet there was a remarkable +gentleness and childishness about these people, a special inaptitude for +any kind of sharp practice, and an untiring readiness to help and pity +one another, deserving often of as much respect, and always of as much +generous construction, as the every-day virtues of any class of people in +the world. + +Last of all appeared Mr. Sleary: a stout man as already mentioned, with +one fixed eye, and one loose eye, a voice (if it can be called so) like +the efforts of a broken old pair of bellows, a flabby surface, and a +muddled head which was never sober and never drunk. + +âThquire!â said Mr. Sleary, who was troubled with asthma, and whose +breath came far too thick and heavy for the letter s, âYour thervant! +Thith ith a bad piethe of bithnith, thith ith. Youâve heard of my Clown +and hith dog being thuppothed to have morrithed?â + +He addressed Mr. Gradgrind, who answered âYes.â + +âWell, Thquire,â he returned, taking off his hat, and rubbing the lining +with his pocket-handkerchief, which he kept inside for the purpose. âIth +it your intenthion to do anything for the poor girl, Thquire?â + +âI shall have something to propose to her when she comes back,â said Mr. +Gradgrind. + +âGlad to hear it, Thquire. Not that I want to get rid of the child, any +more than I want to thtand in her way. Iâm willing to take her prentith, +though at her age ith late. My voithe ith a little huthky, Thquire, and +not eathy heard by them ath donât know me; but if youâd been chilled and +heated, heated and chilled, chilled and heated in the ring when you wath +young, ath often ath I have been, _your_ voithe wouldnât have lathted +out, Thquire, no more than mine.â + +âI dare say not,â said Mr. Gradgrind. + +âWhat thall it be, Thquire, while you wait? Thall it be Therry? Give it +a name, Thquire!â said Mr. Sleary, with hospitable ease. + +âNothing for me, I thank you,â said Mr. Gradgrind. + +âDonât thay nothing, Thquire. What doth your friend thay? If you +havenât took your feed yet, have a glath of bitterth.â + +Here his daughter Josephineâa pretty fair-haired girl of eighteen, who +had been tied on a horse at two years old, and had made a will at twelve, +which she always carried about with her, expressive of her dying desire +to be drawn to the grave by the two piebald poniesâcried, âFather, hush! +she has come back!â Then came Sissy Jupe, running into the room as she +had run out of it. And when she saw them all assembled, and saw their +looks, and saw no father there, she broke into a most deplorable cry, and +took refuge on the bosom of the most accomplished tight-rope lady +(herself in the family-way), who knelt down on the floor to nurse her, +and to weep over her. + +âIth an internal thame, upon my thoul it ith,â said Sleary. + +âO my dear father, my good kind father, where are you gone? You are gone +to try to do me some good, I know! You are gone away for my sake, I am +sure! And how miserable and helpless you will be without me, poor, poor +father, until you come back!â It was so pathetic to hear her saying many +things of this kind, with her face turned upward, and her arms stretched +out as if she were trying to stop his departing shadow and embrace it, +that no one spoke a word until Mr. Bounderby (growing impatient) took the +case in hand. + +âNow, good people all,â said he, âthis is wanton waste of time. Let the +girl understand the fact. Let her take it from me, if you like, who have +been run away from, myself. Here, whatâs your name! Your father has +abscondedâdeserted youâand you mustnât expect to see him again as long as +you live.â + +They cared so little for plain Fact, these people, and were in that +advanced state of degeneracy on the subject, that instead of being +impressed by the speakerâs strong common sense, they took it in +extraordinary dudgeon. The men muttered âShame!â and the women âBrute!â +and Sleary, in some haste, communicated the following hint, apart to Mr. +Bounderby. + +âI tell you what, Thquire. To thpeak plain to you, my opinion ith that +you had better cut it thort, and drop it. Theyâre a very good naturâd +people, my people, but theyâre accuthtomed to be quick in their +movementh; and if you donât act upon my advithe, Iâm damned if I donât +believe theyâll pith you out oâ winder.â + +Mr. Bounderby being restrained by this mild suggestion, Mr. Gradgrind +found an opening for his eminently practical exposition of the subject. + +âIt is of no moment,â said he, âwhether this person is to be expected +back at any time, or the contrary. He is gone away, and there is no +present expectation of his return. That, I believe, is agreed on all +hands.â + +âThath agreed, Thquire. Thick to that!â From Sleary. + +âWell then. I, who came here to inform the father of the poor girl, +Jupe, that she could not be received at the school any more, in +consequence of there being practical objections, into which I need not +enter, to the reception there of the children of persons so employed, am +prepared in these altered circumstances to make a proposal. I am willing +to take charge of you, Jupe, and to educate you, and provide for you. +The only condition (over and above your good behaviour) I make is, that +you decide now, at once, whether to accompany me or remain here. Also, +that if you accompany me now, it is understood that you communicate no +more with any of your friends who are here present. These observations +comprise the whole of the case.â + +âAt the thame time,â said Sleary, âI mutht put in my word, Thquire, tho +that both thides of the banner may be equally theen. If you like, +Thethilia, to be prentitht, you know the natur of the work and you know +your companionth. Emma Gordon, in whothe lap youâre a lying at prethent, +would be a mother to you, and Jothâphine would be a thithter to you. I +donât pretend to be of the angel breed myself, and I donât thay but what, +when you mithâd your tip, youâd find me cut up rough, and thwear an oath +or two at you. But what I thay, Thquire, ith, that good tempered or bad +tempered, I never did a horthe a injury yet, no more than thwearing at +him went, and that I donât expect I thall begin otherwithe at my time of +life, with a rider. I never wath much of a Cackler, Thquire, and I have +thed my thay.â + +The latter part of this speech was addressed to Mr. Gradgrind, who +received it with a grave inclination of his head, and then remarked: + +âThe only observation I will make to you, Jupe, in the way of influencing +your decision, is, that it is highly desirable to have a sound practical +education, and that even your father himself (from what I understand) +appears, on your behalf, to have known and felt that much.â + +The last words had a visible effect upon her. She stopped in her wild +crying, a little detached herself from Emma Gordon, and turned her face +full upon her patron. The whole company perceived the force of the +change, and drew a long breath together, that plainly said, âshe will +go!â + +âBe sure you know your own mind, Jupe,â Mr. Gradgrind cautioned her; âI +say no more. Be sure you know your own mind!â + +âWhen father comes back,â cried the girl, bursting into tears again after +a minuteâs silence, âhow will he ever find me if I go away!â + +âYou may be quite at ease,â said Mr. Gradgrind, calmly; he worked out the +whole matter like a sum: âyou may be quite at ease, Jupe, on that score. +In such a case, your father, I apprehend, must find out Mr.ââ + +âThleary. Thath my name, Thquire. Not athamed of it. Known all over +England, and alwayth paythe ith way.â + +âMust find out Mr. Sleary, who would then let him know where you went. I +should have no power of keeping you against his wish, and he would have +no difficulty, at any time, in finding Mr. Thomas Gradgrind of Coketown. +I am well known.â + +âWell known,â assented Mr. Sleary, rolling his loose eye. âYouâre one of +the thort, Thquire, that keepth a prethiouth thight of money out of the +houthe. But never mind that at prethent.â + +There was another silence; and then she exclaimed, sobbing with her hands +before her face, âOh, give me my clothes, give me my clothes, and let me +go away before I break my heart!â + +The women sadly bestirred themselves to get the clothes togetherâit was +soon done, for they were not manyâand to pack them in a basket which had +often travelled with them. Sissy sat all the time upon the ground, still +sobbing, and covering her eyes. Mr. Gradgrind and his friend Bounderby +stood near the door, ready to take her away. Mr. Sleary stood in the +middle of the room, with the male members of the company about him, +exactly as he would have stood in the centre of the ring during his +daughter Josephineâs performance. He wanted nothing but his whip. + +The basket packed in silence, they brought her bonnet to her, and +smoothed her disordered hair, and put it on. Then they pressed about +her, and bent over her in very natural attitudes, kissing and embracing +her: and brought the children to take leave of her; and were a +tender-hearted, simple, foolish set of women altogether. + +âNow, Jupe,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âIf you are quite determined, come!â + +But she had to take her farewell of the male part of the company yet, and +every one of them had to unfold his arms (for they all assumed the +professional attitude when they found themselves near Sleary), and give +her a parting kissâMaster Kidderminster excepted, in whose young nature +there was an original flavour of the misanthrope, who was also known to +have harboured matrimonial views, and who moodily withdrew. Mr. Sleary +was reserved until the last. Opening his arms wide he took her by both +her hands, and would have sprung her up and down, after the riding-master +manner of congratulating young ladies on their dismounting from a rapid +act; but there was no rebound in Sissy, and she only stood before him +crying. + +âGood-bye, my dear!â said Sleary. âYouâll make your fortun, I hope, and +none of our poor folkth will ever trouble you, Iâll pound it. I with +your father hadnât taken hith dog with him; ith a ill-conwenienth to have +the dog out of the billth. But on thecond thoughth, he wouldnât have +performed without hith mathter, tho ith ath broad ath ith long!â + +With that he regarded her attentively with his fixed eye, surveyed his +company with his loose one, kissed her, shook his head, and handed her to +Mr. Gradgrind as to a horse. + +âThere the ith, Thquire,â he said, sweeping her with a professional +glance as if she were being adjusted in her seat, âand theâll do you +juthtithe. Good-bye, Thethilia!â + +âGood-bye, Cecilia!â âGood-bye, Sissy!â âGod bless you, dear!â In a +variety of voices from all the room. + +But the riding-master eye had observed the bottle of the nine oils in her +bosom, and he now interposed with âLeave the bottle, my dear; ith large +to carry; it will be of no uthe to you now. Give it to me!â + +âNo, no!â she said, in another burst of tears. âOh, no! Pray let me +keep it for father till he comes back! He will want it when he comes +back. He had never thought of going away, when he sent me for it. I +must keep it for him, if you please!â + +âTho be it, my dear. (You thee how it ith, Thquire!) Farewell, +Thethilia! My latht wordth to you ith thith, Thtick to the termth of +your engagement, be obedient to the Thquire, and forget uth. But if, +when youâre grown up and married and well off, you come upon any +horthe-riding ever, donât be hard upon it, donât be croth with it, give +it a Bethpeak if you can, and think you might do wurth. People mutht be +amuthed, Thquire, thomehow,â continued Sleary, rendered more pursy than +ever, by so much talking; âthey canât be alwayth a working, nor yet they +canât be alwayth a learning. Make the betht of uth; not the wurtht. +Iâve got my living out of the horthe-riding all my life, I know; but I +conthider that I lay down the philothophy of the thubject when I thay to +you, Thquire, make the betht of uth: not the wurtht!â + +The Sleary philosophy was propounded as they went downstairs and the +fixed eye of Philosophyâand its rolling eye, tooâsoon lost the three +figures and the basket in the darkness of the street. + + + +CHAPTER VII +MRS. SPARSIT + + +MR. BOUNDERBY being a bachelor, an elderly lady presided over his +establishment, in consideration of a certain annual stipend. Mrs. +Sparsit was this ladyâs name; and she was a prominent figure in +attendance on Mr. Bounderbyâs car, as it rolled along in triumph with the +Bully of humility inside. + +For, Mrs. Sparsit had not only seen different days, but was highly +connected. She had a great aunt living in these very times called Lady +Scadgers. Mr. Sparsit, deceased, of whom she was the relict, had been by +the motherâs side what Mrs. Sparsit still called âa Powler.â Strangers +of limited information and dull apprehension were sometimes observed not +to know what a Powler was, and even to appear uncertain whether it might +be a business, or a political party, or a profession of faith. The +better class of minds, however, did not need to be informed that the +Powlers were an ancient stock, who could trace themselves so exceedingly +far back that it was not surprising if they sometimes lost +themselvesâwhich they had rather frequently done, as respected +horse-flesh, blind-hookey, Hebrew monetary transactions, and the +Insolvent Debtorsâ Court. + +The late Mr. Sparsit, being by the motherâs side a Powler, married this +lady, being by the fatherâs side a Scadgers. Lady Scadgers (an immensely +fat old woman, with an inordinate appetite for butcherâs meat, and a +mysterious leg which had now refused to get out of bed for fourteen +years) contrived the marriage, at a period when Sparsit was just of age, +and chiefly noticeable for a slender body, weakly supported on two long +slim props, and surmounted by no head worth mentioning. He inherited a +fair fortune from his uncle, but owed it all before he came into it, and +spent it twice over immediately afterwards. Thus, when he died, at +twenty-four (the scene of his decease, Calais, and the cause, brandy), he +did not leave his widow, from whom he had been separated soon after the +honeymoon, in affluent circumstances. That bereaved lady, fifteen years +older than he, fell presently at deadly feud with her only relative, Lady +Scadgers; and, partly to spite her ladyship, and partly to maintain +herself, went out at a salary. And here she was now, in her elderly +days, with the Coriolanian style of nose and the dense black eyebrows +which had captivated Sparsit, making Mr. Bounderbyâs tea as he took his +breakfast. + +If Bounderby had been a Conqueror, and Mrs. Sparsit a captive Princess +whom he took about as a feature in his state-processions, he could not +have made a greater flourish with her than he habitually did. Just as it +belonged to his boastfulness to depreciate his own extraction, so it +belonged to it to exalt Mrs. Sparsitâs. In the measure that he would not +allow his own youth to have been attended by a single favourable +circumstance, he brightened Mrs. Sparsitâs juvenile career with every +possible advantage, and showered waggon-loads of early roses all over +that ladyâs path. âAnd yet, sir,â he would say, âhow does it turn out +after all? Why here she is at a hundred a year (I give her a hundred, +which she is pleased to term handsome), keeping the house of Josiah +Bounderby of Coketown!â + +Nay, he made this foil of his so very widely known, that third parties +took it up, and handled it on some occasions with considerable briskness. +It was one of the most exasperating attributes of Bounderby, that he not +only sang his own praises but stimulated other men to sing them. There +was a moral infection of clap-trap in him. Strangers, modest enough +elsewhere, started up at dinners in Coketown, and boasted, in quite a +rampant way, of Bounderby. They made him out to be the Royal arms, the +Union-Jack, Magna Charta, John Bull, Habeas Corpus, the Bill of Rights, +An Englishmanâs house is his castle, Church and State, and God save the +Queen, all put together. And as often (and it was very often) as an +orator of this kind brought into his peroration, + + âPrinces and lords may flourish or may fade, + A breath can make them, as a breath has made,â + +âit was, for certain, more or less understood among the company that he +had heard of Mrs. Sparsit. + +âMr. Bounderby,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âyou are unusually slow, sir, with +your breakfast this morning.â + +âWhy, maâam,â he returned, âI am thinking about Tom Gradgrindâs whim;â +Tom Gradgrind, for a bluff independent manner of speakingâas if somebody +were always endeavouring to bribe him with immense sums to say Thomas, +and he wouldnât; âTom Gradgrindâs whim, maâam, of bringing up the +tumbling-girl.â + +âThe girl is now waiting to know,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âwhether she is to +go straight to the school, or up to the Lodge.â + +âShe must wait, maâam,â answered Bounderby, âtill I know myself. We +shall have Tom Gradgrind down here presently, I suppose. If he should +wish her to remain here a day or two longer, of course she can, maâam.â + +âOf course she can if you wish it, Mr. Bounderby.â + +âI told him I would give her a shake-down here, last night, in order that +he might sleep on it before he decided to let her have any association +with Louisa.â + +âIndeed, Mr. Bounderby? Very thoughtful of you!â Mrs. Sparsitâs +Coriolanian nose underwent a slight expansion of the nostrils, and her +black eyebrows contracted as she took a sip of tea. + +âItâs tolerably clear to _me_,â said Bounderby, âthat the little puss can +get small good out of such companionship.â + +âAre you speaking of young Miss Gradgrind, Mr. Bounderby?â + +âYes, maâam, Iâm speaking of Louisa.â + +âYour observation being limited to âlittle puss,ââ said Mrs. Sparsit, +âand there being two little girls in question, I did not know which might +be indicated by that expression.â + +âLouisa,â repeated Mr. Bounderby. âLouisa, Louisa.â + +âYou are quite another father to Louisa, sir.â Mrs. Sparsit took a +little more tea; and, as she bent her again contracted eyebrows over her +steaming cup, rather looked as if her classical countenance were invoking +the infernal gods. + +âIf you had said I was another father to Tomâyoung Tom, I mean, not my +friend Tom Gradgrindâyou might have been nearer the mark. I am going to +take young Tom into my office. Going to have him under my wing, maâam.â + +âIndeed? Rather young for that, is he not, sir?â Mrs. Spiritâs âsir,â +in addressing Mr. Bounderby, was a word of ceremony, rather exacting +consideration for herself in the use, than honouring him. + +âIâm not going to take him at once; he is to finish his educational +cramming before then,â said Bounderby. âBy the Lord Harry, heâll have +enough of it, first and last! Heâd open his eyes, that boy would, if he +knew how empty of learning _my_ young maw was, at his time of life.â +Which, by the by, he probably did know, for he had heard of it often +enough. âBut itâs extraordinary the difficulty I have on scores of such +subjects, in speaking to any one on equal terms. Here, for example, I +have been speaking to you this morning about tumblers. Why, what do +_you_ know about tumblers? At the time when, to have been a tumbler in +the mud of the streets, would have been a godsend to me, a prize in the +lottery to me, you were at the Italian Opera. You were coming out of the +Italian Opera, maâam, in white satin and jewels, a blaze of splendour, +when I hadnât a penny to buy a link to light you.â + +âI certainly, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a dignity serenely +mournful, âwas familiar with the Italian Opera at a very early age.â + +âEgad, maâam, so was I,â said Bounderby, ââwith the wrong side of it. A +hard bed the pavement of its Arcade used to make, I assure you. People +like you, maâam, accustomed from infancy to lie on Down feathers, have no +idea _how_ hard a paving-stone is, without trying it. No, no, itâs of no +use my talking to _you_ about tumblers. I should speak of foreign +dancers, and the West End of London, and May Fair, and lords and ladies +and honourables.â + +âI trust, sir,â rejoined Mrs. Sparsit, with decent resignation, âit is +not necessary that you should do anything of that kind. I hope I have +learnt how to accommodate myself to the changes of life. If I have +acquired an interest in hearing of your instructive experiences, and can +scarcely hear enough of them, I claim no merit for that, since I believe +it is a general sentiment.â + +âWell, maâam,â said her patron, âperhaps some people may be pleased to +say that they do like to hear, in his own unpolished way, what Josiah +Bounderby, of Coketown, has gone through. But you must confess that you +were born in the lap of luxury, yourself. Come, maâam, you know you were +born in the lap of luxury.â + +âI do not, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit with a shake of her head, âdeny +it.â + +Mr. Bounderby was obliged to get up from table, and stand with his back +to the fire, looking at her; she was such an enhancement of his position. + +âAnd you were in crack society. Devilish high society,â he said, warming +his legs. + +âIt is true, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, with an affectation of humility +the very opposite of his, and therefore in no danger of jostling it. + +âYou were in the tiptop fashion, and all the rest of it,â said Mr. +Bounderby. + +âYes, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a kind of social widowhood upon +her. âIt is unquestionably true.â + +Mr. Bounderby, bending himself at the knees, literally embraced his legs +in his great satisfaction and laughed aloud. Mr. and Miss Gradgrind +being then announced, he received the former with a shake of the hand, +and the latter with a kiss. + +âCan Jupe be sent here, Bounderby?â asked Mr. Gradgrind. + +Certainly. So Jupe was sent there. On coming in, she curtseyed to Mr. +Bounderby, and to his friend Tom Gradgrind, and also to Louisa; but in +her confusion unluckily omitted Mrs. Sparsit. Observing this, the +blustrous Bounderby had the following remarks to make: + +âNow, I tell you what, my girl. The name of that lady by the teapot, is +Mrs. Sparsit. That lady acts as mistress of this house, and she is a +highly connected lady. Consequently, if ever you come again into any +room in this house, you will make a short stay in it if you donât behave +towards that lady in your most respectful manner. Now, I donât care a +button what you do to _me_, because I donât affect to be anybody. So far +from having high connections I have no connections at all, and I come of +the scum of the earth. But towards that lady, I do care what you do; and +you shall do what is deferential and respectful, or you shall not come +here.â + +âI hope, Bounderby,â said Mr. Gradgrind, in a conciliatory voice, âthat +this was merely an oversight.â + +âMy friend Tom Gradgrind suggests, Mrs. Sparsit,â said Bounderby, âthat +this was merely an oversight. Very likely. However, as you are aware, +maâam, I donât allow of even oversights towards you.â + +âYou are very good indeed, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, shaking her head +with her State humility. âIt is not worth speaking of.â + +Sissy, who all this time had been faintly excusing herself with tears in +her eyes, was now waved over by the master of the house to Mr. Gradgrind. +She stood looking intently at him, and Louisa stood coldly by, with her +eyes upon the ground, while he proceeded thus: + +âJupe, I have made up my mind to take you into my house; and, when you +are not in attendance at the school, to employ you about Mrs. Gradgrind, +who is rather an invalid. I have explained to Miss Louisaâthis is Miss +Louisaâthe miserable but natural end of your late career; and you are to +expressly understand that the whole of that subject is past, and is not +to be referred to any more. From this time you begin your history. You +are, at present, ignorant, I know.â + +âYes, sir, very,â she answered, curtseying. + +âI shall have the satisfaction of causing you to be strictly educated; +and you will be a living proof to all who come into communication with +you, of the advantages of the training you will receive. You will be +reclaimed and formed. You have been in the habit now of reading to your +father, and those people I found you among, I dare say?â said Mr. +Gradgrind, beckoning her nearer to him before he said so, and dropping +his voice. + +âOnly to father and Merrylegs, sir. At least I mean to father, when +Merrylegs was always there.â + +âNever mind Merrylegs, Jupe,â said Mr. Gradgrind, with a passing frown. +âI donât ask about him. I understand you to have been in the habit of +reading to your father?â + +âO, yes, sir, thousands of times. They were the happiestâO, of all the +happy times we had together, sir!â + +It was only now when her sorrow broke out, that Louisa looked at her. + +âAnd what,â asked Mr. Gradgrind, in a still lower voice, âdid you read to +your father, Jupe?â + +âAbout the Fairies, sir, and the Dwarf, and the Hunchback, and the +Genies,â she sobbed out; âand aboutââ + +âHush!â said Mr. Gradgrind, âthat is enough. Never breathe a word of +such destructive nonsense any more. Bounderby, this is a case for rigid +training, and I shall observe it with interest.â + +âWell,â returned Mr. Bounderby, âI have given you my opinion already, and +I shouldnât do as you do. But, very well, very well. Since you are bent +upon it, _very_ well!â + +So, Mr. Gradgrind and his daughter took Cecilia Jupe off with them to +Stone Lodge, and on the way Louisa never spoke one word, good or bad. +And Mr. Bounderby went about his daily pursuits. And Mrs. Sparsit got +behind her eyebrows and meditated in the gloom of that retreat, all the +evening. + + + +CHAPTER VIII +NEVER WONDER + + +LET us strike the key-note again, before pursuing the tune. + +When she was half a dozen years younger, Louisa had been overheard to +begin a conversation with her brother one day, by saying âTom, I +wonderââupon which Mr. Gradgrind, who was the person overhearing, stepped +forth into the light and said, âLouisa, never wonder!â + +Herein lay the spring of the mechanical art and mystery of educating the +reason without stooping to the cultivation of the sentiments and +affections. Never wonder. By means of addition, subtraction, +multiplication, and division, settle everything somehow, and never +wonder. Bring to me, says MâChoakumchild, yonder baby just able to walk, +and I will engage that it shall never wonder. + +Now, besides very many babies just able to walk, there happened to be in +Coketown a considerable population of babies who had been walking against +time towards the infinite world, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years and +more. These portentous infants being alarming creatures to stalk about +in any human society, the eighteen denominations incessantly scratched +one anotherâs faces and pulled one anotherâs hair by way of agreeing on +the steps to be taken for their improvementâwhich they never did; a +surprising circumstance, when the happy adaptation of the means to the +end is considered. Still, although they differed in every other +particular, conceivable and inconceivable (especially inconceivable), +they were pretty well united on the point that these unlucky infants were +never to wonder. Body number one, said they must take everything on +trust. Body number two, said they must take everything on political +economy. Body number three, wrote leaden little books for them, showing +how the good grown-up baby invariably got to the Savings-bank, and the +bad grown-up baby invariably got transported. Body number four, under +dreary pretences of being droll (when it was very melancholy indeed), +made the shallowest pretences of concealing pitfalls of knowledge, into +which it was the duty of these babies to be smuggled and inveigled. But, +all the bodies agreed that they were never to wonder. + +There was a library in Coketown, to which general access was easy. Mr. +Gradgrind greatly tormented his mind about what the people read in this +library: a point whereon little rivers of tabular statements periodically +flowed into the howling ocean of tabular statements, which no diver ever +got to any depth in and came up sane. It was a disheartening +circumstance, but a melancholy fact, that even these readers persisted in +wondering. They wondered about human nature, human passions, human hopes +and fears, the struggles, triumphs and defeats, the cares and joys and +sorrows, the lives and deaths of common men and women! They sometimes, +after fifteen hoursâ work, sat down to read mere fables about men and +women, more or less like themselves, and about children, more or less +like their own. They took De Foe to their bosoms, instead of Euclid, and +seemed to be on the whole more comforted by Goldsmith than by Cocker. +Mr. Gradgrind was for ever working, in print and out of print, at this +eccentric sum, and he never could make out how it yielded this +unaccountable product. + +âI am sick of my life, Loo. I, hate it altogether, and I hate everybody +except you,â said the unnatural young Thomas Gradgrind in the +hair-cutting chamber at twilight. + +âYou donât hate Sissy, Tom?â + +âI hate to be obliged to call her Jupe. And she hates me,â said Tom, +moodily. + +âNo, she does not, Tom, I am sure!â + +âShe must,â said Tom. âShe must just hate and detest the whole set-out +of us. Theyâll bother her head off, I think, before they have done with +her. Already sheâs getting as pale as wax, and as heavy asâI am.â + +Young Thomas expressed these sentiments sitting astride of a chair before +the fire, with his arms on the back, and his sulky face on his arms. His +sister sat in the darker corner by the fireside, now looking at him, now +looking at the bright sparks as they dropped upon the hearth. + +âAs to me,â said Tom, tumbling his hair all manner of ways with his sulky +hands, âI am a Donkey, thatâs what _I_ am. I am as obstinate as one, I +am more stupid than one, I get as much pleasure as one, and I should like +to kick like one.â + +âNot me, I hope, Tom?â + +âNo, Loo; I wouldnât hurt _you_. I made an exception of you at first. I +donât know what thisâjolly oldâJaundiced Jail,â Tom had paused to find a +sufficiently complimentary and expressive name for the parental roof, and +seemed to relieve his mind for a moment by the strong alliteration of +this one, âwould be without you.â + +âIndeed, Tom? Do you really and truly say so?â + +âWhy, of course I do. Whatâs the use of talking about it!â returned Tom, +chafing his face on his coat-sleeve, as if to mortify his flesh, and have +it in unison with his spirit. + +âBecause, Tom,â said his sister, after silently watching the sparks +awhile, âas I get older, and nearer growing up, I often sit wondering +here, and think how unfortunate it is for me that I canât reconcile you +to home better than I am able to do. I donât know what other girls know. +I canât play to you, or sing to you. I canât talk to you so as to +lighten your mind, for I never see any amusing sights or read any amusing +books that it would be a pleasure or a relief to you to talk about, when +you are tired.â + +âWell, no more do I. I am as bad as you in that respect; and I am a Mule +too, which youâre not. If father was determined to make me either a Prig +or a Mule, and I am not a Prig, why, it stands to reason, I must be a +Mule. And so I am,â said Tom, desperately. + +âItâs a great pity,â said Louisa, after another pause, and speaking +thoughtfully out of her dark corner: âitâs a great pity, Tom. Itâs very +unfortunate for both of us.â + +âOh! You,â said Tom; âyou are a girl, Loo, and a girl comes out of it +better than a boy does. I donât miss anything in you. You are the only +pleasure I haveâyou can brighten even this placeâand you can always lead +me as you like.â + +âYou are a dear brother, Tom; and while you think I can do such things, I +donât so much mind knowing better. Though I do know better, Tom, and am +very sorry for it.â She came and kissed him, and went back into her +corner again. + +âI wish I could collect all the Facts we hear so much about,â said Tom, +spitefully setting his teeth, âand all the Figures, and all the people +who found them out: and I wish I could put a thousand barrels of +gunpowder under them, and blow them all up together! However, when I go +to live with old Bounderby, Iâll have my revenge.â + +âYour revenge, Tom?â + +âI mean, Iâll enjoy myself a little, and go about and see something, and +hear something. Iâll recompense myself for the way in which I have been +brought up.â + +âBut donât disappoint yourself beforehand, Tom. Mr. Bounderby thinks as +father thinks, and is a great deal rougher, and not half so kind.â + +âOh!â said Tom, laughing; âI donât mind that. I shall very well know how +to manage and smooth old Bounderby!â + +Their shadows were defined upon the wall, but those of the high presses +in the room were all blended together on the wall and on the ceiling, as +if the brother and sister were overhung by a dark cavern. Or, a fanciful +imaginationâif such treason could have been thereâmight have made it out +to be the shadow of their subject, and of its lowering association with +their future. + +âWhat is your great mode of smoothing and managing, Tom? Is it a +secret?â + +âOh!â said Tom, âif it is a secret, itâs not far off. Itâs you. You are +his little pet, you are his favourite; heâll do anything for you. When +he says to me what I donât like, I shall say to him, âMy sister Loo will +be hurt and disappointed, Mr. Bounderby. She always used to tell me she +was sure you would be easier with me than this.â Thatâll bring him +about, or nothing will.â + +After waiting for some answering remark, and getting none, Tom wearily +relapsed into the present time, and twined himself yawning round and +about the rails of his chair, and rumpled his head more and more, until +he suddenly looked up, and asked: + +âHave you gone to sleep, Loo?â + +âNo, Tom. I am looking at the fire.â + +âYou seem to find more to look at in it than ever I could find,â said +Tom. âAnother of the advantages, I suppose, of being a girl.â + +âTom,â enquired his sister, slowly, and in a curious tone, as if she were +reading what she asked in the fire, and it was not quite plainly written +there, âdo you look forward with any satisfaction to this change to Mr. +Bounderbyâs?â + +âWhy, thereâs one thing to be said of it,â returned Tom, pushing his +chair from him, and standing up; âit will be getting away from home.â + +âThere is one thing to be said of it,â Louisa repeated in her former +curious tone; âit will be getting away from home. Yes.â + +âNot but what I shall be very unwilling, both to leave you, Loo, and to +leave you here. But I must go, you know, whether I like it or not; and I +had better go where I can take with me some advantage of your influence, +than where I should lose it altogether. Donât you see?â + +âYes, Tom.â + +The answer was so long in coming, though there was no indecision in it, +that Tom went and leaned on the back of her chair, to contemplate the +fire which so engrossed her, from her point of view, and see what he +could make of it. + +âExcept that it is a fire,â said Tom, âit looks to me as stupid and blank +as everything else looks. What do you see in it? Not a circus?â + +âI donât see anything in it, Tom, particularly. But since I have been +looking at it, I have been wondering about you and me, grown up.â + +âWondering again!â said Tom. + +âI have such unmanageable thoughts,â returned his sister, âthat they +_will_ wonder.â + +âThen I beg of you, Louisa,â said Mrs. Gradgrind, who had opened the door +without being heard, âto do nothing of that description, for goodnessâ +sake, you inconsiderate girl, or I shall never hear the last of it from +your father. And, Thomas, it is really shameful, with my poor head +continually wearing me out, that a boy brought up as you have been, and +whose education has cost what yours has, should be found encouraging his +sister to wonder, when he knows his father has expressly said that she is +not to do it.â + +Louisa denied Tomâs participation in the offence; but her mother stopped +her with the conclusive answer, âLouisa, donât tell me, in my state of +health; for unless you had been encouraged, it is morally and physically +impossible that you could have done it.â + +âI was encouraged by nothing, mother, but by looking at the red sparks +dropping out of the fire, and whitening and dying. It made me think, +after all, how short my life would be, and how little I could hope to do +in it.â + +âNonsense!â said Mrs. Gradgrind, rendered almost energetic. âNonsense! +Donât stand there and tell me such stuff, Louisa, to my face, when you +know very well that if it was ever to reach your fatherâs ears I should +never hear the last of it. After all the trouble that has been taken +with you! After the lectures you have attended, and the experiments you +have seen! After I have heard you myself, when the whole of my right +side has been benumbed, going on with your master about combustion, and +calcination, and calorification, and I may say every kind of ation that +could drive a poor invalid distracted, to hear you talking in this absurd +way about sparks and ashes! I wish,â whimpered Mrs. Gradgrind, taking a +chair, and discharging her strongest point before succumbing under these +mere shadows of facts, âyes, I really _do_ wish that I had never had a +family, and then you would have known what it was to do without me!â + + + +CHAPTER IX +SISSYâS PROGRESS + + +SISSY JUPE had not an easy time of it, between Mr. MâChoakumchild and +Mrs. Gradgrind, and was not without strong impulses, in the first months +of her probation, to run away. It hailed facts all day long so very +hard, and life in general was opened to her as such a closely ruled +ciphering-book, that assuredly she would have run away, but for only one +restraint. + +It is lamentable to think of; but this restraint was the result of no +arithmetical process, was self-imposed in defiance of all calculation, +and went dead against any table of probabilities that any Actuary would +have drawn up from the premises. The girl believed that her father had +not deserted her; she lived in the hope that he would come back, and in +the faith that he would be made the happier by her remaining where she +was. + +The wretched ignorance with which Jupe clung to this consolation, +rejecting the superior comfort of knowing, on a sound arithmetical basis, +that her father was an unnatural vagabond, filled Mr. Gradgrind with +pity. Yet, what was to be done? MâChoakumchild reported that she had a +very dense head for figures; that, once possessed with a general idea of +the globe, she took the smallest conceivable interest in its exact +measurements; that she was extremely slow in the acquisition of dates, +unless some pitiful incident happened to be connected therewith; that she +would burst into tears on being required (by the mental process) +immediately to name the cost of two hundred and forty-seven muslin caps +at fourteen-pence halfpenny; that she was as low down, in the school, as +low could be; that after eight weeks of induction into the elements of +Political Economy, she had only yesterday been set right by a prattler +three feet high, for returning to the question, âWhat is the first +principle of this science?â the absurd answer, âTo do unto others as I +would that they should do unto me.â + +Mr. Gradgrind observed, shaking his head, that all this was very bad; +that it showed the necessity of infinite grinding at the mill of +knowledge, as per system, schedule, blue book, report, and tabular +statements A to Z; and that Jupe âmust be kept to it.â So Jupe was kept +to it, and became low-spirited, but no wiser. + +âIt would be a fine thing to be you, Miss Louisa!â she said, one night, +when Louisa had endeavoured to make her perplexities for next day +something clearer to her. + +âDo you think so?â + +âI should know so much, Miss Louisa. All that is difficult to me now, +would be so easy then.â + +âYou might not be the better for it, Sissy.â + +Sissy submitted, after a little hesitation, âI should not be the worse, +Miss Louisa.â To which Miss Louisa answered, âI donât know that.â + +There had been so little communication between these twoâboth because +life at Stone Lodge went monotonously round like a piece of machinery +which discouraged human interference, and because of the prohibition +relative to Sissyâs past careerâthat they were still almost strangers. +Sissy, with her dark eyes wonderingly directed to Louisaâs face, was +uncertain whether to say more or to remain silent. + +âYou are more useful to my mother, and more pleasant with her than I can +ever be,â Louisa resumed. âYou are pleasanter to yourself, than _I_ am +to _my_self.â + +âBut, if you please, Miss Louisa,â Sissy pleaded, âI amâO so stupid!â + +Louisa, with a brighter laugh than usual, told her she would be wiser +by-and-by. + +âYou donât know,â said Sissy, half crying, âwhat a stupid girl I am. All +through school hours I make mistakes. Mr. and Mrs. MâChoakumchild call +me up, over and over again, regularly to make mistakes. I canât help +them. They seem to come natural to me.â + +âMr. and Mrs. MâChoakumchild never make any mistakes themselves, I +suppose, Sissy?â + +âO no!â she eagerly returned. âThey know everything.â + +âTell me some of your mistakes.â + +âI am almost ashamed,â said Sissy, with reluctance. âBut to-day, for +instance, Mr. MâChoakumchild was explaining to us about Natural +Prosperity.â + +âNational, I think it must have been,â observed Louisa. + +âYes, it was.âBut isnât it the same?â she timidly asked. + +âYou had better say, National, as he said so,â returned Louisa, with her +dry reserve. + +âNational Prosperity. And he said, Now, this schoolroom is a Nation. +And in this nation, there are fifty millions of money. Isnât this a +prosperous nation? Girl number twenty, isnât this a prosperous nation, +and aânât you in a thriving state?â + +âWhat did you say?â asked Louisa. + +âMiss Louisa, I said I didnât know. I thought I couldnât know whether it +was a prosperous nation or not, and whether I was in a thriving state or +not, unless I knew who had got the money, and whether any of it was mine. +But that had nothing to do with it. It was not in the figures at all,â +said Sissy, wiping her eyes. + +âThat was a great mistake of yours,â observed Louisa. + +âYes, Miss Louisa, I know it was, now. Then Mr. MâChoakumchild said he +would try me again. And he said, This schoolroom is an immense town, and +in it there are a million of inhabitants, and only five-and-twenty are +starved to death in the streets, in the course of a year. What is your +remark on that proportion? And my remark wasâfor I couldnât think of a +better oneâthat I thought it must be just as hard upon those who were +starved, whether the others were a million, or a million million. And +that was wrong, too.â + +âOf course it was.â + +âThen Mr. MâChoakumchild said he would try me once more. And he said, +Here are the stutteringsââ + +âStatistics,â said Louisa. + +âYes, Miss Louisaâthey always remind me of stutterings, and thatâs +another of my mistakesâof accidents upon the sea. And I find (Mr. +MâChoakumchild said) that in a given time a hundred thousand persons went +to sea on long voyages, and only five hundred of them were drowned or +burnt to death. What is the percentage? And I said, Miss;â here Sissy +fairly sobbed as confessing with extreme contrition to her greatest +error; âI said it was nothing.â + +âNothing, Sissy?â + +âNothing, Missâto the relations and friends of the people who were +killed. I shall never learn,â said Sissy. âAnd the worst of all is, +that although my poor father wished me so much to learn, and although I +am so anxious to learn, because he wished me to, I am afraid I donât like +it.â + +Louisa stood looking at the pretty modest head, as it drooped abashed +before her, until it was raised again to glance at her face. Then she +asked: + +âDid your father know so much himself, that he wished you to be well +taught too, Sissy?â + +Sissy hesitated before replying, and so plainly showed her sense that +they were entering on forbidden ground, that Louisa added, âNo one hears +us; and if any one did, I am sure no harm could be found in such an +innocent question.â + +âNo, Miss Louisa,â answered Sissy, upon this encouragement, shaking her +head; âfather knows very little indeed. Itâs as much as he can do to +write; and itâs more than people in general can do to read his writing. +Though itâs plain to _me_.â + +âYour mother?â + +âFather says she was quite a scholar. She died when I was born. She +was;â Sissy made the terrible communication nervously; âshe was a +dancer.â + +âDid your father love her?â Louisa asked these questions with a strong, +wild, wandering interest peculiar to her; an interest gone astray like a +banished creature, and hiding in solitary places. + +âO yes! As dearly as he loves me. Father loved me, first, for her sake. +He carried me about with him when I was quite a baby. We have never been +asunder from that time.â + +âYet he leaves you now, Sissy?â + +âOnly for my good. Nobody understands him as I do; nobody knows him as I +do. When he left me for my goodâhe never would have left me for his +ownâI know he was almost broken-hearted with the trial. He will not be +happy for a single minute, till he comes back.â + +âTell me more about him,â said Louisa, âI will never ask you again. +Where did you live?â + +âWe travelled about the country, and had no fixed place to live in. +Fatherâs a;â Sissy whispered the awful word, âa clown.â + +âTo make the people laugh?â said Louisa, with a nod of intelligence. + +âYes. But they wouldnât laugh sometimes, and then father cried. Lately, +they very often wouldnât laugh, and he used to come home despairing. +Fatherâs not like most. Those who didnât know him as well as I do, and +didnât love him as dearly as I do, might believe he was not quite right. +Sometimes they played tricks upon him; but they never knew how he felt +them, and shrunk up, when he was alone with me. He was far, far timider +than they thought!â + +âAnd you were his comfort through everything?â + +She nodded, with the tears rolling down her face. âI hope so, and father +said I was. It was because he grew so scared and trembling, and because +he felt himself to be a poor, weak, ignorant, helpless man (those used to +be his words), that he wanted me so much to know a great deal, and be +different from him. I used to read to him to cheer his courage, and he +was very fond of that. They were wrong booksâI am never to speak of them +hereâbut we didnât know there was any harm in them.â + +âAnd he liked them?â said Louisa, with a searching gaze on Sissy all this +time. + +âO very much! They kept him, many times, from what did him real harm. +And often and often of a night, he used to forget all his troubles in +wondering whether the Sultan would let the lady go on with the story, or +would have her head cut off before it was finished.â + +âAnd your father was always kind? To the last?â asked Louisa +contravening the great principle, and wondering very much. + +âAlways, always!â returned Sissy, clasping her hands. âKinder and kinder +than I can tell. He was angry only one night, and that was not to me, +but Merrylegs. Merrylegs;â she whispered the awful fact; âis his +performing dog.â + +âWhy was he angry with the dog?â Louisa demanded. + +âFather, soon after they came home from performing, told Merrylegs to +jump up on the backs of the two chairs and stand across themâwhich is one +of his tricks. He looked at father, and didnât do it at once. +Everything of fatherâs had gone wrong that night, and he hadnât pleased +the public at all. He cried out that the very dog knew he was failing, +and had no compassion on him. Then he beat the dog, and I was +frightened, and said, âFather, father! Pray donât hurt the creature who +is so fond of you! O Heaven forgive you, father, stop!â And he stopped, +and the dog was bloody, and father lay down crying on the floor with the +dog in his arms, and the dog licked his face.â + +Louisa saw that she was sobbing; and going to her, kissed her, took her +hand, and sat down beside her. + +âFinish by telling me how your father left you, Sissy. Now that I have +asked you so much, tell me the end. The blame, if there is any blame, is +mine, not yours.â + +âDear Miss Louisa,â said Sissy, covering her eyes, and sobbing yet; âI +came home from the school that afternoon, and found poor father just come +home too, from the booth. And he sat rocking himself over the fire, as +if he was in pain. And I said, âHave you hurt yourself, father?â (as he +did sometimes, like they all did), and he said, âA little, my darling.â +And when I came to stoop down and look up at his face, I saw that he was +crying. The more I spoke to him, the more he hid his face; and at first +he shook all over, and said nothing but âMy darling;â and âMy love!ââ + +Here Tom came lounging in, and stared at the two with a coolness not +particularly savouring of interest in anything but himself, and not much +of that at present. + +âI am asking Sissy a few questions, Tom,â observed his sister. âYou have +no occasion to go away; but donât interrupt us for a moment, Tom dear.â + +âOh! very well!â returned Tom. âOnly father has brought old Bounderby +home, and I want you to come into the drawing-room. Because if you come, +thereâs a good chance of old Bounderbyâs asking me to dinner; and if you +donât, thereâs none.â + +âIâll come directly.â + +âIâll wait for you,â said Tom, âto make sure.â + +Sissy resumed in a lower voice. âAt last poor father said that he had +given no satisfaction again, and never did give any satisfaction now, and +that he was a shame and disgrace, and I should have done better without +him all along. I said all the affectionate things to him that came into +my heart, and presently he was quiet and I sat down by him, and told him +all about the school and everything that had been said and done there. +When I had no more left to tell, he put his arms round my neck, and +kissed me a great many times. Then he asked me to fetch some of the +stuff he used, for the little hurt he had had, and to get it at the best +place, which was at the other end of town from there; and then, after +kissing me again, he let me go. When I had gone down-stairs, I turned +back that I might be a little bit more company to him yet, and looked in +at the door, and said, âFather dear, shall I take Merrylegs?â Father +shook his head and said, âNo, Sissy, no; take nothing thatâs known to be +mine, my darling;â and I left him sitting by the fire. Then the thought +must have come upon him, poor, poor father! of going away to try +something for my sake; for when I came back, he was gone.â + +âI say! Look sharp for old Bounderby, Loo!â Tom remonstrated. + +âThereâs no more to tell, Miss Louisa. I keep the nine oils ready for +him, and I know he will come back. Every letter that I see in Mr. +Gradgrindâs hand takes my breath away and blinds my eyes, for I think it +comes from father, or from Mr. Sleary about father. Mr. Sleary promised +to write as soon as ever father should be heard of, and I trust to him to +keep his word.â + +âDo look sharp for old Bounderby, Loo!â said Tom, with an impatient +whistle. âHeâll be off if you donât look sharp!â + +After this, whenever Sissy dropped a curtsey to Mr. Gradgrind in the +presence of his family, and said in a faltering way, âI beg your pardon, +sir, for being troublesomeâbutâhave you had any letter yet about me?â +Louisa would suspend the occupation of the moment, whatever it was, and +look for the reply as earnestly as Sissy did. And when Mr. Gradgrind +regularly answered, âNo, Jupe, nothing of the sort,â the trembling of +Sissyâs lip would be repeated in Louisaâs face, and her eyes would follow +Sissy with compassion to the door. Mr. Gradgrind usually improved these +occasions by remarking, when she was gone, that if Jupe had been properly +trained from an early age she would have remonstrated to herself on sound +principles the baselessness of these fantastic hopes. Yet it did seem +(though not to him, for he saw nothing of it) as if fantastic hope could +take as strong a hold as Fact. + +This observation must be limited exclusively to his daughter. As to Tom, +he was becoming that not unprecedented triumph of calculation which is +usually at work on number one. As to Mrs. Gradgrind, if she said +anything on the subject, she would come a little way out of her wrappers, +like a feminine dormouse, and say: + +âGood gracious bless me, how my poor head is vexed and worried by that +girl Jupeâs so perseveringly asking, over and over again, about her +tiresome letters! Upon my word and honour I seem to be fated, and +destined, and ordained, to live in the midst of things that I am never to +hear the last of. It really is a most extraordinary circumstance that it +appears as if I never was to hear the last of anything!â + +At about this point, Mr. Gradgrindâs eye would fall upon her; and under +the influence of that wintry piece of fact, she would become torpid +again. + + + +CHAPTER X +STEPHEN BLACKPOOL + + +I ENTERTAIN a weak idea that the English people are as hard-worked as any +people upon whom the sun shines. I acknowledge to this ridiculous +idiosyncrasy, as a reason why I would give them a little more play. + +In the hardest working part of Coketown; in the innermost fortifications +of that ugly citadel, where Nature was as strongly bricked out as killing +airs and gases were bricked in; at the heart of the labyrinth of narrow +courts upon courts, and close streets upon streets, which had come into +existence piecemeal, every piece in a violent hurry for some one manâs +purpose, and the whole an unnatural family, shouldering, and trampling, +and pressing one another to death; in the last close nook of this great +exhausted receiver, where the chimneys, for want of air to make a +draught, were built in an immense variety of stunted and crooked shapes, +as though every house put out a sign of the kind of people who might be +expected to be born in it; among the multitude of Coketown, generically +called âthe Hands,ââa race who would have found more favour with some +people, if Providence had seen fit to make them only hands, or, like the +lower creatures of the seashore, only hands and stomachsâlived a certain +Stephen Blackpool, forty years of age. + +Stephen looked older, but he had had a hard life. It is said that every +life has its roses and thorns; there seemed, however, to have been a +misadventure or mistake in Stephenâs case, whereby somebody else had +become possessed of his roses, and he had become possessed of the same +somebody elseâs thorns in addition to his own. He had known, to use his +words, a peck of trouble. He was usually called Old Stephen, in a kind +of rough homage to the fact. + +A rather stooping man, with a knitted brow, a pondering expression of +face, and a hard-looking head sufficiently capacious, on which his +iron-grey hair lay long and thin, Old Stephen might have passed for a +particularly intelligent man in his condition. Yet he was not. He took +no place among those remarkable âHands,â who, piecing together their +broken intervals of leisure through many years, had mastered difficult +sciences, and acquired a knowledge of most unlikely things. He held no +station among the Hands who could make speeches and carry on debates. +Thousands of his compeers could talk much better than he, at any time. +He was a good power-loom weaver, and a man of perfect integrity. What +more he was, or what else he had in him, if anything, let him show for +himself. + +The lights in the great factories, which looked, when they were +illuminated, like Fairy palacesâor the travellers by express-train said +soâwere all extinguished; and the bells had rung for knocking off for the +night, and had ceased again; and the Hands, men and women, boy and girl, +were clattering home. Old Stephen was standing in the street, with the +old sensation upon him which the stoppage of the machinery always +producedâthe sensation of its having worked and stopped in his own head. + +âYet I donât see Rachael, still!â said he. + +It was a wet night, and many groups of young women passed him, with their +shawls drawn over their bare heads and held close under their chins to +keep the rain out. He knew Rachael well, for a glance at any one of +these groups was sufficient to show him that she was not there. At last, +there were no more to come; and then he turned away, saying in a tone of +disappointment, âWhy, then, haâ missed her!â + +But, he had not gone the length of three streets, when he saw another of +the shawled figures in advance of him, at which he looked so keenly that +perhaps its mere shadow indistinctly reflected on the wet pavementâif he +could have seen it without the figure itself moving along from lamp to +lamp, brightening and fading as it wentâwould have been enough to tell +him who was there. Making his pace at once much quicker and much softer, +he darted on until he was very near this figure, then fell into his +former walk, and called âRachael!â + +She turned, being then in the brightness of a lamp; and raising her hood +a little, showed a quiet oval face, dark and rather delicate, irradiated +by a pair of very gentle eyes, and further set off by the perfect order +of her shining black hair. It was not a face in its first bloom; she was +a woman five and thirty years of age. + +âAh, lad! âTis thou?â When she had said this, with a smile which would +have been quite expressed, though nothing of her had been seen but her +pleasant eyes, she replaced her hood again, and they went on together. + +âI thought thou wast ahind me, Rachael?â + +âNo.â + +âEarly tânight, lass?â + +ââTimes Iâm a little early, Stephen! âtimes a little late. Iâm never to +be counted on, going home.â + +âNor going tâother way, neither, ât seems to me, Rachael?â + +âNo, Stephen.â + +He looked at her with some disappointment in his face, but with a +respectful and patient conviction that she must be right in whatever she +did. The expression was not lost upon her; she laid her hand lightly on +his arm a moment as if to thank him for it. + +âWe are such true friends, lad, and such old friends, and getting to be +such old folk, now.â + +âNo, Rachael, thouârt as young as ever thou wast.â + +âOne of us would be puzzled how to get old, Stephen, without ât other +getting so too, both being alive,â she answered, laughing; âbut, anyways, +weâre such old friends, and tâ hide a word of honest truth froâ one +another would be a sin and a pity. âTis better not to walk too much +together. âTimes, yes! âTwould be hard, indeed, if âtwas not to be at +all,â she said, with a cheerfulness she sought to communicate to him. + +ââTis hard, anyways, Rachael.â + +âTry to think not; and âtwill seem better.â + +âIâve tried a long time, and âtaânt got better. But thouârt right; ât +might mak fok talk, even of thee. Thou hast been that to me, Rachael, +through so many year: thou hast done me so much good, and heartened of me +in that cheering way, that thy word is a law to me. Ah, lass, and a +bright good law! Better than some real ones.â + +âNever fret about them, Stephen,â she answered quickly, and not without +an anxious glance at his face. âLet the laws be.â + +âYes,â he said, with a slow nod or two. âLet âem be. Let everything be. +Let all sorts alone. âTis a muddle, and thatâs aw.â + +âAlways a muddle?â said Rachael, with another gentle touch upon his arm, +as if to recall him out of the thoughtfulness, in which he was biting the +long ends of his loose neckerchief as he walked along. The touch had its +instantaneous effect. He let them fall, turned a smiling face upon her, +and said, as he broke into a good-humoured laugh, âAy, Rachael, lass, +awlus a muddle. Thatâs where I stick. I come to the muddle many times +and agen, and I never get beyond it.â + +They had walked some distance, and were near their own homes. The +womanâs was the first reached. It was in one of the many small streets +for which the favourite undertaker (who turned a handsome sum out of the +one poor ghastly pomp of the neighbourhood) kept a black ladder, in order +that those who had done their daily groping up and down the narrow stairs +might slide out of this working world by the windows. She stopped at the +corner, and putting her hand in his, wished him good night. + +âGood night, dear lass; good night!â + +She went, with her neat figure and her sober womanly step, down the dark +street, and he stood looking after her until she turned into one of the +small houses. There was not a flutter of her coarse shawl, perhaps, but +had its interest in this manâs eyes; not a tone of her voice but had its +echo in his innermost heart. + +When she was lost to his view, he pursued his homeward way, glancing up +sometimes at the sky, where the clouds were sailing fast and wildly. +But, they were broken now, and the rain had ceased, and the moon +shone,âlooking down the high chimneys of Coketown on the deep furnaces +below, and casting Titanic shadows of the steam-engines at rest, upon the +walls where they were lodged. The man seemed to have brightened with the +night, as he went on. + +His home, in such another street as the first, saving that it was +narrower, was over a little shop. How it came to pass that any people +found it worth their while to sell or buy the wretched little toys, mixed +up in its window with cheap newspapers and pork (there was a leg to be +raffled for to-morrow-night), matters not here. He took his end of +candle from a shelf, lighted it at another end of candle on the counter, +without disturbing the mistress of the shop who was asleep in her little +room, and went upstairs into his lodging. + +It was a room, not unacquainted with the black ladder under various +tenants; but as neat, at present, as such a room could be. A few books +and writings were on an old bureau in a corner, the furniture was decent +and sufficient, and, though the atmosphere was tainted, the room was +clean. + +Going to the hearth to set the candle down upon a round three-legged +table standing there, he stumbled against something. As he recoiled, +looking down at it, it raised itself up into the form of a woman in a +sitting attitude. + +âHeavenâs mercy, woman!â he cried, falling farther off from the figure. +âHast thou come back again!â + +Such a woman! A disabled, drunken creature, barely able to preserve her +sitting posture by steadying herself with one begrimed hand on the floor, +while the other was so purposeless in trying to push away her tangled +hair from her face, that it only blinded her the more with the dirt upon +it. A creature so foul to look at, in her tatters, stains and splashes, +but so much fouler than that in her moral infamy, that it was a shameful +thing even to see her. + +After an impatient oath or two, and some stupid clawing of herself with +the hand not necessary to her support, she got her hair away from her +eyes sufficiently to obtain a sight of him. Then she sat swaying her +body to and fro, and making gestures with her unnerved arm, which seemed +intended as the accompaniment to a fit of laughter, though her face was +stolid and drowsy. + +âEigh, lad? What, yoâr there?â Some hoarse sounds meant for this, came +mockingly out of her at last; and her head dropped forward on her breast. + +âBack agen?â she screeched, after some minutes, as if he had that moment +said it. âYes! And back agen. Back agen ever and ever so often. Back? +Yes, back. Why not?â + +Roused by the unmeaning violence with which she cried it out, she +scrambled up, and stood supporting herself with her shoulders against the +wall; dangling in one hand by the string, a dunghill-fragment of a +bonnet, and trying to look scornfully at him. + +âIâll sell thee off again, and Iâll sell thee off again, and Iâll sell +thee off a score of times!â she cried, with something between a furious +menace and an effort at a defiant dance. âCome awaâ from thâ bed!â He +was sitting on the side of it, with his face hidden in his hands. âCome +awa! from ât. âTis mine, and Iâve a right to tâ!â + +As she staggered to it, he avoided her with a shudder, and passedâhis +face still hiddenâto the opposite end of the room. She threw herself +upon the bed heavily, and soon was snoring hard. He sunk into a chair, +and moved but once all that night. It was to throw a covering over her; +as if his hands were not enough to hide her, even in the darkness. + + + +CHAPTER XI +NO WAY OUT + + +THE Fairy palaces burst into illumination, before pale morning showed the +monstrous serpents of smoke trailing themselves over Coketown. A +clattering of clogs upon the pavement; a rapid ringing of bells; and all +the melancholy mad elephants, polished and oiled up for the dayâs +monotony, were at their heavy exercise again. + +Stephen bent over his loom, quiet, watchful, and steady. A special +contrast, as every man was in the forest of looms where Stephen worked, +to the crashing, smashing, tearing piece of mechanism at which he +laboured. Never fear, good people of an anxious turn of mind, that Art +will consign Nature to oblivion. Set anywhere, side by side, the work of +GOD and the work of man; and the former, even though it be a troop of +Hands of very small account, will gain in dignity from the comparison. + +So many hundred Hands in this Mill; so many hundred horse Steam Power. +It is known, to the force of a single pound weight, what the engine will +do; but, not all the calculators of the National Debt can tell me the +capacity for good or evil, for love or hatred, for patriotism or +discontent, for the decomposition of virtue into vice, or the reverse, at +any single moment in the soul of one of these its quiet servants, with +the composed faces and the regulated actions. There is no mystery in it; +there is an unfathomable mystery in the meanest of them, for +ever.âSupposing we were to reverse our arithmetic for material objects, +and to govern these awful unknown quantities by other means! + +The day grew strong, and showed itself outside, even against the flaming +lights within. The lights were turned out, and the work went on. The +rain fell, and the Smoke-serpents, submissive to the curse of all that +tribe, trailed themselves upon the earth. In the waste-yard outside, the +steam from the escape pipe, the litter of barrels and old iron, the +shining heaps of coals, the ashes everywhere, were shrouded in a veil of +mist and rain. + +The work went on, until the noon-bell rang. More clattering upon the +pavements. The looms, and wheels, and Hands all out of gear for an hour. + +Stephen came out of the hot mill into the damp wind and cold wet streets, +haggard and worn. He turned from his own class and his own quarter, +taking nothing but a little bread as he walked along, towards the hill on +which his principal employer lived, in a red house with black outside +shutters, green inside blinds, a black street door, up two white steps, +BOUNDERBY (in letters very like himself) upon a brazen plate, and a round +brazen door-handle underneath it, like a brazen full-stop. + +Mr. Bounderby was at his lunch. So Stephen had expected. Would his +servant say that one of the Hands begged leave to speak to him? Message +in return, requiring name of such Hand. Stephen Blackpool. There was +nothing troublesome against Stephen Blackpool; yes, he might come in. + +Stephen Blackpool in the parlour. Mr. Bounderby (whom he just knew by +sight), at lunch on chop and sherry. Mrs. Sparsit netting at the +fireside, in a side-saddle attitude, with one foot in a cotton stirrup. +It was a part, at once of Mrs. Sparsitâs dignity and service, not to +lunch. She supervised the meal officially, but implied that in her own +stately person she considered lunch a weakness. + +âNow, Stephen,â said Mr. Bounderby, âwhatâs the matter with _you_?â + +Stephen made a bow. Not a servile oneâthese Hands will never do that! +Lord bless you, sir, youâll never catch them at that, if they have been +with you twenty years!âand, as a complimentary toilet for Mrs. Sparsit, +tucked his neckerchief ends into his waistcoat. + +âNow, you know,â said Mr. Bounderby, taking some sherry, âwe have never +had any difficulty with you, and you have never been one of the +unreasonable ones. You donât expect to be set up in a coach and six, and +to be fed on turtle soup and venison, with a gold spoon, as a good many +of âem do!â Mr. Bounderby always represented this to be the sole, +immediate, and direct object of any Hand who was not entirely satisfied; +âand therefore I know already that you have not come here to make a +complaint. Now, you know, I am certain of that, beforehand.â + +âNo, sir, sure I haâ not coom for nowt oâ thâ kind.â + +Mr. Bounderby seemed agreeably surprised, notwithstanding his previous +strong conviction. âVery well,â he returned. âYouâre a steady Hand, and +I was not mistaken. Now, let me hear what itâs all about. As itâs not +that, let me hear what it is. What have you got to say? Out with it, +lad!â + +Stephen happened to glance towards Mrs. Sparsit. âI can go, Mr. +Bounderby, if you wish it,â said that self-sacrificing lady, making a +feint of taking her foot out of the stirrup. + +Mr. Bounderby stayed her, by holding a mouthful of chop in suspension +before swallowing it, and putting out his left hand. Then, withdrawing +his hand and swallowing his mouthful of chop, he said to Stephen: + +âNow you know, this good lady is a born lady, a high lady. You are not +to suppose because she keeps my house for me, that she hasnât been very +high up the treeâah, up at the top of the tree! Now, if you have got +anything to say that canât be said before a born lady, this lady will +leave the room. If what you have got to say _can_ be said before a born +lady, this lady will stay where she is.â + +âSir, I hope I never had nowt to say, not fitten for a born lady to year, +sinâ I were born mysenâ,â was the reply, accompanied with a slight flush. + +âVery well,â said Mr. Bounderby, pushing away his plate, and leaning +back. âFire away!â + +âI haâ coom,â Stephen began, raising his eyes from the floor, after a +momentâs consideration, âto ask yo yor advice. I need ât overmuch. I +were married on Easâr Monday nineteen year sin, long and dree. She were +a young lassâpretty enowâwiâ good accounts of herseln. Well! She went +badâsoon. Not along of me. Gonnows I were not a unkind husband to her.â + +âI have heard all this before,â said Mr. Bounderby. âShe took to +drinking, left off working, sold the furniture, pawned the clothes, and +played old Gooseberry.â + +âI were patient wiâ her.â + +(âThe more fool you, I think,â said Mr. Bounderby, in confidence to his +wine-glass.) + +âI were very patient wiâ her. I tried to wean her fra ât ower and ower +agen. I tried this, I tried that, I tried tâother. I haâ gone home, +manyâs the time, and found all vanished as I had in the world, and her +without a sense left to bless herseln lying on bare ground. I haâ dun ât +not once, not twiceâtwenty time!â + +Every line in his face deepened as he said it, and put in its affecting +evidence of the suffering he had undergone. + +âFrom bad to worse, from worse to worsen. She left me. She disgraced +herseln everyways, bitter and bad. She coom back, she coom back, she +coom back. What could I do tâ hinder her? I haâ walked the streets +nights long, ere ever Iâd go home. I haâ gone tâ thâ brigg, minded to +fling myseln ower, and haâ no more onât. I haâ bore that much, that I +were owd when I were young.â + +Mrs. Sparsit, easily ambling along with her netting-needles, raised the +Coriolanian eyebrows and shook her head, as much as to say, âThe great +know trouble as well as the small. Please to turn your humble eye in My +direction.â + +âI haâ paid her to keep awaâ fraâ me. These five year I haâ paid her. I +haâ gotten decent fewtrils about me agen. I haâ lived hard and sad, but +not ashamed and fearfoâ aâ the minnits oâ my life. Last night, I went +home. There she lay upon my har-stone! There she is!â + +In the strength of his misfortune, and the energy of his distress, he +fired for the moment like a proud man. In another moment, he stood as he +had stood all the timeâhis usual stoop upon him; his pondering face +addressed to Mr. Bounderby, with a curious expression on it, half shrewd, +half perplexed, as if his mind were set upon unravelling something very +difficult; his hat held tight in his left hand, which rested on his hip; +his right arm, with a rugged propriety and force of action, very +earnestly emphasizing what he said: not least so when it always paused, a +little bent, but not withdrawn, as he paused. + +âI was acquainted with all this, you know,â said Mr. Bounderby, âexcept +the last clause, long ago. Itâs a bad job; thatâs what it is. You had +better have been satisfied as you were, and not have got married. +However, itâs too late to say that.â + +âWas it an unequal marriage, sir, in point of years?â asked Mrs. Sparsit. + +âYou hear what this lady asks. Was it an unequal marriage in point of +years, this unlucky job of yours?â said Mr. Bounderby. + +âNot eâen so. I were one-and-twenty myseln; she were twenty nighbut.â + +âIndeed, sir?â said Mrs. Sparsit to her Chief, with great placidity. âI +inferred, from its being so miserable a marriage, that it was probably an +unequal one in point of years.â + +Mr. Bounderby looked very hard at the good lady in a side-long way that +had an odd sheepishness about it. He fortified himself with a little +more sherry. + +âWell? Why donât you go on?â he then asked, turning rather irritably on +Stephen Blackpool. + +âI haâ coom to ask yo, sir, how I am to be ridded oâ this woman.â +Stephen infused a yet deeper gravity into the mixed expression of his +attentive face. Mrs. Sparsit uttered a gentle ejaculation, as having +received a moral shock. + +âWhat do you mean?â said Bounderby, getting up to lean his back against +the chimney-piece. âWhat are you talking about? You took her for better +for worse.â + +âI munâ be ridden oâ her. I cannot bear ât nommore. I haâ lived under +ât so long, for that I haâ hadân the pity and comforting words oâ thâ +best lass living or dead. Haply, but for her, I should haâ gone +battering mad.â + +âHe wishes to be free, to marry the female of whom he speaks, I fear, +sir,â observed Mrs. Sparsit in an undertone, and much dejected by the +immorality of the people. + +âI do. The lady says whatâs right. I do. I were a coming to ât. I haâ +read iâ thâ papers that great folk (fair faw âem aâ! I wishes âem no +hurt!) are not bonded together for better for worst so fast, but that +they can be set free froâ _their_ misfortnet marriages, anâ marry ower +agen. When they dunnot agree, for that their tempers is ill-sorted, they +has rooms oâ one kind anâ another in their houses, above a bit, and they +can live asunders. We fok haâ only one room, and we canât. When that +wonât do, they haâ gowd anâ other cash, anâ they can say âThis for yoâ +anâ that for me,â anâ they can go their separate ways. We canât. Spite +oâ all that, they can be set free for smaller wrongs than mine. So, I +mun be ridden oâ this woman, and I want tâ know how?â + +âNo how,â returned Mr. Bounderby. + +âIf I do her any hurt, sir, thereâs a law to punish me?â + +âOf course there is.â + +âIf I flee from her, thereâs a law to punish me?â + +âOf course there is.â + +âIf I marry tâoother dear lass, thereâs a law to punish me?â + +âOf course there is.â + +âIf I was to live wiâ her anâ not marry herâsaying such a thing could be, +which it never could or would, anâ her so goodâthereâs a law to punish +me, in every innocent child belonging to me?â + +âOf course there is.â + +âNow, aâ Godâs name,â said Stephen Blackpool, âshow me the law to help +me!â + +âHem! Thereâs a sanctity in this relation of life,â said Mr. Bounderby, +âandâandâit must be kept up.â + +âNo no, dunnot say that, sir. âTanât kepâ up that way. Not that way. +âTis kepâ down that way. Iâm a weaver, I were in a factâry when a chilt, +but I haâ gotten een to see wiâ and eern to year wiâ. I read in thâ +papers every âSizes, every Sessionsâand you read tooâI know it!âwith +dismayâhow thâ supposed unpossibility oâ ever getting unchained from one +another, at any price, on any terms, brings blood upon this land, and +brings many common married fok to battle, murder, and sudden death. Let +us haâ this, right understood. Mineâs a grievous case, anâ I wantâif yo +will be so goodâtâ know the law that helps me.â + +âNow, I tell you what!â said Mr. Bounderby, putting his hands in his +pockets. âThere _is_ such a law.â + +Stephen, subsiding into his quiet manner, and never wandering in his +attention, gave a nod. + +âBut itâs not for you at all. It costs money. It costs a mint of +money.â + +âHow much might that be?â Stephen calmly asked. + +âWhy, youâd have to go to Doctorsâ Commons with a suit, and youâd have to +go to a court of Common Law with a suit, and youâd have to go to the +House of Lords with a suit, and youâd have to get an Act of Parliament to +enable you to marry again, and it would cost you (if it was a case of +very plain sailing), I suppose from a thousand to fifteen hundred pound,â +said Mr. Bounderby. âPerhaps twice the money.â + +âThereâs no other law?â + +âCertainly not.â + +âWhy then, sir,â said Stephen, turning white, and motioning with that +right hand of his, as if he gave everything to the four winds, ââ_tis_ a +muddle. âTis just a muddle aâtoogether, anâ the sooner I am dead, the +better.â + +(Mrs. Sparsit again dejected by the impiety of the people.) + +âPooh, pooh! Donât you talk nonsense, my good fellow,â said Mr. +Bounderby, âabout things you donât understand; and donât you call the +Institutions of your country a muddle, or youâll get yourself into a real +muddle one of these fine mornings. The institutions of your country are +not your piece-work, and the only thing you have got to do, is, to mind +your piece-work. You didnât take your wife for fast and for loose; but +for better for worse. If she has turned out worseâwhy, all we have got +to say is, she might have turned out better.â + +ââTis a muddle,â said Stephen, shaking his head as he moved to the door. +ââTis aâ a muddle!â + +âNow, Iâll tell you what!â Mr. Bounderby resumed, as a valedictory +address. âWith what I shall call your unhallowed opinions, you have been +quite shocking this lady: who, as I have already told you, is a born +lady, and who, as I have not already told you, has had her own marriage +misfortunes to the tune of tens of thousands of poundsâtens of Thousands +of Pounds!â (he repeated it with great relish). âNow, you have always +been a steady Hand hitherto; but my opinion is, and so I tell you +plainly, that you are turning into the wrong road. You have been +listening to some mischievous stranger or otherâtheyâre always aboutâand +the best thing you can do is, to come out of that. Now you know;â here +his countenance expressed marvellous acuteness; âI can see as far into a +grindstone as another man; farther than a good many, perhaps, because I +had my nose well kept to it when I was young. I see traces of the turtle +soup, and venison, and gold spoon in this. Yes, I do!â cried Mr. +Bounderby, shaking his head with obstinate cunning. âBy the Lord Harry, +I do!â + +With a very different shake of the head and deep sigh, Stephen said, +âThank you, sir, I wish you good day.â So he left Mr. Bounderby swelling +at his own portrait on the wall, as if he were going to explode himself +into it; and Mrs. Sparsit still ambling on with her foot in her stirrup, +looking quite cast down by the popular vices. + + + +CHAPTER XII +THE OLD WOMAN + + +OLD STEPHEN descended the two white steps, shutting the black door with +the brazen door-plate, by the aid of the brazen full-stop, to which he +gave a parting polish with the sleeve of his coat, observing that his hot +hand clouded it. He crossed the street with his eyes bent upon the +ground, and thus was walking sorrowfully away, when he felt a touch upon +his arm. + +It was not the touch he needed most at such a momentâthe touch that could +calm the wild waters of his soul, as the uplifted hand of the sublimest +love and patience could abate the raging of the seaâyet it was a womanâs +hand too. It was an old woman, tall and shapely still, though withered +by time, on whom his eyes fell when he stopped and turned. She was very +cleanly and plainly dressed, had country mud upon her shoes, and was +newly come from a journey. The flutter of her manner, in the unwonted +noise of the streets; the spare shawl, carried unfolded on her arm; the +heavy umbrella, and little basket; the loose long-fingered gloves, to +which her hands were unused; all bespoke an old woman from the country, +in her plain holiday clothes, come into Coketown on an expedition of rare +occurrence. Remarking this at a glance, with the quick observation of +his class, Stephen Blackpool bent his attentive faceâhis face, which, +like the faces of many of his order, by dint of long working with eyes +and hands in the midst of a prodigious noise, had acquired the +concentrated look with which we are familiar in the countenances of the +deafâthe better to hear what she asked him. + +âPray, sir,â said the old woman, âdidnât I see you come out of that +gentlemanâs house?â pointing back to Mr. Bounderbyâs. âI believe it was +you, unless I have had the bad luck to mistake the person in following?â + +âYes, missus,â returned Stephen, âit were me.â + +âHave youâyouâll excuse an old womanâs curiosityâhave you seen the +gentleman?â + +âYes, missus.â + +âAnd how did he look, sir? Was he portly, bold, outspoken, and hearty?â +As she straightened her own figure, and held up her head in adapting her +action to her words, the idea crossed Stephen that he had seen this old +woman before, and had not quite liked her. + +âO yes,â he returned, observing her more attentively, âhe were all that.â + +âAnd healthy,â said the old woman, âas the fresh wind?â + +âYes,â returned Stephen. âHe were ettân and drinkingâas large and as +loud as a Hummobee.â + +âThank you!â said the old woman, with infinite content. âThank you!â + +He certainly never had seen this old woman before. Yet there was a vague +remembrance in his mind, as if he had more than once dreamed of some old +woman like her. + +She walked along at his side, and, gently accommodating himself to her +humour, he said Coketown was a busy place, was it not? To which she +answered âEigh sure! Dreadful busy!â Then he said, she came from the +country, he saw? To which she answered in the affirmative. + +âBy Parliamentary, this morning. I came forty mile by Parliamentary this +morning, and Iâm going back the same forty mile this afternoon. I walked +nine mile to the station this morning, and if I find nobody on the road +to give me a lift, I shall walk the nine mile back to-night. Thatâs +pretty well, sir, at my age!â said the chatty old woman, her eye +brightening with exultation. + +ââDeed âtis. Donât doât too often, missus.â + +âNo, no. Once a year,â she answered, shaking her head. âI spend my +savings so, once every year. I come regular, to tramp about the streets, +and see the gentlemen.â + +âOnly to see âem?â returned Stephen. + +âThatâs enough for me,â she replied, with great earnestness and interest +of manner. âI ask no more! I have been standing about, on this side of +the way, to see that gentleman,â turning her head back towards Mr. +Bounderbyâs again, âcome out. But, heâs late this year, and I have not +seen him. You came out instead. Now, if I am obliged to go back without +a glimpse of himâI only want a glimpseâwell! I have seen you, and you +have seen him, and I must make that do.â Saying this, she looked at +Stephen as if to fix his features in her mind, and her eye was not so +bright as it had been. + +With a large allowance for difference of tastes, and with all submission +to the patricians of Coketown, this seemed so extraordinary a source of +interest to take so much trouble about, that it perplexed him. But they +were passing the church now, and as his eye caught the clock, he +quickened his pace. + +He was going to his work? the old woman said, quickening hers, too, quite +easily. Yes, time was nearly out. On his telling her where he worked, +the old woman became a more singular old woman than before. + +âAnât you happy?â she asked him. + +âWhyâthereâs awmost nobbody but has their troubles, missus.â He answered +evasively, because the old woman appeared to take it for granted that he +would be very happy indeed, and he had not the heart to disappoint her. +He knew that there was trouble enough in the world; and if the old woman +had lived so long, and could count upon his having so little, why so much +the better for her, and none the worse for him. + +âAy, ay! You have your troubles at home, you mean?â she said. + +âTimes. Just now and then,â he answered, slightly. + +âBut, working under such a gentleman, they donât follow you to the +Factory?â + +No, no; they didnât follow him there, said Stephen. All correct there. +Everything accordant there. (He did not go so far as to say, for her +pleasure, that there was a sort of Divine Right there; but, I have heard +claims almost as magnificent of late years.) + +They were now in the black by-road near the place, and the Hands were +crowding in. The bell was ringing, and the Serpent was a Serpent of many +coils, and the Elephant was getting ready. The strange old woman was +delighted with the very bell. It was the beautifullest bell she had ever +heard, she said, and sounded grand! + +She asked him, when he stopped good-naturedly to shake hands with her +before going in, how long he had worked there? + +âA dozen year,â he told her. + +âI must kiss the hand,â said she, âthat has worked in this fine factory +for a dozen year!â And she lifted it, though he would have prevented +her, and put it to her lips. What harmony, besides her age and her +simplicity, surrounded her, he did not know, but even in this fantastic +action there was a something neither out of time nor place: a something +which it seemed as if nobody else could have made as serious, or done +with such a natural and touching air. + +He had been at his loom full half an hour, thinking about this old woman, +when, having occasion to move round the loom for its adjustment, he +glanced through a window which was in his corner, and saw her still +looking up at the pile of building, lost in admiration. Heedless of the +smoke and mud and wet, and of her two long journeys, she was gazing at +it, as if the heavy thrum that issued from its many stories were proud +music to her. + +She was gone by and by, and the day went after her, and the lights sprung +up again, and the Express whirled in full sight of the Fairy Palace over +the arches near: little felt amid the jarring of the machinery, and +scarcely heard above its crash and rattle. Long before then his thoughts +had gone back to the dreary room above the little shop, and to the +shameful figure heavy on the bed, but heavier on his heart. + +Machinery slackened; throbbing feebly like a fainting pulse; stopped. +The bell again; the glare of light and heat dispelled; the factories, +looming heavy in the black wet nightâtheir tall chimneys rising up into +the air like competing Towers of Babel. + +He had spoken to Rachael only last night, it was true, and had walked +with her a little way; but he had his new misfortune on him, in which no +one else could give him a momentâs relief, and, for the sake of it, and +because he knew himself to want that softening of his anger which no +voice but hers could effect, he felt he might so far disregard what she +had said as to wait for her again. He waited, but she had eluded him. +She was gone. On no other night in the year could he so ill have spared +her patient face. + +O! Better to have no home in which to lay his head, than to have a home +and dread to go to it, through such a cause. He ate and drank, for he +was exhaustedâbut he little knew or cared what; and he wandered about in +the chill rain, thinking and thinking, and brooding and brooding. + +No word of a new marriage had ever passed between them; but Rachael had +taken great pity on him years ago, and to her alone he had opened his +closed heart all this time, on the subject of his miseries; and he knew +very well that if he were free to ask her, she would take him. He +thought of the home he might at that moment have been seeking with +pleasure and pride; of the different man he might have been that night; +of the lightness then in his now heavy-laden breast; of the then restored +honour, self-respect, and tranquillity all torn to pieces. He thought of +the waste of the best part of his life, of the change it made in his +character for the worse every day, of the dreadful nature of his +existence, bound hand and foot, to a dead woman, and tormented by a demon +in her shape. He thought of Rachael, how young when they were first +brought together in these circumstances, how mature now, how soon to grow +old. He thought of the number of girls and women she had seen marry, how +many homes with children in them she had seen grow up around her, how she +had contentedly pursued her own lone quiet pathâfor himâand how he had +sometimes seen a shade of melancholy on her blessed face, that smote him +with remorse and despair. He set the picture of her up, beside the +infamous image of last night; and thought, Could it be, that the whole +earthly course of one so gentle, good, and self-denying, was subjugate to +such a wretch as that! + +Filled with these thoughtsâso filled that he had an unwholesome sense of +growing larger, of being placed in some new and diseased relation towards +the objects among which he passed, of seeing the iris round every misty +light turn redâhe went home for shelter. + + + +CHAPTER XIII +RACHAEL + + +A CANDLE faintly burned in the window, to which the black ladder had +often been raised for the sliding away of all that was most precious in +this world to a striving wife and a brood of hungry babies; and Stephen +added to his other thoughts the stern reflection, that of all the +casualties of this existence upon earth, not one was dealt out with so +unequal a hand as Death. The inequality of Birth was nothing to it. +For, say that the child of a King and the child of a Weaver were born +to-night in the same moment, what was that disparity, to the death of any +human creature who was serviceable to, or beloved by, another, while this +abandoned woman lived on! + +From the outside of his home he gloomily passed to the inside, with +suspended breath and with a slow footstep. He went up to his door, +opened it, and so into the room. + +Quiet and peace were there. Rachael was there, sitting by the bed. + +She turned her head, and the light of her face shone in upon the midnight +of his mind. She sat by the bed, watching and tending his wife. That is +to say, he saw that some one lay there, and he knew too well it must be +she; but Rachaelâs hands had put a curtain up, so that she was screened +from his eyes. Her disgraceful garments were removed, and some of +Rachaelâs were in the room. Everything was in its place and order as he +had always kept it, the little fire was newly trimmed, and the hearth was +freshly swept. It appeared to him that he saw all this in Rachaelâs +face, and looked at nothing besides. While looking at it, it was shut +out from his view by the softened tears that filled his eyes; but not +before he had seen how earnestly she looked at him, and how her own eyes +were filled too. + +She turned again towards the bed, and satisfying herself that all was +quiet there, spoke in a low, calm, cheerful voice. + +âI am glad you have come at last, Stephen. You are very late.â + +âI haâ been walking up anâ down.â + +âI thought so. But âtis too bad a night for that. The rain falls very +heavy, and the wind has risen.â + +The wind? True. It was blowing hard. Hark to the thundering in the +chimney, and the surging noise! To have been out in such a wind, and not +to have known it was blowing! + +âI have been here once before, to-day, Stephen. Landlady came round for +me at dinner-time. There was some one here that needed looking to, she +said. And âdeed she was right. All wandering and lost, Stephen. +Wounded too, and bruised.â + +He slowly moved to a chair and sat down, drooping his head before her. + +âI came to do what little I could, Stephen; first, for that she worked +with me when we were girls both, and for that you courted her and married +her when I was her friendââ + +He laid his furrowed forehead on his hand, with a low groan. + +âAnd next, for that I know your heart, and am right sure and certain that +âtis far too merciful to let her die, or even so much as suffer, for want +of aid. Thou knowest who said, âLet him who is without sin among you +cast the first stone at her!â There have been plenty to do that. Thou +art not the man to cast the last stone, Stephen, when she is brought so +low.â + +âO Rachael, Rachael!â + +âThou hast been a cruel sufferer, Heaven reward thee!â she said, in +compassionate accents. âI am thy poor friend, with all my heart and +mind.â + + [Picture: Stephen and Rachael in the sick room] + +The wounds of which she had spoken, seemed to be about the neck of the +self-made outcast. She dressed them now, still without showing her. She +steeped a piece of linen in a basin, into which she poured some liquid +from a bottle, and laid it with a gentle hand upon the sore. The +three-legged table had been drawn close to the bedside, and on it there +were two bottles. This was one. + +It was not so far off, but that Stephen, following her hands with his +eyes, could read what was printed on it in large letters. He turned of a +deadly hue, and a sudden horror seemed to fall upon him. + +âI will stay here, Stephen,â said Rachael, quietly resuming her seat, +âtill the bells go Three. âTis to be done again at three, and then she +may be left till morning.â + +âBut thy rest agen to-morrowâs work, my dear.â + +âI slept sound last night. I can wake many nights, when I am put to it. +âTis thou who art in need of restâso white and tired. Try to sleep in +the chair there, while I watch. Thou hadst no sleep last night, I can +well believe. To-morrowâs work is far harder for thee than for me.â + +He heard the thundering and surging out of doors, and it seemed to him as +if his late angry mood were going about trying to get at him. She had +cast it out; she would keep it out; he trusted to her to defend him from +himself. + +âShe donât know me, Stephen; she just drowsily mutters and stares. I +have spoken to her times and again, but she donât notice! âTis as well +so. When she comes to her right mind once more, I shall have done what I +can, and she never the wiser.â + +âHow long, Rachael, is ât looked for, that sheâll be so?â + +âDoctor said she would haply come to her mind to-morrow.â + +His eyes fell again on the bottle, and a tremble passed over him, causing +him to shiver in every limb. She thought he was chilled with the wet. +âNo,â he said, âit was not that. He had had a fright.â + +âA fright?â + +âAy, ay! coming in. When I were walking. When I were thinking. When +Iââ It seized him again; and he stood up, holding by the mantel-shelf, +as he pressed his dank cold hair down with a hand that shook as if it +were palsied. + +âStephen!â + +She was coming to him, but he stretched out his arm to stop her. + +âNo! Donât, please; donât. Let me see thee setten by the bed. Let me +see thee, aâ so good, and so forgiving. Let me see thee as I see thee +when I coom in. I can never see thee better than so. Never, never, +never!â + +He had a violent fit of trembling, and then sunk into his chair. After a +time he controlled himself, and, resting with an elbow on one knee, and +his head upon that hand, could look towards Rachael. Seen across the dim +candle with his moistened eyes, she looked as if she had a glory shining +round her head. He could have believed she had. He did believe it, as +the noise without shook the window, rattled at the door below, and went +about the house clamouring and lamenting. + +âWhen she gets better, Stephen, âtis to be hoped sheâll leave thee to +thyself again, and do thee no more hurt. Anyways we will hope so now. +And now I shall keep silence, for I want thee to sleep.â + +He closed his eyes, more to please her than to rest his weary head; but, +by slow degrees as he listened to the great noise of the wind, he ceased +to hear it, or it changed into the working of his loom, or even into the +voices of the day (his own included) saying what had been really said. +Even this imperfect consciousness faded away at last, and he dreamed a +long, troubled dream. + +He thought that he, and some one on whom his heart had long been setâbut +she was not Rachael, and that surprised him, even in the midst of his +imaginary happinessâstood in the church being married. While the +ceremony was performing, and while he recognized among the witnesses some +whom he knew to be living, and many whom he knew to be dead, darkness +came on, succeeded by the shining of a tremendous light. It broke from +one line in the table of commandments at the altar, and illuminated the +building with the words. They were sounded through the church, too, as +if there were voices in the fiery letters. Upon this, the whole +appearance before him and around him changed, and nothing was left as it +had been, but himself and the clergyman. They stood in the daylight +before a crowd so vast, that if all the people in the world could have +been brought together into one space, they could not have looked, he +thought, more numerous; and they all abhorred him, and there was not one +pitying or friendly eye among the millions that were fastened on his +face. He stood on a raised stage, under his own loom; and, looking up at +the shape the loom took, and hearing the burial service distinctly read, +he knew that he was there to suffer death. In an instant what he stood +on fell below him, and he was gone. + +âOut of what mystery he came back to his usual life, and to places that +he knew, he was unable to consider; but he was back in those places by +some means, and with this condemnation upon him, that he was never, in +this world or the next, through all the unimaginable ages of eternity, to +look on Rachaelâs face or hear her voice. Wandering to and fro, +unceasingly, without hope, and in search of he knew not what (he only +knew that he was doomed to seek it), he was the subject of a nameless, +horrible dread, a mortal fear of one particular shape which everything +took. Whatsoever he looked at, grew into that form sooner or later. The +object of his miserable existence was to prevent its recognition by any +one among the various people he encountered. Hopeless labour! If he led +them out of rooms where it was, if he shut up drawers and closets where +it stood, if he drew the curious from places where he knew it to be +secreted, and got them out into the streets, the very chimneys of the +mills assumed that shape, and round them was the printed word. + +The wind was blowing again, the rain was beating on the house-tops, and +the larger spaces through which he had strayed contracted to the four +walls of his room. Saving that the fire had died out, it was as his eyes +had closed upon it. Rachael seemed to have fallen into a doze, in the +chair by the bed. She sat wrapped in her shawl, perfectly still. The +table stood in the same place, close by the bedside, and on it, in its +real proportions and appearance, was the shape so often repeated. + +He thought he saw the curtain move. He looked again, and he was sure it +moved. He saw a hand come forth and grope about a little. Then the +curtain moved more perceptibly, and the woman in the bed put it back, and +sat up. + +With her woful eyes, so haggard and wild, so heavy and large, she looked +all round the room, and passed the corner where he slept in his chair. +Her eyes returned to that corner, and she put her hand over them as a +shade, while she looked into it. Again they went all round the room, +scarcely heeding Rachael if at all, and returned to that corner. He +thought, as she once more shaded themânot so much looking at him, as +looking for him with a brutish instinct that he was thereâthat no single +trace was left in those debauched features, or in the mind that went +along with them, of the woman he had married eighteen years before. But +that he had seen her come to this by inches, he never could have believed +her to be the same. + +All this time, as if a spell were on him, he was motionless and +powerless, except to watch her. + +Stupidly dozing, or communing with her incapable self about nothing, she +sat for a little while with her hands at her ears, and her head resting +on them. Presently, she resumed her staring round the room. And now, +for the first time, her eyes stopped at the table with the bottles on it. + +Straightway she turned her eyes back to his corner, with the defiance of +last night, and moving very cautiously and softly, stretched out her +greedy hand. She drew a mug into the bed, and sat for a while +considering which of the two bottles she should choose. Finally, she +laid her insensate grasp upon the bottle that had swift and certain death +in it, and, before his eyes, pulled out the cork with her teeth. + +Dream or reality, he had no voice, nor had he power to stir. If this be +real, and her allotted time be not yet come, wake, Rachael, wake! + +She thought of that, too. She looked at Rachael, and very slowly, very +cautiously, poured out the contents. The draught was at her lips. A +moment and she would be past all help, let the whole world wake and come +about her with its utmost power. But in that moment Rachael started up +with a suppressed cry. The creature struggled, struck her, seized her by +the hair; but Rachael had the cup. + +Stephen broke out of his chair. âRachael, am I wakinâ or dreaminâ this +dreadfoâ night?â + +ââTis all well, Stephen. I have been asleep, myself. âTis near three. +Hush! I hear the bells.â + +The wind brought the sounds of the church clock to the window. They +listened, and it struck three. Stephen looked at her, saw how pale she +was, noted the disorder of her hair, and the red marks of fingers on her +forehead, and felt assured that his senses of sight and hearing had been +awake. She held the cup in her hand even now. + +âI thought it must be near three,â she said, calmly pouring from the cup +into the basin, and steeping the linen as before. âI am thankful I +stayed! âTis done now, when I have put this on. There! And now sheâs +quiet again. The few drops in the basin Iâll pour away, for âtis bad +stuff to leave about, though ever so little of it.â As she spoke, she +drained the basin into the ashes of the fire, and broke the bottle on the +hearth. + +She had nothing to do, then, but to cover herself with her shawl before +going out into the wind and rain. + +âThouâlt let me walk wiâ thee at this hour, Rachael?â + +âNo, Stephen. âTis but a minute, and Iâm home.â + +âThouârt not fearfoâ;â he said it in a low voice, as they went out at the +door; âto leave me alone wiâ her!â + +As she looked at him, saying, âStephen?â he went down on his knee before +her, on the poor mean stairs, and put an end of her shawl to his lips. + +âThou art an Angel. Bless thee, bless thee!â + +âI am, as I have told thee, Stephen, thy poor friend. Angels are not +like me. Between them, and a working woman fuâ of faults, there is a +deep gulf set. My little sister is among them, but she is changed.â + +She raised her eyes for a moment as she said the words; and then they +fell again, in all their gentleness and mildness, on his face. + +âThou changest me from bad to good. Thou makâst me humbly wishfoâ to be +more like thee, and fearfoâ to lose thee when this life is ower, and aâ +the muddle cleared awaâ. Thouârt an Angel; it may be, thou hast saved my +soul alive!â + +She looked at him, on his knee at her feet, with her shawl still in his +hand, and the reproof on her lips died away when she saw the working of +his face. + +âI coom home despârate. I coom home wiâout a hope, and mad wiâ thinking +that when I said a word oâ complaint I was reckoned a unreasonable Hand. +I told thee I had had a fright. It were the Poison-bottle on table. I +never hurt a livinâ creetur; but happeninâ so suddenly upon ât, I thowt, +âHow can _I_ say what I might haâ done to myseln, or her, or both!ââ + +She put her two hands on his mouth, with a face of terror, to stop him +from saying more. He caught them in his unoccupied hand, and holding +them, and still clasping the border of her shawl, said hurriedly: + +âBut I see thee, Rachael, setten by the bed. I haâ seen thee, aw this +night. In my troublous sleep I haâ known thee still to be there. +Evermore I will see thee there. I nevermore will see her or think oâ +her, but thou shalt be beside her. I nevermore will see or think oâ +anything that angers me, but thou, so much better than me, shalt be by +thâ side onât. And so I will try tâ look tâ thâ time, and so I will try +tâ trust tâ thâ time, when thou and me at last shall walk together far +awaâ, beyond the deep gulf, in thâ country where thy little sister is.â + +He kissed the border of her shawl again, and let her go. She bade him +good night in a broken voice, and went out into the street. + +The wind blew from the quarter where the day would soon appear, and still +blew strongly. It had cleared the sky before it, and the rain had spent +itself or travelled elsewhere, and the stars were bright. He stood +bare-headed in the road, watching her quick disappearance. As the +shining stars were to the heavy candle in the window, so was Rachael, in +the rugged fancy of this man, to the common experiences of his life. + + + +CHAPTER XIV +THE GREAT MANUFACTURER + + +TIME went on in Coketown like its own machinery: so much material wrought +up, so much fuel consumed, so many powers worn out, so much money made. +But, less inexorable than iron, steel, and brass, it brought its varying +seasons even into that wilderness of smoke and brick, and made the only +stand that ever _was_ made in the place against its direful uniformity. + +âLouisa is becoming,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âalmost a young woman.â + +Time, with his innumerable horse-power, worked away, not minding what +anybody said, and presently turned out young Thomas a foot taller than +when his father had last taken particular notice of him. + +âThomas is becoming,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âalmost a young man.â + +Time passed Thomas on in the mill, while his father was thinking about +it, and there he stood in a long-tailed coat and a stiff shirt-collar. + +âReally,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âthe period has arrived when Thomas ought +to go to Bounderby.â + +Time, sticking to him, passed him on into Bounderbyâs Bank, made him an +inmate of Bounderbyâs house, necessitated the purchase of his first +razor, and exercised him diligently in his calculations relative to +number one. + +The same great manufacturer, always with an immense variety of work on +hand, in every stage of development, passed Sissy onward in his mill, and +worked her up into a very pretty article indeed. + +âI fear, Jupe,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âthat your continuance at the school +any longer would be useless.â + +âI am afraid it would, sir,â Sissy answered with a curtsey. + +âI cannot disguise from you, Jupe,â said Mr. Gradgrind, knitting his +brow, âthat the result of your probation there has disappointed me; has +greatly disappointed me. You have not acquired, under Mr. and Mrs. +MâChoakumchild, anything like that amount of exact knowledge which I +looked for. You are extremely deficient in your facts. Your +acquaintance with figures is very limited. You are altogether backward, +and below the mark.â + +âI am sorry, sir,â she returned; âbut I know it is quite true. Yet I +have tried hard, sir.â + +âYes,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âyes, I believe you have tried hard; I have +observed you, and I can find no fault in that respect.â + +âThank you, sir. I have thought sometimes;â Sissy very timid here; âthat +perhaps I tried to learn too much, and that if I had asked to be allowed +to try a little less, I might haveââ + +âNo, Jupe, no,â said Mr. Gradgrind, shaking his head in his profoundest +and most eminently practical way. âNo. The course you pursued, you +pursued according to the systemâthe systemâand there is no more to be +said about it. I can only suppose that the circumstances of your early +life were too unfavourable to the development of your reasoning powers, +and that we began too late. Still, as I have said already, I am +disappointed.â + +âI wish I could have made a better acknowledgment, sir, of your kindness +to a poor forlorn girl who had no claim upon you, and of your protection +of her.â + +âDonât shed tears,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âDonât shed tears. I donât +complain of you. You are an affectionate, earnest, good young +womanâandâand we must make that do.â + +âThank you, sir, very much,â said Sissy, with a grateful curtsey. + +âYou are useful to Mrs. Gradgrind, and (in a generally pervading way) you +are serviceable in the family also; so I understand from Miss Louisa, +and, indeed, so I have observed myself. I therefore hope,â said Mr. +Gradgrind, âthat you can make yourself happy in those relations.â + +âI should have nothing to wish, sir, ifââ + +âI understand you,â said Mr. Gradgrind; âyou still refer to your father. +I have heard from Miss Louisa that you still preserve that bottle. Well! +If your training in the science of arriving at exact results had been +more successful, you would have been wiser on these points. I will say +no more.â + +He really liked Sissy too well to have a contempt for her; otherwise he +held her calculating powers in such very slight estimation that he must +have fallen upon that conclusion. Somehow or other, he had become +possessed by an idea that there was something in this girl which could +hardly be set forth in a tabular form. Her capacity of definition might +be easily stated at a very low figure, her mathematical knowledge at +nothing; yet he was not sure that if he had been required, for example, +to tick her off into columns in a parliamentary return, he would have +quite known how to divide her. + +In some stages of his manufacture of the human fabric, the processes of +Time are very rapid. Young Thomas and Sissy being both at such a stage +of their working up, these changes were effected in a year or two; while +Mr. Gradgrind himself seemed stationary in his course, and underwent no +alteration. + +Except one, which was apart from his necessary progress through the mill. +Time hustled him into a little noisy and rather dirty machinery, in a +by-comer, and made him Member of Parliament for Coketown: one of the +respected members for ounce weights and measures, one of the +representatives of the multiplication table, one of the deaf honourable +gentlemen, dumb honourable gentlemen, blind honourable gentlemen, lame +honourable gentlemen, dead honourable gentlemen, to every other +consideration. Else wherefore live we in a Christian land, eighteen +hundred and odd years after our Master? + +All this while, Louisa had been passing on, so quiet and reserved, and so +much given to watching the bright ashes at twilight as they fell into the +grate, and became extinct, that from the period when her father had said +she was almost a young womanâwhich seemed but yesterdayâshe had scarcely +attracted his notice again, when he found her quite a young woman. + +âQuite a young woman,â said Mr. Gradgrind, musing. âDear me!â + +Soon after this discovery, he became more thoughtful than usual for +several days, and seemed much engrossed by one subject. On a certain +night, when he was going out, and Louisa came to bid him good-bye before +his departureâas he was not to be home until late and she would not see +him again until the morningâhe held her in his arms, looking at her in +his kindest manner, and said: + +âMy dear Louisa, you are a woman!â + +She answered with the old, quick, searching look of the night when she +was found at the Circus; then cast down her eyes. âYes, father.â + +âMy dear,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âI must speak with you alone and +seriously. Come to me in my room after breakfast to-morrow, will you?â + +âYes, father.â + +âYour hands are rather cold, Louisa. Are you not well?â + +âQuite well, father.â + +âAnd cheerful?â + +She looked at him again, and smiled in her peculiar manner. âI am as +cheerful, father, as I usually am, or usually have been.â + +âThatâs well,â said Mr. Gradgrind. So, he kissed her and went away; and +Louisa returned to the serene apartment of the hair-cutting character, +and leaning her elbow on her hand, looked again at the short-lived sparks +that so soon subsided into ashes. + +âAre you there, Loo?â said her brother, looking in at the door. He was +quite a young gentleman of pleasure now, and not quite a prepossessing +one. + +âDear Tom,â she answered, rising and embracing him, âhow long it is since +you have been to see me!â + +âWhy, I have been otherwise engaged, Loo, in the evenings; and in the +daytime old Bounderby has been keeping me at it rather. But I touch him +up with you when he comes it too strong, and so we preserve an +understanding. I say! Has father said anything particular to you to-day +or yesterday, Loo?â + +âNo, Tom. But he told me to-night that he wished to do so in the +morning.â + +âAh! Thatâs what I mean,â said Tom. âDo you know where he is +to-night?ââwith a very deep expression. + +âNo.â + +âThen Iâll tell you. Heâs with old Bounderby. They are having a regular +confab together up at the Bank. Why at the Bank, do you think? Well, +Iâll tell you again. To keep Mrs. Sparsitâs ears as far off as possible, +I expect.â + +With her hand upon her brotherâs shoulder, Louisa still stood looking at +the fire. Her brother glanced at her face with greater interest than +usual, and, encircling her waist with his arm, drew her coaxingly to him. + +âYou are very fond of me, anât you, Loo?â + +âIndeed I am, Tom, though you do let such long intervals go by without +coming to see me.â + +âWell, sister of mine,â said Tom, âwhen you say that, you are near my +thoughts. We might be so much oftener togetherâmightnât we? Always +together, almostâmightnât we? It would do me a great deal of good if you +were to make up your mind to I know what, Loo. It would be a splendid +thing for me. It would be uncommonly jolly!â + +Her thoughtfulness baffled his cunning scrutiny. He could make nothing +of her face. He pressed her in his arm, and kissed her cheek. She +returned the kiss, but still looked at the fire. + +âI say, Loo! I thought Iâd come, and just hint to you what was going on: +though I supposed youâd most likely guess, even if you didnât know. I +canât stay, because Iâm engaged to some fellows to-night. You wonât +forget how fond you are of me?â + +âNo, dear Tom, I wonât forget.â + +âThatâs a capital girl,â said Tom. âGood-bye, Loo.â + +She gave him an affectionate good-night, and went out with him to the +door, whence the fires of Coketown could be seen, making the distance +lurid. She stood there, looking steadfastly towards them, and listening +to his departing steps. They retreated quickly, as glad to get away from +Stone Lodge; and she stood there yet, when he was gone and all was quiet. +It seemed as if, first in her own fire within the house, and then in the +fiery haze without, she tried to discover what kind of woof Old Time, +that greatest and longest-established Spinner of all, would weave from +the threads he had already spun into a woman. But his factory is a +secret place, his work is noiseless, and his Hands are mutes. + + + +CHAPTER XV +FATHER AND DAUGHTER + + +ALTHOUGH Mr. Gradgrind did not take after Blue Beard, his room was quite +a blue chamber in its abundance of blue books. Whatever they could prove +(which is usually anything you like), they proved there, in an army +constantly strengthening by the arrival of new recruits. In that charmed +apartment, the most complicated social questions were cast up, got into +exact totals, and finally settledâif those concerned could only have been +brought to know it. As if an astronomical observatory should be made +without any windows, and the astronomer within should arrange the starry +universe solely by pen, ink, and paper, so Mr. Gradgrind, in _his_ +Observatory (and there are many like it), had no need to cast an eye upon +the teeming myriads of human beings around him, but could settle all +their destinies on a slate, and wipe out all their tears with one dirty +little bit of sponge. + +To this Observatory, then: a stern room, with a deadly statistical clock +in it, which measured every second with a beat like a rap upon a +coffin-lid; Louisa repaired on the appointed morning. A window looked +towards Coketown; and when she sat down near her fatherâs table, she saw +the high chimneys and the long tracts of smoke looming in the heavy +distance gloomily. + +âMy dear Louisa,â said her father, âI prepared you last night to give me +your serious attention in the conversation we are now going to have +together. You have been so well trained, and you do, I am happy to say, +so much justice to the education you have received, that I have perfect +confidence in your good sense. You are not impulsive, you are not +romantic, you are accustomed to view everything from the strong +dispassionate ground of reason and calculation. From that ground alone, +I know you will view and consider what I am going to communicate.â + +He waited, as if he would have been glad that she said something. But +she said never a word. + +âLouisa, my dear, you are the subject of a proposal of marriage that has +been made to me.â + +Again he waited, and again she answered not one word. This so far +surprised him, as to induce him gently to repeat, âa proposal of +marriage, my dear.â To which she returned, without any visible emotion +whatever: + +âI hear you, father. I am attending, I assure you.â + +âWell!â said Mr. Gradgrind, breaking into a smile, after being for the +moment at a loss, âyou are even more dispassionate than I expected, +Louisa. Or, perhaps, you are not unprepared for the announcement I have +it in charge to make?â + +âI cannot say that, father, until I hear it. Prepared or unprepared, I +wish to hear it all from you. I wish to hear you state it to me, +father.â + +Strange to relate, Mr. Gradgrind was not so collected at this moment as +his daughter was. He took a paper-knife in his hand, turned it over, +laid it down, took it up again, and even then had to look along the blade +of it, considering how to go on. + +âWhat you say, my dear Louisa, is perfectly reasonable. I have +undertaken then to let you know thatâin short, that Mr. Bounderby has +informed me that he has long watched your progress with particular +interest and pleasure, and has long hoped that the time might ultimately +arrive when he should offer you his hand in marriage. That time, to +which he has so long, and certainly with great constancy, looked forward, +is now come. Mr. Bounderby has made his proposal of marriage to me, and +has entreated me to make it known to you, and to express his hope that +you will take it into your favourable consideration.â + +Silence between them. The deadly statistical clock very hollow. The +distant smoke very black and heavy. + +âFather,â said Louisa, âdo you think I love Mr. Bounderby?â + +Mr. Gradgrind was extremely discomfited by this unexpected question. +âWell, my child,â he returned, âIâreallyâcannot take upon myself to say.â + +âFather,â pursued Louisa in exactly the same voice as before, âdo you ask +me to love Mr. Bounderby?â + +âMy dear Louisa, no. No. I ask nothing.â + +âFather,â she still pursued, âdoes Mr. Bounderby ask me to love him?â + +âReally, my dear,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âit is difficult to answer your +questionââ + +âDifficult to answer it, Yes or No, father? + +âCertainly, my dear. Because;â here was something to demonstrate, and it +set him up again; âbecause the reply depends so materially, Louisa, on +the sense in which we use the expression. Now, Mr. Bounderby does not do +you the injustice, and does not do himself the injustice, of pretending +to anything fanciful, fantastic, or (I am using synonymous terms) +sentimental. Mr. Bounderby would have seen you grow up under his eyes, +to very little purpose, if he could so far forget what is due to your +good sense, not to say to his, as to address you from any such ground. +Therefore, perhaps the expression itselfâI merely suggest this to you, my +dearâmay be a little misplaced.â + +âWhat would you advise me to use in its stead, father?â + +âWhy, my dear Louisa,â said Mr. Gradgrind, completely recovered by this +time, âI would advise you (since you ask me) to consider this question, +as you have been accustomed to consider every other question, simply as +one of tangible Fact. The ignorant and the giddy may embarrass such +subjects with irrelevant fancies, and other absurdities that have no +existence, properly viewedâreally no existenceâbut it is no compliment to +you to say, that you know better. Now, what are the Facts of this case? +You are, we will say in round numbers, twenty years of age; Mr. Bounderby +is, we will say in round numbers, fifty. There is some disparity in your +respective years, but in your means and positions there is none; on the +contrary, there is a great suitability. Then the question arises, Is +this one disparity sufficient to operate as a bar to such a marriage? In +considering this question, it is not unimportant to take into account the +statistics of marriage, so far as they have yet been obtained, in England +and Wales. I find, on reference to the figures, that a large proportion +of these marriages are contracted between parties of very unequal ages, +and that the elder of these contracting parties is, in rather more than +three-fourths of these instances, the bridegroom. It is remarkable as +showing the wide prevalence of this law, that among the natives of the +British possessions in India, also in a considerable part of China, and +among the Calmucks of Tartary, the best means of computation yet +furnished us by travellers, yield similar results. The disparity I have +mentioned, therefore, almost ceases to be disparity, and (virtually) all +but disappears.â + +âWhat do you recommend, father,â asked Louisa, her reserved composure not +in the least affected by these gratifying results, âthat I should +substitute for the term I used just now? For the misplaced expression?â + +âLouisa,â returned her father, âit appears to me that nothing can be +plainer. Confining yourself rigidly to Fact, the question of Fact you +state to yourself is: Does Mr. Bounderby ask me to marry him? Yes, he +does. The sole remaining question then is: Shall I marry him? I think +nothing can be plainer than that?â + +âShall I marry him?â repeated Louisa, with great deliberation. + +âPrecisely. And it is satisfactory to me, as your father, my dear +Louisa, to know that you do not come to the consideration of that +question with the previous habits of mind, and habits of life, that +belong to many young women.â + +âNo, father,â she returned, âI do not.â + +âI now leave you to judge for yourself,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âI have +stated the case, as such cases are usually stated among practical minds; +I have stated it, as the case of your mother and myself was stated in its +time. The rest, my dear Louisa, is for you to decide.â + +From the beginning, she had sat looking at him fixedly. As he now leaned +back in his chair, and bent his deep-set eyes upon her in his turn, +perhaps he might have seen one wavering moment in her, when she was +impelled to throw herself upon his breast, and give him the pent-up +confidences of her heart. But, to see it, he must have overleaped at a +bound the artificial barriers he had for many years been erecting, +between himself and all those subtle essences of humanity which will +elude the utmost cunning of algebra until the last trumpet ever to be +sounded shall blow even algebra to wreck. The barriers were too many and +too high for such a leap. With his unbending, utilitarian, +matter-of-fact face, he hardened her again; and the moment shot away into +the plumbless depths of the past, to mingle with all the lost +opportunities that are drowned there. + +Removing her eyes from him, she sat so long looking silently towards the +town, that he said, at length: âAre you consulting the chimneys of the +Coketown works, Louisa?â + +âThere seems to be nothing there but languid and monotonous smoke. Yet +when the night comes, Fire bursts out, father!â she answered, turning +quickly. + +âOf course I know that, Louisa. I do not see the application of the +remark.â To do him justice he did not, at all. + +She passed it away with a slight motion of her hand, and concentrating +her attention upon him again, said, âFather, I have often thought that +life is very short.ââThis was so distinctly one of his subjects that he +interposed. + +âIt is short, no doubt, my dear. Still, the average duration of human +life is proved to have increased of late years. The calculations of +various life assurance and annuity offices, among other figures which +cannot go wrong, have established the fact.â + +âI speak of my own life, father.â + +âO indeed? Still,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âI need not point out to you, +Louisa, that it is governed by the laws which govern lives in the +aggregate.â + +âWhile it lasts, I would wish to do the little I can, and the little I am +fit for. What does it matter?â + +Mr. Gradgrind seemed rather at a loss to understand the last four words; +replying, âHow, matter? What matter, my dear?â + +âMr. Bounderby,â she went on in a steady, straight way, without regarding +this, âasks me to marry him. The question I have to ask myself is, shall +I marry him? That is so, father, is it not? You have told me so, +father. Have you not?â + +âCertainly, my dear.â + +âLet it be so. Since Mr. Bounderby likes to take me thus, I am satisfied +to accept his proposal. Tell him, father, as soon as you please, that +this was my answer. Repeat it, word for word, if you can, because I +should wish him to know what I said.â + +âIt is quite right, my dear,â retorted her father approvingly, âto be +exact. I will observe your very proper request. Have you any wish in +reference to the period of your marriage, my child?â + +âNone, father. What does it matter!â + +Mr. Gradgrind had drawn his chair a little nearer to her, and taken her +hand. But, her repetition of these words seemed to strike with some +little discord on his ear. He paused to look at her, and, still holding +her hand, said: + +âLouisa, I have not considered it essential to ask you one question, +because the possibility implied in it appeared to me to be too remote. +But perhaps I ought to do so. You have never entertained in secret any +other proposal?â + +âFather,â she returned, almost scornfully, âwhat other proposal can have +been made to _me_? Whom have I seen? Where have I been? What are my +heartâs experiences?â + +âMy dear Louisa,â returned Mr. Gradgrind, reassured and satisfied. âYou +correct me justly. I merely wished to discharge my duty.â + +âWhat do _I_ know, father,â said Louisa in her quiet manner, âof tastes +and fancies; of aspirations and affections; of all that part of my nature +in which such light things might have been nourished? What escape have I +had from problems that could be demonstrated, and realities that could be +grasped?â As she said it, she unconsciously closed her hand, as if upon +a solid object, and slowly opened it as though she were releasing dust or +ash. + +âMy dear,â assented her eminently practical parent, âquite true, quite +true.â + +âWhy, father,â she pursued, âwhat a strange question to ask _me_! The +baby-preference that even I have heard of as common among children, has +never had its innocent resting-place in my breast. You have been so +careful of me, that I never had a childâs heart. You have trained me so +well, that I never dreamed a childâs dream. You have dealt so wisely +with me, father, from my cradle to this hour, that I never had a childâs +belief or a childâs fear.â + +Mr. Gradgrind was quite moved by his success, and by this testimony to +it. âMy dear Louisa,â said he, âyou abundantly repay my care. Kiss me, +my dear girl.â + +So, his daughter kissed him. Detaining her in his embrace, he said, âI +may assure you now, my favourite child, that I am made happy by the sound +decision at which you have arrived. Mr. Bounderby is a very remarkable +man; and what little disparity can be said to exist between youâif anyâis +more than counterbalanced by the tone your mind has acquired. It has +always been my object so to educate you, as that you might, while still +in your early youth, be (if I may so express myself) almost any age. +Kiss me once more, Louisa. Now, let us go and find your mother.â + +Accordingly, they went down to the drawing-room, where the esteemed lady +with no nonsense about her, was recumbent as usual, while Sissy worked +beside her. She gave some feeble signs of returning animation when they +entered, and presently the faint transparency was presented in a sitting +attitude. + +âMrs. Gradgrind,â said her husband, who had waited for the achievement of +this feat with some impatience, âallow me to present to you Mrs. +Bounderby.â + +âOh!â said Mrs. Gradgrind, âso you have settled it! Well, Iâm sure I +hope your health may be good, Louisa; for if your head begins to split as +soon as you are married, which was the case with mine, I cannot consider +that you are to be envied, though I have no doubt you think you are, as +all girls do. However, I give you joy, my dearâand I hope you may now +turn all your ological studies to good account, I am sure I do! I must +give you a kiss of congratulation, Louisa; but donât touch my right +shoulder, for thereâs something running down it all day long. And now +you see,â whimpered Mrs. Gradgrind, adjusting her shawls after the +affectionate ceremony, âI shall be worrying myself, morning, noon, and +night, to know what I am to call him!â + +âMrs. Gradgrind,â said her husband, solemnly, âwhat do you mean?â + +âWhatever I am to call him, Mr. Gradgrind, when he is married to Louisa! +I must call him something. Itâs impossible,â said Mrs. Gradgrind, with a +mingled sense of politeness and injury, âto be constantly addressing him +and never giving him a name. I cannot call him Josiah, for the name is +insupportable to me. You yourself wouldnât hear of Joe, you very well +know. Am I to call my own son-in-law, Mister! Not, I believe, unless +the time has arrived when, as an invalid, I am to be trampled upon by my +relations. Then, what am I to call him!â + +Nobody present having any suggestion to offer in the remarkable +emergency, Mrs. Gradgrind departed this life for the time being, after +delivering the following codicil to her remarks already executed: + +âAs to the wedding, all I ask, Louisa, is,âand I ask it with a fluttering +in my chest, which actually extends to the soles of my feet,âthat it may +take place soon. Otherwise, I know it is one of those subjects I shall +never hear the last of.â + +When Mr. Gradgrind had presented Mrs. Bounderby, Sissy had suddenly +turned her head, and looked, in wonder, in pity, in sorrow, in doubt, in +a multitude of emotions, towards Louisa. Louisa had known it, and seen +it, without looking at her. From that moment she was impassive, proud +and coldâheld Sissy at a distanceâchanged to her altogether. + + + +CHAPTER XVI +HUSBAND AND WIFE + + +MR. BOUNDERBYâS first disquietude on hearing of his happiness, was +occasioned by the necessity of imparting it to Mrs. Sparsit. He could +not make up his mind how to do that, or what the consequences of the step +might be. Whether she would instantly depart, bag and baggage, to Lady +Scadgers, or would positively refuse to budge from the premises; whether +she would be plaintive or abusive, tearful or tearing; whether she would +break her heart, or break the looking-glass; Mr. Bounderby could not all +foresee. However, as it must be done, he had no choice but to do it; so, +after attempting several letters, and failing in them all, he resolved to +do it by word of mouth. + +On his way home, on the evening he set aside for this momentous purpose, +he took the precaution of stepping into a chemistâs shop and buying a +bottle of the very strongest smelling-salts. âBy George!â said Mr. +Bounderby, âif she takes it in the fainting way, Iâll have the skin off +her nose, at all events!â But, in spite of being thus forearmed, he +entered his own house with anything but a courageous air; and appeared +before the object of his misgivings, like a dog who was conscious of +coming direct from the pantry. + +âGood evening, Mr. Bounderby!â + +âGood evening, maâam, good evening.â He drew up his chair, and Mrs. +Sparsit drew back hers, as who should say, âYour fireside, sir. I freely +admit it. It is for you to occupy it all, if you think proper.â + +âDonât go to the North Pole, maâam!â said Mr. Bounderby. + +âThank you, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, and returned, though short of her +former position. + +Mr. Bounderby sat looking at her, as, with the points of a stiff, sharp +pair of scissors, she picked out holes for some inscrutable ornamental +purpose, in a piece of cambric. An operation which, taken in connexion +with the bushy eyebrows and the Roman nose, suggested with some +liveliness the idea of a hawk engaged upon the eyes of a tough little +bird. She was so steadfastly occupied, that many minutes elapsed before +she looked up from her work; when she did so Mr. Bounderby bespoke her +attention with a hitch of his head. + +âMrs. Sparsit, maâam,â said Mr. Bounderby, putting his hands in his +pockets, and assuring himself with his right hand that the cork of the +little bottle was ready for use, âI have no occasion to say to you, that +you are not only a lady born and bred, but a devilish sensible woman.â + +âSir,â returned the lady, âthis is indeed not the first time that you +have honoured me with similar expressions of your good opinion.â + +âMrs. Sparsit, maâam,â said Mr. Bounderby, âI am going to astonish you.â + +âYes, sir?â returned Mrs. Sparsit, interrogatively, and in the most +tranquil manner possible. She generally wore mittens, and she now laid +down her work, and smoothed those mittens. + +âI am going, maâam,â said Bounderby, âto marry Tom Gradgrindâs daughter.â + +âYes, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit. âI hope you may be happy, Mr. +Bounderby. Oh, indeed I hope you may be happy, sir!â And she said it +with such great condescension as well as with such great compassion for +him, that Bounderby,âfar more disconcerted than if she had thrown her +workbox at the mirror, or swooned on the hearthrug,âcorked up the +smelling-salts tight in his pocket, and thought, âNow confound this +woman, who could have even guessed that she would take it in this way!â + +âI wish with all my heart, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, in a highly superior +manner; somehow she seemed, in a moment, to have established a right to +pity him ever afterwards; âthat you may be in all respects very happy.â + +âWell, maâam,â returned Bounderby, with some resentment in his tone: +which was clearly lowered, though in spite of himself, âI am obliged to +you. I hope I shall be.â + +â_Do_ you, sir!â said Mrs. Sparsit, with great affability. âBut +naturally you do; of course you do.â + +A very awkward pause on Mr. Bounderbyâs part, succeeded. Mrs. Sparsit +sedately resumed her work and occasionally gave a small cough, which +sounded like the cough of conscious strength and forbearance. + +âWell, maâam,â resumed Bounderby, âunder these circumstances, I imagine +it would not be agreeable to a character like yours to remain here, +though you would be very welcome here.â + +âOh, dear no, sir, I could on no account think of that!â Mrs. Sparsit +shook her head, still in her highly superior manner, and a little changed +the small coughâcoughing now, as if the spirit of prophecy rose within +her, but had better be coughed down. + +âHowever, maâam,â said Bounderby, âthere are apartments at the Bank, +where a born and bred lady, as keeper of the place, would be rather a +catch than otherwise; and if the same termsââ + +âI beg your pardon, sir. You were so good as to promise that you would +always substitute the phrase, annual compliment.â + +âWell, maâam, annual compliment. If the same annual compliment would be +acceptable there, why, I see nothing to part us, unless you do.â + +âSir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit. âThe proposal is like yourself, and if the +position I shall assume at the Bank is one that I could occupy without +descending lower in the social scaleââ + +âWhy, of course it is,â said Bounderby. âIf it was not, maâam, you donât +suppose that I should offer it to a lady who has moved in the society you +have moved in. Not that _I_ care for such society, you know! But _you_ +do.â + +âMr. Bounderby, you are very considerate.â + +âYouâll have your own private apartments, and youâll have your coals and +your candles, and all the rest of it, and youâll have your maid to attend +upon you, and youâll have your light porter to protect you, and youâll be +what I take the liberty of considering precious comfortable,â said +Bounderby. + +âSir,â rejoined Mrs. Sparsit, âsay no more. In yielding up my trust +here, I shall not be freed from the necessity of eating the bread of +dependence:â she might have said the sweetbread, for that delicate +article in a savoury brown sauce was her favourite supper: âand I would +rather receive it from your hand, than from any other. Therefore, sir, I +accept your offer gratefully, and with many sincere acknowledgments for +past favours. And I hope, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, concluding in an +impressively compassionate manner, âI fondly hope that Miss Gradgrind may +be all you desire, and deserve!â + +Nothing moved Mrs. Sparsit from that position any more. It was in vain +for Bounderby to bluster or to assert himself in any of his explosive +ways; Mrs. Sparsit was resolved to have compassion on him, as a Victim. +She was polite, obliging, cheerful, hopeful; but, the more polite, the +more obliging, the more cheerful, the more hopeful, the more exemplary +altogether, she; the forlorner Sacrifice and Victim, he. She had that +tenderness for his melancholy fate, that his great red countenance used +to break out into cold perspirations when she looked at him. + +Meanwhile the marriage was appointed to be solemnized in eight weeksâ +time, and Mr. Bounderby went every evening to Stone Lodge as an accepted +wooer. Love was made on these occasions in the form of bracelets; and, +on all occasions during the period of betrothal, took a manufacturing +aspect. Dresses were made, jewellery was made, cakes and gloves were +made, settlements were made, and an extensive assortment of Facts did +appropriate honour to the contract. The business was all Fact, from +first to last. The Hours did not go through any of those rosy +performances, which foolish poets have ascribed to them at such times; +neither did the clocks go any faster, or any slower, than at other +seasons. The deadly statistical recorder in the Gradgrind observatory +knocked every second on the head as it was born, and buried it with his +accustomed regularity. + +So the day came, as all other days come to people who will only stick to +reason; and when it came, there were married in the church of the florid +wooden legsâthat popular order of architectureâJosiah Bounderby Esquire +of Coketown, to Louisa eldest daughter of Thomas Gradgrind Esquire of +Stone Lodge, M.P. for that borough. And when they were united in holy +matrimony, they went home to breakfast at Stone Lodge aforesaid. + +There was an improving party assembled on the auspicious occasion, who +knew what everything they had to eat and drink was made of, and how it +was imported or exported, and in what quantities, and in what bottoms, +whether native or foreign, and all about it. The bridesmaids, down to +little Jane Gradgrind, were, in an intellectual point of view, fit +helpmates for the calculating boy; and there was no nonsense about any of +the company. + +After breakfast, the bridegroom addressed them in the following terms: + +âLadies and gentlemen, I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. Since you have +done my wife and myself the honour of drinking our healths and happiness, +I suppose I must acknowledge the same; though, as you all know me, and +know what I am, and what my extraction was, you wonât expect a speech +from a man who, when he sees a Post, says âthatâs a Post,â and when he +sees a Pump, says âthatâs a Pump,â and is not to be got to call a Post a +Pump, or a Pump a Post, or either of them a Toothpick. If you want a +speech this morning, my friend and father-in-law, Tom Gradgrind, is a +Member of Parliament, and you know where to get it. I am not your man. +However, if I feel a little independent when I look around this table +to-day, and reflect how little I thought of marrying Tom Gradgrindâs +daughter when I was a ragged street-boy, who never washed his face unless +it was at a pump, and that not oftener than once a fortnight, I hope I +may be excused. So, I hope you like my feeling independent; if you +donât, I canât help it. I _do_ feel independent. Now I have mentioned, +and you have mentioned, that I am this day married to Tom Gradgrindâs +daughter. I am very glad to be so. It has long been my wish to be so. +I have watched her bringing-up, and I believe she is worthy of me. At +the same timeânot to deceive youâI believe I am worthy of her. So, I +thank you, on both our parts, for the good-will you have shown towards +us; and the best wish I can give the unmarried part of the present +company, is this: I hope every bachelor may find as good a wife as I have +found. And I hope every spinster may find as good a husband as my wife +has found.â + +Shortly after which oration, as they were going on a nuptial trip to +Lyons, in order that Mr. Bounderby might take the opportunity of seeing +how the Hands got on in those parts, and whether they, too, required to +be fed with gold spoons; the happy pair departed for the railroad. The +bride, in passing down-stairs, dressed for her journey, found Tom waiting +for herâflushed, either with his feelings, or the vinous part of the +breakfast. + +âWhat a game girl you are, to be such a first-rate sister, Loo!â +whispered Tom. + +She clung to him as she should have clung to some far better nature that +day, and was a little shaken in her reserved composure for the first +time. + +âOld Bounderbyâs quite ready,â said Tom. âTimeâs up. Good-bye! I shall +be on the look-out for you, when you come back. I say, my dear Loo! +ANâT it uncommonly jolly now!â + + * * * * * + + END OF THE FIRST BOOK + + + + +BOOK THE SECOND +_REAPING_ + + +CHAPTER I +EFFECTS IN THE BANK + + +A SUNNY midsummer day. There was such a thing sometimes, even in +Coketown. + +Seen from a distance in such weather, Coketown lay shrouded in a haze of +its own, which appeared impervious to the sunâs rays. You only knew the +town was there, because you knew there could have been no such sulky +blotch upon the prospect without a town. A blur of soot and smoke, now +confusedly tending this way, now that way, now aspiring to the vault of +Heaven, now murkily creeping along the earth, as the wind rose and fell, +or changed its quarter: a dense formless jumble, with sheets of cross +light in it, that showed nothing but masses of darkness:âCoketown in the +distance was suggestive of itself, though not a brick of it could be +seen. + +The wonder was, it was there at all. It had been ruined so often, that +it was amazing how it had borne so many shocks. Surely there never was +such fragile china-ware as that of which the millers of Coketown were +made. Handle them never so lightly, and they fell to pieces with such +ease that you might suspect them of having been flawed before. They were +ruined, when they were required to send labouring children to school; +they were ruined when inspectors were appointed to look into their works; +they were ruined, when such inspectors considered it doubtful whether +they were quite justified in chopping people up with their machinery; +they were utterly undone, when it was hinted that perhaps they need not +always make quite so much smoke. Besides Mr. Bounderbyâs gold spoon +which was generally received in Coketown, another prevalent fiction was +very popular there. It took the form of a threat. Whenever a Coketowner +felt he was ill-usedâthat is to say, whenever he was not left entirely +alone, and it was proposed to hold him accountable for the consequences +of any of his actsâhe was sure to come out with the awful menace, that he +would âsooner pitch his property into the Atlantic.â This had terrified +the Home Secretary within an inch of his life, on several occasions. + +However, the Coketowners were so patriotic after all, that they never had +pitched their property into the Atlantic yet, but, on the contrary, had +been kind enough to take mighty good care of it. So there it was, in the +haze yonder; and it increased and multiplied. + +The streets were hot and dusty on the summer day, and the sun was so +bright that it even shone through the heavy vapour drooping over +Coketown, and could not be looked at steadily. Stokers emerged from low +underground doorways into factory yards, and sat on steps, and posts, and +palings, wiping their swarthy visages, and contemplating coals. The +whole town seemed to be frying in oil. There was a stifling smell of hot +oil everywhere. The steam-engines shone with it, the dresses of the +Hands were soiled with it, the mills throughout their many stories oozed +and trickled it. The atmosphere of those Fairy palaces was like the +breath of the simoom: and their inhabitants, wasting with heat, toiled +languidly in the desert. But no temperature made the melancholy mad +elephants more mad or more sane. Their wearisome heads went up and down +at the same rate, in hot weather and cold, wet weather and dry, fair +weather and foul. The measured motion of their shadows on the walls, was +the substitute Coketown had to show for the shadows of rustling woods; +while, for the summer hum of insects, it could offer, all the year round, +from the dawn of Monday to the night of Saturday, the whirr of shafts and +wheels. + +Drowsily they whirred all through this sunny day, making the passenger +more sleepy and more hot as he passed the humming walls of the mills. +Sun-blinds, and sprinklings of water, a little cooled the main streets +and the shops; but the mills, and the courts and alleys, baked at a +fierce heat. Down upon the river that was black and thick with dye, some +Coketown boys who were at largeâa rare sight thereârowed a crazy boat, +which made a spumous track upon the water as it jogged along, while every +dip of an oar stirred up vile smells. But the sun itself, however +beneficent, generally, was less kind to Coketown than hard frost, and +rarely looked intently into any of its closer regions without engendering +more death than life. So does the eye of Heaven itself become an evil +eye, when incapable or sordid hands are interposed between it and the +things it looks upon to bless. + +Mrs. Sparsit sat in her afternoon apartment at the Bank, on the shadier +side of the frying street. Office-hours were over: and at that period of +the day, in warm weather, she usually embellished with her genteel +presence, a managerial board-room over the public office. Her own +private sitting-room was a story higher, at the window of which post of +observation she was ready, every morning, to greet Mr. Bounderby, as he +came across the road, with the sympathizing recognition appropriate to a +Victim. He had been married now a year; and Mrs. Sparsit had never +released him from her determined pity a moment. + +The Bank offered no violence to the wholesome monotony of the town. It +was another red brick house, with black outside shutters, green inside +blinds, a black street-door up two white steps, a brazen door-plate, and +a brazen door-handle full stop. It was a size larger than Mr. +Bounderbyâs house, as other houses were from a size to half-a-dozen sizes +smaller; in all other particulars, it was strictly according to pattern. + +Mrs. Sparsit was conscious that by coming in the evening-tide among the +desks and writing implements, she shed a feminine, not to say also +aristocratic, grace upon the office. Seated, with her needlework or +netting apparatus, at the window, she had a self-laudatory sense of +correcting, by her ladylike deportment, the rude business aspect of the +place. With this impression of her interesting character upon her, Mrs. +Sparsit considered herself, in some sort, the Bank Fairy. The +townspeople who, in their passing and repassing, saw her there, regarded +her as the Bank Dragon keeping watch over the treasures of the mine. + +What those treasures were, Mrs. Sparsit knew as little as they did. Gold +and silver coin, precious paper, secrets that if divulged would bring +vague destruction upon vague persons (generally, however, people whom she +disliked), were the chief items in her ideal catalogue thereof. For the +rest, she knew that after office-hours, she reigned supreme over all the +office furniture, and over a locked-up iron room with three locks, +against the door of which strong chamber the light porter laid his head +every night, on a truckle bed, that disappeared at cockcrow. Further, +she was lady paramount over certain vaults in the basement, sharply +spiked off from communication with the predatory world; and over the +relics of the current dayâs work, consisting of blots of ink, worn-out +pens, fragments of wafers, and scraps of paper torn so small, that +nothing interesting could ever be deciphered on them when Mrs. Sparsit +tried. Lastly, she was guardian over a little armoury of cutlasses and +carbines, arrayed in vengeful order above one of the official +chimney-pieces; and over that respectable tradition never to be separated +from a place of business claiming to be wealthyâa row of +fire-bucketsâvessels calculated to be of no physical utility on any +occasion, but observed to exercise a fine moral influence, almost equal +to bullion, on most beholders. + +A deaf serving-woman and the light porter completed Mrs. Sparsitâs +empire. The deaf serving-woman was rumoured to be wealthy; and a saying +had for years gone about among the lower orders of Coketown, that she +would be murdered some night when the Bank was shut, for the sake of her +money. It was generally considered, indeed, that she had been due some +time, and ought to have fallen long ago; but she had kept her life, and +her situation, with an ill-conditioned tenacity that occasioned much +offence and disappointment. + +Mrs. Sparsitâs tea was just set for her on a pert little table, with its +tripod of legs in an attitude, which she insinuated after office-hours, +into the company of the stern, leathern-topped, long board-table that +bestrode the middle of the room. The light porter placed the tea-tray on +it, knuckling his forehead as a form of homage. + +âThank you, Bitzer,â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âThank _you_, maâam,â returned the light porter. He was a very light +porter indeed; as light as in the days when he blinkingly defined a +horse, for girl number twenty. + +âAll is shut up, Bitzer?â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âAll is shut up, maâam.â + +âAnd what,â said Mrs. Sparsit, pouring out her tea, âis the news of the +day? Anything?â + +âWell, maâam, I canât say that I have heard anything particular. Our +people are a bad lot, maâam; but that is no news, unfortunately.â + +âWhat are the restless wretches doing now?â asked Mrs. Sparsit. + +âMerely going on in the old way, maâam. Uniting, and leaguing, and +engaging to stand by one another.â + +âIt is much to be regretted,â said Mrs. Sparsit, making her nose more +Roman and her eyebrows more Coriolanian in the strength of her severity, +âthat the united masters allow of any such class-combinations.â + +âYes, maâam,â said Bitzer. + +âBeing united themselves, they ought one and all to set their faces +against employing any man who is united with any other man,â said Mrs. +Sparsit. + +âThey have done that, maâam,â returned Bitzer; âbut it rather fell +through, maâam.â + +âI do not pretend to understand these things,â said Mrs. Sparsit, with +dignity, âmy lot having been signally cast in a widely different sphere; +and Mr. Sparsit, as a Powler, being also quite out of the pale of any +such dissensions. I only know that these people must be conquered, and +that itâs high time it was done, once for all.â + +âYes, maâam,â returned Bitzer, with a demonstration of great respect for +Mrs. Sparsitâs oracular authority. âYou couldnât put it clearer, I am +sure, maâam.â + +As this was his usual hour for having a little confidential chat with +Mrs. Sparsit, and as he had already caught her eye and seen that she was +going to ask him something, he made a pretence of arranging the rulers, +inkstands, and so forth, while that lady went on with her tea, glancing +through the open window, down into the street. + +âHas it been a busy day, Bitzer?â asked Mrs. Sparsit. + +âNot a very busy day, my lady. About an average day.â He now and then +slided into my lady, instead of maâam, as an involuntary acknowledgment +of Mrs. Sparsitâs personal dignity and claims to reverence. + +âThe clerks,â said Mrs. Sparsit, carefully brushing an imperceptible +crumb of bread and butter from her left-hand mitten, âare trustworthy, +punctual, and industrious, of course?â + +âYes, maâam, pretty fair, maâam. With the usual exception.â + +He held the respectable office of general spy and informer in the +establishment, for which volunteer service he received a present at +Christmas, over and above his weekly wage. He had grown into an +extremely clear-headed, cautious, prudent young man, who was safe to rise +in the world. His mind was so exactly regulated, that he had no +affections or passions. All his proceedings were the result of the +nicest and coldest calculation; and it was not without cause that Mrs. +Sparsit habitually observed of him, that he was a young man of the +steadiest principle she had ever known. Having satisfied himself, on his +fatherâs death, that his mother had a right of settlement in Coketown, +this excellent young economist had asserted that right for her with such +a steadfast adherence to the principle of the case, that she had been +shut up in the workhouse ever since. It must be admitted that he allowed +her half a pound of tea a year, which was weak in him: first, because all +gifts have an inevitable tendency to pauperise the recipient, and +secondly, because his only reasonable transaction in that commodity would +have been to buy it for as little as he could possibly give, and sell it +for as much as he could possibly get; it having been clearly ascertained +by philosophers that in this is comprised the whole duty of manânot a +part of manâs duty, but the whole. + +âPretty fair, maâam. With the usual exception, maâam,â repeated Bitzer. + +âAhâh!â said Mrs. Sparsit, shaking her head over her tea-cup, and taking +a long gulp. + +âMr. Thomas, maâam, I doubt Mr. Thomas very much, maâam, I donât like his +ways at all.â + +âBitzer,â said Mrs. Sparsit, in a very impressive manner, âdo you +recollect my having said anything to you respecting names?â + +âI beg your pardon, maâam. Itâs quite true that you did object to names +being used, and theyâre always best avoided.â + +âPlease to remember that I have a charge here,â said Mrs. Sparsit, with +her air of state. âI hold a trust here, Bitzer, under Mr. Bounderby. +However improbable both Mr. Bounderby and myself might have deemed it +years ago, that he would ever become my patron, making me an annual +compliment, I cannot but regard him in that light. From Mr. Bounderby I +have received every acknowledgment of my social station, and every +recognition of my family descent, that I could possibly expect. More, +far more. Therefore, to my patron I will be scrupulously true. And I do +not consider, I will not consider, I cannot consider,â said Mrs. Sparsit, +with a most extensive stock on hand of honour and morality, âthat I +_should_ be scrupulously true, if I allowed names to be mentioned under +this roof, that are unfortunatelyâmost unfortunatelyâno doubt of +thatâconnected with his.â + +Bitzer knuckled his forehead again, and again begged pardon. + +âNo, Bitzer,â continued Mrs. Sparsit, âsay an individual, and I will hear +you; say Mr. Thomas, and you must excuse me.â + +âWith the usual exception, maâam,â said Bitzer, trying back, âof an +individual.â + +âAhâh!â Mrs. Sparsit repeated the ejaculation, the shake of the head +over her tea-cup, and the long gulp, as taking up the conversation again +at the point where it had been interrupted. + +âAn individual, maâam,â said Bitzer, âhas never been what he ought to +have been, since he first came into the place. He is a dissipated, +extravagant idler. He is not worth his salt, maâam. He wouldnât get it +either, if he hadnât a friend and relation at court, maâam!â + +âAhâh!â said Mrs. Sparsit, with another melancholy shake of her head. + +âI only hope, maâam,â pursued Bitzer, âthat his friend and relation may +not supply him with the means of carrying on. Otherwise, maâam, we know +out of whose pocket _that_ money comes.â + +âAhâh!â sighed Mrs. Sparsit again, with another melancholy shake of her +head. + +âHe is to be pitied, maâam. The last party I have alluded to, is to be +pitied, maâam,â said Bitzer. + +âYes, Bitzer,â said Mrs. Sparsit. âI have always pitied the delusion, +always.â + +âAs to an individual, maâam,â said Bitzer, dropping his voice and drawing +nearer, âhe is as improvident as any of the people in this town. And you +know what _their_ improvidence is, maâam. No one could wish to know it +better than a lady of your eminence does.â + +âThey would do well,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âto take example by you, +Bitzer.â + +âThank you, maâam. But, since you do refer to me, now look at me, maâam. +I have put by a little, maâam, already. That gratuity which I receive at +Christmas, maâam: I never touch it. I donât even go the length of my +wages, though theyâre not high, maâam. Why canât they do as I have done, +maâam? What one person can do, another can do.â + +This, again, was among the fictions of Coketown. Any capitalist there, +who had made sixty thousand pounds out of sixpence, always professed to +wonder why the sixty thousand nearest Hands didnât each make sixty +thousand pounds out of sixpence, and more or less reproached them every +one for not accomplishing the little feat. What I did you can do. Why +donât you go and do it? + +âAs to their wanting recreations, maâam,â said Bitzer, âitâs stuff and +nonsense. _I_ donât want recreations. I never did, and I never shall; I +donât like âem. As to their combining together; there are many of them, +I have no doubt, that by watching and informing upon one another could +earn a trifle now and then, whether in money or good will, and improve +their livelihood. Then, why donât they improve it, maâam! Itâs the +first consideration of a rational creature, and itâs what they pretend to +want.â + +âPretend indeed!â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âI am sure we are constantly hearing, maâam, till it becomes quite +nauseous, concerning their wives and families,â said Bitzer. âWhy look +at me, maâam! I donât want a wife and family. Why should they?â + +âBecause they are improvident,â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âYes, maâam,â returned Bitzer, âthatâs where it is. If they were more +provident and less perverse, maâam, what would they do? They would say, +âWhile my hat covers my family,â or âwhile my bonnet covers my +family,ââas the case might be, maâamââI have only one to feed, and thatâs +the person I most like to feed.ââ + +âTo be sure,â assented Mrs. Sparsit, eating muffin. + +âThank you, maâam,â said Bitzer, knuckling his forehead again, in return +for the favour of Mrs. Sparsitâs improving conversation. âWould you wish +a little more hot water, maâam, or is there anything else that I could +fetch you?â + +âNothing just now, Bitzer.â + +âThank you, maâam. I shouldnât wish to disturb you at your meals, maâam, +particularly tea, knowing your partiality for it,â said Bitzer, craning a +little to look over into the street from where he stood; âbut thereâs a +gentleman been looking up here for a minute or so, maâam, and he has come +across as if he was going to knock. That _is_ his knock, maâam, no +doubt.â + +He stepped to the window; and looking out, and drawing in his head again, +confirmed himself with, âYes, maâam. Would you wish the gentleman to be +shown in, maâam?â + +âI donât know who it can be,â said Mrs. Sparsit, wiping her mouth and +arranging her mittens. + +âA stranger, maâam, evidently.â + +âWhat a stranger can want at the Bank at this time of the evening, unless +he comes upon some business for which he is too late, I donât know,â said +Mrs. Sparsit, âbut I hold a charge in this establishment from Mr. +Bounderby, and I will never shrink from it. If to see him is any part of +the duty I have accepted, I will see him. Use your own discretion, +Bitzer.â + +Here the visitor, all unconscious of Mrs. Sparsitâs magnanimous words, +repeated his knock so loudly that the light porter hastened down to open +the door; while Mrs. Sparsit took the precaution of concealing her little +table, with all its appliances upon it, in a cupboard, and then decamped +up-stairs, that she might appear, if needful, with the greater dignity. + +âIf you please, maâam, the gentleman would wish to see you,â said Bitzer, +with his light eye at Mrs. Sparsitâs keyhole. So, Mrs. Sparsit, who had +improved the interval by touching up her cap, took her classical features +down-stairs again, and entered the board-room in the manner of a Roman +matron going outside the city walls to treat with an invading general. + +The visitor having strolled to the window, and being then engaged in +looking carelessly out, was as unmoved by this impressive entry as man +could possibly be. He stood whistling to himself with all imaginable +coolness, with his hat still on, and a certain air of exhaustion upon +him, in part arising from excessive summer, and in part from excessive +gentility. For it was to be seen with half an eye that he was a thorough +gentleman, made to the model of the time; weary of everything, and +putting no more faith in anything than Lucifer. + +âI believe, sir,â quoth Mrs. Sparsit, âyou wished to see me.â + +âI beg your pardon,â he said, turning and removing his hat; âpray excuse +me.â + +âHumph!â thought Mrs. Sparsit, as she made a stately bend. âFive and +thirty, good-looking, good figure, good teeth, good voice, good breeding, +well-dressed, dark hair, bold eyes.â All which Mrs. Sparsit observed in +her womanly wayâlike the Sultan who put his head in the pail of +waterâmerely in dipping down and coming up again. + +âPlease to be seated, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âThank you. Allow me.â He placed a chair for her, but remained himself +carelessly lounging against the table. âI left my servant at the railway +looking after the luggageâvery heavy train and vast quantity of it in the +vanâand strolled on, looking about me. Exceedingly odd place. Will you +allow me to ask you if itâs _always_ as black as this?â + +âIn general much blacker,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, in her uncompromising +way. + +âIs it possible! Excuse me: you are not a native, I think?â + +âNo, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit. âIt was once my good or ill fortune, +as it may beâbefore I became a widowâto move in a very different sphere. +My husband was a Powler.â + +âBeg your pardon, really!â said the stranger. âWasâ?â + +Mrs. Sparsit repeated, âA Powler.â + +âPowler Family,â said the stranger, after reflecting a few moments. Mrs. +Sparsit signified assent. The stranger seemed a little more fatigued +than before. + +âYou must be very much bored here?â was the inference he drew from the +communication. + +âI am the servant of circumstances, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âand I have +long adapted myself to the governing power of my life.â + +âVery philosophical,â returned the stranger, âand very exemplary and +laudable, andââ It seemed to be scarcely worth his while to finish the +sentence, so he played with his watch-chain wearily. + +âMay I be permitted to ask, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âto what I am +indebted for the favour ofââ + +âAssuredly,â said the stranger. âMuch obliged to you for reminding me. +I am the bearer of a letter of introduction to Mr. Bounderby, the banker. +Walking through this extraordinarily black town, while they were getting +dinner ready at the hotel, I asked a fellow whom I met; one of the +working people; who appeared to have been taking a shower-bath of +something fluffy, which I assume to be the raw materialââ + +Mrs. Sparsit inclined her head. + +ââRaw materialâwhere Mr. Bounderby, the banker, might reside. Upon +which, misled no doubt by the word Banker, he directed me to the Bank. +Fact being, I presume, that Mr. Bounderby the Banker does _not_ reside in +the edifice in which I have the honour of offering this explanation?â + +âNo, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âhe does not.â + +âThank you. I had no intention of delivering my letter at the present +moment, nor have I. But strolling on to the Bank to kill time, and having +the good fortune to observe at the window,â towards which he languidly +waved his hand, then slightly bowed, âa lady of a very superior and +agreeable appearance, I considered that I could not do better than take +the liberty of asking that lady where Mr. Bounderby the Banker _does_ +live. Which I accordingly venture, with all suitable apologies, to do.â + +The inattention and indolence of his manner were sufficiently relieved, +to Mrs. Sparsitâs thinking, by a certain gallantry at ease, which offered +her homage too. Here he was, for instance, at this moment, all but +sitting on the table, and yet lazily bending over her, as if he +acknowledged an attraction in her that made her charmingâin her way. + +âBanks, I know, are always suspicious, and officially must be,â said the +stranger, whose lightness and smoothness of speech were pleasant +likewise; suggesting matter far more sensible and humorous than it ever +containedâwhich was perhaps a shrewd device of the founder of this +numerous sect, whosoever may have been that great man: âtherefore I may +observe that my letterâhere it isâis from the member for this +placeâGradgrindâwhom I have had the pleasure of knowing in London.â + +Mrs. Sparsit recognized the hand, intimated that such confirmation was +quite unnecessary, and gave Mr. Bounderbyâs address, with all needful +clues and directions in aid. + +âThousand thanks,â said the stranger. âOf course you know the Banker +well?â + +âYes, sir,â rejoined Mrs. Sparsit. âIn my dependent relation towards +him, I have known him ten years.â + +âQuite an eternity! I think he married Gradgrindâs daughter?â + +âYes,â said Mrs. Sparsit, suddenly compressing her mouth, âhe had +thatâhonour.â + +âThe lady is quite a philosopher, I am told?â + +âIndeed, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit. â_Is_ she?â + +âExcuse my impertinent curiosity,â pursued the stranger, fluttering over +Mrs. Sparsitâs eyebrows, with a propitiatory air, âbut you know the +family, and know the world. I am about to know the family, and may have +much to do with them. Is the lady so very alarming? Her father gives +her such a portentously hard-headed reputation, that I have a burning +desire to know. Is she absolutely unapproachable? Repellently and +stunningly clever? I see, by your meaning smile, you think not. You +have poured balm into my anxious soul. As to age, now. Forty? Five and +thirty?â + +Mrs. Sparsit laughed outright. âA chit,â said she. âNot twenty when she +was married.â + +âI give you my honour, Mrs. Powler,â returned the stranger, detaching +himself from the table, âthat I never was so astonished in my life!â + +It really did seem to impress him, to the utmost extent of his capacity +of being impressed. He looked at his informant for full a quarter of a +minute, and appeared to have the surprise in his mind all the time. âI +assure you, Mrs. Powler,â he then said, much exhausted, âthat the +fatherâs manner prepared me for a grim and stony maturity. I am obliged +to you, of all things, for correcting so absurd a mistake. Pray excuse +my intrusion. Many thanks. Good day!â + +He bowed himself out; and Mrs. Sparsit, hiding in the window curtain, saw +him languishing down the street on the shady side of the way, observed of +all the town. + +âWhat do you think of the gentleman, Bitzer?â she asked the light porter, +when he came to take away. + +âSpends a deal of money on his dress, maâam.â + +âIt must be admitted,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âthat itâs very tasteful.â + +âYes, maâam,â returned Bitzer, âif thatâs worth the money.â + +âBesides which, maâam,â resumed Bitzer, while he was polishing the table, +âhe looks to me as if he gamed.â + +âItâs immoral to game,â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âItâs ridiculous, maâam,â said Bitzer, âbecause the chances are against +the players.â + +Whether it was that the heat prevented Mrs. Sparsit from working, or +whether it was that her hand was out, she did no work that night. She +sat at the window, when the sun began to sink behind the smoke; she sat +there, when the smoke was burning red, when the colour faded from it, +when darkness seemed to rise slowly out of the ground, and creep upward, +upward, up to the house-tops, up the church steeple, up to the summits of +the factory chimneys, up to the sky. Without a candle in the room, Mrs. +Sparsit sat at the window, with her hands before her, not thinking much +of the sounds of evening; the whooping of boys, the barking of dogs, the +rumbling of wheels, the steps and voices of passengers, the shrill street +cries, the clogs upon the pavement when it was their hour for going by, +the shutting-up of shop-shutters. Not until the light porter announced +that her nocturnal sweetbread was ready, did Mrs. Sparsit arouse herself +from her reverie, and convey her dense black eyebrowsâby that time +creased with meditation, as if they needed ironing out-up-stairs. + +âO, you Fool!â said Mrs. Sparsit, when she was alone at her supper. Whom +she meant, she did not say; but she could scarcely have meant the +sweetbread. + + + +CHAPTER II +MR. JAMES HARTHOUSE + + +THE Gradgrind party wanted assistance in cutting the throats of the +Graces. They went about recruiting; and where could they enlist recruits +more hopefully, than among the fine gentlemen who, having found out +everything to be worth nothing, were equally ready for anything? + +Moreover, the healthy spirits who had mounted to this sublime height were +attractive to many of the Gradgrind school. They liked fine gentlemen; +they pretended that they did not, but they did. They became exhausted in +imitation of them; and they yaw-yawed in their speech like them; and they +served out, with an enervated air, the little mouldy rations of political +economy, on which they regaled their disciples. There never before was +seen on earth such a wonderful hybrid race as was thus produced. + +Among the fine gentlemen not regularly belonging to the Gradgrind school, +there was one of a good family and a better appearance, with a happy turn +of humour which had told immensely with the House of Commons on the +occasion of his entertaining it with his (and the Board of Directors) +view of a railway accident, in which the most careful officers ever +known, employed by the most liberal managers ever heard of, assisted by +the finest mechanical contrivances ever devised, the whole in action on +the best line ever constructed, had killed five people and wounded +thirty-two, by a casualty without which the excellence of the whole +system would have been positively incomplete. Among the slain was a cow, +and among the scattered articles unowned, a widowâs cap. And the +honourable member had so tickled the House (which has a delicate sense of +humour) by putting the cap on the cow, that it became impatient of any +serious reference to the Coronerâs Inquest, and brought the railway off +with Cheers and Laughter. + +Now, this gentleman had a younger brother of still better appearance than +himself, who had tried life as a Cornet of Dragoons, and found it a bore; +and had afterwards tried it in the train of an English minister abroad, +and found it a bore; and had then strolled to Jerusalem, and got bored +there; and had then gone yachting about the world, and got bored +everywhere. To whom this honourable and jocular, member fraternally said +one day, âJem, thereâs a good opening among the hard Fact fellows, and +they want men. I wonder you donât go in for statistics.â Jem, rather +taken by the novelty of the idea, and very hard up for a change, was as +ready to âgo inâ for statistics as for anything else. So, he went in. +He coached himself up with a blue-book or two; and his brother put it +about among the hard Fact fellows, and said, âIf you want to bring in, +for any place, a handsome dog who can make you a devilish good speech, +look after my brother Jem, for heâs your man.â After a few dashes in the +public meeting way, Mr. Gradgrind and a council of political sages +approved of Jem, and it was resolved to send him down to Coketown, to +become known there and in the neighbourhood. Hence the letter Jem had +last night shown to Mrs. Sparsit, which Mr. Bounderby now held in his +hand; superscribed, âJosiah Bounderby, Esquire, Banker, Coketown. +Specially to introduce James Harthouse, Esquire. Thomas Gradgrind.â + +Within an hour of the receipt of this dispatch and Mr. James Harthouseâs +card, Mr. Bounderby put on his hat and went down to the Hotel. There he +found Mr. James Harthouse looking out of window, in a state of mind so +disconsolate, that he was already half-disposed to âgo inâ for something +else. + +âMy name, sir,â said his visitor, âis Josiah Bounderby, of Coketown.â + +Mr. James Harthouse was very happy indeed (though he scarcely looked so) +to have a pleasure he had long expected. + +âCoketown, sir,â said Bounderby, obstinately taking a chair, âis not the +kind of place you have been accustomed to. Therefore, if you will allow +meâor whether you will or not, for I am a plain manâIâll tell you +something about it before we go any further.â + +Mr. Harthouse would be charmed. + +âDonât be too sure of that,â said Bounderby. âI donât promise it. First +of all, you see our smoke. Thatâs meat and drink to us. Itâs the +healthiest thing in the world in all respects, and particularly for the +lungs. If you are one of those who want us to consume it, I differ from +you. We are not going to wear the bottoms of our boilers out any faster +than we wear âem out now, for all the humbugging sentiment in Great +Britain and Ireland.â + +By way of âgoing inâ to the fullest extent, Mr. Harthouse rejoined, âMr. +Bounderby, I assure you I am entirely and completely of your way of +thinking. On conviction.â + +âI am glad to hear it,â said Bounderby. âNow, you have heard a lot of +talk about the work in our mills, no doubt. You have? Very good. Iâll +state the fact of it to you. Itâs the pleasantest work there is, and +itâs the lightest work there is, and itâs the best-paid work there is. +More than that, we couldnât improve the mills themselves, unless we laid +down Turkey carpets on the floors. Which weâre not a-going to do.â + +âMr. Bounderby, perfectly right.â + +âLastly,â said Bounderby, âas to our Hands. Thereâs not a Hand in this +town, sir, man, woman, or child, but has one ultimate object in life. +That object is, to be fed on turtle soup and venison with a gold spoon. +Now, theyâre not a-goingânone of âemâever to be fed on turtle soup and +venison with a gold spoon. And now you know the place.â + +Mr. Harthouse professed himself in the highest degree instructed and +refreshed, by this condensed epitome of the whole Coketown question. + +âWhy, you see,â replied Mr. Bounderby, âit suits my disposition to have a +full understanding with a man, particularly with a public man, when I +make his acquaintance. I have only one thing more to say to you, Mr. +Harthouse, before assuring you of the pleasure with which I shall +respond, to the utmost of my poor ability, to my friend Tom Gradgrindâs +letter of introduction. You are a man of family. Donât you deceive +yourself by supposing for a moment that I am a man of family. I am a bit +of dirty riff-raff, and a genuine scrap of tag, rag, and bobtail.â + +If anything could have exalted Jemâs interest in Mr. Bounderby, it would +have been this very circumstance. Or, so he told him. + +âSo now,â said Bounderby, âwe may shake hands on equal terms. I say, +equal terms, because although I know what I am, and the exact depth of +the gutter I have lifted myself out of, better than any man does, I am as +proud as you are. I am just as proud as you are. Having now asserted my +independence in a proper manner, I may come to how do you find yourself, +and I hope youâre pretty well.â + +The better, Mr. Harthouse gave him to understand as they shook hands, for +the salubrious air of Coketown. Mr. Bounderby received the answer with +favour. + +âPerhaps you know,â said he, âor perhaps you donât know, I married Tom +Gradgrindâs daughter. If you have nothing better to do than to walk up +town with me, I shall be glad to introduce you to Tom Gradgrindâs +daughter.â + +âMr. Bounderby,â said Jem, âyou anticipate my dearest wishes.â + +They went out without further discourse; and Mr. Bounderby piloted the +new acquaintance who so strongly contrasted with him, to the private red +brick dwelling, with the black outside shutters, the green inside blinds, +and the black street door up the two white steps. In the drawing-room of +which mansion, there presently entered to them the most remarkable girl +Mr. James Harthouse had ever seen. She was so constrained, and yet so +careless; so reserved, and yet so watchful; so cold and proud, and yet so +sensitively ashamed of her husbandâs braggart humilityâfrom which she +shrunk as if every example of it were a cut or a blow; that it was quite +a new sensation to observe her. In face she was no less remarkable than +in manner. Her features were handsome; but their natural play was so +locked up, that it seemed impossible to guess at their genuine +expression. Utterly indifferent, perfectly self-reliant, never at a +loss, and yet never at her ease, with her figure in company with them +there, and her mind apparently quite aloneâit was of no use âgoing inâ +yet awhile to comprehend this girl, for she baffled all penetration. + +From the mistress of the house, the visitor glanced to the house itself. +There was no mute sign of a woman in the room. No graceful little +adornment, no fanciful little device, however trivial, anywhere expressed +her influence. Cheerless and comfortless, boastfully and doggedly rich, +there the room stared at its present occupants, unsoftened and unrelieved +by the least trace of any womanly occupation. As Mr. Bounderby stood in +the midst of his household gods, so those unrelenting divinities occupied +their places around Mr. Bounderby, and they were worthy of one another, +and well matched. + +âThis, sir,â said Bounderby, âis my wife, Mrs. Bounderby: Tom Gradgrindâs +eldest daughter. Loo, Mr. James Harthouse. Mr. Harthouse has joined +your fatherâs muster-roll. If he is not Tom Gradgrindâs colleague before +long, I believe we shall at least hear of him in connexion with one of +our neighbouring towns. You observe, Mr. Harthouse, that my wife is my +junior. I donât know what she saw in me to marry me, but she saw +something in me, I suppose, or she wouldnât have married me. She has +lots of expensive knowledge, sir, political and otherwise. If you want +to cram for anything, I should be troubled to recommend you to a better +adviser than Loo Bounderby.â + +To a more agreeable adviser, or one from whom he would be more likely to +learn, Mr. Harthouse could never be recommended. + +âCome!â said his host. âIf youâre in the complimentary line, youâll get +on here, for youâll meet with no competition. I have never been in the +way of learning compliments myself, and I donât profess to understand the +art of paying âem. In fact, despise âem. But, your bringing-up was +different from mine; mine was a real thing, by George! Youâre a +gentleman, and I donât pretend to be one. I am Josiah Bounderby of +Coketown, and thatâs enough for me. However, though I am not influenced +by manners and station, Loo Bounderby may be. She hadnât my +advantagesâdisadvantages you would call âem, but I call âem advantagesâso +youâll not waste your power, I dare say.â + +âMr. Bounderby,â said Jem, turning with a smile to Louisa, âis a noble +animal in a comparatively natural state, quite free from the harness in +which a conventional hack like myself works.â + +âYou respect Mr. Bounderby very much,â she quietly returned. âIt is +natural that you should.â + +He was disgracefully thrown out, for a gentleman who had seen so much of +the world, and thought, âNow, how am I to take this?â + +âYou are going to devote yourself, as I gather from what Mr. Bounderby +has said, to the service of your country. You have made up your mind,â +said Louisa, still standing before him where she had first stoppedâin all +the singular contrariety of her self-possession, and her being obviously +very ill at easeââto show the nation the way out of all its +difficulties.â + +âMrs. Bounderby,â he returned, laughing, âupon my honour, no. I will +make no such pretence to you. I have seen a little, here and there, up +and down; I have found it all to be very worthless, as everybody has, and +as some confess they have, and some do not; and I am going in for your +respected fatherâs opinionsâreally because I have no choice of opinions, +and may as well back them as anything else.â + +âHave you none of your own?â asked Louisa. + +âI have not so much as the slightest predilection left. I assure you I +attach not the least importance to any opinions. The result of the +varieties of boredom I have undergone, is a conviction (unless conviction +is too industrious a word for the lazy sentiment I entertain on the +subject), that any set of ideas will do just as much good as any other +set, and just as much harm as any other set. Thereâs an English family +with a charming Italian motto. What will be, will be. Itâs the only +truth going!â + +This vicious assumption of honesty in dishonestyâa vice so dangerous, so +deadly, and so commonâseemed, he observed, a little to impress her in his +favour. He followed up the advantage, by saying in his pleasantest +manner: a manner to which she might attach as much or as little meaning +as she pleased: âThe side that can prove anything in a line of units, +tens, hundreds, and thousands, Mrs. Bounderby, seems to me to afford the +most fun, and to give a man the best chance. I am quite as much attached +to it as if I believed it. I am quite ready to go in for it, to the same +extent as if I believed it. And what more could I possibly do, if I did +believe it!â + +âYou are a singular politician,â said Louisa. + +âPardon me; I have not even that merit. We are the largest party in the +state, I assure you, Mrs. Bounderby, if we all fell out of our adopted +ranks and were reviewed together.â + +Mr. Bounderby, who had been in danger of bursting in silence, interposed +here with a project for postponing the family dinner till half-past six, +and taking Mr. James Harthouse in the meantime on a round of visits to +the voting and interesting notabilities of Coketown and its vicinity. +The round of visits was made; and Mr. James Harthouse, with a discreet +use of his blue coaching, came off triumphantly, though with a +considerable accession of boredom. + +In the evening, he found the dinner-table laid for four, but they sat +down only three. It was an appropriate occasion for Mr. Bounderby to +discuss the flavour of the hapâorth of stewed eels he had purchased in +the streets at eight years old; and also of the inferior water, specially +used for laying the dust, with which he had washed down that repast. He +likewise entertained his guest over the soup and fish, with the +calculation that he (Bounderby) had eaten in his youth at least three +horses under the guise of polonies and saveloys. These recitals, Jem, in +a languid manner, received with âcharming!â every now and then; and they +probably would have decided him to âgo inâ for Jerusalem again to-morrow +morning, had he been less curious respecting Louisa. + +âIs there nothing,â he thought, glancing at her as she sat at the head of +the table, where her youthful figure, small and slight, but very +graceful, looked as pretty as it looked misplaced; âis there nothing that +will move that face?â + +Yes! By Jupiter, there was something, and here it was, in an unexpected +shape. Tom appeared. She changed as the door opened, and broke into a +beaming smile. + +A beautiful smile. Mr. James Harthouse might not have thought so much of +it, but that he had wondered so long at her impassive face. She put out +her handâa pretty little soft hand; and her fingers closed upon her +brotherâs, as if she would have carried them to her lips. + +âAy, ay?â thought the visitor. âThis whelp is the only creature she +cares for. So, so!â + +The whelp was presented, and took his chair. The appellation was not +flattering, but not unmerited. + +âWhen I was your age, young Tom,â said Bounderby, âI was punctual, or I +got no dinner!â + +âWhen you were my age,â resumed Tom, âyou hadnât a wrong balance to get +right, and hadnât to dress afterwards.â + +âNever mind that now,â said Bounderby. + +âWell, then,â grumbled Tom. âDonât begin with me.â + +âMrs. Bounderby,â said Harthouse, perfectly hearing this under-strain as +it went on; âyour brotherâs face is quite familiar to me. Can I have +seen him abroad? Or at some public school, perhaps?â + +âNo,â she resumed, quite interested, âhe has never been abroad yet, and +was educated here, at home. Tom, love, I am telling Mr. Harthouse that +he never saw you abroad.â + +âNo such luck, sir,â said Tom. + +There was little enough in him to brighten her face, for he was a sullen +young fellow, and ungracious in his manner even to her. So much the +greater must have been the solitude of her heart, and her need of some +one on whom to bestow it. âSo much the more is this whelp the only +creature she has ever cared for,â thought Mr. James Harthouse, turning it +over and over. âSo much the more. So much the more.â + +Both in his sisterâs presence, and after she had left the room, the whelp +took no pains to hide his contempt for Mr. Bounderby, whenever he could +indulge it without the observation of that independent man, by making wry +faces, or shutting one eye. Without responding to these telegraphic +communications, Mr. Harthouse encouraged him much in the course of the +evening, and showed an unusual liking for him. At last, when he rose to +return to his hotel, and was a little doubtful whether he knew the way by +night, the whelp immediately proffered his services as guide, and turned +out with him to escort him thither. + + [Picture: Mr. Harthouse dines at the Bounderbyâs] + + + +CHAPTER III +THE WHELP + + +IT was very remarkable that a young gentleman who had been brought up +under one continuous system of unnatural restraint, should be a +hypocrite; but it was certainly the case with Tom. It was very strange +that a young gentleman who had never been left to his own guidance for +five consecutive minutes, should be incapable at last of governing +himself; but so it was with Tom. It was altogether unaccountable that a +young gentleman whose imagination had been strangled in his cradle, +should be still inconvenienced by its ghost in the form of grovelling +sensualities; but such a monster, beyond all doubt, was Tom. + +âDo you smoke?â asked Mr. James Harthouse, when they came to the hotel. + +âI believe you!â said Tom. + +He could do no less than ask Tom up; and Tom could do no less than go up. +What with a cooling drink adapted to the weather, but not so weak as +cool; and what with a rarer tobacco than was to be bought in those parts; +Tom was soon in a highly free and easy state at his end of the sofa, and +more than ever disposed to admire his new friend at the other end. + +Tom blew his smoke aside, after he had been smoking a little while, and +took an observation of his friend. âHe donât seem to care about his +dress,â thought Tom, âand yet how capitally he does it. What an easy +swell he is!â + +Mr. James Harthouse, happening to catch Tomâs eye, remarked that he drank +nothing, and filled his glass with his own negligent hand. + +âThankâee,â said Tom. âThankâee. Well, Mr. Harthouse, I hope you have +had about a dose of old Bounderby to-night.â Tom said this with one eye +shut up again, and looking over his glass knowingly, at his entertainer. + +âA very good fellow indeed!â returned Mr. James Harthouse. + +âYou think so, donât you?â said Tom. And shut up his eye again. + +Mr. James Harthouse smiled; and rising from his end of the sofa, and +lounging with his back against the chimney-piece, so that he stood before +the empty fire-grate as he smoked, in front of Tom and looking down at +him, observed: + +âWhat a comical brother-in-law you are!â + +âWhat a comical brother-in-law old Bounderby is, I think you mean,â said +Tom. + +âYou are a piece of caustic, Tom,â retorted Mr. James Harthouse. + +There was something so very agreeable in being so intimate with such a +waistcoat; in being called Tom, in such an intimate way, by such a voice; +in being on such off-hand terms so soon, with such a pair of whiskers; +that Tom was uncommonly pleased with himself. + +âOh! I donât care for old Bounderby,â said he, âif you mean that. I +have always called old Bounderby by the same name when I have talked +about him, and I have always thought of him in the same way. I am not +going to begin to be polite now, about old Bounderby. It would be rather +late in the day.â + +âDonât mind me,â returned James; âbut take care when his wife is by, you +know.â + +âHis wife?â said Tom. âMy sister Loo? O yes!â And he laughed, and took +a little more of the cooling drink. + +James Harthouse continued to lounge in the same place and attitude, +smoking his cigar in his own easy way, and looking pleasantly at the +whelp, as if he knew himself to be a kind of agreeable demon who had only +to hover over him, and he must give up his whole soul if required. It +certainly did seem that the whelp yielded to this influence. He looked +at his companion sneakingly, he looked at him admiringly, he looked at +him boldly, and put up one leg on the sofa. + +âMy sister Loo?â said Tom. â_She_ never cared for old Bounderby.â + +âThatâs the past tense, Tom,â returned Mr. James Harthouse, striking the +ash from his cigar with his little finger. âWe are in the present tense, +now.â + +âVerb neuter, not to care. Indicative mood, present tense. First person +singular, I do not care; second person singular, thou dost not care; +third person singular, she does not care,â returned Tom. + +âGood! Very quaint!â said his friend. âThough you donât mean it.â + +âBut I _do_ mean it,â cried Tom. âUpon my honour! Why, you wonât tell +me, Mr. Harthouse, that you really suppose my sister Loo does care for +old Bounderby.â + +âMy dear fellow,â returned the other, âwhat am I bound to suppose, when I +find two married people living in harmony and happiness?â + +Tom had by this time got both his legs on the sofa. If his second leg +had not been already there when he was called a dear fellow, he would +have put it up at that great stage of the conversation. Feeling it +necessary to do something then, he stretched himself out at greater +length, and, reclining with the back of his head on the end of the sofa, +and smoking with an infinite assumption of negligence, turned his common +face, and not too sober eyes, towards the face looking down upon him so +carelessly yet so potently. + +âYou know our governor, Mr. Harthouse,â said Tom, âand therefore, you +neednât be surprised that Loo married old Bounderby. She never had a +lover, and the governor proposed old Bounderby, and she took him.â + +âVery dutiful in your interesting sister,â said Mr. James Harthouse. + +âYes, but she wouldnât have been as dutiful, and it would not have come +off as easily,â returned the whelp, âif it hadnât been for me.â + +The tempter merely lifted his eyebrows; but the whelp was obliged to go +on. + +â_I_ persuaded her,â he said, with an edifying air of superiority. âI +was stuck into old Bounderbyâs bank (where I never wanted to be), and I +knew I should get into scrapes there, if she put old Bounderbyâs pipe +out; so I told her my wishes, and she came into them. She would do +anything for me. It was very game of her, wasnât it?â + +âIt was charming, Tom!â + +âNot that it was altogether so important to her as it was to me,â +continued Tom coolly, âbecause my liberty and comfort, and perhaps my +getting on, depended on it; and she had no other lover, and staying at +home was like staying in jailâespecially when I was gone. It wasnât as +if she gave up another lover for old Bounderby; but still it was a good +thing in her.â + +âPerfectly delightful. And she gets on so placidly.â + +âOh,â returned Tom, with contemptuous patronage, âsheâs a regular girl. +A girl can get on anywhere. She has settled down to the life, and _she_ +donât mind. It does just as well as another. Besides, though Loo is a +girl, sheâs not a common sort of girl. She can shut herself up within +herself, and thinkâas I have often known her sit and watch the fireâfor +an hour at a stretch.â + +âAy, ay? Has resources of her own,â said Harthouse, smoking quietly. + +âNot so much of that as you may suppose,â returned Tom; âfor our governor +had her crammed with all sorts of dry bones and sawdust. Itâs his +system.â + +âFormed his daughter on his own model?â suggested Harthouse. + +âHis daughter? Ah! and everybody else. Why, he formed Me that way!â +said Tom. + +âImpossible!â + +âHe did, though,â said Tom, shaking his head. âI mean to say, Mr. +Harthouse, that when I first left home and went to old Bounderbyâs, I was +as flat as a warming-pan, and knew no more about life, than any oyster +does.â + +âCome, Tom! I can hardly believe that. A jokeâs a joke.â + +âUpon my soul!â said the whelp. âI am serious; I am indeed!â He smoked +with great gravity and dignity for a little while, and then added, in a +highly complacent tone, âOh! I have picked up a little since. I donât +deny that. But I have done it myself; no thanks to the governor.â + +âAnd your intelligent sister?â + +âMy intelligent sister is about where she was. She used to complain to +me that she had nothing to fall back upon, that girls usually fall back +upon; and I donât see how she is to have got over that since. But _she_ +donât mind,â he sagaciously added, puffing at his cigar again. âGirls +can always get on, somehow.â + +âCalling at the Bank yesterday evening, for Mr. Bounderbyâs address, I +found an ancient lady there, who seems to entertain great admiration for +your sister,â observed Mr. James Harthouse, throwing away the last small +remnant of the cigar he had now smoked out. + +âMother Sparsit!â said Tom. âWhat! you have seen her already, have you?â + +His friend nodded. Tom took his cigar out of his mouth, to shut up his +eye (which had grown rather unmanageable) with the greater expression, +and to tap his nose several times with his finger. + +âMother Sparsitâs feeling for Loo is more than admiration, I should +think,â said Tom. âSay affection and devotion. Mother Sparsit never set +her cap at Bounderby when he was a bachelor. Oh no!â + +These were the last words spoken by the whelp, before a giddy drowsiness +came upon him, followed by complete oblivion. He was roused from the +latter state by an uneasy dream of being stirred up with a boot, and also +of a voice saying: âCome, itâs late. Be off!â + +âWell!â he said, scrambling from the sofa. âI must take my leave of you +though. I say. Yours is very good tobacco. But itâs too mild.â + +âYes, itâs too mild,â returned his entertainer. + +âItâsâitâs ridiculously mild,â said Tom. âWhereâs the door! Good +night!â + +âHe had another odd dream of being taken by a waiter through a mist, +which, after giving him some trouble and difficulty, resolved itself into +the main street, in which he stood alone. He then walked home pretty +easily, though not yet free from an impression of the presence and +influence of his new friendâas if he were lounging somewhere in the air, +in the same negligent attitude, regarding him with the same look. + +The whelp went home, and went to bed. If he had had any sense of what he +had done that night, and had been less of a whelp and more of a brother, +he might have turned short on the road, might have gone down to the +ill-smelling river that was dyed black, might have gone to bed in it for +good and all, and have curtained his head for ever with its filthy +waters. + + + +CHAPTER IV +MEN AND BROTHERS + + +âOH, my friends, the down-trodden operatives of Coketown! Oh, my friends +and fellow-countrymen, the slaves of an iron-handed and a grinding +despotism! Oh, my friends and fellow-sufferers, and fellow-workmen, and +fellow-men! I tell you that the hour is come, when we must rally round +one another as One united power, and crumble into dust the oppressors +that too long have battened upon the plunder of our families, upon the +sweat of our brows, upon the labour of our hands, upon the strength of +our sinews, upon the God-created glorious rights of Humanity, and upon +the holy and eternal privileges of Brotherhood!â + +âGood!â âHear, hear, hear!â âHurrah!â and other cries, arose in many +voices from various parts of the densely crowded and suffocatingly close +Hall, in which the orator, perched on a stage, delivered himself of this +and what other froth and fume he had in him. He had declaimed himself +into a violent heat, and was as hoarse as he was hot. By dint of roaring +at the top of his voice under a flaring gaslight, clenching his fists, +knitting his brows, setting his teeth, and pounding with his arms, he had +taken so much out of himself by this time, that he was brought to a stop, +and called for a glass of water. + +As he stood there, trying to quench his fiery face with his drink of +water, the comparison between the orator and the crowd of attentive faces +turned towards him, was extremely to his disadvantage. Judging him by +Natureâs evidence, he was above the mass in very little but the stage on +which he stood. In many great respects he was essentially below them. +He was not so honest, he was not so manly, he was not so good-humoured; +he substituted cunning for their simplicity, and passion for their safe +solid sense. An ill-made, high-shouldered man, with lowering brows, and +his features crushed into an habitually sour expression, he contrasted +most unfavourably, even in his mongrel dress, with the great body of his +hearers in their plain working clothes. Strange as it always is to +consider any assembly in the act of submissively resigning itself to the +dreariness of some complacent person, lord or commoner, whom +three-fourths of it could, by no human means, raise out of the slough of +inanity to their own intellectual level, it was particularly strange, and +it was even particularly affecting, to see this crowd of earnest faces, +whose honesty in the main no competent observer free from bias could +doubt, so agitated by such a leader. + +Good! Hear, hear! Hurrah! The eagerness both of attention and +intention, exhibited in all the countenances, made them a most impressive +sight. There was no carelessness, no languor, no idle curiosity; none of +the many shades of indifference to be seen in all other assemblies, +visible for one moment there. That every man felt his condition to be, +somehow or other, worse than it might be; that every man considered it +incumbent on him to join the rest, towards the making of it better; that +every man felt his only hope to be in his allying himself to the comrades +by whom he was surrounded; and that in this belief, right or wrong +(unhappily wrong then), the whole of that crowd were gravely, deeply, +faithfully in earnest; must have been as plain to any one who chose to +see what was there, as the bare beams of the roof and the whitened brick +walls. Nor could any such spectator fail to know in his own breast, that +these men, through their very delusions, showed great qualities, +susceptible of being turned to the happiest and best account; and that to +pretend (on the strength of sweeping axioms, howsoever cut and dried) +that they went astray wholly without cause, and of their own irrational +wills, was to pretend that there could be smoke without fire, death +without birth, harvest without seed, anything or everything produced from +nothing. + +The orator having refreshed himself, wiped his corrugated forehead from +left to right several times with his handkerchief folded into a pad, and +concentrated all his revived forces, in a sneer of great disdain and +bitterness. + +âBut oh, my friends and brothers! Oh, men and Englishmen, the +down-trodden operatives of Coketown! What shall we say of that manâthat +working-man, that I should find it necessary so to libel the glorious +nameâwho, being practically and well acquainted with the grievances and +wrongs of you, the injured pith and marrow of this land, and having heard +you, with a noble and majestic unanimity that will make Tyrants tremble, +resolve for to subscribe to the funds of the United Aggregate Tribunal, +and to abide by the injunctions issued by that body for your benefit, +whatever they may beâwhat, I ask you, will you say of that working-man, +since such I must acknowledge him to be, who, at such a time, deserts his +post, and sells his flag; who, at such a time, turns a traitor and a +craven and a recreant, who, at such a time, is not ashamed to make to you +the dastardly and humiliating avowal that he will hold himself aloof, and +will _not_ be one of those associated in the gallant stand for Freedom +and for Right?â + +The assembly was divided at this point. There were some groans and +hisses, but the general sense of honour was much too strong for the +condemnation of a man unheard. âBe sure youâre right, Slackbridge!â +âPut him up!â âLetâs hear him!â Such things were said on many sides. +Finally, one strong voice called out, âIs the man heer? If the manâs +heer, Slackbridge, letâs hear the man himseln, âstead oâ yo.â Which was +received with a round of applause. + +Slackbridge, the orator, looked about him with a withering smile; and, +holding out his right hand at armâs length (as the manner of all +Slackbridges is), to still the thundering sea, waited until there was a +profound silence. + +âOh, my friends and fellow-men!â said Slackbridge then, shaking his head +with violent scorn, âI do not wonder that you, the prostrate sons of +labour, are incredulous of the existence of such a man. But he who sold +his birthright for a mess of pottage existed, and Judas Iscariot existed, +and Castlereagh existed, and this man exists!â + +Here, a brief press and confusion near the stage, ended in the man +himself standing at the oratorâs side before the concourse. He was pale +and a little moved in the faceâhis lips especially showed it; but he +stood quiet, with his left hand at his chin, waiting to be heard. There +was a chairman to regulate the proceedings, and this functionary now took +the case into his own hands. + +âMy friends,â said he, âby virtue oâ my office as your president, I askes +oâ our friend Slackbridge, who may be a little over hetter in this +business, to take his seat, whiles this man Stephen Blackpool is heern. +You all know this man Stephen Blackpool. You know him awlung oâ his +misfortâns, and his good name.â + +With that, the chairman shook him frankly by the hand, and sat down +again. Slackbridge likewise sat down, wiping his hot foreheadâalways +from left to right, and never the reverse way. + +âMy friends,â Stephen began, in the midst of a dead calm; âI haâ hed +whatâs been spokân oâ me, and âtis lickly that I shanât mend it. But Iâd +liefer youâd hearn the truth concernin myseln, fro my lips than fro onny +other manâs, though I never cudân speak afore so monny, wiâout bein +moydert and muddled.â + +Slackbridge shook his head as if he would shake it off, in his +bitterness. + +âIâm thâ one single Hand in Bounderbyâs mill, oâ aâ the men theer, as +donât coom in wiâ thâ proposed regâlations. I canna coom in wiâ âem. My +friends, I doubt their doinâ yo onny good. Licker theyâll do yo hurt.â + +Slackbridge laughed, folded his arms, and frowned sarcastically. + +âBut ât anât sommuch for that as I stands out. If that were aw, Iâd coom +in wiâ thâ rest. But I haâ my reasonsâmine, yo seeâfor being hindered; +not onây now, but awlusâawlusâlife long!â + +Slackbridge jumped up and stood beside him, gnashing and tearing. âOh, +my friends, what but this did I tell you? Oh, my fellow-countrymen, what +warning but this did I give you? And how shows this recreant conduct in +a man on whom unequal laws are known to have fallen heavy? Oh, you +Englishmen, I ask you how does this subornation show in one of +yourselves, who is thus consenting to his own undoing and to yours, and +to your childrenâs and your childrenâs childrenâs?â + +There was some applause, and some crying of Shame upon the man; but the +greater part of the audience were quiet. They looked at Stephenâs worn +face, rendered more pathetic by the homely emotions it evinced; and, in +the kindness of their nature, they were more sorry than indignant. + +ââTis this Delegateâs trade for tâ speak,â said Stephen, âanâ heâs paid +for ât, anâ he knows his work. Let him keep to ât. Let him give no heed +to what I ha hadân to bear. Thatâs not for him. Thatâs not for nobbody +but me.â + +There was a propriety, not to say a dignity in these words, that made the +hearers yet more quiet and attentive. The same strong voice called out, +âSlackbridge, let the man be heern, and howd thee tongue!â Then the +place was wonderfully still. + +âMy brothers,â said Stephen, whose low voice was distinctly heard, âand +my fellow-workmenâfor that yo are to me, though not, as I knows on, to +this delegate hereâI ha but a word to sen, and I could sen nommore if I +was to speak till Strike oâ day. I know weel, aw whatâs afore me. I +know weel that yo aw resolve to ha nommore ado wiâ a man who is not wiâ +yo in this matther. I know weel that if I was a lyin parisht iâ thâ +road, yoâd feel it right to pass me by, as a forrenner and stranger. +What I ha getn, I mun mak thâ best on.â + +âStephen Blackpool,â said the chairman, rising, âthink on ât agen. Think +on ât once agen, lad, afore thouârt shunned by aw owd friends.â + +There was an universal murmur to the same effect, though no man +articulated a word. Every eye was fixed on Stephenâs face. To repent of +his determination, would be to take a load from all their minds. He +looked around him, and knew that it was so. Not a grain of anger with +them was in his heart; he knew them, far below their surface weaknesses +and misconceptions, as no one but their fellow-labourer could. + +âI ha thowt on ât, above a bit, sir. I simply canna coom in. I mun go +thâ way as lays afore me. I mun tak my leave oâ aw heer.â + +He made a sort of reverence to them by holding up his arms, and stood for +the moment in that attitude; not speaking until they slowly dropped at +his sides. + +âMonnyâs the pleasant word as soom heer has spokân wiâ me; monnyâs the +face I see heer, as I first seen when I were yoong and lighter heartân +than now. I haâ never had no fratch afore, sin ever I were born, wiâ any +oâ my like; Gonnows I haâ none now thatâs oâ my makinâ. Yoâll caâ me +traitor and thatâyo I mean tâ say,â addressing Slackbridge, âbut âtis +easier to caâ than makâ out. So let be.â + +He had moved away a pace or two to come down from the platform, when he +remembered something he had not said, and returned again. + +âHaply,â he said, turning his furrowed face slowly about, that he might +as it were individually address the whole audience, those both near and +distant; âhaply, when this question has been takân up and discoosed, +thereâll be a threat to turn out if Iâm let to work among yo. I hope I +shall die ere ever such a time cooms, and I shall work solitary among yo +unless it coomsâtruly, I mun do ât, my friends; not to brave yo, but to +live. I ha nobbut work to live by; and wheerever can I go, I who ha +worked sin I were no heighth at aw, in Coketown heer? I makâ no +complaints oâ bein turned to the waâ, oâ bein outcasten and overlooken +fro this time forrard, but hope I shall be let to work. If there is any +right for me at aw, my friends, I think âtis that.â + +Not a word was spoken. Not a sound was audible in the building, but the +slight rustle of men moving a little apart, all along the centre of the +room, to open a means of passing out, to the man with whom they had all +bound themselves to renounce companionship. Looking at no one, and going +his way with a lowly steadiness upon him that asserted nothing and sought +nothing, Old Stephen, with all his troubles on his head, left the scene. + +Then Slackbridge, who had kept his oratorical arm extended during the +going out, as if he were repressing with infinite solicitude and by a +wonderful moral power the vehement passions of the multitude, applied +himself to raising their spirits. Had not the Roman Brutus, oh, my +British countrymen, condemned his son to death; and had not the Spartan +mothers, oh my soon to be victorious friends, driven their flying +children on the points of their enemiesâ swords? Then was it not the +sacred duty of the men of Coketown, with forefathers before them, an +admiring world in company with them, and a posterity to come after them, +to hurl out traitors from the tents they had pitched in a sacred and a +God-like cause? The winds of heaven answered Yes; and bore Yes, east, +west, north, and south. And consequently three cheers for the United +Aggregate Tribunal! + +Slackbridge acted as fugleman, and gave the time. The multitude of +doubtful faces (a little conscience-stricken) brightened at the sound, +and took it up. Private feeling must yield to the common cause. Hurrah! +The roof yet vibrated with the cheering, when the assembly dispersed. + +Thus easily did Stephen Blackpool fall into the loneliest of lives, the +life of solitude among a familiar crowd. The stranger in the land who +looks into ten thousand faces for some answering look and never finds it, +is in cheering society as compared with him who passes ten averted faces +daily, that were once the countenances of friends. Such experience was +to be Stephenâs now, in every waking moment of his life; at his work, on +his way to it and from it, at his door, at his window, everywhere. By +general consent, they even avoided that side of the street on which he +habitually walked; and left it, of all the working men, to him only. + +He had been for many years, a quiet silent man, associating but little +with other men, and used to companionship with his own thoughts. He had +never known before the strength of the want in his heart for the frequent +recognition of a nod, a look, a word; or the immense amount of relief +that had been poured into it by drops through such small means. It was +even harder than he could have believed possible, to separate in his own +conscience his abandonment by all his fellows from a baseless sense of +shame and disgrace. + +The first four days of his endurance were days so long and heavy, that he +began to be appalled by the prospect before him. Not only did he see no +Rachael all the time, but he avoided every chance of seeing her; for, +although he knew that the prohibition did not yet formally extend to the +women working in the factories, he found that some of them with whom he +was acquainted were changed to him, and he feared to try others, and +dreaded that Rachael might be even singled out from the rest if she were +seen in his company. So, he had been quite alone during the four days, +and had spoken to no one, when, as he was leaving his work at night, a +young man of a very light complexion accosted him in the street. + +âYour nameâs Blackpool, ainât it?â said the young man. + +Stephen coloured to find himself with his hat in his hand, in his +gratitude for being spoken to, or in the suddenness of it, or both. He +made a feint of adjusting the lining, and said, âYes.â + +âYou are the Hand they have sent to Coventry, I mean?â said Bitzer, the +very light young man in question. + +Stephen answered âYes,â again. + +âI supposed so, from their all appearing to keep away from you. Mr. +Bounderby wants to speak to you. You know his house, donât you?â + +Stephen said âYes,â again. + +âThen go straight up there, will you?â said Bitzer. âYouâre expected, +and have only to tell the servant itâs you. I belong to the Bank; so, if +you go straight up without me (I was sent to fetch you), youâll save me a +walk.â + +Stephen, whose way had been in the contrary direction, turned about, and +betook himself as in duty bound, to the red brick castle of the giant +Bounderby. + + + +CHAPTER V +MEN AND MASTERS + + +âWELL, Stephen,â said Bounderby, in his windy manner, âwhatâs this I +hear? What have these pests of the earth been doing to _you_? Come in, +and speak up.â + +It was into the drawing-room that he was thus bidden. A tea-table was +set out; and Mr. Bounderbyâs young wife, and her brother, and a great +gentleman from London, were present. To whom Stephen made his obeisance, +closing the door and standing near it, with his hat in his hand. + +âThis is the man I was telling you about, Harthouse,â said Mr. Bounderby. +The gentleman he addressed, who was talking to Mrs. Bounderby on the +sofa, got up, saying in an indolent way, âOh really?â and dawdled to the +hearthrug where Mr. Bounderby stood. + +âNow,â said Bounderby, âspeak up!â + +After the four days he had passed, this address fell rudely and +discordantly on Stephenâs ear. Besides being a rough handling of his +wounded mind, it seemed to assume that he really was the self-interested +deserter he had been called. + +âWhat were it, sir,â said Stephen, âas yo were pleased to want wiâ me?â + +âWhy, I have told you,â returned Bounderby. âSpeak up like a man, since +you are a man, and tell us about yourself and this Combination.â + +âWiâ yor pardon, sir,â said Stephen Blackpool, âI haâ nowt to sen about +it.â + +Mr. Bounderby, who was always more or less like a Wind, finding something +in his way here, began to blow at it directly. + +âNow, look here, Harthouse,â said he, âhereâs a specimen of âem. When +this man was here once before, I warned this man against the mischievous +strangers who are always aboutâand who ought to be hanged wherever they +are foundâand I told this man that he was going in the wrong direction. +Now, would you believe it, that although they have put this mark upon +him, he is such a slave to them still, that heâs afraid to open his lips +about them?â + +âI sed as I had nowt to sen, sir; not as I was fearfoâ oâ openinâ my +lips.â + +âYou said! Ah! _I_ know what you said; more than that, I know what you +mean, you see. Not always the same thing, by the Lord Harry! Quite +different things. You had better tell us at once, that that fellow +Slackbridge is not in the town, stirring up the people to mutiny; and +that he is not a regular qualified leader of the people: that is, a most +confounded scoundrel. You had better tell us so at once; you canât +deceive me. You want to tell us so. Why donât you?â + +âIâm as sooary as yo, sir, when the peopleâs leaders is bad,â said +Stephen, shaking his head. âThey taks such as offers. Haply âtis naâ +the smaâest oâ their misfortuns when they can get no better.â + +The wind began to get boisterous. + +âNow, youâll think this pretty well, Harthouse,â said Mr. Bounderby. +âYouâll think this tolerably strong. Youâll say, upon my soul this is a +tidy specimen of what my friends have to deal with; but this is nothing, +sir! You shall hear me ask this man a question. Pray, Mr. +Blackpoolââwind springing up very fastââmay I take the liberty of asking +you how it happens that you refused to be in this Combination?â + +âHow ât happens?â + +âAh!â said Mr. Bounderby, with his thumbs in the arms of his coat, and +jerking his head and shutting his eyes in confidence with the opposite +wall: âhow it happens.â + +âIâd leefer not coom to ât, sir; but sin you put thâ questionâanâ not +wantân tâ be ill-mannerânâIâll answer. I ha passed a promess.â + +âNot to me, you know,â said Bounderby. (Gusty weather with deceitful +calms. One now prevailing.) + +âO no, sir. Not to yo.â + +âAs for me, any consideration for me has had just nothing at all to do +with it,â said Bounderby, still in confidence with the wall. âIf only +Josiah Bounderby of Coketown had been in question, you would have joined +and made no bones about it?â + +âWhy yes, sir. âTis true.â + +âThough he knows,â said Mr. Bounderby, now blowing a gale, âthat there +are a set of rascals and rebels whom transportation is too good for! +Now, Mr. Harthouse, you have been knocking about in the world some time. +Did you ever meet with anything like that man out of this blessed +country?â And Mr. Bounderby pointed him out for inspection, with an +angry finger. + +âNay, maâam,â said Stephen Blackpool, staunchly protesting against the +words that had been used, and instinctively addressing himself to Louisa, +after glancing at her face. âNot rebels, nor yet rascals. Nowt oâ thâ +kind, maâam, nowt oâ thâ kind. Theyâve not doon me a kindness, maâam, as +I know and feel. But thereâs not a dozen men amoong âem, maâamâa dozen? +Not sixâbut what believes as he has doon his duty by the rest and by +himseln. God forbid as I, that haâ known, and hadân experience oâ these +men aw my lifeâI, that haâ ettân anâ droonken wiâ âem, anâ seetân wiâ +âem, and toilân wiâ âem, and lovân âem, should fail fur to stan by âem +wiâ the truth, let âem haâ doon to me what they may!â + +He spoke with the rugged earnestness of his place and characterâdeepened +perhaps by a proud consciousness that he was faithful to his class under +all their mistrust; but he fully remembered where he was, and did not +even raise his voice. + +âNo, maâam, no. Theyâre true to one another, faithfoâ to one another, +âfectionate to one another, eâen to death. Be poor amoong âem, be sick +amoong âem, grieve amoong âem for onny oâ thâ monny causes that carries +grief to the poor manâs door, anâ theyâll be tender wiâ yo, gentle wiâ +yo, comfortable wiâ yo, Chrisen wiâ yo. Be sure oâ that, maâam. Theyâd +be riven to bits, ere ever theyâd be different.â + +âIn short,â said Mr. Bounderby, âitâs because they are so full of virtues +that they have turned you adrift. Go through with it while you are about +it. Out with it.â + +âHow âtis, maâam,â resumed Stephen, appearing still to find his natural +refuge in Louisaâs face, âthat what is best in us fok, seems to turn us +most to trouble anâ misfortân anâ mistake, I dunno. But âtis so. I know +âtis, as I know the heavens is over me ahint the smoke. Weâre patient +too, anâ wants in general to do right. Anâ I canna think the fawt is aw +wiâ us.â + +âNow, my friend,â said Mr. Bounderby, whom he could not have exasperated +more, quite unconscious of it though he was, than by seeming to appeal to +any one else, âif you will favour me with your attention for half a +minute, I should like to have a word or two with you. You said just now, +that you had nothing to tell us about this business. You are quite sure +of that before we go any further.â + +âSir, I am sure on ât.â + +âHereâs a gentleman from London present,â Mr. Bounderby made a backhanded +point at Mr. James Harthouse with his thumb, âa Parliament gentleman. I +should like him to hear a short bit of dialogue between you and me, +instead of taking the substance of itâfor I know precious well, +beforehand, what it will be; nobody knows better than I do, take +notice!âinstead of receiving it on trust from my mouth.â + +Stephen bent his head to the gentleman from London, and showed a rather +more troubled mind than usual. He turned his eyes involuntarily to his +former refuge, but at a look from that quarter (expressive though +instantaneous) he settled them on Mr. Bounderbyâs face. + +âNow, what do you complain of?â asked Mr. Bounderby. + +âI haâ not coom here, sir,â Stephen reminded him, âto complain. I coom +for that I were sent for.â + +âWhat,â repeated Mr. Bounderby, folding his arms, âdo you people, in a +general way, complain of?â + +Stephen looked at him with some little irresolution for a moment, and +then seemed to make up his mind. + +âSir, I were never good at showin o ât, though I ha hadân my share in +feeling o ât. âDeed we are in a muddle, sir. Look round townâso rich as +âtisâand see the numbers oâ people as has been broughten into bein heer, +fur to weave, anâ to card, anâ to piece out a livinâ, aw the same one +way, somehows, âtwixt their cradles and their graves. Look how we live, +anâ wheer we live, anâ in what numbers, anâ by what chances, and wiâ what +sameness; and look how the mills is awlus a goin, and how they never +works us no nigher to ony disâant objectâceptin awlus, Death. Look how +you considers of us, and writes of us, and talks of us, and goes up wiâ +yor deputations to Secretaries oâ State âbout us, and how yo are awlus +right, and how we are awlus wrong, and never hadân no reason in us sin +ever we were born. Look how this ha growen anâ growen, sir, bigger anâ +bigger, broader anâ broader, harder anâ harder, fro year to year, fro +generation unto generation. Who can look on ât, sir, and fairly tell a +man âtis not a muddle?â + +âOf course,â said Mr. Bounderby. âNow perhaps youâll let the gentleman +know, how you would set this muddle (as youâre so fond of calling it) to +rights.â + +âI donno, sir. I canna be expecten to ât. âTis not me as should be +looken to for that, sir. âTis them as is put ower me, and ower aw the +rest of us. What do they tak upon themseln, sir, if not to doât?â + +âIâll tell you something towards it, at any rate,â returned Mr. +Bounderby. âWe will make an example of half a dozen Slackbridges. Weâll +indict the blackguards for felony, and get âem shipped off to penal +settlements.â + +Stephen gravely shook his head. + +âDonât tell me we wonât, man,â said Mr. Bounderby, by this time blowing a +hurricane, âbecause we will, I tell you!â + +âSir,â returned Stephen, with the quiet confidence of absolute certainty, +âif yo was tâ tak a hundred Slackbridgesâaw as there is, and aw the +number ten times towdâanâ was tâ sew âem up in separate sacks, anâ sink +âem in the deepest ocean as were made ere ever dry land coom to be, yoâd +leave the muddle just wheer âtis. Mischeevous strangers!â said Stephen, +with an anxious smile; âwhen ha we not heern, I am sure, sin ever we can +call to mind, oâ thâ mischeevous strangers! âTis not by _them_ the +troubleâs made, sir. âTis not wiâ _them_ ât commences. I ha no favour +for âemâI ha no reason to favour âemâbut âtis hopeless and useless to +dream oâ takin them fro their trade, âstead oâ takin their trade fro +them! Aw thatâs now about me in this room were heer afore I coom, anâ +will be heer when I am gone. Put that clock aboard a ship anâ pack it +off to Norfolk Island, anâ the time will go on just the same. So âtis +wiâ Slackbridge every bit.â + +Reverting for a moment to his former refuge, he observed a cautionary +movement of her eyes towards the door. Stepping back, he put his hand +upon the lock. But he had not spoken out of his own will and desire; and +he felt it in his heart a noble return for his late injurious treatment +to be faithful to the last to those who had repudiated him. He stayed to +finish what was in his mind. + +âSir, I canna, wiâ my little learning anâ my common way, tell the +genelman what will better aw thisâthough some working men oâ this town +could, above my powersâbut I can tell him what I know will never do ât. +The strong hand will never do ât. Victâry and triumph will never do ât. +Agreeing fur to mak one side unnatârally awlus and for ever right, and +toother side unnatârally awlus and for ever wrong, will never, never do +ât. Nor yet lettin alone will never do ât. Let thousands upon thousands +alone, aw leading the like lives and aw fawâen into the like muddle, and +they will be as one, and yo will be as anoother, wiâ a black unpassable +world betwixt yo, just as long or short a time as sich-like misery can +last. Not drawin nigh to fok, wiâ kindness and patience anâ cheery ways, +that so draws nigh to one another in their monny troubles, and so +cherishes one another in their distresses wiâ what they need +themselnâlike, I humbly believe, as no people the genelman ha seen in aw +his travels can beatâwill never do ât till thâ Sun turns tâ ice. Most oâ +aw, rating âem as so much Power, and regâlatin âem as if they was figures +in a soom, or machines: wiâout loves and likens, wiâout memories and +inclinations, wiâout souls to weary and souls to hopeâwhen aw goes quiet, +draggin on wiâ âem as if theyâd nowt oâ thâ kind, and when aw goes +onquiet, reproachin âem for their want oâ sitch humanly feelins in their +dealins wiâ yoâthis will never do ât, sir, till Godâs work is onmade.â + +Stephen stood with the open door in his hand, waiting to know if anything +more were expected of him. + +âJust stop a moment,â said Mr. Bounderby, excessively red in the face. +âI told you, the last time you were here with a grievance, that you had +better turn about and come out of that. And I also told you, if you +remember, that I was up to the gold spoon look-out.â + +âI were not up to ât myseln, sir; I do assure yo.â + +âNow itâs clear to me,â said Mr. Bounderby, âthat you are one of those +chaps who have always got a grievance. And you go about, sowing it and +raising crops. Thatâs the business of _your_ life, my friend.â + +Stephen shook his head, mutely protesting that indeed he had other +business to do for his life. + +âYou are such a waspish, raspish, ill-conditioned chap, you see,â said +Mr. Bounderby, âthat even your own Union, the men who know you best, will +have nothing to do with you. I never thought those fellows could be +right in anything; but I tell you what! I so far go along with them for +a novelty, that _I_âll have nothing to do with you either.â + +Stephen raised his eyes quickly to his face. + +âYou can finish off what youâre at,â said Mr. Bounderby, with a meaning +nod, âand then go elsewhere.â + +âSir, yo know weel,â said Stephen expressively, âthat if I canna get work +wiâ yo, I canna get it elsewheer.â + +The reply was, âWhat I know, I know; and what you know, you know. I have +no more to say about it.â + +Stephen glanced at Louisa again, but her eyes were raised to his no more; +therefore, with a sigh, and saying, barely above his breath, âHeaven help +us aw in this world!â he departed. + + + +CHAPTER VI +FADING AWAY + + +IT was falling dark when Stephen came out of Mr. Bounderbyâs house. The +shadows of night had gathered so fast, that he did not look about him +when he closed the door, but plodded straight along the street. Nothing +was further from his thoughts than the curious old woman he had +encountered on his previous visit to the same house, when he heard a step +behind him that he knew, and turning, saw her in Rachaelâs company. + +He saw Rachael first, as he had heard her only. + +âAh, Rachael, my dear! Missus, thou wiâ her!â + +âWell, and now you are surprised to be sure, and with reason I must say,â +the old woman returned. âHere I am again, you see.â + +âBut how wiâ Rachael?â said Stephen, falling into their step, walking +between them, and looking from the one to the other. + +âWhy, I come to be with this good lass pretty much as I came to be with +you,â said the old woman, cheerfully, taking the reply upon herself. âMy +visiting time is later this year than usual, for I have been rather +troubled with shortness of breath, and so put it off till the weather was +fine and warm. For the same reason I donât make all my journey in one +day, but divide it into two days, and get a bed to-night at the +Travellersâ Coffee House down by the railroad (a nice clean house), and +go back Parliamentary, at six in the morning. Well, but what has this to +do with this good lass, says you? Iâm going to tell you. I have heard +of Mr. Bounderby being married. I read it in the paper, where it looked +grandâoh, it looked fine!â the old woman dwelt on it with strange +enthusiasm: âand I want to see his wife. I have never seen her yet. +Now, if youâll believe me, she hasnât come out of that house since noon +to-day. So not to give her up too easily, I was waiting about, a little +last bit more, when I passed close to this good lass two or three times; +and her face being so friendly I spoke to her, and she spoke to me. +There!â said the old woman to Stephen, âyou can make all the rest out for +yourself now, a deal shorter than I can, I dare say!â + +Once again, Stephen had to conquer an instinctive propensity to dislike +this old woman, though her manner was as honest and simple as a manner +possibly could be. With a gentleness that was as natural to him as he +knew it to be to Rachael, he pursued the subject that interested her in +her old age. + +âWell, missus,â said he, âI ha seen the lady, and she were young and +hansom. Wiâ fine dark thinkin eyes, and a still way, Rachael, as I ha +never seen the like on.â + +âYoung and handsome. Yes!â cried the old woman, quite delighted. âAs +bonny as a rose! And what a happy wife!â + +âAye, missus, I suppose she be,â said Stephen. But with a doubtful +glance at Rachael. + +âSuppose she be? She must be. Sheâs your masterâs wife,â returned the +old woman. + +Stephen nodded assent. âThough as to master,â said he, glancing again at +Rachael, ânot master onny more. Thatâs aw enden âtwixt him and me.â + +âHave you left his work, Stephen?â asked Rachael, anxiously and quickly. + +âWhy, Rachael,â he replied, âwhether I ha lefân his work, or whether his +work ha lefân me, cooms tâ thâ same. His work and me are parted. âTis +as weel soâbetter, I were thinkin when yo coom up wiâ me. It would ha +broughtân trouble upon trouble if I had stayed theer. Haply âtis a +kindness to monny that I go; haply âtis a kindness to myseln; anyways it +mun be done. I mun turn my face fro Coketown fur thâ time, and seek a +fortân, dear, by beginnin fresh.â + +âWhere will you go, Stephen?â + +âI donno tânight,â said he, lifting off his hat, and smoothing his thin +hair with the flat of his hand. âBut Iâm not goin tânight, Rachael, nor +yet tâmorrow. âTanât easy overmuch tâ know wheer tâ turn, but a good +heart will coom to me.â + +Herein, too, the sense of even thinking unselfishly aided him. Before he +had so much as closed Mr. Bounderbyâs door, he had reflected that at +least his being obliged to go away was good for her, as it would save her +from the chance of being brought into question for not withdrawing from +him. Though it would cost him a hard pang to leave her, and though he +could think of no similar place in which his condemnation would not +pursue him, perhaps it was almost a relief to be forced away from the +endurance of the last four days, even to unknown difficulties and +distresses. + +So he said, with truth, âIâm more leetsome, Rachael, under ât, than I +couldân ha believed.â It was not her part to make his burden heavier. +She answered with her comforting smile, and the three walked on together. + +Age, especially when it strives to be self-reliant and cheerful, finds +much consideration among the poor. The old woman was so decent and +contented, and made so light of her infirmities, though they had +increased upon her since her former interview with Stephen, that they +both took an interest in her. She was too sprightly to allow of their +walking at a slow pace on her account, but she was very grateful to be +talked to, and very willing to talk to any extent: so, when they came to +their part of the town, she was more brisk and vivacious than ever. + +âCome to my poor place, missus,â said Stephen, âand tak a coop oâ tea. +Rachael will coom then; and arterwards Iâll see thee safe tâ thy +Travellersâ lodgin. âT may be long, Rachael, ere ever I ha thâ chance oâ +thy coompany agen.â + +They complied, and the three went on to the house where he lodged. When +they turned into a narrow street, Stephen glanced at his window with a +dread that always haunted his desolate home; but it was open, as he had +left it, and no one was there. The evil spirit of his life had flitted +away again, months ago, and he had heard no more of her since. The only +evidence of her last return now, were the scantier moveables in his room, +and the grayer hair upon his head. + +He lighted a candle, set out his little tea-board, got hot water from +below, and brought in small portions of tea and sugar, a loaf, and some +butter from the nearest shop. The bread was new and crusty, the butter +fresh, and the sugar lump, of courseâin fulfilment of the standard +testimony of the Coketown magnates, that these people lived like princes, +sir. Rachael made the tea (so large a party necessitated the borrowing +of a cup), and the visitor enjoyed it mightily. It was the first glimpse +of sociality the host had had for many days. He too, with the world a +wide heath before him, enjoyed the mealâagain in corroboration of the +magnates, as exemplifying the utter want of calculation on the part of +these people, sir. + +âI ha never thowt yet, missus,â said Stephen, âoâ askin thy name.â + +The old lady announced herself as âMrs. Pegler.â + +âA widder, I think?â said Stephen. + +âOh, many long years!â Mrs. Peglerâs husband (one of the best on record) +was already dead, by Mrs. Peglerâs calculation, when Stephen was born. + +ââTwere a bad job, too, to lose so good a one,â said Stephen. âOnny +children?â + +Mrs. Peglerâs cup, rattling against her saucer as she held it, denoted +some nervousness on her part. âNo,â she said. âNot now, not now.â + +âDead, Stephen,â Rachael softly hinted. + +âIâm sooary I ha spokân on ât,â said Stephen, âI ought tâ hadn in my mind +as I might touch a sore place. IâI blame myseln.â + +While he excused himself, the old ladyâs cup rattled more and more. âI +had a son,â she said, curiously distressed, and not by any of the usual +appearances of sorrow; âand he did well, wonderfully well. But he is not +to be spoken of if you please. He isââ Putting down her cup, she moved +her hands as if she would have added, by her action, âdead!â Then she +said aloud, âI have lost him.â + +Stephen had not yet got the better of his having given the old lady pain, +when his landlady came stumbling up the narrow stairs, and calling him to +the door, whispered in his ear. Mrs. Pegler was by no means deaf, for +she caught a word as it was uttered. + +âBounderby!â she cried, in a suppressed voice, starting up from the +table. âOh hide me! Donât let me be seen for the world. Donât let him +come up till Iâve got away. Pray, pray!â She trembled, and was +excessively agitated; getting behind Rachael, when Rachael tried to +reassure her; and not seeming to know what she was about. + +âBut hearken, missus, hearken,â said Stephen, astonished. ââTisnât Mr. +Bounderby; âtis his wife. Yoâr not fearfoâ oâ her. Yo was hey-go-mad +about her, but an hour sin.â + +âBut are you sure itâs the lady, and not the gentleman?â she asked, still +trembling. + +âCertain sure!â + +âWell then, pray donât speak to me, nor yet take any notice of me,â said +the old woman. âLet me be quite to myself in this corner.â + +Stephen nodded; looking to Rachael for an explanation, which she was +quite unable to give him; took the candle, went downstairs, and in a few +moments returned, lighting Louisa into the room. She was followed by the +whelp. + +Rachael had risen, and stood apart with her shawl and bonnet in her hand, +when Stephen, himself profoundly astonished by this visit, put the candle +on the table. Then he too stood, with his doubled hand upon the table +near it, waiting to be addressed. + +For the first time in her life Louisa had come into one of the dwellings +of the Coketown Hands; for the first time in her life she was face to +face with anything like individuality in connection with them. She knew +of their existence by hundreds and by thousands. She knew what results +in work a given number of them would produce in a given space of time. +She knew them in crowds passing to and from their nests, like ants or +beetles. But she knew from her reading infinitely more of the ways of +toiling insects than of these toiling men and women. + +Something to be worked so much and paid so much, and there ended; +something to be infallibly settled by laws of supply and demand; +something that blundered against those laws, and floundered into +difficulty; something that was a little pinched when wheat was dear, and +over-ate itself when wheat was cheap; something that increased at such a +rate of percentage, and yielded such another percentage of crime, and +such another percentage of pauperism; something wholesale, of which vast +fortunes were made; something that occasionally rose like a sea, and did +some harm and waste (chiefly to itself), and fell again; this she knew +the Coketown Hands to be. But, she had scarcely thought more of +separating them into units, than of separating the sea itself into its +component drops. + +She stood for some moments looking round the room. From the few chairs, +the few books, the common prints, and the bed, she glanced to the two +women, and to Stephen. + +âI have come to speak to you, in consequence of what passed just now. I +should like to be serviceable to you, if you will let me. Is this your +wife?â + +Rachael raised her eyes, and they sufficiently answered no, and dropped +again. + +âI remember,â said Louisa, reddening at her mistake; âI recollect, now, +to have heard your domestic misfortunes spoken of, though I was not +attending to the particulars at the time. It was not my meaning to ask a +question that would give pain to any one here. If I should ask any other +question that may happen to have that result, give me credit, if you +please, for being in ignorance how to speak to you as I ought.â + +As Stephen had but a little while ago instinctively addressed himself to +her, so she now instinctively addressed herself to Rachael. Her manner +was short and abrupt, yet faltering and timid. + +âHe has told you what has passed between himself and my husband? You +would be his first resource, I think.â + +âI have heard the end of it, young lady,â said Rachael. + +âDid I understand, that, being rejected by one employer, he would +probably be rejected by all? I thought he said as much?â + +âThe chances are very small, young ladyânext to nothingâfor a man who +gets a bad name among them.â + +âWhat shall I understand that you mean by a bad name?â + +âThe name of being troublesome.â + +âThen, by the prejudices of his own class, and by the prejudices of the +other, he is sacrificed alike? Are the two so deeply separated in this +town, that there is no place whatever for an honest workman between +them?â + +Rachael shook her head in silence. + +âHe fell into suspicion,â said Louisa, âwith his fellow-weavers, +becauseâhe had made a promise not to be one of them. I think it must +have been to you that he made that promise. Might I ask you why he made +it?â + +Rachael burst into tears. âI didnât seek it of him, poor lad. I prayed +him to avoid trouble for his own good, little thinking heâd come to it +through me. But I know heâd die a hundred deaths, ere ever heâd break +his word. I know that of him well.â + +Stephen had remained quietly attentive, in his usual thoughtful attitude, +with his hand at his chin. He now spoke in a voice rather less steady +than usual. + +âNo one, excepting myseln, can ever know what honour, anâ what love, anâ +respect, I bear to Rachael, or wiâ what cause. When I passed that +promess, I towd her true, she were thâ Angel oâ my life. âTwere a solemn +promess. âTis gone froâ me, for ever.â + +Louisa turned her head to him, and bent it with a deference that was new +in her. She looked from him to Rachael, and her features softened. +âWhat will you do?â she asked him. And her voice had softened too. + +âWeel, maâam,â said Stephen, making the best of it, with a smile; âwhen I +ha finished off, I mun quit this part, and try another. Fortnet or +misfortnet, a man can but try; thereâs nowt to be done wiâout tryinââcept +laying down and dying.â + +âHow will you travel?â + +âAfoot, my kind ledy, afoot.â + +Louisa coloured, and a purse appeared in her hand. The rustling of a +bank-note was audible, as she unfolded one and laid it on the table. + +âRachael, will you tell himâfor you know how, without offenceâthat this +is freely his, to help him on his way? Will you entreat him to take it?â + +âI canna do that, young lady,â she answered, turning her head aside. +âBless you for thinking oâ the poor lad wiâ such tenderness. But âtis +for him to know his heart, and what is right according to it.â + +Louisa looked, in part incredulous, in part frightened, in part overcome +with quick sympathy, when this man of so much self-command, who had been +so plain and steady through the late interview, lost his composure in a +moment, and now stood with his hand before his face. She stretched out +hers, as if she would have touched him; then checked herself, and +remained still. + +âNot eâen Rachael,â said Stephen, when he stood again with his face +uncovered, âcould mak sitch a kind offerin, by onny words, kinder. Tâ +show that Iâm not a man wiâout reason and gratitude, Iâll tak two pound. +Iâll borrow ât for tâ pay ât back. âTwill be the sweetest work as ever I +ha done, that puts it in my power tâ acknowledge once more my lastin +thankfulness for this present action.â + +She was fain to take up the note again, and to substitute the much +smaller sum he had named. He was neither courtly, nor handsome, nor +picturesque, in any respect; and yet his manner of accepting it, and of +expressing his thanks without more words, had a grace in it that Lord +Chesterfield could not have taught his son in a century. + +Tom had sat upon the bed, swinging one leg and sucking his walking-stick +with sufficient unconcern, until the visit had attained this stage. +Seeing his sister ready to depart, he got up, rather hurriedly, and put +in a word. + +âJust wait a moment, Loo! Before we go, I should like to speak to him a +moment. Something comes into my head. If youâll step out on the stairs, +Blackpool, Iâll mention it. Never mind a light, man!â Tom was +remarkably impatient of his moving towards the cupboard, to get one. âIt +donât want a light.â + +Stephen followed him out, and Tom closed the room door, and held the lock +in his hand. + +âI say!â he whispered. âI think I can do you a good turn. Donât ask me +what it is, because it may not come to anything. But thereâs no harm in +my trying.â + +His breath fell like a flame of fire on Stephenâs ear, it was so hot. + +âThat was our light porter at the Bank,â said Tom, âwho brought you the +message to-night. I call him our light porter, because I belong to the +Bank too.â + +Stephen thought, âWhat a hurry he is in!â He spoke so confusedly. + +âWell!â said Tom. âNow look here! When are you off?â + +âTâ dayâs Monday,â replied Stephen, considering. âWhy, sir, Friday or +Saturday, nigh âbout.â + +âFriday or Saturday,â said Tom. âNow look here! I am not sure that I +can do you the good turn I want to do youâthatâs my sister, you know, in +your roomâbut I may be able to, and if I should not be able to, thereâs +no harm done. So I tell you what. Youâll know our light porter again?â + +âYes, sure,â said Stephen. + +âVery well,â returned Tom. âWhen you leave work of a night, between this +and your going away, just hang about the Bank an hour or so, will you? +Donât take on, as if you meant anything, if he should see you hanging +about there; because I shanât put him up to speak to you, unless I find I +can do you the service I want to do you. In that case heâll have a note +or a message for you, but not else. Now look here! You are sure you +understand.â + +He had wormed a finger, in the darkness, through a button-hole of +Stephenâs coat, and was screwing that corner of the garment tight up +round and round, in an extraordinary manner. + +âI understand, sir,â said Stephen. + +âNow look here!â repeated Tom. âBe sure you donât make any mistake then, +and donât forget. I shall tell my sister as we go home, what I have in +view, and sheâll approve, I know. Now look here! Youâre all right, are +you? You understand all about it? Very well then. Come along, Loo!â + +He pushed the door open as he called to her, but did not return into the +room, or wait to be lighted down the narrow stairs. He was at the bottom +when she began to descend, and was in the street before she could take +his arm. + +Mrs. Pegler remained in her corner until the brother and sister were +gone, and until Stephen came back with the candle in his hand. She was +in a state of inexpressible admiration of Mrs. Bounderby, and, like an +unaccountable old woman, wept, âbecause she was such a pretty dear.â Yet +Mrs. Pegler was so flurried lest the object of her admiration should +return by chance, or anybody else should come, that her cheerfulness was +ended for that night. It was late too, to people who rose early and +worked hard; therefore the party broke up; and Stephen and Rachael +escorted their mysterious acquaintance to the door of the Travellersâ +Coffee House, where they parted from her. + +They walked back together to the corner of the street where Rachael +lived, and as they drew nearer and nearer to it, silence crept upon them. +When they came to the dark corner where their unfrequent meetings always +ended, they stopped, still silent, as if both were afraid to speak. + +âI shall strive tâ see thee agen, Rachael, afore I go, but if notââ + +âThou wilt not, Stephen, I know. âTis better that we make up our minds +to be open wiâ one another.â + +âThouârt awlus right. âTis bolder and better. I ha been thinkin then, +Rachael, that as âtis but a day or two that remains, âtwere better for +thee, my dear, not tâ be seen wiâ me. âT might bring thee into trouble, +fur no good.â + +ââTis not for that, Stephen, that I mind. But thou knowâst our old +agreement. âTis for that.â + +âWell, well,â said he. ââTis better, onnyways.â + +âThouâlt write to me, and tell me all that happens, Stephen?â + +âYes. What can I say now, but Heaven be wiâ thee, Heaven bless thee, +Heaven thank thee and reward thee!â + +âMay it bless thee, Stephen, too, in all thy wanderings, and send thee +peace and rest at last!â + +âI towd thee, my dear,â said Stephen Blackpoolââthat nightâthat I would +never see or think oâ onnything that angered me, but thou, so much better +than me, shouldâst be beside it. Thouârt beside it now. Thou makâst me +see it wiâ a better eye. Bless thee. Good night. Good-bye!â + +It was but a hurried parting in a common street, yet it was a sacred +remembrance to these two common people. Utilitarian economists, +skeletons of schoolmasters, Commissioners of Fact, genteel and used-up +infidels, gabblers of many little dogâs-eared creeds, the poor you will +have always with you. Cultivate in them, while there is yet time, the +utmost graces of the fancies and affections, to adorn their lives so much +in need of ornament; or, in the day of your triumph, when romance is +utterly driven out of their souls, and they and a bare existence stand +face to face, Reality will take a wolfish turn, and make an end of you. + +Stephen worked the next day, and the next, uncheered by a word from any +one, and shunned in all his comings and goings as before. At the end of +the second day, he saw land; at the end of the third, his loom stood +empty. + +He had overstayed his hour in the street outside the Bank, on each of the +two first evenings; and nothing had happened there, good or bad. That he +might not be remiss in his part of the engagement, he resolved to wait +full two hours, on this third and last night. + +There was the lady who had once kept Mr. Bounderbyâs house, sitting at +the first-floor window as he had seen her before; and there was the light +porter, sometimes talking with her there, and sometimes looking over the +blind below which had BANK upon it, and sometimes coming to the door and +standing on the steps for a breath of air. When he first came out, +Stephen thought he might be looking for him, and passed near; but the +light porter only cast his winking eyes upon him slightly, and said +nothing. + +Two hours were a long stretch of lounging about, after a long dayâs +labour. Stephen sat upon the step of a door, leaned against a wall under +an archway, strolled up and down, listened for the church clock, stopped +and watched children playing in the street. Some purpose or other is so +natural to every one, that a mere loiterer always looks and feels +remarkable. When the first hour was out, Stephen even began to have an +uncomfortable sensation upon him of being for the time a disreputable +character. + +Then came the lamplighter, and two lengthening lines of light all down +the long perspective of the street, until they were blended and lost in +the distance. Mrs. Sparsit closed the first-floor window, drew down the +blind, and went up-stairs. Presently, a light went up-stairs after her, +passing first the fanlight of the door, and afterwards the two staircase +windows, on its way up. By and by, one corner of the second-floor blind +was disturbed, as if Mrs. Sparsitâs eye were there; also the other +corner, as if the light porterâs eye were on that side. Still, no +communication was made to Stephen. Much relieved when the two hours were +at last accomplished, he went away at a quick pace, as a recompense for +so much loitering. + +He had only to take leave of his landlady, and lie down on his temporary +bed upon the floor; for his bundle was made up for to-morrow, and all was +arranged for his departure. He meant to be clear of the town very early; +before the Hands were in the streets. + +It was barely daybreak, when, with a parting look round his room, +mournfully wondering whether he should ever see it again, he went out. +The town was as entirely deserted as if the inhabitants had abandoned it, +rather than hold communication with him. Everything looked wan at that +hour. Even the coming sun made but a pale waste in the sky, like a sad +sea. + +By the place where Rachael lived, though it was not in his way; by the +red brick streets; by the great silent factories, not trembling yet; by +the railway, where the danger-lights were waning in the strengthening +day; by the railwayâs crazy neighbourhood, half pulled down and half +built up; by scattered red brick villas, where the besmoked evergreens +were sprinkled with a dirty powder, like untidy snuff-takers; by +coal-dust paths and many varieties of ugliness; Stephen got to the top of +the hill, and looked back. + +Day was shining radiantly upon the town then, and the bells were going +for the morning work. Domestic fires were not yet lighted, and the high +chimneys had the sky to themselves. Puffing out their poisonous volumes, +they would not be long in hiding it; but, for half an hour, some of the +many windows were golden, which showed the Coketown people a sun +eternally in eclipse, through a medium of smoked glass. + +So strange to turn from the chimneys to the birds. So strange, to have +the road-dust on his feet instead of the coal-grit. So strange to have +lived to his time of life, and yet to be beginning like a boy this summer +morning! With these musings in his mind, and his bundle under his arm, +Stephen took his attentive face along the high road. And the trees +arched over him, whispering that he left a true and loving heart behind. + + + +CHAPTER VII +GUNPOWDER + + +MR. JAMES HARTHOUSE, âgoing inâ for his adopted party, soon began to +score. With the aid of a little more coaching for the political sages, a +little more genteel listlessness for the general society, and a tolerable +management of the assumed honesty in dishonesty, most effective and most +patronized of the polite deadly sins, he speedily came to be considered +of much promise. The not being troubled with earnestness was a grand +point in his favour, enabling him to take to the hard Fact fellows with +as good a grace as if he had been born one of the tribe, and to throw all +other tribes overboard, as conscious hypocrites. + +âWhom none of us believe, my dear Mrs. Bounderby, and who do not believe +themselves. The only difference between us and the professors of virtue +or benevolence, or philanthropyânever mind the nameâis, that we know it +is all meaningless, and say so; while they know it equally and will never +say so.â + +Why should she be shocked or warned by this reiteration? It was not so +unlike her fatherâs principles, and her early training, that it need +startle her. Where was the great difference between the two schools, +when each chained her down to material realities, and inspired her with +no faith in anything else? What was there in her soul for James +Harthouse to destroy, which Thomas Gradgrind had nurtured there in its +state of innocence! + +It was even the worse for her at this pass, that in her mindâimplanted +there before her eminently practical father began to form itâa struggling +disposition to believe in a wider and nobler humanity than she had ever +heard of, constantly strove with doubts and resentments. With doubts, +because the aspiration had been so laid waste in her youth. With +resentments, because of the wrong that had been done her, if it were +indeed a whisper of the truth. Upon a nature long accustomed to +self-suppression, thus torn and divided, the Harthouse philosophy came as +a relief and justification. Everything being hollow and worthless, she +had missed nothing and sacrificed nothing. What did it matter, she had +said to her father, when he proposed her husband. What did it matter, +she said still. With a scornful self-reliance, she asked herself, What +did anything matterâand went on. + +Towards what? Step by step, onward and downward, towards some end, yet +so gradually, that she believed herself to remain motionless. As to Mr. +Harthouse, whither _he_ tended, he neither considered nor cared. He had +no particular design or plan before him: no energetic wickedness ruffled +his lassitude. He was as much amused and interested, at present, as it +became so fine a gentleman to be; perhaps even more than it would have +been consistent with his reputation to confess. Soon after his arrival +he languidly wrote to his brother, the honourable and jocular member, +that the Bounderbys were âgreat fun;â and further, that the female +Bounderby, instead of being the Gorgon he had expected, was young, and +remarkably pretty. After that, he wrote no more about them, and devoted +his leisure chiefly to their house. He was very often in their house, in +his flittings and visitings about the Coketown district; and was much +encouraged by Mr. Bounderby. It was quite in Mr. Bounderbyâs gusty way +to boast to all his world that _he_ didnât care about your highly +connected people, but that if his wife Tom Gradgrindâs daughter did, she +was welcome to their company. + +Mr. James Harthouse began to think it would be a new sensation, if the +face which changed so beautifully for the whelp, would change for him. + +He was quick enough to observe; he had a good memory, and did not forget +a word of the brotherâs revelations. He interwove them with everything +he saw of the sister, and he began to understand her. To be sure, the +better and profounder part of her character was not within his scope of +perception; for in natures, as in seas, depth answers unto depth; but he +soon began to read the rest with a studentâs eye. + +Mr. Bounderby had taken possession of a house and grounds, about fifteen +miles from the town, and accessible within a mile or two, by a railway +striding on many arches over a wild country, undermined by deserted +coal-shafts, and spotted at night by fires and black shapes of stationary +engines at pitsâ mouths. This country, gradually softening towards the +neighbourhood of Mr. Bounderbyâs retreat, there mellowed into a rustic +landscape, golden with heath, and snowy with hawthorn in the spring of +the year, and tremulous with leaves and their shadows all the summer +time. The bank had foreclosed a mortgage effected on the property thus +pleasantly situated, by one of the Coketown magnates, who, in his +determination to make a shorter cut than usual to an enormous fortune, +overspeculated himself by about two hundred thousand pounds. These +accidents did sometimes happen in the best regulated families of +Coketown, but the bankrupts had no connexion whatever with the +improvident classes. + +It afforded Mr. Bounderby supreme satisfaction to instal himself in this +snug little estate, and with demonstrative humility to grow cabbages in +the flower-garden. He delighted to live, barrack-fashion, among the +elegant furniture, and he bullied the very pictures with his origin. +âWhy, sir,â he would say to a visitor, âI am told that Nickits,â the late +owner, âgave seven hundred pound for that Seabeach. Now, to be plain +with you, if I ever, in the whole course of my life, take seven looks at +it, at a hundred pound a look, it will be as much as I shall do. No, by +George! I donât forget that I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. For +years upon years, the only pictures in my possession, or that I could +have got into my possession, by any means, unless I stole âem, were the +engravings of a man shaving himself in a boot, on the blacking bottles +that I was overjoyed to use in cleaning boots with, and that I sold when +they were empty for a farthing a-piece, and glad to get it!â + +Then he would address Mr. Harthouse in the same style. + +âHarthouse, you have a couple of horses down here. Bring half a dozen +more if you like, and weâll find room for âem. Thereâs stabling in this +place for a dozen horses; and unless Nickits is belied, he kept the full +number. A round dozen of âem, sir. When that man was a boy, he went to +Westminster School. Went to Westminster School as a Kingâs Scholar, when +I was principally living on garbage, and sleeping in market baskets. +Why, if I wanted to keep a dozen horsesâwhich I donât, for oneâs enough +for meâI couldnât bear to see âem in their stalls here, and think what my +own lodging used to be. I couldnât look at âem, sir, and not order âem +out. Yet so things come round. You see this place; you know what sort +of a place it is; you are aware that thereâs not a completer place of its +size in this kingdom or elsewhereâI donât care whereâand here, got into +the middle of it, like a maggot into a nut, is Josiah Bounderby. While +Nickits (as a man came into my office, and told me yesterday), Nickits, +who used to act in Latin, in the Westminster School plays, with the +chief-justices and nobility of this country applauding him till they were +black in the face, is drivelling at this minuteâdrivelling, sir!âin a +fifth floor, up a narrow dark back street in Antwerp.â + +It was among the leafy shadows of this retirement, in the long sultry +summer days, that Mr. Harthouse began to prove the face which had set him +wondering when he first saw it, and to try if it would change for him. + +âMrs. Bounderby, I esteem it a most fortunate accident that I find you +alone here. I have for some time had a particular wish to speak to you.â + +It was not by any wonderful accident that he found her, the time of day +being that at which she was always alone, and the place being her +favourite resort. It was an opening in a dark wood, where some felled +trees lay, and where she would sit watching the fallen leaves of last +year, as she had watched the falling ashes at home. + +He sat down beside her, with a glance at her face. + +âYour brother. My young friend Tomââ + +Her colour brightened, and she turned to him with a look of interest. âI +never in my life,â he thought, âsaw anything so remarkable and so +captivating as the lighting of those features!â His face betrayed his +thoughtsâperhaps without betraying him, for it might have been according +to its instructions so to do. + +âPardon me. The expression of your sisterly interest is so beautifulâTom +should be so proud of itâI know this is inexcusable, but I am so +compelled to admire.â + +âBeing so impulsive,â she said composedly. + +âMrs. Bounderby, no: you know I make no pretence with you. You know I am +a sordid piece of human nature, ready to sell myself at any time for any +reasonable sum, and altogether incapable of any Arcadian proceeding +whatever.â + +âI am waiting,â she returned, âfor your further reference to my brother.â + +âYou are rigid with me, and I deserve it. I am as worthless a dog as you +will find, except that I am not falseânot false. But you surprised and +started me from my subject, which was your brother. I have an interest +in him.â + +âHave you an interest in anything, Mr. Harthouse?â she asked, half +incredulously and half gratefully. + +âIf you had asked me when I first came here, I should have said no. I +must say nowâeven at the hazard of appearing to make a pretence, and of +justly awakening your incredulityâyes.â + +She made a slight movement, as if she were trying to speak, but could not +find voice; at length she said, âMr. Harthouse, I give you credit for +being interested in my brother.â + +âThank you. I claim to deserve it. You know how little I do claim, but +I will go that length. You have done so much for him, you are so fond of +him; your whole life, Mrs. Bounderby, expresses such charming +self-forgetfulness on his accountâpardon me againâI am running wide of +the subject. I am interested in him for his own sake.â + +She had made the slightest action possible, as if she would have risen in +a hurry and gone away. He had turned the course of what he said at that +instant, and she remained. + +âMrs. Bounderby,â he resumed, in a lighter manner, and yet with a show of +effort in assuming it, which was even more expressive than the manner he +dismissed; âit is no irrevocable offence in a young fellow of your +brotherâs years, if he is heedless, inconsiderate, and expensiveâa little +dissipated, in the common phrase. Is he?â + +âYes.â + +âAllow me to be frank. Do you think he games at all?â + +âI think he makes bets.â Mr. Harthouse waiting, as if that were not her +whole answer, she added, âI know he does.â + +âOf course he loses?â + +âYes.â + +âEverybody does lose who bets. May I hint at the probability of your +sometimes supplying him with money for these purposes?â + +She sat, looking down; but, at this question, raised her eyes searchingly +and a little resentfully. + +âAcquit me of impertinent curiosity, my dear Mrs. Bounderby. I think Tom +may be gradually falling into trouble, and I wish to stretch out a +helping hand to him from the depths of my wicked experience.âShall I say +again, for his sake? Is that necessary?â + +She seemed to try to answer, but nothing came of it. + +âCandidly to confess everything that has occurred to me,â said James +Harthouse, again gliding with the same appearance of effort into his more +airy manner; âI will confide to you my doubt whether he has had many +advantages. Whetherâforgive my plainnessâwhether any great amount of +confidence is likely to have been established between himself and his +most worthy father.â + +âI do not,â said Louisa, flushing with her own great remembrance in that +wise, âthink it likely.â + +âOr, between himself, andâI may trust to your perfect understanding of my +meaning, I am sureâand his highly esteemed brother-in-law.â + +She flushed deeper and deeper, and was burning red when she replied in a +fainter voice, âI do not think that likely, either.â + +âMrs. Bounderby,â said Harthouse, after a short silence, âmay there be a +better confidence between yourself and me? Tom has borrowed a +considerable sum of you?â + +âYou will understand, Mr. Harthouse,â she returned, after some +indecision: she had been more or less uncertain, and troubled throughout +the conversation, and yet had in the main preserved her self-contained +manner; âyou will understand that if I tell you what you press to know, +it is not by way of complaint or regret. I would never complain of +anything, and what I have done I do not in the least regret.â + +âSo spirited, too!â thought James Harthouse. + +âWhen I married, I found that my brother was even at that time heavily in +debt. Heavily for him, I mean. Heavily enough to oblige me to sell some +trinkets. They were no sacrifice. I sold them very willingly. I +attached no value to them. They, were quite worthless to me.â + +Either she saw in his face that he knew, or she only feared in her +conscience that he knew, that she spoke of some of her husbandâs gifts. +She stopped, and reddened again. If he had not known it before, he would +have known it then, though he had been a much duller man than he was. + +âSince then, I have given my brother, at various times, what money I +could spare: in short, what money I have had. Confiding in you at all, +on the faith of the interest you profess for him, I will not do so by +halves. Since you have been in the habit of visiting here, he has wanted +in one sum as much as a hundred pounds. I have not been able to give it +to him. I have felt uneasy for the consequences of his being so +involved, but I have kept these secrets until now, when I trust them to +your honour. I have held no confidence with any one, becauseâyou +anticipated my reason just now.â She abruptly broke off. + +He was a ready man, and he saw, and seized, an opportunity here of +presenting her own image to her, slightly disguised as her brother. + +âMrs. Bounderby, though a graceless person, of the world worldly, I feel +the utmost interest, I assure you, in what you tell me. I cannot +possibly be hard upon your brother. I understand and share the wise +consideration with which you regard his errors. With all possible +respect both for Mr. Gradgrind and for Mr. Bounderby, I think I perceive +that he has not been fortunate in his training. Bred at a disadvantage +towards the society in which he has his part to play, he rushes into +these extremes for himself, from opposite extremes that have long been +forcedâwith the very best intentions we have no doubtâupon him. Mr. +Bounderbyâs fine bluff English independence, though a most charming +characteristic, does notâas we have agreedâinvite confidence. If I might +venture to remark that it is the least in the world deficient in that +delicacy to which a youth mistaken, a character misconceived, and +abilities misdirected, would turn for relief and guidance, I should +express what it presents to my own view.â + +As she sat looking straight before her, across the changing lights upon +the grass into the darkness of the wood beyond, he saw in her face her +application of his very distinctly uttered words. + +âAll allowance,â he continued, âmust be made. I have one great fault to +find with Tom, however, which I cannot forgive, and for which I take him +heavily to account.â + +Louisa turned her eyes to his face, and asked him what fault was that? + +âPerhaps,â he returned, âI have said enough. Perhaps it would have been +better, on the whole, if no allusion to it had escaped me.â + +âYou alarm me, Mr. Harthouse. Pray let me know it.â + +âTo relieve you from needless apprehensionâand as this confidence +regarding your brother, which I prize I am sure above all possible +things, has been established between usâI obey. I cannot forgive him for +not being more sensible in every word, look, and act of his life, of the +affection of his best friend; of the devotion of his best friend; of her +unselfishness; of her sacrifice. The return he makes her, within my +observation, is a very poor one. What she has done for him demands his +constant love and gratitude, not his ill-humour and caprice. Careless +fellow as I am, I am not so indifferent, Mrs. Bounderby, as to be +regardless of this vice in your brother, or inclined to consider it a +venial offence.â + +The wood floated before her, for her eyes were suffused with tears. They +rose from a deep well, long concealed, and her heart was filled with +acute pain that found no relief in them. + +âIn a word, it is to correct your brother in this, Mrs. Bounderby, that I +must aspire. My better knowledge of his circumstances, and my direction +and advice in extricating themârather valuable, I hope, as coming from a +scapegrace on a much larger scaleâwill give me some influence over him, +and all I gain I shall certainly use towards this end. I have said +enough, and more than enough. I seem to be protesting that I am a sort +of good fellow, when, upon my honour, I have not the least intention to +make any protestation to that effect, and openly announce that I am +nothing of the sort. Yonder, among the trees,â he added, having lifted +up his eyes and looked about; for he had watched her closely until now; +âis your brother himself; no doubt, just come down. As he seems to be +loitering in this direction, it may be as well, perhaps, to walk towards +him, and throw ourselves in his way. He has been very silent and doleful +of late. Perhaps, his brotherly conscience is touchedâif there are such +things as consciences. Though, upon my honour, I hear of them much too +often to believe in them.â + +He assisted her to rise, and she took his arm, and they advanced to meet +the whelp. He was idly beating the branches as he lounged along: or he +stooped viciously to rip the moss from the trees with his stick. He was +startled when they came upon him while he was engaged in this latter +pastime, and his colour changed. + +âHalloa!â he stammered; âI didnât know you were here.â + +âWhose name, Tom,â said Mr. Harthouse, putting his hand upon his shoulder +and turning him, so that they all three walked towards the house +together, âhave you been carving on the trees?â + +âWhose name?â returned Tom. âOh! You mean what girlâs name?â + +âYou have a suspicious appearance of inscribing some fair creatureâs on +the bark, Tom.â + + [Picture: Mr. Harthouse and Tom Gradgrind in the garden] + +âNot much of that, Mr. Harthouse, unless some fair creature with a +slashing fortune at her own disposal would take a fancy to me. Or she +might be as ugly as she was rich, without any fear of losing me. Iâd +carve her name as often as she liked.â + +âI am afraid you are mercenary, Tom.â + +âMercenary,â repeated Tom. âWho is not mercenary? Ask my sister.â + +âHave you so proved it to be a failing of mine, Tom?â said Louisa, +showing no other sense of his discontent and ill-nature. + +âYou know whether the cap fits you, Loo,â returned her brother sulkily. +âIf it does, you can wear it.â + +âTom is misanthropical to-day, as all bored people are now and then,â +said Mr. Harthouse. âDonât believe him, Mrs. Bounderby. He knows much +better. I shall disclose some of his opinions of you, privately +expressed to me, unless he relents a little.â + +âAt all events, Mr. Harthouse,â said Tom, softening in his admiration of +his patron, but shaking his head sullenly too, âyou canât tell her that I +ever praised her for being mercenary. I may have praised her for being +the contrary, and I should do it again, if I had as good reason. +However, never mind this now; itâs not very interesting to you, and I am +sick of the subject.â + +They walked on to the house, where Louisa quitted her visitorâs arm and +went in. He stood looking after her, as she ascended the steps, and +passed into the shadow of the door; then put his hand upon her brotherâs +shoulder again, and invited him with a confidential nod to a walk in the +garden. + +âTom, my fine fellow, I want to have a word with you.â + +They had stopped among a disorder of rosesâit was part of Mr. Bounderbyâs +humility to keep Nickitsâs roses on a reduced scaleâand Tom sat down on a +terrace-parapet, plucking buds and picking them to pieces; while his +powerful Familiar stood over him, with a foot upon the parapet, and his +figure easily resting on the arm supported by that knee. They were just +visible from her window. Perhaps she saw them. + +âTom, whatâs the matter?â + +âOh! Mr. Harthouse,â said Tom with a groan, âI am hard up, and bothered +out of my life.â + +âMy good fellow, so am I.â + +âYou!â returned Tom. âYou are the picture of independence. Mr. +Harthouse, I am in a horrible mess. You have no idea what a state I have +got myself intoâwhat a state my sister might have got me out of, if she +would only have done it.â + +He took to biting the rosebuds now, and tearing them away from his teeth +with a hand that trembled like an infirm old manâs. After one +exceedingly observant look at him, his companion relapsed into his +lightest air. + +âTom, you are inconsiderate: you expect too much of your sister. You +have had money of her, you dog, you know you have.â + +âWell, Mr. Harthouse, I know I have. How else was I to get it? Hereâs +old Bounderby always boasting that at my age he lived upon twopence a +month, or something of that sort. Hereâs my father drawing what he calls +a line, and tying me down to it from a baby, neck and heels. Hereâs my +mother who never has anything of her own, except her complaints. What +_is_ a fellow to do for money, and where _am_ I to look for it, if not to +my sister?â + +He was almost crying, and scattered the buds about by dozens. Mr. +Harthouse took him persuasively by the coat. + +âBut, my dear Tom, if your sister has not got itââ + +âNot got it, Mr. Harthouse? I donât say she has got it. I may have +wanted more than she was likely to have got. But then she ought to get +it. She could get it. Itâs of no use pretending to make a secret of +matters now, after what I have told you already; you know she didnât +marry old Bounderby for her own sake, or for his sake, but for my sake. +Then why doesnât she get what I want, out of him, for my sake? She is +not obliged to say what she is going to do with it; she is sharp enough; +she could manage to coax it out of him, if she chose. Then why doesnât +she choose, when I tell her of what consequence it is? But no. There +she sits in his company like a stone, instead of making herself agreeable +and getting it easily. I donât know what you may call this, but I call +it unnatural conduct.â + +There was a piece of ornamental water immediately below the parapet, on +the other side, into which Mr. James Harthouse had a very strong +inclination to pitch Mr. Thomas Gradgrind junior, as the injured men of +Coketown threatened to pitch their property into the Atlantic. But he +preserved his easy attitude; and nothing more solid went over the stone +balustrades than the accumulated rosebuds now floating about, a little +surface-island. + +âMy dear Tom,â said Harthouse, âlet me try to be your banker.â + +âFor Godâs sake,â replied Tom, suddenly, âdonât talk about bankers!â And +very white he looked, in contrast with the roses. Very white. + +Mr. Harthouse, as a thoroughly well-bred man, accustomed to the best +society, was not to be surprisedâhe could as soon have been affectedâbut +he raised his eyelids a little more, as if they were lifted by a feeble +touch of wonder. Albeit it was as much against the precepts of his +school to wonder, as it was against the doctrines of the Gradgrind +College. + +âWhat is the present need, Tom? Three figures? Out with them. Say what +they are.â + +âMr. Harthouse,â returned Tom, now actually crying; and his tears were +better than his injuries, however pitiful a figure he made: âitâs too +late; the money is of no use to me at present. I should have had it +before to be of use to me. But I am very much obliged to you; youâre a +true friend.â + +A true friend! âWhelp, whelp!â thought Mr. Harthouse, lazily; âwhat an +Ass you are!â + +âAnd I take your offer as a great kindness,â said Tom, grasping his hand. +âAs a great kindness, Mr. Harthouse.â + +âWell,â returned the other, âit may be of more use by and by. And, my +good fellow, if you will open your bedevilments to me when they come +thick upon you, I may show you better ways out of them than you can find +for yourself.â + +âThank you,â said Tom, shaking his head dismally, and chewing rosebuds. +âI wish I had known you sooner, Mr. Harthouse.â + +âNow, you see, Tom,â said Mr. Harthouse in conclusion, himself tossing +over a rose or two, as a contribution to the island, which was always +drifting to the wall as if it wanted to become a part of the mainland: +âevery man is selfish in everything he does, and I am exactly like the +rest of my fellow-creatures. I am desperately intent;â the languor of +his desperation being quite tropical; âon your softening towards your +sisterâwhich you ought to do; and on your being a more loving and +agreeable sort of brotherâwhich you ought to be.â + +âI will be, Mr. Harthouse.â + +âNo time like the present, Tom. Begin at once.â + +âCertainly I will. And my sister Loo shall say so.â + +âHaving made which bargain, Tom,â said Harthouse, clapping him on the +shoulder again, with an air which left him at liberty to inferâas he did, +poor foolâthat this condition was imposed upon him in mere careless good +nature to lessen his sense of obligation, âwe will tear ourselves asunder +until dinner-time.â + +When Tom appeared before dinner, though his mind seemed heavy enough, his +body was on the alert; and he appeared before Mr. Bounderby came in. âI +didnât mean to be cross, Loo,â he said, giving her his hand, and kissing +her. âI know you are fond of me, and you know I am fond of you.â + +After this, there was a smile upon Louisaâs face that day, for some one +else. Alas, for some one else! + +âSo much the less is the whelp the only creature that she cares for,â +thought James Harthouse, reversing the reflection of his first dayâs +knowledge of her pretty face. âSo much the less, so much the less.â + + + +CHAPTER VIII +EXPLOSION + + +THE next morning was too bright a morning for sleep, and James Harthouse +rose early, and sat in the pleasant bay window of his dressing-room, +smoking the rare tobacco that had had so wholesome an influence on his +young friend. Reposing in the sunlight, with the fragrance of his +eastern pipe about him, and the dreamy smoke vanishing into the air, so +rich and soft with summer odours, he reckoned up his advantages as an +idle winner might count his gains. He was not at all bored for the time, +and could give his mind to it. + +He had established a confidence with her, from which her husband was +excluded. He had established a confidence with her, that absolutely +turned upon her indifference towards her husband, and the absence, now +and at all times, of any congeniality between them. He had artfully, but +plainly, assured her that he knew her heart in its last most delicate +recesses; he had come so near to her through its tenderest sentiment; he +had associated himself with that feeling; and the barrier behind which +she lived, had melted away. All very odd, and very satisfactory! + +And yet he had not, even now, any earnest wickedness of purpose in him. +Publicly and privately, it were much better for the age in which he +lived, that he and the legion of whom he was one were designedly bad, +than indifferent and purposeless. It is the drifting icebergs setting +with any current anywhere, that wreck the ships. + +When the Devil goeth about like a roaring lion, he goeth about in a shape +by which few but savages and hunters are attracted. But, when he is +trimmed, smoothed, and varnished, according to the mode; when he is +aweary of vice, and aweary of virtue, used up as to brimstone, and used +up as to bliss; then, whether he take to the serving out of red tape, or +to the kindling of red fire, he is the very Devil. + +So James Harthouse reclined in the window, indolently smoking, and +reckoning up the steps he had taken on the road by which he happened to +be travelling. The end to which it led was before him, pretty plainly; +but he troubled himself with no calculations about it. What will be, +will be. + +As he had rather a long ride to take that dayâfor there was a public +occasion âto doâ at some distance, which afforded a tolerable opportunity +of going in for the Gradgrind menâhe dressed early and went down to +breakfast. He was anxious to see if she had relapsed since the previous +evening. No. He resumed where he had left off. There was a look of +interest for him again. + +He got through the day as much (or as little) to his own satisfaction, as +was to be expected under the fatiguing circumstances; and came riding +back at six oâclock. There was a sweep of some half-mile between the +lodge and the house, and he was riding along at a foot pace over the +smooth gravel, once Nickitsâs, when Mr. Bounderby burst out of the +shrubbery, with such violence as to make his horse shy across the road. + +âHarthouse!â cried Mr. Bounderby. âHave you heard?â + +âHeard what?â said Harthouse, soothing his horse, and inwardly favouring +Mr. Bounderby with no good wishes. + +âThen you _havenât_ heard!â + +âI have heard you, and so has this brute. I have heard nothing else.â + +Mr. Bounderby, red and hot, planted himself in the centre of the path +before the horseâs head, to explode his bombshell with more effect. + +âThe Bankâs robbed!â + +âYou donât mean it!â + +âRobbed last night, sir. Robbed in an extraordinary manner. Robbed with +a false key.â + +âOf much?â + +Mr. Bounderby, in his desire to make the most of it, really seemed +mortified by being obliged to reply, âWhy, no; not of very much. But it +might have been.â + +âOf how much?â + +âOh! as a sumâif you stick to a sumâof not more than a hundred and fifty +pound,â said Bounderby, with impatience. âBut itâs not the sum; itâs the +fact. Itâs the fact of the Bank being robbed, thatâs the important +circumstance. I am surprised you donât see it.â + +âMy dear Bounderby,â said James, dismounting, and giving his bridle to +his servant, âI _do_ see it; and am as overcome as you can possibly +desire me to be, by the spectacle afforded to my mental view. +Nevertheless, I may be allowed, I hope, to congratulate youâwhich I do +with all my soul, I assure youâon your not having sustained a greater +loss.â + +âThankâee,â replied Bounderby, in a short, ungracious manner. âBut I +tell you what. It might have been twenty thousand pound.â + +âI suppose it might.â + +âSuppose it might! By the Lord, you _may_ suppose so. By George!â said +Mr. Bounderby, with sundry menacing nods and shakes of his head. âIt +might have been twice twenty. Thereâs no knowing what it would have +been, or wouldnât have been, as it was, but for the fellowsâ being +disturbed.â + +Louisa had come up now, and Mrs. Sparsit, and Bitzer. + +âHereâs Tom Gradgrindâs daughter knows pretty well what it might have +been, if you donât,â blustered Bounderby. âDropped, sir, as if she was +shot when I told her! Never knew her do such a thing before. Does her +credit, under the circumstances, in my opinion!â + +She still looked faint and pale. James Harthouse begged her to take his +arm; and as they moved on very slowly, asked her how the robbery had been +committed. + +âWhy, I am going to tell you,â said Bounderby, irritably giving his arm +to Mrs. Sparsit. âIf you hadnât been so mighty particular about the sum, +I should have begun to tell you before. You know this lady (for she _is_ +a lady), Mrs. Sparsit?â + +âI have already had the honourââ + +âVery well. And this young man, Bitzer, you saw him too on the same +occasion?â Mr. Harthouse inclined his head in assent, and Bitzer +knuckled his forehead. + +âVery well. They live at the Bank. You know they live at the Bank, +perhaps? Very well. Yesterday afternoon, at the close of business +hours, everything was put away as usual. In the iron room that this +young fellow sleeps outside of, there was never mind how much. In the +little safe in young Tomâs closet, the safe used for petty purposes, +there was a hundred and fifty odd pound.â + +âA hundred and fifty-four, seven, one,â said Bitzer. + +âCome!â retorted Bounderby, stopping to wheel round upon him, âletâs have +none of _your_ interruptions. Itâs enough to be robbed while youâre +snoring because youâre too comfortable, without being put right with +_your_ four seven ones. I didnât snore, myself, when I was your age, let +me tell you. I hadnât victuals enough to snore. And I didnât four seven +one. Not if I knew it.â + +Bitzer knuckled his forehead again, in a sneaking manner, and seemed at +once particularly impressed and depressed by the instance last given of +Mr. Bounderbyâs moral abstinence. + +âA hundred and fifty odd pound,â resumed Mr. Bounderby. âThat sum of +money, young Tom locked in his safe, not a very strong safe, but thatâs +no matter now. Everything was left, all right. Some time in the night, +while this young fellow snoredâMrs. Sparsit, maâam, you say you have +heard him snore?â + +âSir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âI cannot say that I have heard him +precisely snore, and therefore must not make that statement. But on +winter evenings, when he has fallen asleep at his table, I have heard +him, what I should prefer to describe as partially choke. I have heard +him on such occasions produce sounds of a nature similar to what may be +sometimes heard in Dutch clocks. Not,â said Mrs. Sparsit, with a lofty +sense of giving strict evidence, âthat I would convey any imputation on +his moral character. Far from it. I have always considered Bitzer a +young man of the most upright principle; and to that I beg to bear my +testimony.â + +âWell!â said the exasperated Bounderby, âwhile he was snoring, _or_ +choking, _or_ Dutch-clocking, _or_ something _or_ otherâbeing asleepâsome +fellows, somehow, whether previously concealed in the house or not +remains to be seen, got to young Tomâs safe, forced it, and abstracted +the contents. Being then disturbed, they made off; letting themselves +out at the main door, and double-locking it again (it was double-locked, +and the key under Mrs. Sparsitâs pillow) with a false key, which was +picked up in the street near the Bank, about twelve oâclock to-day. No +alarm takes place, till this chap, Bitzer, turns out this morning, and +begins to open and prepare the offices for business. Then, looking at +Tomâs safe, he sees the door ajar, and finds the lock forced, and the +money gone.â + +âWhere is Tom, by the by?â asked Harthouse, glancing round. + +âHe has been helping the police,â said Bounderby, âand stays behind at +the Bank. I wish these fellows had tried to rob me when I was at his +time of life. They would have been out of pocket if they had invested +eighteenpence in the job; I can tell âem that.â + +âIs anybody suspected?â + +âSuspected? I should think there was somebody suspected. Egod!â said +Bounderby, relinquishing Mrs. Sparsitâs arm to wipe his heated head. +âJosiah Bounderby of Coketown is not to be plundered and nobody +suspected. No, thank you!â + +Might Mr. Harthouse inquire Who was suspected? + +âWell,â said Bounderby, stopping and facing about to confront them all, +âIâll tell you. Itâs not to be mentioned everywhere; itâs not to be +mentioned anywhere: in order that the scoundrels concerned (thereâs a +gang of âem) may be thrown off their guard. So take this in confidence. +Now wait a bit.â Mr. Bounderby wiped his head again. âWhat should you +say to;â here he violently exploded: âto a Hand being in it?â + +âI hope,â said Harthouse, lazily, ânot our friend Blackpot?â + +âSay Pool instead of Pot, sir,â returned Bounderby, âand thatâs the man.â + +Louisa faintly uttered some word of incredulity and surprise. + +âO yes! I know!â said Bounderby, immediately catching at the sound. âI +know! I am used to that. I know all about it. They are the finest +people in the world, these fellows are. They have got the gift of the +gab, they have. They only want to have their rights explained to them, +they do. But I tell you what. Show me a dissatisfied Hand, and Iâll +show you a man thatâs fit for anything bad, I donât care what it is.â + +Another of the popular fictions of Coketown, which some pains had been +taken to disseminateâand which some people really believed. + +âBut I am acquainted with these chaps,â said Bounderby. âI can read âem +off, like books. Mrs. Sparsit, maâam, I appeal to you. What warning did +I give that fellow, the first time he set foot in the house, when the +express object of his visit was to know how he could knock Religion over, +and floor the Established Church? Mrs. Sparsit, in point of high +connexions, you are on a level with the aristocracy,âdid I say, or did I +not say, to that fellow, âyou canât hide the truth from me: you are not +the kind of fellow I like; youâll come to no goodâ?â + +âAssuredly, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âyou did, in a highly impressive +manner, give him such an admonition.â + +âWhen he shocked you, maâam,â said Bounderby; âwhen he shocked your +feelings?â + +âYes, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a meek shake of her head, âhe +certainly did so. Though I do not mean to say but that my feelings may +be weaker on such pointsâmore foolish if the term is preferredâthan they +might have been, if I had always occupied my present position.â + +Mr. Bounderby stared with a bursting pride at Mr. Harthouse, as much as +to say, âI am the proprietor of this female, and sheâs worth your +attention, I think.â Then, resumed his discourse. + +âYou can recall for yourself, Harthouse, what I said to him when you saw +him. I didnât mince the matter with him. I am never mealy with âem. I +KNOW âem. Very well, sir. Three days after that, he bolted. Went off, +nobody knows where: as my mother did in my infancyâonly with this +difference, that he is a worse subject than my mother, if possible. What +did he do before he went? What do you say;â Mr. Bounderby, with his hat +in his hand, gave a beat upon the crown at every little division of his +sentences, as if it were a tambourine; âto his being seenânight after +nightâwatching the Bank?âto his lurking about thereâafter dark?âTo its +striking Mrs. Sparsitâthat he could be lurking for no goodâTo her calling +Bitzerâs attention to him, and their both taking notice of himâAnd to its +appearing on inquiry to-dayâthat he was also noticed by the neighbours?â +Having come to the climax, Mr. Bounderby, like an oriental dancer, put +his tambourine on his head. + +âSuspicious,â said James Harthouse, âcertainly.â + +âI think so, sir,â said Bounderby, with a defiant nod. âI think so. But +there are more of âem in it. Thereâs an old woman. One never hears of +these things till the mischiefâs done; all sorts of defects are found out +in the stable door after the horse is stolen; thereâs an old woman turns +up now. An old woman who seems to have been flying into town on a +broomstick, every now and then. _She_ watches the place a whole day +before this fellow begins, and on the night when you saw him, she steals +away with him and holds a council with himâI suppose, to make her report +on going off duty, and be damned to her.â + +There was such a person in the room that night, and she shrunk from +observation, thought Louisa. + +âThis is not all of âem, even as we already know âem,â said Bounderby, +with many nods of hidden meaning. âBut I have said enough for the +present. Youâll have the goodness to keep it quiet, and mention it to no +one. It may take time, but we shall have âem. Itâs policy to give âem +line enough, and thereâs no objection to that.â + +âOf course, they will be punished with the utmost rigour of the law, as +notice-boards observe,â replied James Harthouse, âand serve them right. +Fellows who go in for Banks must take the consequences. If there were no +consequences, we should all go in for Banks.â He had gently taken +Louisaâs parasol from her hand, and had put it up for her; and she walked +under its shade, though the sun did not shine there. + +âFor the present, Loo Bounderby,â said her husband, âhereâs Mrs. Sparsit +to look after. Mrs. Sparsitâs nerves have been acted upon by this +business, and sheâll stay here a day or two. So make her comfortable.â + +âThank you very much, sir,â that discreet lady observed, âbut pray do not +let My comfort be a consideration. Anything will do for Me.â + +It soon appeared that if Mrs. Sparsit had a failing in her association +with that domestic establishment, it was that she was so excessively +regardless of herself and regardful of others, as to be a nuisance. On +being shown her chamber, she was so dreadfully sensible of its comforts +as to suggest the inference that she would have preferred to pass the +night on the mangle in the laundry. True, the Powlers and the Scadgerses +were accustomed to splendour, âbut it is my duty to remember,â Mrs. +Sparsit was fond of observing with a lofty grace: particularly when any +of the domestics were present, âthat what I was, I am no longer. +Indeed,â said she, âif I could altogether cancel the remembrance that Mr. +Sparsit was a Powler, or that I myself am related to the Scadgers family; +or if I could even revoke the fact, and make myself a person of common +descent and ordinary connexions; I would gladly do so. I should think +it, under existing circumstances, right to do so.â The same Hermitical +state of mind led to her renunciation of made dishes and wines at dinner, +until fairly commanded by Mr. Bounderby to take them; when she said, +âIndeed you are very good, sir;â and departed from a resolution of which +she had made rather formal and public announcement, to âwait for the +simple mutton.â She was likewise deeply apologetic for wanting the salt; +and, feeling amiably bound to bear out Mr. Bounderby to the fullest +extent in the testimony he had borne to her nerves, occasionally sat back +in her chair and silently wept; at which periods a tear of large +dimensions, like a crystal ear-ring, might be observed (or rather, must +be, for it insisted on public notice) sliding down her Roman nose. + +But Mrs. Sparsitâs greatest point, first and last, was her determination +to pity Mr. Bounderby. There were occasions when in looking at him she +was involuntarily moved to shake her head, as who would say, âAlas, poor +Yorick!â After allowing herself to be betrayed into these evidences of +emotion, she would force a lambent brightness, and would be fitfully +cheerful, and would say, âYou have still good spirits, sir, I am thankful +to find;â and would appear to hail it as a blessed dispensation that Mr. +Bounderby bore up as he did. One idiosyncrasy for which she often +apologized, she found it excessively difficult to conquer. She had a +curious propensity to call Mrs. Bounderby âMiss Gradgrind,â and yielded +to it some three or four score times in the course of the evening. Her +repetition of this mistake covered Mrs. Sparsit with modest confusion; +but indeed, she said, it seemed so natural to say Miss Gradgrind: +whereas, to persuade herself that the young lady whom she had had the +happiness of knowing from a child could be really and truly Mrs. +Bounderby, she found almost impossible. It was a further singularity of +this remarkable case, that the more she thought about it, the more +impossible it appeared; âthe differences,â she observed, âbeing such.â + +In the drawing-room after dinner, Mr. Bounderby tried the case of the +robbery, examined the witnesses, made notes of the evidence, found the +suspected persons guilty, and sentenced them to the extreme punishment of +the law. That done, Bitzer was dismissed to town with instructions to +recommend Tom to come home by the mail-train. + +When candles were brought, Mrs. Sparsit murmured, âDonât be low, sir. +Pray let me see you cheerful, sir, as I used to do.â Mr. Bounderby, upon +whom these consolations had begun to produce the effect of making him, in +a bull-headed blundering way, sentimental, sighed like some large +sea-animal. âI cannot bear to see you so, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit. âTry +a hand at backgammon, sir, as you used to do when I had the honour of +living under your roof.â âI havenât played backgammon, maâam,â said Mr. +Bounderby, âsince that time.â âNo, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, soothingly, +âI am aware that you have not. I remember that Miss Gradgrind takes no +interest in the game. But I shall be happy, sir, if you will +condescend.â + +They played near a window, opening on the garden. It was a fine night: +not moonlight, but sultry and fragrant. Louisa and Mr. Harthouse +strolled out into the garden, where their voices could be heard in the +stillness, though not what they said. Mrs. Sparsit, from her place at +the backgammon board, was constantly straining her eyes to pierce the +shadows without. âWhatâs the matter, maâam?â said Mr. Bounderby; âyou +donât see a Fire, do you?â âOh dear no, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âI +was thinking of the dew.â âWhat have you got to do with the dew, maâam?â +said Mr. Bounderby. âItâs not myself, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âI am +fearful of Miss Gradgrindâs taking cold.â âShe never takes cold,â said +Mr. Bounderby. âReally, sir?â said Mrs. Sparsit. And was affected with +a cough in her throat. + +When the time drew near for retiring, Mr. Bounderby took a glass of +water. âOh, sir?â said Mrs. Sparsit. âNot your sherry warm, with +lemon-peel and nutmeg?â âWhy, I have got out of the habit of taking it +now, maâam,â said Mr. Bounderby. âThe moreâs the pity, sir,â returned +Mrs. Sparsit; âyou are losing all your good old habits. Cheer up, sir! +If Miss Gradgrind will permit me, I will offer to make it for you, as I +have often done.â + +Miss Gradgrind readily permitting Mrs. Sparsit to do anything she +pleased, that considerate lady made the beverage, and handed it to Mr. +Bounderby. âIt will do you good, sir. It will warm your heart. It is +the sort of thing you want, and ought to take, sir.â And when Mr. +Bounderby said, âYour health, maâam!â she answered with great feeling, +âThank you, sir. The same to you, and happiness also.â Finally, she +wished him good night, with great pathos; and Mr. Bounderby went to bed, +with a maudlin persuasion that he had been crossed in something tender, +though he could not, for his life, have mentioned what it was. + +Long after Louisa had undressed and lain down, she watched and waited for +her brotherâs coming home. That could hardly be, she knew, until an hour +past midnight; but in the country silence, which did anything but calm +the trouble of her thoughts, time lagged wearily. At last, when the +darkness and stillness had seemed for hours to thicken one another, she +heard the bell at the gate. She felt as though she would have been glad +that it rang on until daylight; but it ceased, and the circles of its +last sound spread out fainter and wider in the air, and all was dead +again. + +She waited yet some quarter of an hour, as she judged. Then she arose, +put on a loose robe, and went out of her room in the dark, and up the +staircase to her brotherâs room. His door being shut, she softly opened +it and spoke to him, approaching his bed with a noiseless step. + +She kneeled down beside it, passed her arm over his neck, and drew his +face to hers. She knew that he only feigned to be asleep, but she said +nothing to him. + +He started by and by as if he were just then awakened, and asked who that +was, and what was the matter? + +âTom, have you anything to tell me? If ever you loved me in your life, +and have anything concealed from every one besides, tell it to me.â + +âI donât know what you mean, Loo. You have been dreaming.â + +âMy dear brother:â she laid her head down on his pillow, and her hair +flowed over him as if she would hide him from every one but herself: âis +there nothing that you have to tell me? Is there nothing you can tell me +if you will? You can tell me nothing that will change me. O Tom, tell +me the truth!â + +âI donât know what you mean, Loo!â + +âAs you lie here alone, my dear, in the melancholy night, so you must lie +somewhere one night, when even I, if I am living then, shall have left +you. As I am here beside you, barefoot, unclothed, undistinguishable in +darkness, so must I lie through all the night of my decay, until I am +dust. In the name of that time, Tom, tell me the truth now!â + +âWhat is it you want to know?â + +âYou may be certain;â in the energy of her love she took him to her bosom +as if he were a child; âthat I will not reproach you. You may be certain +that I will be compassionate and true to you. You may be certain that I +will save you at whatever cost. O Tom, have you nothing to tell me? +Whisper very softly. Say only âyes,â and I shall understand you!â + +She turned her ear to his lips, but he remained doggedly silent. + +âNot a word, Tom?â + +âHow can I say Yes, or how can I say No, when I donât know what you mean? +Loo, you are a brave, kind girl, worthy I begin to think of a better +brother than I am. But I have nothing more to say. Go to bed, go to +bed.â + +âYou are tired,â she whispered presently, more in her usual way. + +âYes, I am quite tired out.â + +âYou have been so hurried and disturbed to-day. Have any fresh +discoveries been made?â + +âOnly those you have heard of, fromâhim.â + +âTom, have you said to any one that we made a visit to those people, and +that we saw those three together?â + +âNo. Didnât you yourself particularly ask me to keep it quiet when you +asked me to go there with you?â + +âYes. But I did not know then what was going to happen.â + +âNor I neither. How could I?â + +He was very quick upon her with this retort. + +âOught I to say, after what has happened,â said his sister, standing by +the bedâshe had gradually withdrawn herself and risen, âthat I made that +visit? Should I say so? Must I say so?â + +âGood Heavens, Loo,â returned her brother, âyou are not in the habit of +asking my advice. Say what you like. If you keep it to yourself, I +shall keep it to _my_self. If you disclose it, thereâs an end of it.â + +It was too dark for either to see the otherâs face; but each seemed very +attentive, and to consider before speaking. + +âTom, do you believe the man I gave the money to, is really implicated in +this crime?â + +âI donât know. I donât see why he shouldnât be.â + +âHe seemed to me an honest man.â + +âAnother person may seem to you dishonest, and yet not be so.â There was +a pause, for he had hesitated and stopped. + +âIn short,â resumed Tom, as if he had made up his mind, âif you come to +that, perhaps I was so far from being altogether in his favour, that I +took him outside the door to tell him quietly, that I thought he might +consider himself very well off to get such a windfall as he had got from +my sister, and that I hoped he would make good use of it. You remember +whether I took him out or not. I say nothing against the man; he may be +a very good fellow, for anything I know; I hope he is.â + +âWas he offended by what you said?â + +âNo, he took it pretty well; he was civil enough. Where are you, Loo?â +He sat up in bed and kissed her. âGood night, my dear, good night.â + +âYou have nothing more to tell me?â + +âNo. What should I have? You wouldnât have me tell you a lie!â + +âI wouldnât have you do that to-night, Tom, of all the nights in your +life; many and much happier as I hope they will be.â + +âThank you, my dear Loo. I am so tired, that I am sure I wonder I donât +say anything to get to sleep. Go to bed, go to bed.â + +Kissing her again, he turned round, drew the coverlet over his head, and +lay as still as if that time had come by which she had adjured him. She +stood for some time at the bedside before she slowly moved away. She +stopped at the door, looked back when she had opened it, and asked him if +he had called her? But he lay still, and she softly closed the door and +returned to her room. + +Then the wretched boy looked cautiously up and found her gone, crept out +of bed, fastened his door, and threw himself upon his pillow again: +tearing his hair, morosely crying, grudgingly loving her, hatefully but +impenitently spurning himself, and no less hatefully and unprofitably +spurning all the good in the world. + + + +CHAPTER IX +HEARING THE LAST OF IT + + +MRS. SPARSIT, lying by to recover the tone of her nerves in Mr. +Bounderbyâs retreat, kept such a sharp look-out, night and day, under her +Coriolanian eyebrows, that her eyes, like a couple of lighthouses on an +iron-bound coast, might have warned all prudent mariners from that bold +rock her Roman nose and the dark and craggy region in its neighbourhood, +but for the placidity of her manner. Although it was hard to believe +that her retiring for the night could be anything but a form, so severely +wide awake were those classical eyes of hers, and so impossible did it +seem that her rigid nose could yield to any relaxing influence, yet her +manner of sitting, smoothing her uncomfortable, not to say, gritty +mittens (they were constructed of a cool fabric like a meat-safe), or of +ambling to unknown places of destination with her foot in her cotton +stirrup, was so perfectly serene, that most observers would have been +constrained to suppose her a dove, embodied by some freak of nature, in +the earthly tabernacle of a bird of the hook-beaked order. + +She was a most wonderful woman for prowling about the house. How she got +from story to story was a mystery beyond solution. A lady so decorous in +herself, and so highly connected, was not to be suspected of dropping +over the banisters or sliding down them, yet her extraordinary facility +of locomotion suggested the wild idea. Another noticeable circumstance +in Mrs. Sparsit was, that she was never hurried. She would shoot with +consummate velocity from the roof to the hall, yet would be in full +possession of her breath and dignity on the moment of her arrival there. +Neither was she ever seen by human vision to go at a great pace. + +She took very kindly to Mr. Harthouse, and had some pleasant conversation +with him soon after her arrival. She made him her stately curtsey in the +garden, one morning before breakfast. + +âIt appears but yesterday, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âthat I had the +honour of receiving you at the Bank, when you were so good as to wish to +be made acquainted with Mr. Bounderbyâs address.â + +âAn occasion, I am sure, not to be forgotten by myself in the course of +Ages,â said Mr. Harthouse, inclining his head to Mrs. Sparsit with the +most indolent of all possible airs. + +âWe live in a singular world, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit. + +âI have had the honour, by a coincidence of which I am proud, to have +made a remark, similar in effect, though not so epigrammatically +expressed.â + +âA singular world, I would say, sir,â pursued Mrs. Sparsit; after +acknowledging the compliment with a drooping of her dark eyebrows, not +altogether so mild in its expression as her voice was in its dulcet +tones; âas regards the intimacies we form at one time, with individuals +we were quite ignorant of, at another. I recall, sir, that on that +occasion you went so far as to say you were actually apprehensive of Miss +Gradgrind.â + +âYour memory does me more honour than my insignificance deserves. I +availed myself of your obliging hints to correct my timidity, and it is +unnecessary to add that they were perfectly accurate. Mrs. Sparsitâs +talent forâin fact for anything requiring accuracyâwith a combination of +strength of mindâand Familyâis too habitually developed to admit of any +question.â He was almost falling asleep over this compliment; it took +him so long to get through, and his mind wandered so much in the course +of its execution. + +âYou found Miss GradgrindâI really cannot call her Mrs. Bounderby; itâs +very absurd of meâas youthful as I described her?â asked Mrs. Sparsit, +sweetly. + +âYou drew her portrait perfectly,â said Mr. Harthouse. âPresented her +dead image.â + +âVery engaging, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, causing her mittens slowly to +revolve over one another. + +âHighly so.â + +âIt used to be considered,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âthat Miss Gradgrind was +wanting in animation, but I confess she appears to me considerably and +strikingly improved in that respect. Ay, and indeed here _is_ Mr. +Bounderby!â cried Mrs. Sparsit, nodding her head a great many times, as +if she had been talking and thinking of no one else. âHow do you find +yourself this morning, sir? Pray let us see you cheerful, sir.â + +Now, these persistent assuagements of his misery, and lightenings of his +load, had by this time begun to have the effect of making Mr. Bounderby +softer than usual towards Mrs. Sparsit, and harder than usual to most +other people from his wife downward. So, when Mrs. Sparsit said with +forced lightness of heart, âYou want your breakfast, sir, but I dare say +Miss Gradgrind will soon be here to preside at the table,â Mr. Bounderby +replied, âIf I waited to be taken care of by my wife, maâam, I believe +you know pretty well I should wait till Doomsday, so Iâll trouble _you_ +to take charge of the teapot.â Mrs. Sparsit complied, and assumed her +old position at table. + +This again made the excellent woman vastly sentimental. She was so +humble withal, that when Louisa appeared, she rose, protesting she never +could think of sitting in that place under existing circumstances, often +as she had had the honour of making Mr. Bounderbyâs breakfast, before +Mrs. Gradgrindâshe begged pardon, she meant to say Miss Bounderbyâshe +hoped to be excused, but she really could not get it right yet, though +she trusted to become familiar with it by and byâhad assumed her present +position. It was only (she observed) because Miss Gradgrind happened to +be a little late, and Mr. Bounderbyâs time was so very precious, and she +knew it of old to be so essential that he should breakfast to the moment, +that she had taken the liberty of complying with his request; long as his +will had been a law to her. + +âThere! Stop where you are, maâam,â said Mr. Bounderby, âstop where you +are! Mrs. Bounderby will be very glad to be relieved of the trouble, I +believe.â + +âDonât say that, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, almost with severity, +âbecause that is very unkind to Mrs. Bounderby. And to be unkind is not +to be you, sir.â + +âYou may set your mind at rest, maâam.âYou can take it very quietly, +canât you, Loo?â said Mr. Bounderby, in a blustering way to his wife. + +âOf course. It is of no moment. Why should it be of any importance to +me?â + +âWhy should it be of any importance to any one, Mrs. Sparsit, maâam?â +said Mr. Bounderby, swelling with a sense of slight. âYou attach too +much importance to these things, maâam. By George, youâll be corrupted +in some of your notions here. You are old-fashioned, maâam. You are +behind Tom Gradgrindâs childrenâs time.â + +âWhat is the matter with you?â asked Louisa, coldly surprised. âWhat has +given you offence?â + +âOffence!â repeated Bounderby. âDo you suppose if there was any offence +given me, I shouldnât name it, and request to have it corrected? I am a +straightforward man, I believe. I donât go beating about for +side-winds.â + +âI suppose no one ever had occasion to think you too diffident, or too +delicate,â Louisa answered him composedly: âI have never made that +objection to you, either as a child or as a woman. I donât understand +what you would have.â + +âHave?â returned Mr. Bounderby. âNothing. Otherwise, donât you, Loo +Bounderby, know thoroughly well that I, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, +would have it?â + +She looked at him, as he struck the table and made the teacups ring, with +a proud colour in her face that was a new change, Mr. Harthouse thought. +âYou are incomprehensible this morning,â said Louisa. âPray take no +further trouble to explain yourself. I am not curious to know your +meaning. What does it matter?â + +Nothing more was said on this theme, and Mr. Harthouse was soon idly gay +on indifferent subjects. But from this day, the Sparsit action upon Mr. +Bounderby threw Louisa and James Harthouse more together, and +strengthened the dangerous alienation from her husband and confidence +against him with another, into which she had fallen by degrees so fine +that she could not retrace them if she tried. But whether she ever tried +or no, lay hidden in her own closed heart. + +Mrs. Sparsit was so much affected on this particular occasion, that, +assisting Mr. Bounderby to his hat after breakfast, and being then alone +with him in the hall, she imprinted a chaste kiss upon his hand, murmured +âMy benefactor!â and retired, overwhelmed with grief. Yet it is an +indubitable fact, within the cognizance of this history, that five +minutes after he had left the house in the self-same hat, the same +descendant of the Scadgerses and connexion by matrimony of the Powlers, +shook her right-hand mitten at his portrait, made a contemptuous grimace +at that work of art, and said âServe you right, you Noodle, and I am glad +of it.â + +Mr. Bounderby had not been long gone, when Bitzer appeared. Bitzer had +come down by train, shrieking and rattling over the long line of arches +that bestrode the wild country of past and present coal-pits, with an +express from Stone Lodge. It was a hasty note to inform Louisa that Mrs. +Gradgrind lay very ill. She had never been well within her daughterâs +knowledge; but, she had declined within the last few days, had continued +sinking all through the night, and was now as nearly dead, as her limited +capacity of being in any state that implied the ghost of an intention to +get out of it, allowed. + +Accompanied by the lightest of porters, fit colourless servitor at +Deathâs door when Mrs. Gradgrind knocked, Louisa rumbled to Coketown, +over the coal-pits past and present, and was whirled into its smoky jaws. +She dismissed the messenger to his own devices, and rode away to her old +home. + +She had seldom been there since her marriage. Her father was usually +sifting and sifting at his parliamentary cinder-heap in London (without +being observed to turn up many precious articles among the rubbish), and +was still hard at it in the national dust-yard. Her mother had taken it +rather as a disturbance than otherwise, to be visited, as she reclined +upon her sofa; young people, Louisa felt herself all unfit for; Sissy she +had never softened to again, since the night when the strollerâs child +had raised her eyes to look at Mr. Bounderbyâs intended wife. She had no +inducements to go back, and had rarely gone. + +Neither, as she approached her old home now, did any of the best +influences of old home descend upon her. The dreams of childhoodâits +airy fables; its graceful, beautiful, humane, impossible adornments of +the world beyond: so good to be believed in once, so good to be +remembered when outgrown, for then the least among them rises to the +stature of a great Charity in the heart, suffering little children to +come into the midst of it, and to keep with their pure hands a garden in +the stony ways of this world, wherein it were better for all the children +of Adam that they should oftener sun themselves, simple and trustful, and +not worldly-wiseâwhat had she to do with these? Remembrances of how she +had journeyed to the little that she knew, by the enchanted roads of what +she and millions of innocent creatures had hoped and imagined; of how, +first coming upon Reason through the tender light of Fancy, she had seen +it a beneficent god, deferring to gods as great as itself; not a grim +Idol, cruel and cold, with its victims bound hand to foot, and its big +dumb shape set up with a sightless stare, never to be moved by anything +but so many calculated tons of leverageâwhat had she to do with these? +Her remembrances of home and childhood were remembrances of the drying up +of every spring and fountain in her young heart as it gushed out. The +golden waters were not there. They were flowing for the fertilization of +the land where grapes are gathered from thorns, and figs from thistles. + +She went, with a heavy, hardened kind of sorrow upon her, into the house +and into her motherâs room. Since the time of her leaving home, Sissy +had lived with the rest of the family on equal terms. Sissy was at her +motherâs side; and Jane, her sister, now ten or twelve years old, was in +the room. + +There was great trouble before it could be made known to Mrs. Gradgrind +that her eldest child was there. She reclined, propped up, from mere +habit, on a couch: as nearly in her old usual attitude, as anything so +helpless could be kept in. She had positively refused to take to her +bed; on the ground that if she did, she would never hear the last of it. + +Her feeble voice sounded so far away in her bundle of shawls, and the +sound of another voice addressing her seemed to take such a long time in +getting down to her ears, that she might have been lying at the bottom of +a well. The poor lady was nearer Truth than she ever had been: which had +much to do with it. + +On being told that Mrs. Bounderby was there, she replied, at +cross-purposes, that she had never called him by that name since he +married Louisa; that pending her choice of an objectionable name, she had +called him J; and that she could not at present depart from that +regulation, not being yet provided with a permanent substitute. Louisa +had sat by her for some minutes, and had spoken to her often, before she +arrived at a clear understanding who it was. She then seemed to come to +it all at once. + +âWell, my dear,â said Mrs. Gradgrind, âand I hope you are going on +satisfactorily to yourself. It was all your fatherâs doing. He set his +heart upon it. And he ought to know.â + +âI want to hear of you, mother; not of myself.â + +âYou want to hear of me, my dear? Thatâs something new, I am sure, when +anybody wants to hear of me. Not at all well, Louisa. Very faint and +giddy.â + +âAre you in pain, dear mother?â + +âI think thereâs a pain somewhere in the room,â said Mrs. Gradgrind, âbut +I couldnât positively say that I have got it.â + +After this strange speech, she lay silent for some time. Louisa, holding +her hand, could feel no pulse; but kissing it, could see a slight thin +thread of life in fluttering motion. + +âYou very seldom see your sister,â said Mrs. Gradgrind. âShe grows like +you. I wish you would look at her. Sissy, bring her here.â + +She was brought, and stood with her hand in her sisterâs. Louisa had +observed her with her arm round Sissyâs neck, and she felt the difference +of this approach. + +âDo you see the likeness, Louisa?â + +âYes, mother. I should think her like me. Butââ + +âEh! Yes, I always say so,â Mrs. Gradgrind cried, with unexpected +quickness. âAnd that reminds me. IâI want to speak to you, my dear. +Sissy, my good girl, leave us alone a minute.â Louisa had relinquished +the hand: had thought that her sisterâs was a better and brighter face +than hers had ever been: had seen in it, not without a rising feeling of +resentment, even in that place and at that time, something of the +gentleness of the other face in the room; the sweet face with the +trusting eyes, made paler than watching and sympathy made it, by the rich +dark hair. + +Left alone with her mother, Louisa saw her lying with an awful lull upon +her face, like one who was floating away upon some great water, all +resistance over, content to be carried down the stream. She put the +shadow of a hand to her lips again, and recalled her. + +âYou were going to speak to me, mother.â + +âEh? Yes, to be sure, my dear. You know your father is almost always +away now, and therefore I must write to him about it.â + +âAbout what, mother? Donât be troubled. About what?â + +âYou must remember, my dear, that whenever I have said anything, on any +subject, I have never heard the last of it: and consequently, that I have +long left off saying anything.â + +âI can hear you, mother.â But, it was only by dint of bending down to +her ear, and at the same time attentively watching the lips as they +moved, that she could link such faint and broken sounds into any chain of +connexion. + +âYou learnt a great deal, Louisa, and so did your brother. Ologies of +all kinds from morning to night. If there is any Ology left, of any +description, that has not been worn to rags in this house, all I can say +is, I hope I shall never hear its name.â + +âI can hear you, mother, when you have strength to go on.â This, to keep +her from floating away. + +âBut there is somethingânot an Ology at allâthat your father has missed, +or forgotten, Louisa. I donât know what it is. I have often sat with +Sissy near me, and thought about it. I shall never get its name now. +But your father may. It makes me restless. I want to write to him, to +find out for Godâs sake, what it is. Give me a pen, give me a pen.â + +Even the power of restlessness was gone, except from the poor head, which +could just turn from side to side. + +She fancied, however, that her request had been complied with, and that +the pen she could not have held was in her hand. It matters little what +figures of wonderful no-meaning she began to trace upon her wrappers. +The hand soon stopped in the midst of them; the light that had always +been feeble and dim behind the weak transparency, went out; and even Mrs. +Gradgrind, emerged from the shadow in which man walketh and disquieteth +himself in vain, took upon her the dread solemnity of the sages and +patriarchs. + + + +CHAPTER X +MRS. SPARSITâS STAIRCASE + + +MRS. SPARSITâS nerves being slow to recover their tone, the worthy woman +made a stay of some weeks in duration at Mr. Bounderbyâs retreat, where, +notwithstanding her anchorite turn of mind based upon her becoming +consciousness of her altered station, she resigned herself with noble +fortitude to lodging, as one may say, in clover, and feeding on the fat +of the land. During the whole term of this recess from the guardianship +of the Bank, Mrs. Sparsit was a pattern of consistency; continuing to +take such pity on Mr. Bounderby to his face, as is rarely taken on man, +and to call his portrait a Noodle to _its_ face, with the greatest +acrimony and contempt. + +Mr. Bounderby, having got it into his explosive composition that Mrs. +Sparsit was a highly superior woman to perceive that he had that general +cross upon him in his deserts (for he had not yet settled what it was), +and further that Louisa would have objected to her as a frequent visitor +if it had comported with his greatness that she should object to anything +he chose to do, resolved not to lose sight of Mrs. Sparsit easily. So +when her nerves were strung up to the pitch of again consuming +sweetbreads in solitude, he said to her at the dinner-table, on the day +before her departure, âI tell you what, maâam; you shall come down here +of a Saturday, while the fine weather lasts, and stay till Monday.â To +which Mrs. Sparsit returned, in effect, though not of the Mahomedan +persuasion: âTo hear is to obey.â + +Now, Mrs. Sparsit was not a poetical woman; but she took an idea in the +nature of an allegorical fancy, into her head. Much watching of Louisa, +and much consequent observation of her impenetrable demeanour, which +keenly whetted and sharpened Mrs. Sparsitâs edge, must have given her as +it were a lift, in the way of inspiration. She erected in her mind a +mighty Staircase, with a dark pit of shame and ruin at the bottom; and +down those stairs, from day to day and hour to hour, she saw Louisa +coming. + +It became the business of Mrs. Sparsitâs life, to look up at her +staircase, and to watch Louisa coming down. Sometimes slowly, sometimes +quickly, sometimes several steps at one bout, sometimes stopping, never +turning back. If she had once turned back, it might have been the death +of Mrs. Sparsit in spleen and grief. + +She had been descending steadily, to the day, and on the day, when Mr. +Bounderby issued the weekly invitation recorded above. Mrs. Sparsit was +in good spirits, and inclined to be conversational. + +âAnd pray, sir,â said she, âif I may venture to ask a question +appertaining to any subject on which you show reserveâwhich is indeed +hardy in me, for I well know you have a reason for everything you doâhave +you received intelligence respecting the robbery?â + +âWhy, maâam, no; not yet. Under the circumstances, I didnât expect it +yet. Rome wasnât built in a day, maâam.â + +âVery true, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, shaking her head. + +âNor yet in a week, maâam.â + +âNo, indeed, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a gentle melancholy upon +her. + +âIn a similar manner, maâam,â said Bounderby, âI can wait, you know. If +Romulus and Remus could wait, Josiah Bounderby can wait. They were +better off in their youth than I was, however. They had a she-wolf for a +nurse; I had only a she-wolf for a grandmother. She didnât give any +milk, maâam; she gave bruises. She was a regular Alderney at that.â + +âAh!â Mrs. Sparsit sighed and shuddered. + +âNo, maâam,â continued Bounderby, âI have not heard anything more about +it. Itâs in hand, though; and young Tom, who rather sticks to business +at presentâsomething new for him; he hadnât the schooling _I_ hadâis +helping. My injunction is, Keep it quiet, and let it seem to blow over. +Do what you like under the rose, but donât give a sign of what youâre +about; or half a hundred of âem will combine together and get this fellow +who has bolted, out of reach for good. Keep it quiet, and the thieves +will grow in confidence by little and little, and we shall have âem.â + +âVery sagacious indeed, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit. âVery interesting. The +old woman you mentioned, sirââ + +âThe old woman I mentioned, maâam,â said Bounderby, cutting the matter +short, as it was nothing to boast about, âis not laid hold of; but, she +may take her oath she will be, if that is any satisfaction to her +villainous old mind. In the mean time, maâam, I am of opinion, if you +ask me my opinion, that the less she is talked about, the better.â + +The same evening, Mrs. Sparsit, in her chamber window, resting from her +packing operations, looked towards her great staircase and saw Louisa +still descending. + +She sat by Mr. Harthouse, in an alcove in the garden, talking very low; +he stood leaning over her, as they whispered together, and his face +almost touched her hair. âIf not quite!â said Mrs. Sparsit, straining +her hawkâs eyes to the utmost. Mrs. Sparsit was too distant to hear a +word of their discourse, or even to know that they were speaking softly, +otherwise than from the expression of their figures; but what they said +was this: + +âYou recollect the man, Mr. Harthouse?â + +âOh, perfectly!â + +âHis face, and his manner, and what he said?â + +âPerfectly. And an infinitely dreary person he appeared to me to be. +Lengthy and prosy in the extreme. It was knowing to hold forth, in the +humble-virtue school of eloquence; but, I assure you I thought at the +time, âMy good fellow, you are over-doing this!ââ + +âIt has been very difficult to me to think ill of that man.â + +âMy dear Louisaâas Tom says.â Which he never did say. âYou know no good +of the fellow?â + +âNo, certainly.â + +âNor of any other such person?â + +âHow can I,â she returned, with more of her first manner on her than he +had lately seen, âwhen I know nothing of them, men or women?â + +âMy dear Louisa, then consent to receive the submissive representation of +your devoted friend, who knows something of several varieties of his +excellent fellow-creaturesâfor excellent they are, I am quite ready to +believe, in spite of such little foibles as always helping themselves to +what they can get hold of. This fellow talks. Well; every fellow talks. +He professes morality. Well; all sorts of humbugs profess morality. +From the House of Commons to the House of Correction, there is a general +profession of morality, except among our people; it really is that +exception which makes our people quite reviving. You saw and heard the +case. Here was one of the fluffy classes pulled up extremely short by my +esteemed friend Mr. Bounderbyâwho, as we know, is not possessed of that +delicacy which would soften so tight a hand. The member of the fluffy +classes was injured, exasperated, left the house grumbling, met somebody +who proposed to him to go in for some share in this Bank business, went +in, put something in his pocket which had nothing in it before, and +relieved his mind extremely. Really he would have been an uncommon, +instead of a common, fellow, if he had not availed himself of such an +opportunity. Or he may have originated it altogether, if he had the +cleverness.â + +âI almost feel as though it must be bad in me,â returned Louisa, after +sitting thoughtful awhile, âto be so ready to agree with you, and to be +so lightened in my heart by what you say.â + +âI only say what is reasonable; nothing worse. I have talked it over +with my friend Tom more than onceâof course I remain on terms of perfect +confidence with Tomâand he is quite of my opinion, and I am quite of his. +Will you walk?â + +They strolled away, among the lanes beginning to be indistinct in the +twilightâshe leaning on his armâand she little thought how she was going +down, down, down, Mrs. Sparsitâs staircase. + +Night and day, Mrs. Sparsit kept it standing. When Louisa had arrived at +the bottom and disappeared in the gulf, it might fall in upon her if it +would; but, until then, there it was to be, a Building, before Mrs. +Sparsitâs eyes. And there Louisa always was, upon it. + +And always gliding down, down, down! + +Mrs. Sparsit saw James Harthouse come and go; she heard of him here and +there; she saw the changes of the face he had studied; she, too, remarked +to a nicety how and when it clouded, how and when it cleared; she kept +her black eyes wide open, with no touch of pity, with no touch of +compunction, all absorbed in interest. In the interest of seeing her, +ever drawing, with no hand to stay her, nearer and nearer to the bottom +of this new Giantâs Staircase. + +With all her deference for Mr. Bounderby as contradistinguished from his +portrait, Mrs. Sparsit had not the smallest intention of interrupting the +descent. Eager to see it accomplished, and yet patient, she waited for +the last fall, as for the ripeness and fulness of the harvest of her +hopes. Hushed in expectancy, she kept her wary gaze upon the stairs; and +seldom so much as darkly shook her right mitten (with her fist in it), at +the figure coming down. + + + +CHAPTER XI +LOWER AND LOWER + + +THE figure descended the great stairs, steadily, steadily; always +verging, like a weight in deep water, to the black gulf at the bottom. + +Mr. Gradgrind, apprised of his wifeâs decease, made an expedition from +London, and buried her in a business-like manner. He then returned with +promptitude to the national cinder-heap, and resumed his sifting for the +odds and ends he wanted, and his throwing of the dust about into the eyes +of other people who wanted other odds and endsâin fact resumed his +parliamentary duties. + +In the meantime, Mrs. Sparsit kept unwinking watch and ward. Separated +from her staircase, all the week, by the length of iron road dividing +Coketown from the country house, she yet maintained her cat-like +observation of Louisa, through her husband, through her brother, through +James Harthouse, through the outsides of letters and packets, through +everything animate and inanimate that at any time went near the stairs. +âYour foot on the last step, my lady,â said Mrs. Sparsit, apostrophizing +the descending figure, with the aid of her threatening mitten, âand all +your art shall never blind me.â + +Art or nature though, the original stock of Louisaâs character or the +graft of circumstances upon it,âher curious reserve did baffle, while it +stimulated, one as sagacious as Mrs. Sparsit. There were times when Mr. +James Harthouse was not sure of her. There were times when he could not +read the face he had studied so long; and when this lonely girl was a +greater mystery to him, than any woman of the world with a ring of +satellites to help her. + +So the time went on; until it happened that Mr. Bounderby was called away +from home by business which required his presence elsewhere, for three or +four days. It was on a Friday that he intimated this to Mrs. Sparsit at +the Bank, adding: âBut youâll go down to-morrow, maâam, all the same. +Youâll go down just as if I was there. It will make no difference to +you.â + +âPray, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, reproachfully, âlet me beg you not to +say that. Your absence will make a vast difference to me, sir, as I +think you very well know.â + +âWell, maâam, then you must get on in my absence as well as you can,â +said Mr. Bounderby, not displeased. + +âMr. Bounderby,â retorted Mrs. Sparsit, âyour will is to me a law, sir; +otherwise, it might be my inclination to dispute your kind commands, not +feeling sure that it will be quite so agreeable to Miss Gradgrind to +receive me, as it ever is to your own munificent hospitality. But you +shall say no more, sir. I will go, upon your invitation.â + +âWhy, when I invite you to my house, maâam,â said Bounderby, opening his +eyes, âI should hope you want no other invitation.â + +âNo, indeed, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âI should hope not. Say no +more, sir. I would, sir, I could see you gay again.â + +âWhat do you mean, maâam?â blustered Bounderby. + +âSir,â rejoined Mrs. Sparsit, âthere was wont to be an elasticity in you +which I sadly miss. Be buoyant, sir!â + +Mr. Bounderby, under the influence of this difficult adjuration, backed +up by her compassionate eye, could only scratch his head in a feeble and +ridiculous manner, and afterwards assert himself at a distance, by being +heard to bully the small fry of business all the morning. + +âBitzer,â said Mrs. Sparsit that afternoon, when her patron was gone on +his journey, and the Bank was closing, âpresent my compliments to young +Mr. Thomas, and ask him if he would step up and partake of a lamb chop +and walnut ketchup, with a glass of India ale?â Young Mr. Thomas being +usually ready for anything in that way, returned a gracious answer, and +followed on its heels. âMr. Thomas,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âthese plain +viands being on table, I thought you might be tempted.â + +âThankâee, Mrs. Sparsit,â said the whelp. And gloomily fell to. + +âHow is Mr. Harthouse, Mr. Tom?â asked Mrs. Sparsit. + +âOh, heâs all right,â said Tom. + +âWhere may he be at present?â Mrs. Sparsit asked in a light +conversational manner, after mentally devoting the whelp to the Furies +for being so uncommunicative. + +âHe is shooting in Yorkshire,â said Tom. âSent Loo a basket half as big +as a church, yesterday.â + +âThe kind of gentleman, now,â said Mrs. Sparsit, sweetly, âwhom one might +wager to be a good shot!â + +âCrack,â said Tom. + +He had long been a down-looking young fellow, but this characteristic had +so increased of late, that he never raised his eyes to any face for three +seconds together. Mrs. Sparsit consequently had ample means of watching +his looks, if she were so inclined. + +âMr. Harthouse is a great favourite of mine,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âas +indeed he is of most people. May we expect to see him again shortly, Mr. +Tom?â + +âWhy, _I_ expect to see him to-morrow,â returned the whelp. + +âGood news!â cried Mrs. Sparsit, blandly. + +âI have got an appointment with him to meet him in the evening at the +station here,â said Tom, âand I am going to dine with him afterwards, I +believe. He is not coming down to the country house for a week or so, +being due somewhere else. At least, he says so; but I shouldnât wonder +if he was to stop here over Sunday, and stray that way.â + +âWhich reminds me!â said Mrs. Sparsit. âWould you remember a message to +your sister, Mr. Tom, if I was to charge you with one?â + +âWell? Iâll try,â returned the reluctant whelp, âif it isnât a long un.â + +âIt is merely my respectful compliments,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âand I fear +I may not trouble her with my society this week; being still a little +nervous, and better perhaps by my poor self.â + +âOh! If thatâs all,â observed Tom, âit wouldnât much matter, even if I +was to forget it, for Looâs not likely to think of you unless she sees +you.â + +Having paid for his entertainment with this agreeable compliment, he +relapsed into a hangdog silence until there was no more India ale left, +when he said, âWell, Mrs. Sparsit, I must be off!â and went off. + +Next day, Saturday, Mrs. Sparsit sat at her window all day long looking +at the customers coming in and out, watching the postmen, keeping an eye +on the general traffic of the street, revolving many things in her mind, +but, above all, keeping her attention on her staircase. The evening +come, she put on her bonnet and shawl, and went quietly out: having her +reasons for hovering in a furtive way about the station by which a +passenger would arrive from Yorkshire, and for preferring to peep into it +round pillars and corners, and out of ladiesâ waiting-room windows, to +appearing in its precincts openly. + +Tom was in attendance, and loitered about until the expected train came +in. It brought no Mr. Harthouse. Tom waited until the crowd had +dispersed, and the bustle was over; and then referred to a posted list of +trains, and took counsel with porters. That done, he strolled away idly, +stopping in the street and looking up it and down it, and lifting his hat +off and putting it on again, and yawning and stretching himself, and +exhibiting all the symptoms of mortal weariness to be expected in one who +had still to wait until the next train should come in, an hour and forty +minutes hence. + +âThis is a device to keep him out of the way,â said Mrs. Sparsit, +starting from the dull office window whence she had watched him last. +âHarthouse is with his sister now!â + +It was the conception of an inspired moment, and she shot off with her +utmost swiftness to work it out. The station for the country house was +at the opposite end of the town, the time was short, the road not easy; +but she was so quick in pouncing on a disengaged coach, so quick in +darting out of it, producing her money, seizing her ticket, and diving +into the train, that she was borne along the arches spanning the land of +coal-pits past and present, as if she had been caught up in a cloud and +whirled away. + +All the journey, immovable in the air though never left behind; plain to +the dark eyes of her mind, as the electric wires which ruled a colossal +strip of music-paper out of the evening sky, were plain to the dark eyes +of her body; Mrs. Sparsit saw her staircase, with the figure coming down. +Very near the bottom now. Upon the brink of the abyss. + +An overcast September evening, just at nightfall, saw beneath its +drooping eyelids Mrs. Sparsit glide out of her carriage, pass down the +wooden steps of the little station into a stony road, cross it into a +green lane, and become hidden in a summer-growth of leaves and branches. +One or two late birds sleepily chirping in their nests, and a bat heavily +crossing and recrossing her, and the reek of her own tread in the thick +dust that felt like velvet, were all Mrs. Sparsit heard or saw until she +very softly closed a gate. + +She went up to the house, keeping within the shrubbery, and went round +it, peeping between the leaves at the lower windows. Most of them were +open, as they usually were in such warm weather, but there were no lights +yet, and all was silent. She tried the garden with no better effect. +She thought of the wood, and stole towards it, heedless of long grass and +briers: of worms, snails, and slugs, and all the creeping things that be. +With her dark eyes and her hook nose warily in advance of her, Mrs. +Sparsit softly crushed her way through the thick undergrowth, so intent +upon her object that she probably would have done no less, if the wood +had been a wood of adders. + +Hark! + +The smaller birds might have tumbled out of their nests, fascinated by +the glittering of Mrs. Sparsitâs eyes in the gloom, as she stopped and +listened. + +Low voices close at hand. His voice and hers. The appointment _was_ a +device to keep the brother away! There they were yonder, by the felled +tree. + +Bending low among the dewy grass, Mrs. Sparsit advanced closer to them. +She drew herself up, and stood behind a tree, like Robinson Crusoe in his +ambuscade against the savages; so near to them that at a spring, and that +no great one, she could have touched them both. He was there secretly, +and had not shown himself at the house. He had come on horseback, and +must have passed through the neighbouring fields; for his horse was tied +to the meadow side of the fence, within a few paces. + +âMy dearest love,â said he, âwhat could I do? Knowing you were alone, +was it possible that I could stay away?â + +âYou may hang your head, to make yourself the more attractive; _I_ donât +know what they see in you when you hold it up,â thought Mrs. Sparsit; +âbut you little think, my dearest love, whose eyes are on you!â + +That she hung her head, was certain. She urged him to go away, she +commanded him to go away; but she neither turned her face to him, nor +raised it. Yet it was remarkable that she sat as still as ever the +amiable woman in ambuscade had seen her sit, at any period in her life. +Her hands rested in one another, like the hands of a statue; and even her +manner of speaking was not hurried. + +âMy dear child,â said Harthouse; Mrs. Sparsit saw with delight that his +arm embraced her; âwill you not bear with my society for a little while?â + +âNot here.â + +âWhere, Louisa? + +âNot here.â + +âBut we have so little time to make so much of, and I have come so far, +and am altogether so devoted, and distracted. There never was a slave at +once so devoted and ill-used by his mistress. To look for your sunny +welcome that has warmed me into life, and to be received in your frozen +manner, is heart-rending.â + +âAm I to say again, that I must be left to myself here?â + +âBut we must meet, my dear Louisa. Where shall we meet?â + +They both started. The listener started, guiltily, too; for she thought +there was another listener among the trees. It was only rain, beginning +to fall fast, in heavy drops. + +âShall I ride up to the house a few minutes hence, innocently supposing +that its master is at home and will be charmed to receive me?â + +âNo!â + +âYour cruel commands are implicitly to be obeyed; though I am the most +unfortunate fellow in the world, I believe, to have been insensible to +all other women, and to have fallen prostrate at last under the foot of +the most beautiful, and the most engaging, and the most imperious. My +dearest Louisa, I cannot go myself, or let you go, in this hard abuse of +your power.â + +Mrs. Sparsit saw him detain her with his encircling arm, and heard him +then and there, within her (Mrs. Sparsitâs) greedy hearing, tell her how +he loved her, and how she was the stake for which he ardently desired to +play away all that he had in life. The objects he had lately pursued, +turned worthless beside her; such success as was almost in his grasp, he +flung away from him like the dirt it was, compared with her. Its +pursuit, nevertheless, if it kept him near her, or its renunciation if it +took him from her, or flight if she shared it, or secrecy if she +commanded it, or any fate, or every fate, all was alike to him, so that +she was true to him,âthe man who had seen how cast away she was, whom she +had inspired at their first meeting with an admiration, an interest, of +which he had thought himself incapable, whom she had received into her +confidence, who was devoted to her and adored her. All this, and more, +in his hurry, and in hers, in the whirl of her own gratified malice, in +the dread of being discovered, in the rapidly increasing noise of heavy +rain among the leaves, and a thunderstorm rolling upâMrs. Sparsit +received into her mind, set off with such an unavoidable halo of +confusion and indistinctness, that when at length he climbed the fence +and led his horse away, she was not sure where they were to meet, or +when, except that they had said it was to be that night. + +But one of them yet remained in the darkness before her; and while she +tracked that one she must be right. âOh, my dearest love,â thought Mrs. +Sparsit, âyou little think how well attended you are!â + +Mrs. Sparsit saw her out of the wood, and saw her enter the house. What +to do next? It rained now, in a sheet of water. Mrs. Sparsitâs white +stockings were of many colours, green predominating; prickly things were +in her shoes; caterpillars slung themselves, in hammocks of their own +making, from various parts of her dress; rills ran from her bonnet, and +her Roman nose. In such condition, Mrs. Sparsit stood hidden in the +density of the shrubbery, considering what next? + +Lo, Louisa coming out of the house! Hastily cloaked and muffled, and +stealing away. She elopes! She falls from the lowermost stair, and is +swallowed up in the gulf. + +Indifferent to the rain, and moving with a quick determined step, she +struck into a side-path parallel with the ride. Mrs. Sparsit followed in +the shadow of the trees, at but a short distance; for it was not easy to +keep a figure in view going quickly through the umbrageous darkness. + +When she stopped to close the side-gate without noise, Mrs. Sparsit +stopped. When she went on, Mrs. Sparsit went on. She went by the way +Mrs. Sparsit had come, emerged from the green lane, crossed the stony +road, and ascended the wooden steps to the railroad. A train for +Coketown would come through presently, Mrs. Sparsit knew; so she +understood Coketown to be her first place of destination. + +In Mrs. Sparsitâs limp and streaming state, no extensive precautions were +necessary to change her usual appearance; but, she stopped under the lee +of the station wall, tumbled her shawl into a new shape, and put it on +over her bonnet. So disguised she had no fear of being recognized when +she followed up the railroad steps, and paid her money in the small +office. Louisa sat waiting in a corner. Mrs. Sparsit sat waiting in +another corner. Both listened to the thunder, which was loud, and to the +rain, as it washed off the roof, and pattered on the parapets of the +arches. Two or three lamps were rained out and blown out; so, both saw +the lightning to advantage as it quivered and zigzagged on the iron +tracks. + +The seizure of the station with a fit of trembling, gradually deepening +to a complaint of the heart, announced the train. Fire and steam, and +smoke, and red light; a hiss, a crash, a bell, and a shriek; Louisa put +into one carriage, Mrs. Sparsit put into another: the little station a +desert speck in the thunderstorm. + +Though her teeth chattered in her head from wet and cold, Mrs. Sparsit +exulted hugely. The figure had plunged down the precipice, and she felt +herself, as it were, attending on the body. Could she, who had been so +active in the getting up of the funeral triumph, do less than exult? +âShe will be at Coketown long before him,â thought Mrs. Sparsit, âthough +his horse is never so good. Where will she wait for him? And where will +they go together? Patience. We shall see.â + +The tremendous rain occasioned infinite confusion, when the train stopped +at its destination. Gutters and pipes had burst, drains had overflowed, +and streets were under water. In the first instant of alighting, Mrs. +Sparsit turned her distracted eyes towards the waiting coaches, which +were in great request. âShe will get into one,â she considered, âand +will be away before I can follow in another. At all risks of being run +over, I must see the number, and hear the order given to the coachman.â + +But, Mrs. Sparsit was wrong in her calculation. Louisa got into no +coach, and was already gone. The black eyes kept upon the +railroad-carriage in which she had travelled, settled upon it a moment +too late. The door not being opened after several minutes, Mrs. Sparsit +passed it and repassed it, saw nothing, looked in, and found it empty. +Wet through and through: with her feet squelching and squashing in her +shoes whenever she moved; with a rash of rain upon her classical visage; +with a bonnet like an over-ripe fig; with all her clothes spoiled; with +damp impressions of every button, string, and hook-and-eye she wore, +printed off upon her highly connected back; with a stagnant verdure on +her general exterior, such as accumulates on an old park fence in a +mouldy lane; Mrs. Sparsit had no resource but to burst into tears of +bitterness and say, âI have lost her!â + + + +CHAPTER XII +DOWN + + +THE national dustmen, after entertaining one another with a great many +noisy little fights among themselves, had dispersed for the present, and +Mr. Gradgrind was at home for the vacation. + +He sat writing in the room with the deadly statistical clock, proving +something no doubtâprobably, in the main, that the Good Samaritan was a +Bad Economist. The noise of the rain did not disturb him much; but it +attracted his attention sufficiently to make him raise his head +sometimes, as if he were rather remonstrating with the elements. When it +thundered very loudly, he glanced towards Coketown, having it in his mind +that some of the tall chimneys might be struck by lightning. + +The thunder was rolling into distance, and the rain was pouring down like +a deluge, when the door of his room opened. He looked round the lamp +upon his table, and saw, with amazement, his eldest daughter. + +âLouisa!â + +âFather, I want to speak to you.â + +âWhat is the matter? How strange you look! And good Heaven,â said Mr. +Gradgrind, wondering more and more, âhave you come here exposed to this +storm?â + +She put her hands to her dress, as if she hardly knew. âYes.â Then she +uncovered her head, and letting her cloak and hood fall where they might, +stood looking at him: so colourless, so dishevelled, so defiant and +despairing, that he was afraid of her. + +âWhat is it? I conjure you, Louisa, tell me what is the matter.â + +She dropped into a chair before him, and put her cold hand on his arm. + +âFather, you have trained me from my cradle?â + +âYes, Louisa.â + +âI curse the hour in which I was born to such a destiny.â + +He looked at her in doubt and dread, vacantly repeating: âCurse the hour? +Curse the hour?â + +âHow could you give me life, and take from me all the inappreciable +things that raise it from the state of conscious death? Where are the +graces of my soul? Where are the sentiments of my heart? What have you +done, O father, what have you done, with the garden that should have +bloomed once, in this great wilderness here!â + +She struck herself with both her hands upon her bosom. + +âIf it had ever been here, its ashes alone would save me from the void in +which my whole life sinks. I did not mean to say this; but, father, you +remember the last time we conversed in this room?â + +He had been so wholly unprepared for what he heard now, that it was with +difficulty he answered, âYes, Louisa.â + +âWhat has risen to my lips now, would have risen to my lips then, if you +had given me a momentâs help. I donât reproach you, father. What you +have never nurtured in me, you have never nurtured in yourself; but O! if +you had only done so long ago, or if you had only neglected me, what a +much better and much happier creature I should have been this day!â + +On hearing this, after all his care, he bowed his head upon his hand and +groaned aloud. + +âFather, if you had known, when we were last together here, what even I +feared while I strove against itâas it has been my task from infancy to +strive against every natural prompting that has arisen in my heart; if +you had known that there lingered in my breast, sensibilities, +affections, weaknesses capable of being cherished into strength, defying +all the calculations ever made by man, and no more known to his +arithmetic than his Creator is,âwould you have given me to the husband +whom I am now sure that I hate?â + +He said, âNo. No, my poor child.â + +âWould you have doomed me, at any time, to the frost and blight that have +hardened and spoiled me? Would you have robbed meâfor no oneâs +enrichmentâonly for the greater desolation of this worldâof the +immaterial part of my life, the spring and summer of my belief, my refuge +from what is sordid and bad in the real things around me, my school in +which I should have learned to be more humble and more trusting with +them, and to hope in my little sphere to make them better?â + +âO no, no. No, Louisa.â + +âYet, father, if I had been stone blind; if I had groped my way by my +sense of touch, and had been free, while I knew the shapes and surfaces +of things, to exercise my fancy somewhat, in regard to them; I should +have been a million times wiser, happier, more loving, more contented, +more innocent and human in all good respects, than I am with the eyes I +have. Now, hear what I have come to say.â + +He moved, to support her with his arm. She rising as he did so, they +stood close together: she, with a hand upon his shoulder, looking fixedly +in his face. + +âWith a hunger and thirst upon me, father, which have never been for a +moment appeased; with an ardent impulse towards some region where rules, +and figures, and definitions were not quite absolute; I have grown up, +battling every inch of my way.â + +âI never knew you were unhappy, my child.â + +âFather, I always knew it. In this strife I have almost repulsed and +crushed my better angel into a demon. What I have learned has left me +doubting, misbelieving, despising, regretting, what I have not learned; +and my dismal resource has been to think that life would soon go by, and +that nothing in it could be worth the pain and trouble of a contest.â + +âAnd you so young, Louisa!â he said with pity. + +âAnd I so young. In this condition, fatherâfor I show you now, without +fear or favour, the ordinary deadened state of my mind as I know itâyou +proposed my husband to me. I took him. I never made a pretence to him +or you that I loved him. I knew, and, father, you knew, and he knew, +that I never did. I was not wholly indifferent, for I had a hope of +being pleasant and useful to Tom. I made that wild escape into something +visionary, and have slowly found out how wild it was. But Tom had been +the subject of all the little tenderness of my life; perhaps he became so +because I knew so well how to pity him. It matters little now, except as +it may dispose you to think more leniently of his errors.â + +As her father held her in his arms, she put her other hand upon his other +shoulder, and still looking fixedly in his face, went on. + +âWhen I was irrevocably married, there rose up into rebellion against the +tie, the old strife, made fiercer by all those causes of disparity which +arise out of our two individual natures, and which no general laws shall +ever rule or state for me, father, until they shall be able to direct the +anatomist where to strike his knife into the secrets of my soul.â + +âLouisa!â he said, and said imploringly; for he well remembered what had +passed between them in their former interview. + +âI do not reproach you, father, I make no complaint. I am here with +another object.â + +âWhat can I do, child? Ask me what you will.â + +âI am coming to it. Father, chance then threw into my way a new +acquaintance; a man such as I had had no experience of; used to the +world; light, polished, easy; making no pretences; avowing the low +estimate of everything, that I was half afraid to form in secret; +conveying to me almost immediately, though I donât know how or by what +degrees, that he understood me, and read my thoughts. I could not find +that he was worse than I. There seemed to be a near affinity between us. +I only wondered it should be worth his while, who cared for nothing else, +to care so much for me.â + +âFor you, Louisa!â + +Her father might instinctively have loosened his hold, but that he felt +her strength departing from her, and saw a wild dilating fire in the eyes +steadfastly regarding him. + +âI say nothing of his plea for claiming my confidence. It matters very +little how he gained it. Father, he did gain it. What you know of the +story of my marriage, he soon knew, just as well.â + +Her fatherâs face was ashy white, and he held her in both his arms. + +âI have done no worse, I have not disgraced you. But if you ask me +whether I have loved him, or do love him, I tell you plainly, father, +that it may be so. I donât know.â + +She took her hands suddenly from his shoulders, and pressed them both +upon her side; while in her face, not like itselfâand in her figure, +drawn up, resolute to finish by a last effort what she had to sayâthe +feelings long suppressed broke loose. + +âThis night, my husband being away, he has been with me, declaring +himself my lover. This minute he expects me, for I could release myself +of his presence by no other means. I do not know that I am sorry, I do +not know that I am ashamed, I do not know that I am degraded in my own +esteem. All that I know is, your philosophy and your teaching will not +save me. Now, father, you have brought me to this. Save me by some +other means!â + +He tightened his hold in time to prevent her sinking on the floor, but +she cried out in a terrible voice, âI shall die if you hold me! Let me +fall upon the ground!â And he laid her down there, and saw the pride of +his heart and the triumph of his system, lying, an insensible heap, at +his feet. + + * * * * * + + END OF THE SECOND BOOK + + + + +BOOK THE THIRD +_GARNERING_ + + +CHAPTER I +ANOTHER THING NEEDFUL + + +LOUISA awoke from a torpor, and her eyes languidly opened on her old bed +at home, and her old room. It seemed, at first, as if all that had +happened since the days when these objects were familiar to her were the +shadows of a dream, but gradually, as the objects became more real to her +sight, the events became more real to her mind. + +She could scarcely move her head for pain and heaviness, her eyes were +strained and sore, and she was very weak. A curious passive inattention +had such possession of her, that the presence of her little sister in the +room did not attract her notice for some time. Even when their eyes had +met, and her sister had approached the bed, Louisa lay for minutes +looking at her in silence, and suffering her timidly to hold her passive +hand, before she asked: + +âWhen was I brought to this room?â + +âLast night, Louisa.â + +âWho brought me here?â + +âSissy, I believe.â + +âWhy do you believe so?â + +âBecause I found her here this morning. She didnât come to my bedside to +wake me, as she always does; and I went to look for her. She was not in +her own room either; and I went looking for her all over the house, until +I found her here taking care of you and cooling your head. Will you see +father? Sissy said I was to tell him when you woke.â + +âWhat a beaming face you have, Jane!â said Louisa, as her young +sisterâtimidly stillâbent down to kiss her. + +âHave I? I am very glad you think so. I am sure it must be Sissyâs +doing.â + +The arm Louisa had begun to twine around her neck, unbent itself. âYou +can tell father if you will.â Then, staying her for a moment, she said, +âIt was you who made my room so cheerful, and gave it this look of +welcome?â + +âOh no, Louisa, it was done before I came. It wasââ + +Louisa turned upon her pillow, and heard no more. When her sister had +withdrawn, she turned her head back again, and lay with her face towards +the door, until it opened and her father entered. + +He had a jaded anxious look upon him, and his hand, usually steady, +trembled in hers. He sat down at the side of the bed, tenderly asking +how she was, and dwelling on the necessity of her keeping very quiet +after her agitation and exposure to the weather last night. He spoke in +a subdued and troubled voice, very different from his usual dictatorial +manner; and was often at a loss for words. + +âMy dear Louisa. My poor daughter.â He was so much at a loss at that +place, that he stopped altogether. He tried again. + +âMy unfortunate child.â The place was so difficult to get over, that he +tried again. + +âIt would be hopeless for me, Louisa, to endeavour to tell you how +overwhelmed I have been, and still am, by what broke upon me last night. +The ground on which I stand has ceased to be solid under my feet. The +only support on which I leaned, and the strength of which it seemed, and +still does seem, impossible to question, has given way in an instant. I +am stunned by these discoveries. I have no selfish meaning in what I +say; but I find the shock of what broke upon me last night, to be very +heavy indeed.â + +She could give him no comfort herein. She had suffered the wreck of her +whole life upon the rock. + +âI will not say, Louisa, that if you had by any happy chance undeceived +me some time ago, it would have been better for us both; better for your +peace, and better for mine. For I am sensible that it may not have been +a part of my system to invite any confidence of that kind. I had proved +myâmy system to myself, and I have rigidly administered it; and I must +bear the responsibility of its failures. I only entreat you to believe, +my favourite child, that I have meant to do right.â + +He said it earnestly, and to do him justice he had. In gauging +fathomless deeps with his little mean excise-rod, and in staggering over +the universe with his rusty stiff-legged compasses, he had meant to do +great things. Within the limits of his short tether he had tumbled +about, annihilating the flowers of existence with greater singleness of +purpose than many of the blatant personages whose company he kept. + +âI am well assured of what you say, father. I know I have been your +favourite child. I know you have intended to make me happy. I have +never blamed you, and I never shall.â + +He took her outstretched hand, and retained it in his. + +âMy dear, I have remained all night at my table, pondering again and +again on what has so painfully passed between us. When I consider your +character; when I consider that what has been known to me for hours, has +been concealed by you for years; when I consider under what immediate +pressure it has been forced from you at last; I come to the conclusion +that I cannot but mistrust myself.â + +He might have added more than all, when he saw the face now looking at +him. He did add it in effect, perhaps, as he softly moved her scattered +hair from her forehead with his hand. Such little actions, slight in +another man, were very noticeable in him; and his daughter received them +as if they had been words of contrition. + +âBut,â said Mr. Gradgrind, slowly, and with hesitation, as well as with a +wretched sense of happiness, âif I see reason to mistrust myself for the +past, Louisa, I should also mistrust myself for the present and the +future. To speak unreservedly to you, I do. I am far from feeling +convinced now, however differently I might have felt only this time +yesterday, that I am fit for the trust you repose in me; that I know how +to respond to the appeal you have come home to make to me; that I have +the right instinctâsupposing it for the moment to be some quality of that +natureâhow to help you, and to set you right, my child.â + +She had turned upon her pillow, and lay with her face upon her arm, so +that he could not see it. All her wildness and passion had subsided; +but, though softened, she was not in tears. Her father was changed in +nothing so much as in the respect that he would have been glad to see her +in tears. + +âSome persons hold,â he pursued, still hesitating, âthat there is a +wisdom of the Head, and that there is a wisdom of the Heart. I have not +supposed so; but, as I have said, I mistrust myself now. I have supposed +the head to be all-sufficient. It may not be all-sufficient; how can I +venture this morning to say it is! If that other kind of wisdom should +be what I have neglected, and should be the instinct that is wanted, +Louisaââ + +He suggested it very doubtfully, as if he were half unwilling to admit it +even now. She made him no answer, lying before him on her bed, still +half-dressed, much as he had seen her lying on the floor of his room last +night. + +âLouisa,â and his hand rested on her hair again, âI have been absent from +here, my dear, a good deal of late; and though your sisterâs training has +been pursued according toâthe system,â he appeared to come to that word +with great reluctance always, âit has necessarily been modified by daily +associations begun, in her case, at an early age. I ask youâignorantly +and humbly, my daughterâfor the better, do you think?â + +âFather,â she replied, without stirring, âif any harmony has been +awakened in her young breast that was mute in mine until it turned to +discord, let her thank Heaven for it, and go upon her happier way, taking +it as her greatest blessing that she has avoided my way.â + +âO my child, my child!â he said, in a forlorn manner, âI am an unhappy +man to see you thus! What avails it to me that you do not reproach me, +if I so bitterly reproach myself!â He bent his head, and spoke low to +her. âLouisa, I have a misgiving that some change may have been slowly +working about me in this house, by mere love and gratitude: that what the +Head had left undone and could not do, the Heart may have been doing +silently. Can it be so?â + +She made him no reply. + +âI am not too proud to believe it, Louisa. How could I be arrogant, and +you before me! Can it be so? Is it so, my dear?â He looked upon her +once more, lying cast away there; and without another word went out of +the room. He had not been long gone, when she heard a light tread near +the door, and knew that some one stood beside her. + +She did not raise her head. A dull anger that she should be seen in her +distress, and that the involuntary look she had so resented should come +to this fulfilment, smouldered within her like an unwholesome fire. All +closely imprisoned forces rend and destroy. The air that would be +healthful to the earth, the water that would enrich it, the heat that +would ripen it, tear it when caged up. So in her bosom even now; the +strongest qualities she possessed, long turned upon themselves, became a +heap of obduracy, that rose against a friend. + +It was well that soft touch came upon her neck, and that she understood +herself to be supposed to have fallen asleep. The sympathetic hand did +not claim her resentment. Let it lie there, let it lie. + +It lay there, warming into life a crowd of gentler thoughts; and she +rested. As she softened with the quiet, and the consciousness of being +so watched, some tears made their way into her eyes. The face touched +hers, and she knew that there were tears upon it too, and she the cause +of them. + +As Louisa feigned to rouse herself, and sat up, Sissy retired, so that +she stood placidly near the bedside. + +âI hope I have not disturbed you. I have come to ask if you would let me +stay with you?â + +âWhy should you stay with me? My sister will miss you. You are +everything to her.â + +âAm I?â returned Sissy, shaking her head. âI would be something to you, +if I might.â + +âWhat?â said Louisa, almost sternly. + +âWhatever you want most, if I could be that. At all events, I would like +to try to be as near it as I can. And however far off that may be, I +will never tire of trying. Will you let me?â + +âMy father sent you to ask me.â + +âNo indeed,â replied Sissy. âHe told me that I might come in now, but he +sent me away from the room this morningâor at leastââ + +She hesitated and stopped. + +âAt least, what?â said Louisa, with her searching eyes upon her. + +âI thought it best myself that I should be sent away, for I felt very +uncertain whether you would like to find me here.â + +âHave I always hated you so much?â + +âI hope not, for I have always loved you, and have always wished that you +should know it. But you changed to me a little, shortly before you left +home. Not that I wondered at it. You knew so much, and I knew so +little, and it was so natural in many ways, going as you were among other +friends, that I had nothing to complain of, and was not at all hurt.â + +Her colour rose as she said it modestly and hurriedly. Louisa understood +the loving pretence, and her heart smote her. + +âMay I try?â said Sissy, emboldened to raise her hand to the neck that +was insensibly drooping towards her. + +Louisa, taking down the hand that would have embraced her in another +moment, held it in one of hers, and answered: + +âFirst, Sissy, do you know what I am? I am so proud and so hardened, so +confused and troubled, so resentful and unjust to every one and to +myself, that everything is stormy, dark, and wicked to me. Does not that +repel you?â + +âNo!â + +âI am so unhappy, and all that should have made me otherwise is so laid +waste, that if I had been bereft of sense to this hour, and instead of +being as learned as you think me, had to begin to acquire the simplest +truths, I could not want a guide to peace, contentment, honour, all the +good of which I am quite devoid, more abjectly than I do. Does not that +repel you?â + +âNo!â + +In the innocence of her brave affection, and the brimming up of her old +devoted spirit, the once deserted girl shone like a beautiful light upon +the darkness of the other. + +Louisa raised the hand that it might clasp her neck and join its fellow +there. She fell upon her knees, and clinging to this strollerâs child +looked up at her almost with veneration. + +âForgive me, pity me, help me! Have compassion on my great need, and let +me lay this head of mine upon a loving heart!â + +âO lay it here!â cried Sissy. âLay it here, my dear.â + + + +CHAPTER II +VERY RIDICULOUS + + +MR. JAMES HARTHOUSE passed a whole night and a day in a state of so much +hurry, that the World, with its best glass in his eye, would scarcely +have recognized him during that insane interval, as the brother Jem of +the honourable and jocular member. He was positively agitated. He +several times spoke with an emphasis, similar to the vulgar manner. He +went in and went out in an unaccountable way, like a man without an +object. He rode like a highwayman. In a word, he was so horribly bored +by existing circumstances, that he forgot to go in for boredom in the +manner prescribed by the authorities. + +After putting his horse at Coketown through the storm, as if it were a +leap, he waited up all night: from time to time ringing his bell with the +greatest fury, charging the porter who kept watch with delinquency in +withholding letters or messages that could not fail to have been +entrusted to him, and demanding restitution on the spot. The dawn +coming, the morning coming, and the day coming, and neither message nor +letter coming with either, he went down to the country house. There, the +report was, Mr. Bounderby away, and Mrs. Bounderby in town. Left for +town suddenly last evening. Not even known to be gone until receipt of +message, importing that her return was not to be expected for the +present. + +In these circumstances he had nothing for it but to follow her to town. +He went to the house in town. Mrs. Bounderby not there. He looked in at +the Bank. Mr. Bounderby away and Mrs. Sparsit away. Mrs. Sparsit away? +Who could have been reduced to sudden extremity for the company of that +griffin! + +âWell! I donât know,â said Tom, who had his own reasons for being uneasy +about it. âShe was off somewhere at daybreak this morning. Sheâs always +full of mystery; I hate her. So I do that white chap; heâs always got +his blinking eyes upon a fellow.â + +âWhere were you last night, Tom?â + +âWhere was I last night!â said Tom. âCome! I like that. I was waiting +for you, Mr. Harthouse, till it came down as _I_ never saw it come down +before. Where was I too! Where were you, you mean.â + +âI was prevented from comingâdetained.â + +âDetained!â murmured Tom. âTwo of us were detained. I was detained +looking for you, till I lost every train but the mail. It would have +been a pleasant job to go down by that on such a night, and have to walk +home through a pond. I was obliged to sleep in town after all.â + +âWhere?â + +âWhere? Why, in my own bed at Bounderbyâs.â + +âDid you see your sister?â + +âHow the deuce,â returned Tom, staring, âcould I see my sister when she +was fifteen miles off?â + +Cursing these quick retorts of the young gentleman to whom he was so true +a friend, Mr. Harthouse disembarrassed himself of that interview with the +smallest conceivable amount of ceremony, and debated for the hundredth +time what all this could mean? He made only one thing clear. It was, +that whether she was in town or out of town, whether he had been +premature with her who was so hard to comprehend, or she had lost +courage, or they were discovered, or some mischance or mistake, at +present incomprehensible, had occurred, he must remain to confront his +fortune, whatever it was. The hotel where he was known to live when +condemned to that region of blackness, was the stake to which he was +tied. As to all the restâWhat will be, will be. + +âSo, whether I am waiting for a hostile message, or an assignation, or a +penitent remonstrance, or an impromptu wrestle with my friend Bounderby +in the Lancashire mannerâwhich would seem as likely as anything else in +the present state of affairsâIâll dine,â said Mr. James Harthouse. +âBounderby has the advantage in point of weight; and if anything of a +British nature is to come off between us, it may be as well to be in +training.â + +Therefore he rang the bell, and tossing himself negligently on a sofa, +ordered âSome dinner at sixâwith a beefsteak in it,â and got through the +intervening time as well as he could. That was not particularly well; +for he remained in the greatest perplexity, and, as the hours went on, +and no kind of explanation offered itself, his perplexity augmented at +compound interest. + +However, he took affairs as coolly as it was in human nature to do, and +entertained himself with the facetious idea of the training more than +once. âIt wouldnât be bad,â he yawned at one time, âto give the waiter +five shillings, and throw him.â At another time it occurred to him, âOr +a fellow of about thirteen or fourteen stone might be hired by the hour.â +But these jests did not tell materially on the afternoon, or his +suspense; and, sooth to say, they both lagged fearfully. + +It was impossible, even before dinner, to avoid often walking about in +the pattern of the carpet, looking out of the window, listening at the +door for footsteps, and occasionally becoming rather hot when any steps +approached that room. But, after dinner, when the day turned to +twilight, and the twilight turned to night, and still no communication +was made to him, it began to be as he expressed it, âlike the Holy Office +and slow torture.â However, still true to his conviction that +indifference was the genuine high-breeding (the only conviction he had), +he seized this crisis as the opportunity for ordering candles and a +newspaper. + +He had been trying in vain, for half an hour, to read this newspaper, +when the waiter appeared and said, at once mysteriously and +apologetically: + +âBeg your pardon, sir. Youâre wanted, sir, if you please.â + +A general recollection that this was the kind of thing the Police said to +the swell mob, caused Mr. Harthouse to ask the waiter in return, with +bristling indignation, what the Devil he meant by âwantedâ? + +âBeg your pardon, sir. Young lady outside, sir, wishes to see you.â + +âOutside? Where?â + +âOutside this door, sir.â + +Giving the waiter to the personage before mentioned, as a block-head duly +qualified for that consignment, Mr. Harthouse hurried into the gallery. +A young woman whom he had never seen stood there. Plainly dressed, very +quiet, very pretty. As he conducted her into the room and placed a chair +for her, he observed, by the light of the candles, that she was even +prettier than he had at first believed. Her face was innocent and +youthful, and its expression remarkably pleasant. She was not afraid of +him, or in any way disconcerted; she seemed to have her mind entirely +preoccupied with the occasion of her visit, and to have substituted that +consideration for herself. + +âI speak to Mr. Harthouse?â she said, when they were alone. + +âTo Mr. Harthouse.â He added in his mind, âAnd you speak to him with the +most confiding eyes I ever saw, and the most earnest voice (though so +quiet) I ever heard.â + +âIf I do not understandâand I do not, sirââsaid Sissy, âwhat your honour +as a gentleman binds you to, in other matters:â the blood really rose in +his face as she began in these words: âI am sure I may rely upon it to +keep my visit secret, and to keep secret what I am going to say. I will +rely upon it, if you will tell me I may so far trustââ + +âYou may, I assure you.â + +âI am young, as you see; I am alone, as you see. In coming to you, sir, +I have no advice or encouragement beyond my own hope.â He thought, âBut +that is very strong,â as he followed the momentary upward glance of her +eyes. He thought besides, âThis is a very odd beginning. I donât see +where we are going.â + +âI think,â said Sissy, âyou have already guessed whom I left just now!â + +âI have been in the greatest concern and uneasiness during the last +four-and-twenty hours (which have appeared as many years),â he returned, +âon a ladyâs account. The hopes I have been encouraged to form that you +come from that lady, do not deceive me, I trust.â + +âI left her within an hour.â + +âAtâ!â + +âAt her fatherâs.â + +Mr. Harthouseâs face lengthened in spite of his coolness, and his +perplexity increased. âThen I certainly,â he thought, âdo _not_ see +where we are going.â + +âShe hurried there last night. She arrived there in great agitation, and +was insensible all through the night. I live at her fatherâs, and was +with her. You may be sure, sir, you will never see her again as long as +you live.â + +Mr. Harthouse drew a long breath; and, if ever man found himself in the +position of not knowing what to say, made the discovery beyond all +question that he was so circumstanced. The child-like ingenuousness with +which his visitor spoke, her modest fearlessness, her truthfulness which +put all artifice aside, her entire forgetfulness of herself in her +earnest quiet holding to the object with which she had come; all this, +together with her reliance on his easily given promiseâwhich in itself +shamed himâpresented something in which he was so inexperienced, and +against which he knew any of his usual weapons would fall so powerless; +that not a word could he rally to his relief. + +At last he said: + +âSo startling an announcement, so confidently made, and by such lips, is +really disconcerting in the last degree. May I be permitted to inquire, +if you are charged to convey that information to me in those hopeless +words, by the lady of whom we speak?â + +âI have no charge from her.â + +âThe drowning man catches at the straw. With no disrespect for your +judgment, and with no doubt of your sincerity, excuse my saying that I +cling to the belief that there is yet hope that I am not condemned to +perpetual exile from that ladyâs presence.â + +âThere is not the least hope. The first object of my coming here, sir, +is to assure you that you must believe that there is no more hope of your +ever speaking with her again, than there would be if she had died when +she came home last night.â + +âMust believe? But if I canâtâor if I should, by infirmity of nature, be +obstinateâand wonâtââ + +âIt is still true. There is no hope.â + +James Harthouse looked at her with an incredulous smile upon his lips; +but her mind looked over and beyond him, and the smile was quite thrown +away. + +He bit his lip, and took a little time for consideration. + +âWell! If it should unhappily appear,â he said, âafter due pains and +duty on my part, that I am brought to a position so desolate as this +banishment, I shall not become the ladyâs persecutor. But you said you +had no commission from her?â + +âI have only the commission of my love for her, and her love for me. I +have no other trust, than that I have been with her since she came home, +and that she has given me her confidence. I have no further trust, than +that I know something of her character and her marriage. O Mr. +Harthouse, I think you had that trust too!â + +He was touched in the cavity where his heart should have beenâin that +nest of addled eggs, where the birds of heaven would have lived if they +had not been whistled awayâby the fervour of this reproach. + +âI am not a moral sort of fellow,â he said, âand I never make any +pretensions to the character of a moral sort of fellow. I am as immoral +as need be. At the same time, in bringing any distress upon the lady who +is the subject of the present conversation, or in unfortunately +compromising her in any way, or in committing myself by any expression of +sentiments towards her, not perfectly reconcilable withâin fact withâthe +domestic hearth; or in taking any advantage of her fatherâs being a +machine, or of her brotherâs being a whelp, or of her husbandâs being a +bear; I beg to be allowed to assure you that I have had no particularly +evil intentions, but have glided on from one step to another with a +smoothness so perfectly diabolical, that I had not the slightest idea the +catalogue was half so long until I began to turn it over. Whereas I +find,â said Mr. James Harthouse, in conclusion, âthat it is really in +several volumes.â + +Though he said all this in his frivolous way, the way seemed, for that +once, a conscious polishing of but an ugly surface. He was silent for a +moment; and then proceeded with a more self-possessed air, though with +traces of vexation and disappointment that would not be polished out. + +âAfter what has been just now represented to me, in a manner I find it +impossible to doubtâI know of hardly any other source from which I could +have accepted it so readilyâI feel bound to say to you, in whom the +confidence you have mentioned has been reposed, that I cannot refuse to +contemplate the possibility (however unexpected) of my seeing the lady no +more. I am solely to blame for the thing having come to thisâandâand, I +cannot say,â he added, rather hard up for a general peroration, âthat I +have any sanguine expectation of ever becoming a moral sort of fellow, or +that I have any belief in any moral sort of fellow whatever.â + +Sissyâs face sufficiently showed that her appeal to him was not finished. + +âYou spoke,â he resumed, as she raised her eyes to him again, âof your +first object. I may assume that there is a second to be mentioned?â + +âYes.â + +âWill you oblige me by confiding it?â + +âMr. Harthouse,â returned Sissy, with a blending of gentleness and +steadiness that quite defeated him, and with a simple confidence in his +being bound to do what she required, that held him at a singular +disadvantage, âthe only reparation that remains with you, is to leave +here immediately and finally. I am quite sure that you can mitigate in +no other way the wrong and harm you have done. I am quite sure that it +is the only compensation you have left it in your power to make. I do +not say that it is much, or that it is enough; but it is something, and +it is necessary. Therefore, though without any other authority than I +have given you, and even without the knowledge of any other person than +yourself and myself, I ask you to depart from this place to-night, under +an obligation never to return to it.â + +If she had asserted any influence over him beyond her plain faith in the +truth and right of what she said; if she had concealed the least doubt or +irresolution, or had harboured for the best purpose any reserve or +pretence; if she had shown, or felt, the lightest trace of any +sensitiveness to his ridicule or his astonishment, or any remonstrance he +might offer; he would have carried it against her at this point. But he +could as easily have changed a clear sky by looking at it in surprise, as +affect her. + +âBut do you know,â he asked, quite at a loss, âthe extent of what you +ask? You probably are not aware that I am here on a public kind of +business, preposterous enough in itself, but which I have gone in for, +and sworn by, and am supposed to be devoted to in quite a desperate +manner? You probably are not aware of that, but I assure you itâs the +fact.â + +It had no effect on Sissy, fact or no fact. + +âBesides which,â said Mr. Harthouse, taking a turn or two across the +room, dubiously, âitâs so alarmingly absurd. It would make a man so +ridiculous, after going in for these fellows, to back out in such an +incomprehensible way.â + +âI am quite sure,â repeated Sissy, âthat it is the only reparation in +your power, sir. I am quite sure, or I would not have come here.â + +He glanced at her face, and walked about again. âUpon my soul, I donât +know what to say. So immensely absurd!â + +It fell to his lot, now, to stipulate for secrecy. + +âIf I were to do such a very ridiculous thing,â he said, stopping again +presently, and leaning against the chimney-piece, âit could only be in +the most inviolable confidence.â + +âI will trust to you, sir,â returned Sissy, âand you will trust to me.â + +His leaning against the chimney-piece reminded him of the night with the +whelp. It was the self-same chimney-piece, and somehow he felt as if +_he_ were the whelp to-night. He could make no way at all. + +âI suppose a man never was placed in a more ridiculous position,â he +said, after looking down, and looking up, and laughing, and frowning, and +walking off, and walking back again. âBut I see no way out of it. What +will be, will be. _This_ will be, I suppose. I must take off myself, I +imagineâin short, I engage to do it.â + +Sissy rose. She was not surprised by the result, but she was happy in +it, and her face beamed brightly. + +âYou will permit me to say,â continued Mr. James Harthouse, âthat I doubt +if any other ambassador, or ambassadress, could have addressed me with +the same success. I must not only regard myself as being in a very +ridiculous position, but as being vanquished at all points. Will you +allow me the privilege of remembering my enemyâs name?â + +â_My_ name?â said the ambassadress. + +âThe only name I could possibly care to know, to-night.â + +âSissy Jupe.â + +âPardon my curiosity at parting. Related to the family?â + +âI am only a poor girl,â returned Sissy. âI was separated from my +fatherâhe was only a strollerâand taken pity on by Mr. Gradgrind. I have +lived in the house ever since.â + +She was gone. + +âIt wanted this to complete the defeat,â said Mr. James Harthouse, +sinking, with a resigned air, on the sofa, after standing transfixed a +little while. âThe defeat may now be considered perfectly accomplished. +Only a poor girlâonly a strollerâonly James Harthouse made nothing +ofâonly James Harthouse a Great Pyramid of failure.â + +The Great Pyramid put it into his head to go up the Nile. He took a pen +upon the instant, and wrote the following note (in appropriate +hieroglyphics) to his brother: + + Dear Jack,âAll up at Coketown. Bored out of the place, and going in + for camels. + + Affectionately, + JEM. + +He rang the bell. + +âSend my fellow here.â + +âGone to bed, sir.â + +âTell him to get up, and pack up.â + +He wrote two more notes. One, to Mr. Bounderby, announcing his +retirement from that part of the country, and showing where he would be +found for the next fortnight. The other, similar in effect, to Mr. +Gradgrind. Almost as soon as the ink was dry upon their superscriptions, +he had left the tall chimneys of Coketown behind, and was in a railway +carriage, tearing and glaring over the dark landscape. + +The moral sort of fellows might suppose that Mr. James Harthouse derived +some comfortable reflections afterwards, from this prompt retreat, as one +of his few actions that made any amends for anything, and as a token to +himself that he had escaped the climax of a very bad business. But it +was not so, at all. A secret sense of having failed and been +ridiculousâa dread of what other fellows who went in for similar sorts of +things, would say at his expense if they knew itâso oppressed him, that +what was about the very best passage in his life was the one of all +others he would not have owned to on any account, and the only one that +made him ashamed of himself. + + + +CHAPTER III +VERY DECIDED + + +THE indefatigable Mrs. Sparsit, with a violent cold upon her, her voice +reduced to a whisper, and her stately frame so racked by continual +sneezes that it seemed in danger of dismemberment, gave chase to her +patron until she found him in the metropolis; and there, majestically +sweeping in upon him at his hotel in St. Jamesâs Street, exploded the +combustibles with which she was charged, and blew up. Having executed +her mission with infinite relish, this high-minded woman then fainted +away on Mr. Bounderbyâs coat-collar. + +Mr. Bounderbyâs first procedure was to shake Mrs. Sparsit off, and leave +her to progress as she might through various stages of suffering on the +floor. He next had recourse to the administration of potent +restoratives, such as screwing the patientâs thumbs, smiting her hands, +abundantly watering her face, and inserting salt in her mouth. When +these attentions had recovered her (which they speedily did), he hustled +her into a fast train without offering any other refreshment, and carried +her back to Coketown more dead than alive. + +Regarded as a classical ruin, Mrs. Sparsit was an interesting spectacle +on her arrival at her journeyâs end; but considered in any other light, +the amount of damage she had by that time sustained was excessive, and +impaired her claims to admiration. Utterly heedless of the wear and tear +of her clothes and constitution, and adamant to her pathetic sneezes, Mr. +Bounderby immediately crammed her into a coach, and bore her off to Stone +Lodge. + +âNow, Tom Gradgrind,â said Bounderby, bursting into his father-in-lawâs +room late at night; âhereâs a lady hereâMrs. Sparsitâyou know Mrs. +Sparsitâwho has something to say to you that will strike you dumb.â + +âYou have missed my letter!â exclaimed Mr. Gradgrind, surprised by the +apparition. + +âMissed your letter, sir!â bawled Bounderby. âThe present time is no +time for letters. No man shall talk to Josiah Bounderby of Coketown +about letters, with his mind in the state itâs in now.â + +âBounderby,â said Mr. Gradgrind, in a tone of temperate remonstrance, âI +speak of a very special letter I have written to you, in reference to +Louisa.â + +âTom Gradgrind,â replied Bounderby, knocking the flat of his hand several +times with great vehemence on the table, âI speak of a very special +messenger that has come to me, in reference to Louisa. Mrs. Sparsit, +maâam, stand forward!â + +That unfortunate lady hereupon essaying to offer testimony, without any +voice and with painful gestures expressive of an inflamed throat, became +so aggravating and underwent so many facial contortions, that Mr. +Bounderby, unable to bear it, seized her by the arm and shook her. + +âIf you canât get it out, maâam,â said Bounderby, âleave _me_ to get it +out. This is not a time for a lady, however highly connected, to be +totally inaudible, and seemingly swallowing marbles. Tom Gradgrind, Mrs. +Sparsit latterly found herself, by accident, in a situation to overhear a +conversation out of doors between your daughter and your precious +gentleman-friend, Mr. James Harthouse.â + +âIndeed!â said Mr. Gradgrind. + +âAh! Indeed!â cried Bounderby. âAnd in that conversationââ + +âIt is not necessary to repeat its tenor, Bounderby. I know what +passed.â + +âYou do? Perhaps,â said Bounderby, staring with all his might at his so +quiet and assuasive father-in-law, âyou know where your daughter is at +the present time!â + +âUndoubtedly. She is here.â + +âHere?â + +âMy dear Bounderby, let me beg you to restrain these loud out-breaks, on +all accounts. Louisa is here. The moment she could detach herself from +that interview with the person of whom you speak, and whom I deeply +regret to have been the means of introducing to you, Louisa hurried here, +for protection. I myself had not been at home many hours, when I +received herâhere, in this room. She hurried by the train to town, she +ran from town to this house, through a raging storm, and presented +herself before me in a state of distraction. Of course, she has remained +here ever since. Let me entreat you, for your own sake and for hers, to +be more quiet.â + +Mr. Bounderby silently gazed about him for some moments, in every +direction except Mrs. Sparsitâs direction; and then, abruptly turning +upon the niece of Lady Scadgers, said to that wretched woman: + +âNow, maâam! We shall be happy to hear any little apology you may think +proper to offer, for going about the country at express pace, with no +other luggage than a Cock-and-a-Bull, maâam!â + +âSir,â whispered Mrs. Sparsit, âmy nerves are at present too much shaken, +and my health is at present too much impaired, in your service, to admit +of my doing more than taking refuge in tears.â (Which she did.) + +âWell, maâam,â said Bounderby, âwithout making any observation to you +that may not be made with propriety to a woman of good family, what I +have got to add to that, is that there is something else in which it +appears to me you may take refuge, namely, a coach. And the coach in +which we came here being at the door, youâll allow me to hand you down to +it, and pack you home to the Bank: where the best course for you to +pursue, will be to put your feet into the hottest water you can bear, and +take a glass of scalding rum and butter after you get into bed.â With +these words, Mr. Bounderby extended his right hand to the weeping lady, +and escorted her to the conveyance in question, shedding many plaintive +sneezes by the way. He soon returned alone. + +âNow, as you showed me in your face, Tom Gradgrind, that you wanted to +speak to me,â he resumed, âhere I am. But, I am not in a very agreeable +state, I tell you plainly: not relishing this business, even as it is, +and not considering that I am at any time as dutifully and submissively +treated by your daughter, as Josiah Bounderby of Coketown ought to be +treated by his wife. You have your opinion, I dare say; and I have mine, +I know. If you mean to say anything to me to-night, that goes against +this candid remark, you had better let it alone.â + +Mr. Gradgrind, it will be observed, being much softened, Mr. Bounderby +took particular pains to harden himself at all points. It was his +amiable nature. + +âMy dear Bounderby,â Mr. Gradgrind began in reply. + +âNow, youâll excuse me,â said Bounderby, âbut I donât want to be too +dear. That, to start with. When I begin to be dear to a man, I +generally find that his intention is to come over me. I am not speaking +to you politely; but, as you are aware, I am _not_ polite. If you like +politeness, you know where to get it. You have your gentleman-friends, +you know, and theyâll serve you with as much of the article as you want. +I donât keep it myself.â + +âBounderby,â urged Mr. Gradgrind, âwe are all liable to mistakesââ + +âI thought you couldnât make âem,â interrupted Bounderby. + +âPerhaps I thought so. But, I say we are all liable to mistakes and I +should feel sensible of your delicacy, and grateful for it, if you would +spare me these references to Harthouse. I shall not associate him in our +conversation with your intimacy and encouragement; pray do not persist in +connecting him with mine.â + +âI never mentioned his name!â said Bounderby. + +âWell, well!â returned Mr. Gradgrind, with a patient, even a submissive, +air. And he sat for a little while pondering. âBounderby, I see reason +to doubt whether we have ever quite understood Louisa.â + +âWho do you mean by We?â + +âLet me say I, then,â he returned, in answer to the coarsely blurted +question; âI doubt whether I have understood Louisa. I doubt whether I +have been quite right in the manner of her education.â + +âThere you hit it,â returned Bounderby. âThere I agree with you. You +have found it out at last, have you? Education! Iâll tell you what +education isâTo be tumbled out of doors, neck and crop, and put upon the +shortest allowance of everything except blows. Thatâs what _I_ call +education.â + +âI think your good sense will perceive,â Mr. Gradgrind remonstrated in +all humility, âthat whatever the merits of such a system may be, it would +be difficult of general application to girls.â + +âI donât see it at all, sir,â returned the obstinate Bounderby. + +âWell,â sighed Mr. Gradgrind, âwe will not enter into the question. I +assure you I have no desire to be controversial. I seek to repair what +is amiss, if I possibly can; and I hope you will assist me in a good +spirit, Bounderby, for I have been very much distressed.â + +âI donât understand you, yet,â said Bounderby, with determined obstinacy, +âand therefore I wonât make any promises.â + +âIn the course of a few hours, my dear Bounderby,â Mr. Gradgrind +proceeded, in the same depressed and propitiatory manner, âI appear to +myself to have become better informed as to Louisaâs character, than in +previous years. The enlightenment has been painfully forced upon me, and +the discovery is not mine. I think there areâBounderby, you will be +surprised to hear me say thisâI think there are qualities in Louisa, +whichâwhich have been harshly neglected, andâand a little perverted. +Andâand I would suggest to you, thatâthat if you would kindly meet me in +a timely endeavour to leave her to her better nature for a whileâand to +encourage it to develop itself by tenderness and considerationâitâit +would be the better for the happiness of all of us. Louisa,â said Mr. +Gradgrind, shading his face with his hand, âhas always been my favourite +child.â + +The blustrous Bounderby crimsoned and swelled to such an extent on +hearing these words, that he seemed to be, and probably was, on the brink +of a fit. With his very ears a bright purple shot with crimson, he pent +up his indignation, however, and said: + +âYouâd like to keep her here for a time?â + +âIâI had intended to recommend, my dear Bounderby, that you should allow +Louisa to remain here on a visit, and be attended by Sissy (I mean of +course Cecilia Jupe), who understands her, and in whom she trusts.â + +âI gather from all this, Tom Gradgrind,â said Bounderby, standing up with +his hands in his pockets, âthat you are of opinion that thereâs what +people call some incompatibility between Loo Bounderby and myself.â + +âI fear there is at present a general incompatibility between Louisa, +andâandâand almost all the relations in which I have placed her,â was her +fatherâs sorrowful reply. + +âNow, look you here, Tom Gradgrind,â said Bounderby the flushed, +confronting him with his legs wide apart, his hands deeper in his +pockets, and his hair like a hayfield wherein his windy anger was +boisterous. âYou have said your say; I am going to say mine. I am a +Coketown man. I am Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. I know the bricks of +this town, and I know the works of this town, and I know the chimneys of +this town, and I know the smoke of this town, and I know the Hands of +this town. I know âem all pretty well. Theyâre real. When a man tells +me anything about imaginative qualities, I always tell that man, whoever +he is, that I know what he means. He means turtle soup and venison, with +a gold spoon, and that he wants to be set up with a coach and six. +Thatâs what your daughter wants. Since you are of opinion that she ought +to have what she wants, I recommend you to provide it for her. Because, +Tom Gradgrind, she will never have it from me.â + +âBounderby,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âI hoped, after my entreaty, you would +have taken a different tone.â + +âJust wait a bit,â retorted Bounderby; âyou have said your say, I +believe. I heard you out; hear me out, if you please. Donât make +yourself a spectacle of unfairness as well as inconsistency, because, +although I am sorry to see Tom Gradgrind reduced to his present position, +I should be doubly sorry to see him brought so low as that. Now, thereâs +an incompatibility of some sort or another, I am given to understand by +you, between your daughter and me. Iâll give _you_ to understand, in +reply to that, that there unquestionably is an incompatibility of the +first magnitudeâto be summed up in thisâthat your daughter donât properly +know her husbandâs merits, and is not impressed with such a sense as +would become her, by George! of the honour of his alliance. Thatâs plain +speaking, I hope.â + +âBounderby,â urged Mr. Gradgrind, âthis is unreasonable.â + +âIs it?â said Bounderby. âI am glad to hear you say so. Because when +Tom Gradgrind, with his new lights, tells me that what I say is +unreasonable, I am convinced at once it must be devilish sensible. With +your permission I am going on. You know my origin; and you know that for +a good many years of my life I didnât want a shoeing-horn, in consequence +of not having a shoe. Yet you may believe or not, as you think proper, +that there are ladiesâborn ladiesâbelonging to familiesâFamilies!âwho +next to worship the ground I walk on.â + +He discharged this like a Rocket, at his father-in-lawâs head. + +âWhereas your daughter,â proceeded Bounderby, âis far from being a born +lady. That you know, yourself. Not that I care a pinch of candle-snuff +about such things, for you are very well aware I donât; but that such is +the fact, and you, Tom Gradgrind, canât change it. Why do I say this?â + +âNot, I fear,â observed Mr. Gradgrind, in a low voice, âto spare me.â + +âHear me out,â said Bounderby, âand refrain from cutting in till your +turn comes round. I say this, because highly connected females have been +astonished to see the way in which your daughter has conducted herself, +and to witness her insensibility. They have wondered how I have suffered +it. And I wonder myself now, and I wonât suffer it.â + +âBounderby,â returned Mr. Gradgrind, rising, âthe less we say to-night +the better, I think.â + +âOn the contrary, Tom Gradgrind, the more we say to-night, the better, I +think. That is,â the consideration checked him, âtill I have said all I +mean to say, and then I donât care how soon we stop. I come to a +question that may shorten the business. What do you mean by the proposal +you made just now?â + +âWhat do I mean, Bounderby?â + +âBy your visiting proposition,â said Bounderby, with an inflexible jerk +of the hayfield. + +âI mean that I hope you may be induced to arrange in a friendly manner, +for allowing Louisa a period of repose and reflection here, which may +tend to a gradual alteration for the better in many respects.â + +âTo a softening down of your ideas of the incompatibility?â said +Bounderby. + +âIf you put it in those terms.â + +âWhat made you think of this?â said Bounderby. + +âI have already said, I fear Louisa has not been understood. Is it +asking too much, Bounderby, that you, so far her elder, should aid in +trying to set her right? You have accepted a great charge of her; for +better for worse, forââ + +Mr. Bounderby may have been annoyed by the repetition of his own words to +Stephen Blackpool, but he cut the quotation short with an angry start. + +âCome!â said he, âI donât want to be told about that. I know what I took +her for, as well as you do. Never you mind what I took her for; thatâs +my look out.â + +âI was merely going on to remark, Bounderby, that we may all be more or +less in the wrong, not even excepting you; and that some yielding on your +part, remembering the trust you have accepted, may not only be an act of +true kindness, but perhaps a debt incurred towards Louisa.â + +âI think differently,â blustered Bounderby. âI am going to finish this +business according to my own opinions. Now, I donât want to make a +quarrel of it with you, Tom Gradgrind. To tell you the truth, I donât +think it would be worthy of my reputation to quarrel on such a subject. +As to your gentleman-friend, he may take himself off, wherever he likes +best. If he falls in my way, I shall tell him my mind; if he donât fall +in my way, I shanât, for it wonât be worth my while to do it. As to your +daughter, whom I made Loo Bounderby, and might have done better by +leaving Loo Gradgrind, if she donât come home to-morrow, by twelve +oâclock at noon, I shall understand that she prefers to stay away, and I +shall send her wearing apparel and so forth over here, and youâll take +charge of her for the future. What I shall say to people in general, of +the incompatibility that led to my so laying down the law, will be this. +I am Josiah Bounderby, and I had my bringing-up; sheâs the daughter of +Tom Gradgrind, and she had her bringing-up; and the two horses wouldnât +pull together. I am pretty well known to be rather an uncommon man, I +believe; and most people will understand fast enough that it must be a +woman rather out of the common, also, who, in the long run, would come up +to my mark.â + +âLet me seriously entreat you to reconsider this, Bounderby,â urged Mr. +Gradgrind, âbefore you commit yourself to such a decision.â + +âI always come to a decision,â said Bounderby, tossing his hat on: âand +whatever I do, I do at once. I should be surprised at Tom Gradgrindâs +addressing such a remark to Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, knowing what he +knows of him, if I could be surprised by anything Tom Gradgrind did, +after his making himself a party to sentimental humbug. I have given you +my decision, and I have got no more to say. Good night!â + +So Mr. Bounderby went home to his town house to bed. At five minutes +past twelve oâclock next day, he directed Mrs. Bounderbyâs property to be +carefully packed up and sent to Tom Gradgrindâs; advertised his country +retreat for sale by private contract; and resumed a bachelor life. + + + +CHAPTER IV +LOST + + +THE robbery at the Bank had not languished before, and did not cease to +occupy a front place in the attention of the principal of that +establishment now. In boastful proof of his promptitude and activity, as +a remarkable man, and a self-made man, and a commercial wonder more +admirable than Venus, who had risen out of the mud instead of the sea, he +liked to show how little his domestic affairs abated his business ardour. +Consequently, in the first few weeks of his resumed bachelorhood, he even +advanced upon his usual display of bustle, and every day made such a rout +in renewing his investigations into the robbery, that the officers who +had it in hand almost wished it had never been committed. + +They were at fault too, and off the scent. Although they had been so +quiet since the first outbreak of the matter, that most people really did +suppose it to have been abandoned as hopeless, nothing new occurred. No +implicated man or woman took untimely courage, or made a self-betraying +step. More remarkable yet, Stephen Blackpool could not be heard of, and +the mysterious old woman remained a mystery. + +Things having come to this pass, and showing no latent signs of stirring +beyond it, the upshot of Mr. Bounderbyâs investigations was, that he +resolved to hazard a bold burst. He drew up a placard, offering Twenty +Pounds reward for the apprehension of Stephen Blackpool, suspected of +complicity in the robbery of Coketown Bank on such a night; he described +the said Stephen Blackpool by dress, complexion, estimated height, and +manner, as minutely as he could; he recited how he had left the town, and +in what direction he had been last seen going; he had the whole printed +in great black letters on a staring broadsheet; and he caused the walls +to be posted with it in the dead of night, so that it should strike upon +the sight of the whole population at one blow. + +The factory-bells had need to ring their loudest that morning to disperse +the groups of workers who stood in the tardy daybreak, collected round +the placards, devouring them with eager eyes. Not the least eager of the +eyes assembled, were the eyes of those who could not read. These people, +as they listened to the friendly voice that read aloudâthere was always +some such ready to help themâstared at the characters which meant so much +with a vague awe and respect that would have been half ludicrous, if any +aspect of public ignorance could ever be otherwise than threatening and +full of evil. Many ears and eyes were busy with a vision of the matter +of these placards, among turning spindles, rattling looms, and whirling +wheels, for hours afterwards; and when the Hands cleared out again into +the streets, there were still as many readers as before. + +Slackbridge, the delegate, had to address his audience too that night; +and Slackbridge had obtained a clean bill from the printer, and had +brought it in his pocket. Oh, my friends and fellow-countrymen, the +down-trodden operatives of Coketown, oh, my fellow-brothers and +fellow-workmen and fellow-citizens and fellow-men, what a to-do was +there, when Slackbridge unfolded what he called âthat damning document,â +and held it up to the gaze, and for the execration of the working-man +community! âOh, my fellow-men, behold of what a traitor in the camp of +those great spirits who are enrolled upon the holy scroll of Justice and +of Union, is appropriately capable! Oh, my prostrate friends, with the +galling yoke of tyrants on your necks and the iron foot of despotism +treading down your fallen forms into the dust of the earth, upon which +right glad would your oppressors be to see you creeping on your bellies +all the days of your lives, like the serpent in the gardenâoh, my +brothers, and shall I as a man not add, my sisters too, what do you say, +_now_, of Stephen Blackpool, with a slight stoop in his shoulders and +about five foot seven in height, as set forth in this degrading and +disgusting document, this blighting bill, this pernicious placard, this +abominable advertisement; and with what majesty of denouncement will you +crush the viper, who would bring this stain and shame upon the God-like +race that happily has cast him out for ever! Yes, my compatriots, +happily cast him out and sent him forth! For you remember how he stood +here before you on this platform; you remember how, face to face and foot +to foot, I pursued him through all his intricate windings; you remember +how he sneaked and slunk, and sidled, and splitted of straws, until, with +not an inch of ground to which to cling, I hurled him out from amongst +us: an object for the undying finger of scorn to point at, and for the +avenging fire of every free and thinking mind to scorch and scar! And +now, my friendsâmy labouring friends, for I rejoice and triumph in that +stigmaâmy friends whose hard but honest beds are made in toil, and whose +scanty but independent pots are boiled in hardship; and now, I say, my +friends, what appellation has that dastard craven taken to himself, when, +with the mask torn from his features, he stands before us in all his +native deformity, a What? A thief! A plunderer! A proscribed fugitive, +with a price upon his head; a fester and a wound upon the noble character +of the Coketown operative! Therefore, my band of brothers in a sacred +bond, to which your children and your childrenâs children yet unborn have +set their infant hands and seals, I propose to you on the part of the +United Aggregate Tribunal, ever watchful for your welfare, ever zealous +for your benefit, that this meeting does Resolve: That Stephen Blackpool, +weaver, referred to in this placard, having been already solemnly +disowned by the community of Coketown Hands, the same are free from the +shame of his misdeeds, and cannot as a class be reproached with his +dishonest actions!â + +Thus Slackbridge; gnashing and perspiring after a prodigious sort. A few +stern voices called out âNo!â and a score or two hailed, with assenting +cries of âHear, hear!â the caution from one man, âSlackbridge, yâor over +hetter inât; yâor a goen too fast!â But these were pigmies against an +army; the general assemblage subscribed to the gospel according to +Slackbridge, and gave three cheers for him, as he sat demonstratively +panting at them. + +These men and women were yet in the streets, passing quietly to their +homes, when Sissy, who had been called away from Louisa some minutes +before, returned. + +âWho is it?â asked Louisa. + +âIt is Mr. Bounderby,â said Sissy, timid of the name, âand your brother +Mr. Tom, and a young woman who says her name is Rachael, and that you +know her.â + +âWhat do they want, Sissy dear?â + +âThey want to see you. Rachael has been crying, and seems angry.â + +âFather,â said Louisa, for he was present, âI cannot refuse to see them, +for a reason that will explain itself. Shall they come in here?â + +As he answered in the affirmative, Sissy went away to bring them. She +reappeared with them directly. Tom was last; and remained standing in +the obscurest part of the room, near the door. + +âMrs. Bounderby,â said her husband, entering with a cool nod, âI donât +disturb you, I hope. This is an unseasonable hour, but here is a young +woman who has been making statements which render my visit necessary. +Tom Gradgrind, as your son, young Tom, refuses for some obstinate reason +or other to say anything at all about those statements, good or bad, I am +obliged to confront her with your daughter.â + +âYou have seen me once before, young lady,â said Rachael, standing in +front of Louisa. + +Tom coughed. + +âYou have seen me, young lady,â repeated Rachael, as she did not answer, +âonce before.â + +Tom coughed again. + +âI have.â + +Rachael cast her eyes proudly towards Mr. Bounderby, and said, âWill you +make it known, young lady, where, and who was there?â + +âI went to the house where Stephen Blackpool lodged, on the night of his +discharge from his work, and I saw you there. He was there too; and an +old woman who did not speak, and whom I could scarcely see, stood in a +dark corner. My brother was with me.â + +âWhy couldnât you say so, young Tom?â demanded Bounderby. + +âI promised my sister I wouldnât.â Which Louisa hastily confirmed. âAnd +besides,â said the whelp bitterly, âshe tells her own story so precious +wellâand so fullâthat what business had I to take it out of her mouth!â + +âSay, young lady, if you please,â pursued Rachael, âwhy, in an evil hour, +you ever came to Stephenâs that night.â + +âI felt compassion for him,â said Louisa, her colour deepening, âand I +wished to know what he was going to do, and wished to offer him +assistance.â + +âThank you, maâam,â said Bounderby. âMuch flattered and obliged.â + +âDid you offer him,â asked Rachael, âa bank-note?â + +âYes; but he refused it, and would only take two pounds in gold.â + +Rachael cast her eyes towards Mr. Bounderby again. + +âOh, certainly!â said Bounderby. âIf you put the question whether your +ridiculous and improbable account was true or not, I am bound to say itâs +confirmed.â + +âYoung lady,â said Rachael, âStephen Blackpool is now named as a thief in +public print all over this town, and where else! There have been a +meeting to-night where he have been spoken of in the same shameful way. +Stephen! The honestest lad, the truest lad, the best!â Her indignation +failed her, and she broke off sobbing. + +âI am very, very sorry,â said Louisa. + +âOh, young lady, young lady,â returned Rachael, âI hope you may be, but I +donât know! I canât say what you may haâ done! The like of you donât +know us, donât care for us, donât belong to us. I am not sure why you +may haâ come that night. I canât tell but what you may haâ come wiâ some +aim of your own, not mindin to what trouble you brought such as the poor +lad. I said then, Bless you for coming; and I said it of my heart, you +seemed to take so pitifully to him; but I donât know now, I donât know!â + +Louisa could not reproach her for her unjust suspicions; she was so +faithful to her idea of the man, and so afflicted. + +âAnd when I think,â said Rachael through her sobs, âthat the poor lad was +so grateful, thinkin you so good to himâwhen I mind that he put his hand +over his hard-worken face to hide the tears that you brought up thereâOh, +I hope you may be sorry, and haâ no bad cause to be it; but I donât know, +I donât know!â + +âYouâre a pretty article,â growled the whelp, moving uneasily in his dark +corner, âto come here with these precious imputations! You ought to be +bundled out for not knowing how to behave yourself, and you would be by +rights.â + +She said nothing in reply; and her low weeping was the only sound that +was heard, until Mr. Bounderby spoke. + +âCome!â said he, âyou know what you have engaged to do. You had better +give your mind to that; not this.â + +ââDeed, I am loath,â returned Rachael, drying her eyes, âthat any here +should see me like this; but I wonât be seen so again. Young lady, when +I had read whatâs put in print of Stephenâand what has just as much truth +in it as if it had been put in print of youâI went straight to the Bank +to say I knew where Stephen was, and to give a sure and certain promise +that he should be here in two days. I couldnât meet wiâ Mr. Bounderby +then, and your brother sent me away, and I tried to find you, but you was +not to be found, and I went back to work. Soon as I come out of the Mill +to-night, I hastened to hear what was said of Stephenâfor I know wiâ +pride he will come back to shame it!âand then I went again to seek Mr. +Bounderby, and I found him, and I told him every word I knew; and he +believed no word I said, and brought me here.â + +âSo far, thatâs true enough,â assented Mr. Bounderby, with his hands in +his pockets and his hat on. âBut I have known you people before to-day, +youâll observe, and I know you never die for want of talking. Now, I +recommend you not so much to mind talking just now, as doing. You have +undertaken to do something; all I remark upon that at present is, do it!â + +âI have written to Stephen by the post that went out this afternoon, as I +have written to him once before sinâ he went away,â said Rachael; âand he +will be here, at furthest, in two days.â + +âThen, Iâll tell you something. You are not aware perhaps,â retorted Mr. +Bounderby, âthat you yourself have been looked after now and then, not +being considered quite free from suspicion in this business, on account +of most people being judged according to the company they keep. The +post-office hasnât been forgotten either. What Iâll tell you is, that no +letter to Stephen Blackpool has ever got into it. Therefore, what has +become of yours, I leave you to guess. Perhaps youâre mistaken, and +never wrote any.â + +âHe hadnât been gone from here, young lady,â said Rachael, turning +appealingly to Louisa, âas much as a week, when he sent me the only +letter I have had from him, saying that he was forced to seek work in +another name.â + +âOh, by George!â cried Bounderby, shaking his head, with a whistle, âhe +changes his name, does he! Thatâs rather unlucky, too, for such an +immaculate chap. Itâs considered a little suspicious in Courts of +Justice, I believe, when an Innocent happens to have many names.â + +âWhat,â said Rachael, with the tears in her eyes again, âwhat, young +lady, in the name of Mercy, was left the poor lad to do! The masters +against him on one hand, the men against him on the other, he only wantin +to work hard in peace, and do what he felt right. Can a man have no soul +of his own, no mind of his own? Must he go wrong all through wiâ this +side, or must he go wrong all through wiâ that, or else be hunted like a +hare?â + +âIndeed, indeed, I pity him from my heart,â returned Louisa; âand I hope +that he will clear himself.â + +âYou need have no fear of that, young lady. He is sure!â + +âAll the surer, I suppose,â said Mr. Bounderby, âfor your refusing to +tell where he is? Eh?â + +âHe shall not, through any act of mine, come back wiâ the unmerited +reproach of being brought back. He shall come back of his own accord to +clear himself, and put all those that have injured his good character, +and he not here for its defence, to shame. I have told him what has been +done against him,â said Rachael, throwing off all distrust as a rock +throws of the sea, âand he will be here, at furthest, in two days.â + +âNotwithstanding which,â added Mr. Bounderby, âif he can be laid hold of +any sooner, he shall have an earlier opportunity of clearing himself. As +to you, I have nothing against you; what you came and told me turns out +to be true, and I have given you the means of proving it to be true, and +thereâs an end of it. I wish you good night all! I must be off to look +a little further into this.â + +Tom came out of his corner when Mr. Bounderby moved, moved with him, kept +close to him, and went away with him. The only parting salutation of +which he delivered himself was a sulky âGood night, father!â With a +brief speech, and a scowl at his sister, he left the house. + +Since his sheet-anchor had come home, Mr. Gradgrind had been sparing of +speech. He still sat silent, when Louisa mildly said: + +âRachael, you will not distrust me one day, when you know me better.â + +âIt goes against me,â Rachael answered, in a gentler manner, âto mistrust +any one; but when I am so mistrustedâwhen we all areâI cannot keep such +things quite out of my mind. I ask your pardon for having done you an +injury. I donât think what I said now. Yet I might come to think it +again, wiâ the poor lad so wronged.â + +âDid you tell him in your letter,â inquired Sissy, âthat suspicion seemed +to have fallen upon him, because he had been seen about the Bank at +night? He would then know what he would have to explain on coming back, +and would be ready.â + +âYes, dear,â she returned; âbut I canât guess what can have ever taken +him there. He never used to go there. It was never in his way. His way +was the same as mine, and not near it.â + +Sissy had already been at her side asking her where she lived, and +whether she might come to-morrow night, to inquire if there were news of +him. + +âI doubt,â said Rachael, âif he can be here till next day.â + +âThen I will come next night too,â said Sissy. + +When Rachael, assenting to this, was gone, Mr. Gradgrind lifted up his +head, and said to his daughter: + +âLouisa, my dear, I have never, that I know of, seen this man. Do you +believe him to be implicated?â + +âI think I have believed it, father, though with great difficulty. I do +not believe it now.â + +âThat is to say, you once persuaded yourself to believe it, from knowing +him to be suspected. His appearance and manner; are they so honest?â + +âVery honest.â + +âAnd her confidence not to be shaken! I ask myself,â said Mr. Gradgrind, +musing, âdoes the real culprit know of these accusations? Where is he? +Who is he?â + +His hair had latterly began to change its colour. As he leaned upon his +hand again, looking gray and old, Louisa, with a face of fear and pity, +hurriedly went over to him, and sat close at his side. Her eyes by +accident met Sissyâs at the moment. Sissy flushed and started, and +Louisa put her finger on her lip. + +Next night, when Sissy returned home and told Louisa that Stephen was not +come, she told it in a whisper. Next night again, when she came home +with the same account, and added that he had not been heard of, she spoke +in the same low frightened tone. From the moment of that interchange of +looks, they never uttered his name, or any reference to him, aloud; nor +ever pursued the subject of the robbery, when Mr. Gradgrind spoke of it. + +The two appointed days ran out, three days and nights ran out, and +Stephen Blackpool was not come, and remained unheard of. On the fourth +day, Rachael, with unabated confidence, but considering her despatch to +have miscarried, went up to the Bank, and showed her letter from him with +his address, at a working colony, one of many, not upon the main road, +sixty miles away. Messengers were sent to that place, and the whole town +looked for Stephen to be brought in next day. + +During this whole time the whelp moved about with Mr. Bounderby like his +shadow, assisting in all the proceedings. He was greatly excited, +horribly fevered, bit his nails down to the quick, spoke in a hard +rattling voice, and with lips that were black and burnt up. At the hour +when the suspected man was looked for, the whelp was at the station; +offering to wager that he had made off before the arrival of those who +were sent in quest of him, and that he would not appear. + +The whelp was right. The messengers returned alone. Rachaelâs letter +had gone, Rachaelâs letter had been delivered. Stephen Blackpool had +decamped in that same hour; and no soul knew more of him. The only doubt +in Coketown was, whether Rachael had written in good faith, believing +that he really would come back, or warning him to fly. On this point +opinion was divided. + +Six days, seven days, far on into another week. The wretched whelp +plucked up a ghastly courage, and began to grow defiant. â_Was_ the +suspected fellow the thief? A pretty question! If not, where was the +man, and why did he not come back?â + +Where was the man, and why did he not come back? In the dead of night +the echoes of his own words, which had rolled Heaven knows how far away +in the daytime, came back instead, and abided by him until morning. + + + +CHAPTER V +FOUND + + +DAY and night again, day and night again. No Stephen Blackpool. Where +was the man, and why did he not come back? + +Every night, Sissy went to Rachaelâs lodging, and sat with her in her +small neat room. All day, Rachael toiled as such people must toil, +whatever their anxieties. The smoke-serpents were indifferent who was +lost or found, who turned out bad or good; the melancholy mad elephants, +like the Hard Fact men, abated nothing of their set routine, whatever +happened. Day and night again, day and night again. The monotony was +unbroken. Even Stephen Blackpoolâs disappearance was falling into the +general way, and becoming as monotonous a wonder as any piece of +machinery in Coketown. + +âI misdoubt,â said Rachael, âif there is as many as twenty left in all +this place, who have any trust in the poor dear lad now.â + +She said it to Sissy, as they sat in her lodging, lighted only by the +lamp at the street corner. Sissy had come there when it was already +dark, to await her return from work; and they had since sat at the window +where Rachael had found her, wanting no brighter light to shine on their +sorrowful talk. + +âIf it hadnât been mercifully brought about, that I was to have you to +speak to,â pursued Rachael, âtimes are, when I think my mind would not +have kept right. But I get hope and strength through you; and you +believe that though appearances may rise against him, he will be proved +clear?â + +âI do believe so,â returned Sissy, âwith my whole heart. I feel so +certain, Rachael, that the confidence you hold in yours against all +discouragement, is not like to be wrong, that I have no more doubt of him +than if I had known him through as many years of trial as you have.â + +âAnd I, my dear,â said Rachel, with a tremble in her voice, âhave known +him through them all, to be, according to his quiet ways, so faithful to +everything honest and good, that if he was never to be heard of more, and +I was to live to be a hundred years old, I could say with my last breath, +God knows my heart. I have never once left trusting Stephen Blackpool!â + +âWe all believe, up at the Lodge, Rachael, that he will be freed from +suspicion, sooner or later.â + +âThe better I know it to be so believed there, my dear,â said Rachael, +âand the kinder I feel it that you come away from there, purposely to +comfort me, and keep me company, and be seen wiâ me when I am not yet +free from all suspicion myself, the more grieved I am that I should ever +have spoken those mistrusting words to the young lady. And yet Iââ + +âYou donât mistrust her now, Rachael?â + +âNow that you have brought us more together, no. But I canât at all +times keep out of my mindââ + +Her voice so sunk into a low and slow communing with herself, that Sissy, +sitting by her side, was obliged to listen with attention. + +âI canât at all times keep out of my mind, mistrustings of some one. I +canât think who âtis, I canât think how or why it may be done, but I +mistrust that some one has put Stephen out of the way. I mistrust that +by his coming back of his own accord, and showing himself innocent before +them all, some one would be confounded, whoâto prevent thatâhas stopped +him, and put him out of the way.â + +âThat is a dreadful thought,â said Sissy, turning pale. + +âIt _is_ a dreadful thought to think he may be murdered.â + +Sissy shuddered, and turned paler yet. + +âWhen it makes its way into my mind, dear,â said Rachael, âand it will +come sometimes, though I do all I can to keep it out, wiâ counting on to +high numbers as I work, and saying over and over again pieces that I knew +when I were a childâI fall into such a wild, hot hurry, that, however +tired I am, I want to walk fast, miles and miles. I must get the better +of this before bed-time. Iâll walk home wiâ you.â + +âHe might fall ill upon the journey back,â said Sissy, faintly offering a +worn-out scrap of hope; âand in such a case, there are many places on the +road where he might stop.â + +âBut he is in none of them. He has been sought for in all, and heâs not +there.â + +âTrue,â was Sissyâs reluctant admission. + +âHeâd walk the journey in two days. If he was footsore and couldnât +walk, I sent him, in the letter he got, the money to ride, lest he should +have none of his own to spare.â + +âLet us hope that to-morrow will bring something better, Rachael. Come +into the air!â + +Her gentle hand adjusted Rachaelâs shawl upon her shining black hair in +the usual manner of her wearing it, and they went out. The night being +fine, little knots of Hands were here and there lingering at street +corners; but it was supper-time with the greater part of them, and there +were but few people in the streets. + +âYouâre not so hurried now, Rachael, and your hand is cooler.â + +âI get better, dear, if I can only walk, and breathe a little fresh. +âTimes when I canât, I turn weak and confused.â + +âBut you must not begin to fail, Rachael, for you may be wanted at any +time to stand by Stephen. To-morrow is Saturday. If no news comes +to-morrow, let us walk in the country on Sunday morning, and strengthen +you for another week. Will you go?â + +âYes, dear.â + +They were by this time in the street where Mr. Bounderbyâs house stood. +The way to Sissyâs destination led them past the door, and they were +going straight towards it. Some train had newly arrived in Coketown, +which had put a number of vehicles in motion, and scattered a +considerable bustle about the town. Several coaches were rattling before +them and behind them as they approached Mr. Bounderbyâs, and one of the +latter drew up with such briskness as they were in the act of passing the +house, that they looked round involuntarily. The bright gaslight over +Mr. Bounderbyâs steps showed them Mrs. Sparsit in the coach, in an +ecstasy of excitement, struggling to open the door; Mrs. Sparsit seeing +them at the same moment, called to them to stop. + +âItâs a coincidence,â exclaimed Mrs. Sparsit, as she was released by the +coachman. âItâs a Providence! Come out, maâam!â then said Mrs. Sparsit, +to some one inside, âcome out, or weâll have you dragged out!â + +Hereupon, no other than the mysterious old woman descended. Whom Mrs. +Sparsit incontinently collared. + +âLeave her alone, everybody!â cried Mrs. Sparsit, with great energy. +âLet nobody touch her. She belongs to me. Come in, maâam!â then said +Mrs. Sparsit, reversing her former word of command. âCome in, maâam, or +weâll have you dragged in!â + +The spectacle of a matron of classical deportment, seizing an ancient +woman by the throat, and hauling her into a dwelling-house, would have +been under any circumstances, sufficient temptation to all true English +stragglers so blest as to witness it, to force a way into that +dwelling-house and see the matter out. But when the phenomenon was +enhanced by the notoriety and mystery by this time associated all over +the town with the Bank robbery, it would have lured the stragglers in, +with an irresistible attraction, though the roof had been expected to +fall upon their heads. Accordingly, the chance witnesses on the ground, +consisting of the busiest of the neighbours to the number of some +five-and-twenty, closed in after Sissy and Rachael, as they closed in +after Mrs. Sparsit and her prize; and the whole body made a disorderly +irruption into Mr. Bounderbyâs dining-room, where the people behind lost +not a momentâs time in mounting on the chairs, to get the better of the +people in front. + +âFetch Mr. Bounderby down!â cried Mrs. Sparsit. âRachael, young woman; +you know who this is?â + +âItâs Mrs. Pegler,â said Rachael. + +âI should think it is!â cried Mrs. Sparsit, exulting. âFetch Mr. +Bounderby. Stand away, everybody!â Here old Mrs. Pegler, muffling +herself up, and shrinking from observation, whispered a word of entreaty. +âDonât tell me,â said Mrs. Sparsit, aloud. âI have told you twenty +times, coming along, that I will _not_ leave you till I have handed you +over to him myself.â + +Mr. Bounderby now appeared, accompanied by Mr. Gradgrind and the whelp, +with whom he had been holding conference up-stairs. Mr. Bounderby looked +more astonished than hospitable, at sight of this uninvited party in his +dining-room. + +âWhy, whatâs the matter now!â said he. âMrs. Sparsit, maâam?â + +âSir,â explained that worthy woman, âI trust it is my good fortune to +produce a person you have much desired to find. Stimulated by my wish to +relieve your mind, sir, and connecting together such imperfect clues to +the part of the country in which that person might be supposed to reside, +as have been afforded by the young woman, Rachael, fortunately now +present to identify, I have had the happiness to succeed, and to bring +that person with meâI need not say most unwillingly on her part. It has +not been, sir, without some trouble that I have effected this; but +trouble in your service is to me a pleasure, and hunger, thirst, and cold +a real gratification.â + +Here Mrs. Sparsit ceased; for Mr. Bounderbyâs visage exhibited an +extraordinary combination of all possible colours and expressions of +discomfiture, as old Mrs. Pegler was disclosed to his view. + +âWhy, what do you mean by this?â was his highly unexpected demand, in +great warmth. âI ask you, what do you mean by this, Mrs. Sparsit, +maâam?â + +âSir!â exclaimed Mrs. Sparsit, faintly. + +âWhy donât you mind your own business, maâam?â roared Bounderby. âHow +dare you go and poke your officious nose into my family affairs?â + +This allusion to her favourite feature overpowered Mrs. Sparsit. She sat +down stiffly in a chair, as if she were frozen; and with a fixed stare at +Mr. Bounderby, slowly grated her mittens against one another, as if they +were frozen too. + +âMy dear Josiah!â cried Mrs. Pegler, trembling. âMy darling boy! I am +not to blame. Itâs not my fault, Josiah. I told this lady over and over +again, that I knew she was doing what would not be agreeable to you, but +she would do it.â + +âWhat did you let her bring you for? Couldnât you knock her cap off, or +her tooth out, or scratch her, or do something or other to her?â asked +Bounderby. + +âMy own boy! She threatened me that if I resisted her, I should be +brought by constables, and it was better to come quietly than make that +stir in such aââMrs. Pegler glanced timidly but proudly round the +wallsââsuch a fine house as this. Indeed, indeed, it is not my fault! +My dear, noble, stately boy! I have always lived quiet, and secret, +Josiah, my dear. I have never broken the condition once. I have never +said I was your mother. I have admired you at a distance; and if I have +come to town sometimes, with long times between, to take a proud peep at +you, I have done it unbeknown, my love, and gone away again.â + +Mr. Bounderby, with his hands in his pockets, walked in impatient +mortification up and down at the side of the long dining-table, while the +spectators greedily took in every syllable of Mrs. Peglerâs appeal, and +at each succeeding syllable became more and more round-eyed. Mr. +Bounderby still walking up and down when Mrs. Pegler had done, Mr. +Gradgrind addressed that maligned old lady: + +âI am surprised, madam,â he observed with severity, âthat in your old age +you have the face to claim Mr. Bounderby for your son, after your +unnatural and inhuman treatment of him.â + +â_Me_ unnatural!â cried poor old Mrs. Pegler. â_Me_ inhuman! To my dear +boy?â + +âDear!â repeated Mr. Gradgrind. âYes; dear in his self-made prosperity, +madam, I dare say. Not very dear, however, when you deserted him in his +infancy, and left him to the brutality of a drunken grandmother.â + +â_I_ deserted my Josiah!â cried Mrs. Pegler, clasping her hands. âNow, +Lord forgive you, sir, for your wicked imaginations, and for your scandal +against the memory of my poor mother, who died in my arms before Josiah +was born. May you repent of it, sir, and live to know better!â + +She was so very earnest and injured, that Mr. Gradgrind, shocked by the +possibility which dawned upon him, said in a gentler tone: + +âDo you deny, then, madam, that you left your son toâto be brought up in +the gutter?â + +âJosiah in the gutter!â exclaimed Mrs. Pegler. âNo such a thing, sir. +Never! For shame on you! My dear boy knows, and will give _you_ to +know, that though he come of humble parents, he come of parents that +loved him as dear as the best could, and never thought it hardship on +themselves to pinch a bit that he might write and cipher beautiful, and +Iâve his books at home to show it! Aye, have I!â said Mrs. Pegler, with +indignant pride. âAnd my dear boy knows, and will give _you_ to know, +sir, that after his beloved father died, when he was eight years old, his +mother, too, could pinch a bit, as it was her duty and her pleasure and +her pride to do it, to help him out in life, and put him âprentice. And +a steady lad he was, and a kind master he had to lend him a hand, and +well he worked his own way forward to be rich and thriving. And _I_âll +give you to know, sirâfor this my dear boy wonâtâthat though his mother +kept but a little village shop, he never forgot her, but pensioned me on +thirty pound a yearâmore than I want, for I put by out of itâonly making +the condition that I was to keep down in my own part, and make no boasts +about him, and not trouble him. And I never have, except with looking at +him once a year, when he has never knowed it. And itâs right,â said poor +old Mrs. Pegler, in affectionate championship, âthat I _should_ keep down +in my own part, and I have no doubts that if I was here I should do a +many unbefitting things, and I am well contented, and I can keep my pride +in my Josiah to myself, and I can love for loveâs own sake! And I am +ashamed of you, sir,â said Mrs. Pegler, lastly, âfor your slanders and +suspicions. And I never stood here before, nor never wanted to stand +here when my dear son said no. And I shouldnât be here now, if it hadnât +been for being brought here. And for shame upon you, Oh, for shame, to +accuse me of being a bad mother to my son, with my son standing here to +tell you so different!â + +The bystanders, on and off the dining-room chairs, raised a murmur of +sympathy with Mrs. Pegler, and Mr. Gradgrind felt himself innocently +placed in a very distressing predicament, when Mr. Bounderby, who had +never ceased walking up and down, and had every moment swelled larger and +larger, and grown redder and redder, stopped short. + +âI donât exactly know,â said Mr. Bounderby, âhow I come to be favoured +with the attendance of the present company, but I donât inquire. When +theyâre quite satisfied, perhaps theyâll be so good as to disperse; +whether theyâre satisfied or not, perhaps theyâll be so good as to +disperse. Iâm not bound to deliver a lecture on my family affairs, I +have not undertaken to do it, and Iâm not a going to do it. Therefore +those who expect any explanation whatever upon that branch of the +subject, will be disappointedâparticularly Tom Gradgrind, and he canât +know it too soon. In reference to the Bank robbery, there has been a +mistake made, concerning my mother. If there hadnât been +over-officiousness it wouldnât have been made, and I hate +over-officiousness at all times, whether or no. Good evening!â + +Although Mr. Bounderby carried it off in these terms, holding the door +open for the company to depart, there was a blustering sheepishness upon +him, at once extremely crestfallen and superlatively absurd. Detected as +the Bully of humility, who had built his windy reputation upon lies, and +in his boastfulness had put the honest truth as far away from him as if +he had advanced the mean claim (there is no meaner) to tack himself on to +a pedigree, he cut a most ridiculous figure. With the people filing off +at the door he held, who he knew would carry what had passed to the whole +town, to be given to the four winds, he could not have looked a Bully +more shorn and forlorn, if he had had his ears cropped. Even that +unlucky female, Mrs. Sparsit, fallen from her pinnacle of exultation into +the Slough of Despond, was not in so bad a plight as that remarkable man +and self-made Humbug, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown. + +Rachael and Sissy, leaving Mrs. Pegler to occupy a bed at her sonâs for +that night, walked together to the gate of Stone Lodge and there parted. +Mr. Gradgrind joined them before they had gone very far, and spoke with +much interest of Stephen Blackpool; for whom he thought this signal +failure of the suspicions against Mrs. Pegler was likely to work well. + +As to the whelp; throughout this scene as on all other late occasions, he +had stuck close to Bounderby. He seemed to feel that as long as +Bounderby could make no discovery without his knowledge, he was so far +safe. He never visited his sister, and had only seen her once since she +went home: that is to say on the night when he still stuck close to +Bounderby, as already related. + +There was one dim unformed fear lingering about his sisterâs mind, to +which she never gave utterance, which surrounded the graceless and +ungrateful boy with a dreadful mystery. The same dark possibility had +presented itself in the same shapeless guise, this very day, to Sissy, +when Rachael spoke of some one who would be confounded by Stephenâs +return, having put him out of the way. Louisa had never spoken of +harbouring any suspicion of her brother in connexion with the robbery, +she and Sissy had held no confidence on the subject, save in that one +interchange of looks when the unconscious father rested his gray head on +his hand; but it was understood between them, and they both knew it. +This other fear was so awful, that it hovered about each of them like a +ghostly shadow; neither daring to think of its being near herself, far +less of its being near the other. + +And still the forced spirit which the whelp had plucked up, throve with +him. If Stephen Blackpool was not the thief, let him show himself. Why +didnât he? + +Another night. Another day and night. No Stephen Blackpool. Where was +the man, and why did he not come back? + + + +CHAPTER VI +THE STARLIGHT + + +THE Sunday was a bright Sunday in autumn, clear and cool, when early in +the morning Sissy and Rachael met, to walk in the country. + +As Coketown cast ashes not only on its own head but on the +neighbourhoodâs tooâafter the manner of those pious persons who do +penance for their own sins by putting other people into sackclothâit was +customary for those who now and then thirsted for a draught of pure air, +which is not absolutely the most wicked among the vanities of life, to +get a few miles away by the railroad, and then begin their walk, or their +lounge in the fields. Sissy and Rachael helped themselves out of the +smoke by the usual means, and were put down at a station about midway +between the town and Mr. Bounderbyâs retreat. + +Though the green landscape was blotted here and there with heaps of coal, +it was green elsewhere, and there were trees to see, and there were larks +singing (though it was Sunday), and there were pleasant scents in the +air, and all was over-arched by a bright blue sky. In the distance one +way, Coketown showed as a black mist; in another distance hills began to +rise; in a third, there was a faint change in the light of the horizon +where it shone upon the far-off sea. Under their feet, the grass was +fresh; beautiful shadows of branches flickered upon it, and speckled it; +hedgerows were luxuriant; everything was at peace. Engines at pitsâ +mouths, and lean old horses that had worn the circle of their daily +labour into the ground, were alike quiet; wheels had ceased for a short +space to turn; and the great wheel of earth seemed to revolve without the +shocks and noises of another time. + +They walked on across the fields and down the shady lanes, sometimes +getting over a fragment of a fence so rotten that it dropped at a touch +of the foot, sometimes passing near a wreck of bricks and beams overgrown +with grass, marking the site of deserted works. They followed paths and +tracks, however slight. Mounds where the grass was rank and high, and +where brambles, dock-weed, and such-like vegetation, were confusedly +heaped together, they always avoided; for dismal stories were told in +that country of the old pits hidden beneath such indications. + +The sun was high when they sat down to rest. They had seen no one, near +or distant, for a long time; and the solitude remained unbroken. âIt is +so still here, Rachael, and the way is so untrodden, that I think we must +be the first who have been here all the summer.â + +As Sissy said it, her eyes were attracted by another of those rotten +fragments of fence upon the ground. She got up to look at it. âAnd yet +I donât know. This has not been broken very long. The wood is quite +fresh where it gave way. Here are footsteps too.âO Rachael!â + +She ran back, and caught her round the neck. Rachael had already started +up. + +âWhat is the matter?â + +âI donât know. There is a hat lying in the grass.â They went forward +together. Rachael took it up, shaking from head to foot. She broke into +a passion of tears and lamentations: Stephen Blackpool was written in his +own hand on the inside. + +âO the poor lad, the poor lad! He has been made away with. He is lying +murdered here!â + +âIs thereâhas the hat any blood upon it?â Sissy faltered. + +They were afraid to look; but they did examine it, and found no mark of +violence, inside or out. It had been lying there some days, for rain and +dew had stained it, and the mark of its shape was on the grass where it +had fallen. They looked fearfully about them, without moving, but could +see nothing more. âRachael,â Sissy whispered, âI will go on a little by +myself.â + +She had unclasped her hand, and was in the act of stepping forward, when +Rachael caught her in both arms with a scream that resounded over the +wide landscape. Before them, at their very feet, was the brink of a +black ragged chasm hidden by the thick grass. They sprang back, and fell +upon their knees, each hiding her face upon the otherâs neck. + +âO, my good Lord! Heâs down there! Down there!â At first this, and her +terrific screams, were all that could be got from Rachael, by any tears, +by any prayers, by any representations, by any means. It was impossible +to hush her; and it was deadly necessary to hold her, or she would have +flung herself down the shaft. + +âRachael, dear Rachael, good Rachael, for the love of Heaven, not these +dreadful cries! Think of Stephen, think of Stephen, think of Stephen!â + +By an earnest repetition of this entreaty, poured out in all the agony of +such a moment, Sissy at last brought her to be silent, and to look at her +with a tearless face of stone. + +âRachael, Stephen may be living. You wouldnât leave him lying maimed at +the bottom of this dreadful place, a moment, if you could bring help to +him?â + +âNo, no, no!â + +âDonât stir from here, for his sake! Let me go and listen.â + +She shuddered to approach the pit; but she crept towards it on her hands +and knees, and called to him as loud as she could call. She listened, +but no sound replied. She called again and listened; still no answering +sound. She did this, twenty, thirty times. She took a little clod of +earth from the broken ground where he had stumbled, and threw it in. She +could not hear it fall. + +The wide prospect, so beautiful in its stillness but a few minutes ago, +almost carried despair to her brave heart, as she rose and looked all +round her, seeing no help. âRachael, we must lose not a moment. We must +go in different directions, seeking aid. You shall go by the way we have +come, and I will go forward by the path. Tell any one you see, and every +one what has happened. Think of Stephen, think of Stephen!â + +She knew by Rachaelâs face that she might trust her now. And after +standing for a moment to see her running, wringing her hands as she ran, +she turned and went upon her own search; she stopped at the hedge to tie +her shawl there as a guide to the place, then threw her bonnet aside, and +ran as she had never run before. + +Run, Sissy, run, in Heavenâs name! Donât stop for breath. Run, run! +Quickening herself by carrying such entreaties in her thoughts, she ran +from field to field, and lane to lane, and place to place, as she had +never run before; until she came to a shed by an engine-house, where two +men lay in the shade, asleep on straw. + +First to wake them, and next to tell them, all so wild and breathless as +she was, what had brought her there, were difficulties; but they no +sooner understood her than their spirits were on fire like hers. One of +the men was in a drunken slumber, but on his comradeâs shouting to him +that a man had fallen down the Old Hell Shaft, he started out to a pool +of dirty water, put his head in it, and came back sober. + +With these two men she ran to another half-a-mile further, and with that +one to another, while they ran elsewhere. Then a horse was found; and +she got another man to ride for life or death to the railroad, and send a +message to Louisa, which she wrote and gave him. By this time a whole +village was up: and windlasses, ropes, poles, candles, lanterns, all +things necessary, were fast collecting and being brought into one place, +to be carried to the Old Hell Shaft. + +It seemed now hours and hours since she had left the lost man lying in +the grave where he had been buried alive. She could not bear to remain +away from it any longerâit was like deserting himâand she hurried swiftly +back, accompanied by half-a-dozen labourers, including the drunken man +whom the news had sobered, and who was the best man of all. When they +came to the Old Hell Shaft, they found it as lonely as she had left it. +The men called and listened as she had done, and examined the edge of the +chasm, and settled how it had happened, and then sat down to wait until +the implements they wanted should come up. + +Every sound of insects in the air, every stirring of the leaves, every +whisper among these men, made Sissy tremble, for she thought it was a cry +at the bottom of the pit. But the wind blew idly over it, and no sound +arose to the surface, and they sat upon the grass, waiting and waiting. +After they had waited some time, straggling people who had heard of the +accident began to come up; then the real help of implements began to +arrive. In the midst of this, Rachael returned; and with her party there +was a surgeon, who brought some wine and medicines. But, the expectation +among the people that the man would be found alive was very slight +indeed. + +There being now people enough present to impede the work, the sobered man +put himself at the head of the rest, or was put there by the general +consent, and made a large ring round the Old Hell Shaft, and appointed +men to keep it. Besides such volunteers as were accepted to work, only +Sissy and Rachael were at first permitted within this ring; but, later in +the day, when the message brought an express from Coketown, Mr. Gradgrind +and Louisa, and Mr. Bounderby, and the whelp, were also there. + +The sun was four hours lower than when Sissy and Rachael had first sat +down upon the grass, before a means of enabling two men to descend +securely was rigged with poles and ropes. Difficulties had arisen in the +construction of this machine, simple as it was; requisites had been found +wanting, and messages had had to go and return. It was five oâclock in +the afternoon of the bright autumnal Sunday, before a candle was sent +down to try the air, while three or four rough faces stood crowded close +together, attentively watching it: the man at the windlass lowering as +they were told. The candle was brought up again, feebly burning, and +then some water was cast in. Then the bucket was hooked on; and the +sobered man and another got in with lights, giving the word âLower away!â + +As the rope went out, tight and strained, and the windlass creaked, there +was not a breath among the one or two hundred men and women looking on, +that came as it was wont to come. The signal was given and the windlass +stopped, with abundant rope to spare. Apparently so long an interval +ensued with the men at the windlass standing idle, that some women +shrieked that another accident had happened! But the surgeon who held +the watch, declared five minutes not to have elapsed yet, and sternly +admonished them to keep silence. He had not well done speaking, when the +windlass was reversed and worked again. Practised eyes knew that it did +not go as heavily as it would if both workmen had been coming up, and +that only one was returning. + +The rope came in tight and strained; and ring after ring was coiled upon +the barrel of the windlass, and all eyes were fastened on the pit. The +sobered man was brought up and leaped out briskly on the grass. There +was an universal cry of âAlive or dead?â and then a deep, profound hush. + +When he said âAlive!â a great shout arose and many eyes had tears in +them. + +âBut heâs hurt very bad,â he added, as soon as he could make himself +heard again. âWhereâs doctor? Heâs hurt so very bad, sir, that we donno +how to get him up.â + +They all consulted together, and looked anxiously at the surgeon, as he +asked some questions, and shook his head on receiving the replies. The +sun was setting now; and the red light in the evening sky touched every +face there, and caused it to be distinctly seen in all its rapt suspense. + +The consultation ended in the men returning to the windlass, and the +pitman going down again, carrying the wine and some other small matters +with him. Then the other man came up. In the meantime, under the +surgeonâs directions, some men brought a hurdle, on which others made a +thick bed of spare clothes covered with loose straw, while he himself +contrived some bandages and slings from shawls and handkerchiefs. As +these were made, they were hung upon an arm of the pitman who had last +come up, with instructions how to use them: and as he stood, shown by the +light he carried, leaning his powerful loose hand upon one of the poles, +and sometimes glancing down the pit, and sometimes glancing round upon +the people, he was not the least conspicuous figure in the scene. It was +dark now, and torches were kindled. + +It appeared from the little this man said to those about him, which was +quickly repeated all over the circle, that the lost man had fallen upon a +mass of crumbled rubbish with which the pit was half choked up, and that +his fall had been further broken by some jagged earth at the side. He +lay upon his back with one arm doubled under him, and according to his +own belief had hardly stirred since he fell, except that he had moved his +free hand to a side pocket, in which he remembered to have some bread and +meat (of which he had swallowed crumbs), and had likewise scooped up a +little water in it now and then. He had come straight away from his +work, on being written to, and had walked the whole journey; and was on +his way to Mr. Bounderbyâs country house after dark, when he fell. He +was crossing that dangerous country at such a dangerous time, because he +was innocent of what was laid to his charge, and couldnât rest from +coming the nearest way to deliver himself up. The Old Hell Shaft, the +pitman said, with a curse upon it, was worthy of its bad name to the +last; for though Stephen could speak now, he believed it would soon be +found to have mangled the life out of him. + +When all was ready, this man, still taking his last hurried charges from +his comrades and the surgeon after the windlass had begun to lower him, +disappeared into the pit. The rope went out as before, the signal was +made as before, and the windlass stopped. No man removed his hand from +it now. Every one waited with his grasp set, and his body bent down to +the work, ready to reverse and wind in. At length the signal was given, +and all the ring leaned forward. + +For, now, the rope came in, tightened and strained to its utmost as it +appeared, and the men turned heavily, and the windlass complained. It +was scarcely endurable to look at the rope, and think of its giving way. +But, ring after ring was coiled upon the barrel of the windlass safely, +and the connecting chains appeared, and finally the bucket with the two +men holding on at the sidesâa sight to make the head swim, and oppress +the heartâand tenderly supporting between them, slung and tied within, +the figure of a poor, crushed, human creature. + +A low murmur of pity went round the throng, and the women wept aloud, as +this form, almost without form, was moved very slowly from its iron +deliverance, and laid upon the bed of straw. At first, none but the +surgeon went close to it. He did what he could in its adjustment on the +couch, but the best that he could do was to cover it. That gently done, +he called to him Rachael and Sissy. And at that time the pale, worn, +patient face was seen looking up at the sky, with the broken right hand +lying bare on the outside of the covering garments, as if waiting to be +taken by another hand. + +They gave him drink, moistened his face with water, and administered some +drops of cordial and wine. Though he lay quite motionless looking up at +the sky, he smiled and said, âRachael.â She stooped down on the grass at +his side, and bent over him until her eyes were between his and the sky, +for he could not so much as turn them to look at her. + +âRachael, my dear.â + +She took his hand. He smiled again and said, âDonât let ât go.â + +âThouârt in great pain, my own dear Stephen?â + +âI haâ been, but not now. I haâ beenâdreadful, and dree, and long, my +dearâbut âtis ower now. Ah, Rachael, aw a muddle! Froâ first to last, a +muddle!â + +The spectre of his old look seemed to pass as he said the word. + +âI haâ fell into thâ pit, my dear, as have cost wiâin the knowledge oâ +old fok now livin, hundreds and hundreds oâ menâs livesâfathers, sons, +brothers, dear to thousands anâ thousands, anâ keeping âem froâ want and +hunger. I haâ fell into a pit that haâ been wiâ thâ Firedamp crueller +than battle. I haâ read on ât in the public petition, as onny one may +read, froâ the men that works in pits, in which they haâ prayân and +prayân the lawmakers for Christâs sake not to let their work be murder to +âem, but to spare âem for thâ wives and children that they loves as well +as gentlefok loves theirs. When it were in work, it killed wiâout need; +when âtis let alone, it kills wiâout need. See how we die anâ no need, +one way anâ anotherâin a muddleâevery day!â + +He faintly said it, without any anger against any one. Merely as the +truth. + +âThy little sister, Rachael, thou hast not forgot her. Thouârt not like +to forget her now, and me so nigh her. Thou knowâstâpoor, patient, +suffârin, dearâhow thou didst work for her, seetân all day long in her +little chair at thy winder, and how she died, young and misshapen, awlung +oâ sickly air as hadân no need to be, anâ awlung oâ working peopleâs +miserable homes. A muddle! Aw a muddle!â + +Louisa approached him; but he could not see her, lying with his face +turned up to the night sky. + +âIf aw thâ things that tooches us, my dear, was not so muddled, I +shouldân haâ hadân need to coom heer. If we was not in a muddle among +ourseln, I shouldân haâ been, by my own fellow weavers and workinâ +brothers, so mistook. If Mr. Bounderby had ever knowâd me rightâif heâd +ever knowâd me at awâhe wouldân haâ tookân offence wiâ me. He wouldân +haâ suspectân me. But look up yonder, Rachael! Look aboove!â + +Following his eyes, she saw that he was gazing at a star. + + [Picture: Stephen Blackpool recovered from the Old Hell Shaft] + +âIt haâ shined upon me,â he said reverently, âin my pain and trouble down +below. It haâ shined into my mind. I haâ lookân at ât and thowt oâ +thee, Rachael, till the muddle in my mind have cleared awa, above a bit, +I hope. If soom haâ been wantinâ in unnerstanâin me better, I, too, haâ +been wantinâ in unnerstanâin them better. When I got thy letter, I +easily believen that what the yoong ledy sen and done to me, and what her +brother sen and done to me, was one, and that there were a wicked plot +betwixt âem. When I fell, I were in anger wiâ her, anâ hurryin on tâ be +as onjust tâ her as oothers was tâ me. But in our judgments, like as in +our doins, we mun bear and forbear. In my pain anâ trouble, lookin up +yonder,âwiâ it shinin on meâI haâ seen more clear, and haâ made it my +dyin prayer that aw thâ world may onây coom toogether more, anâ get a +better unnerstanâin oâ one another, than when I were in ât my own weak +seln.â + +Louisa hearing what he said, bent over him on the opposite side to +Rachael, so that he could see her. + +âYou haâ heard?â he said, after a few momentsâ silence. âI haâ not +forgot you, ledy.â + +âYes, Stephen, I have heard you. And your prayer is mine.â + +âYou haâ a father. Will yo takâ a message to him?â + +âHe is here,â said Louisa, with dread. âShall I bring him to you?â + +âIf yo please.â + +Louisa returned with her father. Standing hand-in-hand, they both looked +down upon the solemn countenance. + +âSir, yo will clear me anâ mak my name good wiâ aw men. This I leave to +yo.â + +Mr. Gradgrind was troubled and asked how? + +âSir,â was the reply: âyor son will tell yo how. Ask him. I mak no +charges: I leave none ahint me: not a single word. I haâ seen anâ spokân +wiâ yor son, one night. I ask no more oâ yo than that yo clear meâanâ I +trust to yo to do ât.â + +The bearers being now ready to carry him away, and the surgeon being +anxious for his removal, those who had torches or lanterns, prepared to +go in front of the litter. Before it was raised, and while they were +arranging how to go, he said to Rachael, looking upward at the star: + +âOften as I coom to myseln, and found it shininâ on me down there in my +trouble, I thowt it were the star as guided to Our Saviourâs home. I +awmust think it be the very star!â + +They lifted him up, and he was overjoyed to find that they were about to +take him in the direction whither the star seemed to him to lead. + +âRachael, beloved lass! Donât let go my hand. We may walk toogether +tânight, my dear!â + +âI will hold thy hand, and keep beside thee, Stephen, all the way.â + +âBless thee! Will soombody be pleased to coover my face!â + +They carried him very gently along the fields, and down the lanes, and +over the wide landscape; Rachael always holding the hand in hers. Very +few whispers broke the mournful silence. It was soon a funeral +procession. The star had shown him where to find the God of the poor; +and through humility, and sorrow, and forgiveness, he had gone to his +Redeemerâs rest. + + + +CHAPTER VII +WHELP-HUNTING + + +BEFORE the ring formed round the Old Hell Shaft was broken, one figure +had disappeared from within it. Mr. Bounderby and his shadow had not +stood near Louisa, who held her fatherâs arm, but in a retired place by +themselves. When Mr. Gradgrind was summoned to the couch, Sissy, +attentive to all that happened, slipped behind that wicked shadowâa sight +in the horror of his face, if there had been eyes there for any sight but +oneâand whispered in his ear. Without turning his head, he conferred +with her a few moments, and vanished. Thus the whelp had gone out of the +circle before the people moved. + +When the father reached home, he sent a message to Mr. Bounderbyâs, +desiring his son to come to him directly. The reply was, that Mr. +Bounderby having missed him in the crowd, and seeing nothing of him +since, had supposed him to be at Stone Lodge. + +âI believe, father,â said Louisa, âhe will not come back to town +to-night.â Mr. Gradgrind turned away, and said no more. + +In the morning, he went down to the Bank himself as soon as it was +opened, and seeing his sonâs place empty (he had not the courage to look +in at first) went back along the street to meet Mr. Bounderby on his way +there. To whom he said that, for reasons he would soon explain, but +entreated not then to be asked for, he had found it necessary to employ +his son at a distance for a little while. Also, that he was charged with +the duty of vindicating Stephen Blackpoolâs memory, and declaring the +thief. Mr. Bounderby quite confounded, stood stock-still in the street +after his father-in-law had left him, swelling like an immense +soap-bubble, without its beauty. + +Mr. Gradgrind went home, locked himself in his room, and kept it all that +day. When Sissy and Louisa tapped at his door, he said, without opening +it, âNot now, my dears; in the evening.â On their return in the evening, +he said, âI am not able yetâto-morrow.â He ate nothing all day, and had +no candle after dark; and they heard him walking to and fro late at +night. + +But, in the morning he appeared at breakfast at the usual hour, and took +his usual place at the table. Aged and bent he looked, and quite bowed +down; and yet he looked a wiser man, and a better man, than in the days +when in this life he wanted nothingâbut Facts. Before he left the room, +he appointed a time for them to come to him; and so, with his gray head +drooping, went away. + +âDear father,â said Louisa, when they kept their appointment, âyou have +three young children left. They will be different, I will be different +yet, with Heavenâs help.â + +She gave her hand to Sissy, as if she meant with her help too. + +âYour wretched brother,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âDo you think he had +planned this robbery, when he went with you to the lodging?â + +âI fear so, father. I know he had wanted money very much, and had spent +a great deal.â + +âThe poor man being about to leave the town, it came into his evil brain +to cast suspicion on him?â + +âI think it must have flashed upon him while he sat there, father. For I +asked him to go there with me. The visit did not originate with him.â + +âHe had some conversation with the poor man. Did he take him aside?â + +âHe took him out of the room. I asked him afterwards, why he had done +so, and he made a plausible excuse; but since last night, father, and +when I remember the circumstances by its light, I am afraid I can imagine +too truly what passed between them.â + +âLet me know,â said her father, âif your thoughts present your guilty +brother in the same dark view as mine.â + +âI fear, father,â hesitated Louisa, âthat he must have made some +representation to Stephen Blackpoolâperhaps in my name, perhaps in his +ownâwhich induced him to do in good faith and honesty, what he had never +done before, and to wait about the Bank those two or three nights before +he left the town.â + +âToo plain!â returned the father. âToo plain!â + +He shaded his face, and remained silent for some moments. Recovering +himself, he said: + +âAnd now, how is he to be found? How is he to be saved from justice? In +the few hours that I can possibly allow to elapse before I publish the +truth, how is he to be found by us, and only by us? Ten thousand pounds +could not effect it.â + +âSissy has effected it, father.â + +He raised his eyes to where she stood, like a good fairy in his house, +and said in a tone of softened gratitude and grateful kindness, âIt is +always you, my child!â + +âWe had our fears,â Sissy explained, glancing at Louisa, âbefore +yesterday; and when I saw you brought to the side of the litter last +night, and heard what passed (being close to Rachael all the time), I +went to him when no one saw, and said to him, âDonât look at me. See +where your father is. Escape at once, for his sake and your own!â He +was in a tremble before I whispered to him, and he started and trembled +more then, and said, âWhere can I go? I have very little money, and I +donât know who will hide me!â I thought of fatherâs old circus. I have +not forgotten where Mr. Sleary goes at this time of year, and I read of +him in a paper only the other day. I told him to hurry there, and tell +his name, and ask Mr. Sleary to hide him till I came. âIâll get to him +before the morning,â he said. And I saw him shrink away among the +people.â + +âThank Heaven!â exclaimed his father. âHe may be got abroad yet.â + +It was the more hopeful as the town to which Sissy had directed him was +within three hoursâ journey of Liverpool, whence he could be swiftly +dispatched to any part of the world. But, caution being necessary in +communicating with himâfor there was a greater danger every moment of his +being suspected now, and nobody could be sure at heart but that Mr. +Bounderby himself, in a bullying vein of public zeal, might play a Roman +partâit was consented that Sissy and Louisa should repair to the place in +question, by a circuitous course, alone; and that the unhappy father, +setting forth in an opposite direction, should get round to the same +bourne by another and wider route. It was further agreed that he should +not present himself to Mr. Sleary, lest his intentions should be +mistrusted, or the intelligence of his arrival should cause his son to +take flight anew; but, that the communication should be left to Sissy and +Louisa to open; and that they should inform the cause of so much misery +and disgrace, of his fatherâs being at hand and of the purpose for which +they had come. When these arrangements had been well considered and were +fully understood by all three, it was time to begin to carry them into +execution. Early in the afternoon, Mr. Gradgrind walked direct from his +own house into the country, to be taken up on the line by which he was to +travel; and at night the remaining two set forth upon their different +course, encouraged by not seeing any face they knew. + +The two travelled all night, except when they were left, for odd numbers +of minutes, at branch-places, up illimitable flights of steps, or down +wellsâwhich was the only variety of those branchesâand, early in the +morning, were turned out on a swamp, a mile or two from the town they +sought. From this dismal spot they were rescued by a savage old +postilion, who happened to be up early, kicking a horse in a fly: and so +were smuggled into the town by all the back lanes where the pigs lived: +which, although not a magnificent or even savoury approach, was, as is +usual in such cases, the legitimate highway. + +The first thing they saw on entering the town was the skeleton of +Slearyâs Circus. The company had departed for another town more than +twenty miles off, and had opened there last night. The connection +between the two places was by a hilly turnpike-road, and the travelling +on that road was very slow. Though they took but a hasty breakfast, and +no rest (which it would have been in vain to seek under such anxious +circumstances), it was noon before they began to find the bills of +Slearyâs Horse-riding on barns and walls, and one oâclock when they +stopped in the market-place. + +A Grand Morning Performance by the Riders, commencing at that very hour, +was in course of announcement by the bellman as they set their feet upon +the stones of the street. Sissy recommended that, to avoid making +inquiries and attracting attention in the town, they should present +themselves to pay at the door. If Mr. Sleary were taking the money, he +would be sure to know her, and would proceed with discretion. If he were +not, he would be sure to see them inside; and, knowing what he had done +with the fugitive, would proceed with discretion still. + +Therefore, they repaired, with fluttering hearts, to the well-remembered +booth. The flag with the inscription SLEARYâS HORSE-RIDING was there; +and the Gothic niche was there; but Mr. Sleary was not there. Master +Kidderminster, grown too maturely turfy to be received by the wildest +credulity as Cupid any more, had yielded to the invincible force of +circumstances (and his beard), and, in the capacity of a man who made +himself generally useful, presided on this occasion over the +exchequerâhaving also a drum in reserve, on which to expend his leisure +moments and superfluous forces. In the extreme sharpness of his look out +for base coin, Mr. Kidderminster, as at present situated, never saw +anything but money; so Sissy passed him unrecognised, and they went in. + +The Emperor of Japan, on a steady old white horse stencilled with black +spots, was twirling five wash-hand basins at once, as it is the favourite +recreation of that monarch to do. Sissy, though well acquainted with his +Royal line, had no personal knowledge of the present Emperor, and his +reign was peaceful. Miss Josephine Sleary, in her celebrated graceful +Equestrian Tyrolean Flower Act, was then announced by a new clown (who +humorously said Cauliflower Act), and Mr. Sleary appeared, leading her +in. + +Mr. Sleary had only made one cut at the Clown with his long whip-lash, +and the Clown had only said, âIf you do it again, Iâll throw the horse at +you!â when Sissy was recognised both by father and daughter. But they +got through the Act with great self-possession; and Mr. Sleary, saving +for the first instant, conveyed no more expression into his locomotive +eye than into his fixed one. The performance seemed a little long to +Sissy and Louisa, particularly when it stopped to afford the Clown an +opportunity of telling Mr. Sleary (who said âIndeed, sir!â to all his +observations in the calmest way, and with his eye on the house) about two +legs sitting on three legs looking at one leg, when in came four legs, +and laid hold of one leg, and up got two legs, caught hold of three legs, +and threw âem at four legs, who ran away with one leg. For, although an +ingenious Allegory relating to a butcher, a three-legged stool, a dog, +and a leg of mutton, this narrative consumed time; and they were in great +suspense. At last, however, little fair-haired Josephine made her +curtsey amid great applause; and the Clown, left alone in the ring, had +just warmed himself, and said, âNow _I_âll have a turn!â when Sissy was +touched on the shoulder, and beckoned out. + +She took Louisa with her; and they were received by Mr. Sleary in a very +little private apartment, with canvas sides, a grass floor, and a wooden +ceiling all aslant, on which the box company stamped their approbation, +as if they were coming through. âThethilia,â said Mr. Sleary, who had +brandy and water at hand, âit doth me good to thee you. You wath alwayth +a favourite with uth, and youâve done uth credith thinth the old timeth +Iâm thure. You mutht thee our people, my dear, afore we thpeak of +bithnith, or theyâll break their hearthâethpethially the women. Hereâth +Jothphine hath been and got married to E. W. B. Childerth, and thee hath +got a boy, and though heâth only three yearth old, he thtickth on to any +pony you can bring againtht him. Heâth named The Little Wonder of +Thcolathtic Equitation; and if you donât hear of that boy at Athleyâth, +youâll hear of him at Parith. And you recollect Kidderminthter, that +wath thought to be rather thweet upon yourthelf? Well. Heâth married +too. Married a widder. Old enough to be hith mother. Thee wath +Tightrope, thee wath, and now theeâth nothingâon accounth of fat. +Theyâve got two children, tho weâre thtrong in the Fairy bithnith and the +Nurthery dodge. If you wath to thee our Children in the Wood, with their +father and mother both a dyinâ on a hortheâtheir uncle a retheiving of +âem ath hith wardth, upon a hortheâthemthelvth both a goinâ a +black-berryinâ on a hortheâand the Robinth a coming in to cover âem with +leavth, upon a hortheâyouâd thay it wath the completetht thing ath ever +you thet your eyeth on! And you remember Emma Gordon, my dear, ath wath +aâmotht a mother to you? Of courthe you do; I neednât athk. Well! +Emma, thee lotht her huthband. He wath throwâd a heavy back-fall off a +Elephant in a thort of a Pagoda thing ath the Thultan of the Indieth, and +he never got the better of it; and thee married a thecond timeâmarried a +Cheethemonger ath fell in love with her from the frontâand heâth a +Overtheer and makinâ a fortun.â + +These various changes, Mr. Sleary, very short of breath now, related with +great heartiness, and with a wonderful kind of innocence, considering +what a bleary and brandy-and-watery old veteran he was. Afterwards he +brought in Josephine, and E. W. B. Childers (rather deeply lined in the +jaws by daylight), and the Little Wonder of Scholastic Equitation, and in +a word, all the company. Amazing creatures they were in Louisaâs eyes, +so white and pink of complexion, so scant of dress, and so demonstrative +of leg; but it was very agreeable to see them crowding about Sissy, and +very natural in Sissy to be unable to refrain from tears. + +âThere! Now Thethilia hath kithd all the children, and hugged all the +women, and thaken handth all round with all the men, clear, every one of +you, and ring in the band for the thecond part!â + +As soon as they were gone, he continued in a low tone. âNow, Thethilia, +I donât athk to know any thecreth, but I thuppothe I may conthider thith +to be Mith Thquire.â + +âThis is his sister. Yes.â + +âAnd tâother onâth daughter. Thatâh what I mean. Hope I thee you well, +mith. And I hope the Thquireâth well?â + +âMy father will be here soon,â said Louisa, anxious to bring him to the +point. âIs my brother safe?â + +âThafe and thound!â he replied. âI want you jutht to take a peep at the +Ring, mith, through here. Thethilia, you know the dodgeth; find a +thpy-hole for yourthelf.â + +They each looked through a chink in the boards. + +âThatâh Jack the Giant Killerâpiethe of comic infant bithnith,â said +Sleary. âThereâth a property-houthe, you thee, for Jack to hide in; +thereâth my Clown with a thauthepan-lid and a thpit, for Jackâth +thervant; thereâth little Jack himthelf in a thplendid thoot of armour; +thereâth two comic black thervanth twithe ath big ath the houthe, to +thtand by it and to bring it in and clear it; and the Giant (a very +ecthpenthive bathket one), he anât on yet. Now, do you thee âem all?â + +âYes,â they both said. + +âLook at âem again,â said Sleary, âlook at âem well. You thee em all? +Very good. Now, mith;â he put a form for them to sit on; âI have my +opinionth, and the Thquire your father hath hith. I donât want to know +what your brotherâth been up to; ith better for me not to know. All I +thay ith, the Thquire hath thtood by Thethilia, and Iâll thtand by the +Thquire. Your brother ith one them black thervanth.â + +Louisa uttered an exclamation, partly of distress, partly of +satisfaction. + +âIth a fact,â said Sleary, âand even knowinâ it, you couldnât put your +finger on him. Let the Thquire come. I thall keep your brother here +after the performanth. I thant undreth him, nor yet wath hith paint off. +Let the Thquire come here after the performanth, or come here yourthelf +after the performanth, and you thall find your brother, and have the +whole plathe to talk to him in. Never mind the lookth of him, ath long +ath heâth well hid.â + +Louisa, with many thanks and with a lightened load, detained Mr. Sleary +no longer then. She left her love for her brother, with her eyes full of +tears; and she and Sissy went away until later in the afternoon. + +Mr. Gradgrind arrived within an hour afterwards. He too had encountered +no one whom he knew; and was now sanguine with Slearyâs assistance, of +getting his disgraced son to Liverpool in the night. As neither of the +three could be his companion without almost identifying him under any +disguise, he prepared a letter to a correspondent whom he could trust, +beseeching him to ship the bearer off at any cost, to North or South +America, or any distant part of the world to which he could be the most +speedily and privately dispatched. + +This done, they walked about, waiting for the Circus to be quite vacated; +not only by the audience, but by the company and by the horses. After +watching it a long time, they saw Mr. Sleary bring out a chair and sit +down by the side-door, smoking; as if that were his signal that they +might approach. + +âYour thervant, Thquire,â was his cautious salutation as they passed in. +âIf you want me youâll find me here. You muthnât mind your thon having a +comic livery on.â + +They all three went in; and Mr. Gradgrind sat down forlorn, on the +Clownâs performing chair in the middle of the ring. On one of the back +benches, remote in the subdued light and the strangeness of the place, +sat the villainous whelp, sulky to the last, whom he had the misery to +call his son. + +In a preposterous coat, like a beadleâs, with cuffs and flaps exaggerated +to an unspeakable extent; in an immense waistcoat, knee-breeches, buckled +shoes, and a mad cocked hat; with nothing fitting him, and everything of +coarse material, moth-eaten and full of holes; with seams in his black +face, where fear and heat had started through the greasy composition +daubed all over it; anything so grimly, detestably, ridiculously shameful +as the whelp in his comic livery, Mr. Gradgrind never could by any other +means have believed in, weighable and measurable fact though it was. And +one of his model children had come to this! + +At first the whelp would not draw any nearer, but persisted in remaining +up there by himself. Yielding at length, if any concession so sullenly +made can be called yielding, to the entreaties of Sissyâfor Louisa he +disowned altogetherâhe came down, bench by bench, until he stood in the +sawdust, on the verge of the circle, as far as possible, within its +limits from where his father sat. + +âHow was this done?â asked the father. + +âHow was what done?â moodily answered the son. + +âThis robbery,â said the father, raising his voice upon the word. + +âI forced the safe myself over night, and shut it up ajar before I went +away. I had had the key that was found, made long before. I dropped it +that morning, that it might be supposed to have been used. I didnât take +the money all at once. I pretended to put my balance away every night, +but I didnât. Now you know all about it.â + +âIf a thunderbolt had fallen on me,â said the father, âit would have +shocked me less than this!â + +âI donât see why,â grumbled the son. âSo many people are employed in +situations of trust; so many people, out of so many, will be dishonest. +I have heard you talk, a hundred times, of its being a law. How can _I_ +help laws? You have comforted others with such things, father. Comfort +yourself!â + +The father buried his face in his hands, and the son stood in his +disgraceful grotesqueness, biting straw: his hands, with the black partly +worn away inside, looking like the hands of a monkey. The evening was +fast closing in; and from time to time, he turned the whites of his eyes +restlessly and impatiently towards his father. They were the only parts +of his face that showed any life or expression, the pigment upon it was +so thick. + +âYou must be got to Liverpool, and sent abroad.â + +âI suppose I must. I canât be more miserable anywhere,â whimpered the +whelp, âthan I have been here, ever since I can remember. Thatâs one +thing.â + +Mr. Gradgrind went to the door, and returned with Sleary, to whom he +submitted the question, How to get this deplorable object away? + +âWhy, Iâve been thinking of it, Thquire. Thereâth not muth time to +lothe, tho you muth thay yeth or no. Ith over twenty mileth to the rail. +Thereâth a coath in half an hour, that goeth _to_ the rail, âpurpothe to +cath the mail train. That train will take him right to Liverpool.â + +âBut look at him,â groaned Mr. Gradgrind. âWill any coachââ + +âI donât mean that he thould go in the comic livery,â said Sleary. âThay +the word, and Iâll make a Jothkin of him, out of the wardrobe, in five +minutes.â + +âI donât understand,â said Mr. Gradgrind. + +âA Jothkinâa Carter. Make up your mind quick, Thquire. Thereâll be beer +to feth. Iâve never met with nothing but beer athâll ever clean a comic +blackamoor.â + +Mr. Gradgrind rapidly assented; Mr. Sleary rapidly turned out from a box, +a smock frock, a felt hat, and other essentials; the whelp rapidly +changed clothes behind a screen of baize; Mr. Sleary rapidly brought +beer, and washed him white again. + +âNow,â said Sleary, âcome along to the coath, and jump up behind; Iâll go +with you there, and theyâll thuppothe you one of my people. Thay +farewell to your family, and tharpâth the word.â With which he +delicately retired. + +âHere is your letter,â said Mr. Gradgrind. âAll necessary means will be +provided for you. Atone, by repentance and better conduct, for the +shocking action you have committed, and the dreadful consequences to +which it has led. Give me your hand, my poor boy, and may God forgive +you as I do!â + +The culprit was moved to a few abject tears by these words and their +pathetic tone. But, when Louisa opened her arms, he repulsed her afresh. + +âNot you. I donât want to have anything to say to you!â + +âO Tom, Tom, do we end so, after all my love!â + +âAfter all your love!â he returned, obdurately. âPretty love! Leaving +old Bounderby to himself, and packing my best friend Mr. Harthouse off, +and going home just when I was in the greatest danger. Pretty love that! +Coming out with every word about our having gone to that place, when you +saw the net was gathering round me. Pretty love that! You have +regularly given me up. You never cared for me.â + +âTharpâth the word!â said Sleary, at the door. + +They all confusedly went out: Louisa crying to him that she forgave him, +and loved him still, and that he would one day be sorry to have left her +so, and glad to think of these her last words, far away: when some one +ran against them. Mr. Gradgrind and Sissy, who were both before him +while his sister yet clung to his shoulder, stopped and recoiled. + +For, there was Bitzer, out of breath, his thin lips parted, his thin +nostrils distended, his white eyelashes quivering, his colourless face +more colourless than ever, as if he ran himself into a white heat, when +other people ran themselves into a glow. There he stood, panting and +heaving, as if he had never stopped since the night, now long ago, when +he had run them down before. + +âIâm sorry to interfere with your plans,â said Bitzer, shaking his head, +âbut I canât allow myself to be done by horse-riders. I must have young +Mr. Tom; he mustnât be got away by horse-riders; here he is in a smock +frock, and I must have him!â + +By the collar, too, it seemed. For, so he took possession of him. + + + +CHAPTER VIII +PHILOSOPHICAL + + +THEY went back into the booth, Sleary shutting the door to keep intruders +out. Bitzer, still holding the paralysed culprit by the collar, stood in +the Ring, blinking at his old patron through the darkness of the +twilight. + +âBitzer,â said Mr. Gradgrind, broken down, and miserably submissive to +him, âhave you a heart?â + +âThe circulation, sir,â returned Bitzer, smiling at the oddity of the +question, âcouldnât be carried on without one. No man, sir, acquainted +with the facts established by Harvey relating to the circulation of the +blood, can doubt that I have a heart.â + +âIs it accessible,â cried Mr. Gradgrind, âto any compassionate +influence?â + +âIt is accessible to Reason, sir,â returned the excellent young man. +âAnd to nothing else.â + +They stood looking at each other; Mr. Gradgrindâs face as white as the +pursuerâs. + +âWhat motiveâeven what motive in reasonâcan you have for preventing the +escape of this wretched youth,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âand crushing his +miserable father? See his sister here. Pity us!â + +âSir,â returned Bitzer, in a very business-like and logical manner, +âsince you ask me what motive I have in reason, for taking young Mr. Tom +back to Coketown, it is only reasonable to let you know. I have +suspected young Mr. Tom of this bank-robbery from the first. I had had +my eye upon him before that time, for I knew his ways. I have kept my +observations to myself, but I have made them; and I have got ample proofs +against him now, besides his running away, and besides his own +confession, which I was just in time to overhear. I had the pleasure of +watching your house yesterday morning, and following you here. I am +going to take young Mr. Tom back to Coketown, in order to deliver him +over to Mr. Bounderby. Sir, I have no doubt whatever that Mr. Bounderby +will then promote me to young Mr. Tomâs situation. And I wish to have +his situation, sir, for it will be a rise to me, and will do me good.â + +âIf this is solely a question of self-interest with youââ Mr. Gradgrind +began. + +âI beg your pardon for interrupting you, sir,â returned Bitzer; âbut I am +sure you know that the whole social system is a question of +self-interest. What you must always appeal to, is a personâs +self-interest. Itâs your only hold. We are so constituted. I was +brought up in that catechism when I was very young, sir, as you are +aware.â + +âWhat sum of money,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âwill you set against your +expected promotion?â + +âThank you, sir,â returned Bitzer, âfor hinting at the proposal; but I +will not set any sum against it. Knowing that your clear head would +propose that alternative, I have gone over the calculations in my mind; +and I find that to compound a felony, even on very high terms indeed, +would not be as safe and good for me as my improved prospects in the +Bank.â + +âBitzer,â said Mr. Gradgrind, stretching out his hands as though he would +have said, See how miserable I am! âBitzer, I have but one chance left +to soften you. You were many years at my school. If, in remembrance of +the pains bestowed upon you there, you can persuade yourself in any +degree to disregard your present interest and release my son, I entreat +and pray you to give him the benefit of that remembrance.â + +âI really wonder, sir,â rejoined the old pupil in an argumentative +manner, âto find you taking a position so untenable. My schooling was +paid for; it was a bargain; and when I came away, the bargain ended.â + +It was a fundamental principle of the Gradgrind philosophy that +everything was to be paid for. Nobody was ever on any account to give +anybody anything, or render anybody help without purchase. Gratitude was +to be abolished, and the virtues springing from it were not to be. Every +inch of the existence of mankind, from birth to death, was to be a +bargain across a counter. And if we didnât get to Heaven that way, it +was not a politico-economical place, and we had no business there. + +âI donât deny,â added Bitzer, âthat my schooling was cheap. But that +comes right, sir. I was made in the cheapest market, and have to dispose +of myself in the dearest.â + +He was a little troubled here, by Louisa and Sissy crying. + +âPray donât do that,â said he, âitâs of no use doing that: it only +worries. You seem to think that I have some animosity against young Mr. +Tom; whereas I have none at all. I am only going, on the reasonable +grounds I have mentioned, to take him back to Coketown. If he was to +resist, I should set up the cry of Stop thief! But, he wonât resist, you +may depend upon it.â + +Mr. Sleary, who with his mouth open and his rolling eye as immovably +jammed in his head as his fixed one, had listened to these doctrines with +profound attention, here stepped forward. + +âThquire, you know perfectly well, and your daughter knowth perfectly +well (better than you, becauthe I thed it to her), that I didnât know +what your thon had done, and that I didnât want to knowâI thed it wath +better not, though I only thought, then, it wath thome thkylarking. +However, thith young man having made it known to be a robbery of a bank, +why, thatâh a theriouth thing; muth too theriouth a thing for me to +compound, ath thith young man hath very properly called it. +Conthequently, Thquire, you muthnât quarrel with me if I take thith young +manâth thide, and thay heâth right and thereâth no help for it. But I +tell you what Iâll do, Thquire; Iâll drive your thon and thith young man +over to the rail, and prevent expothure here. I canât conthent to do +more, but Iâll do that.â + +Fresh lamentations from Louisa, and deeper affliction on Mr. Gradgrindâs +part, followed this desertion of them by their last friend. But, Sissy +glanced at him with great attention; nor did she in her own breast +misunderstand him. As they were all going out again, he favoured her +with one slight roll of his movable eye, desiring her to linger behind. +As he locked the door, he said excitedly: + +âThe Thquire thtood by you, Thethilia, and Iâll thtand by the Thquire. +More than that: thith ith a prethiouth rathcal, and belongth to that +bluthtering Cove that my people nearly pitht out oâ winder. Itâll be a +dark night; Iâve got a horthe thatâll do anything but thpeak; Iâve got a +pony thatâll go fifteen mile an hour with Childerth driving of him; Iâve +got a dog thatâll keep a man to one plathe four-and-twenty hourth. Get a +word with the young Thquire. Tell him, when he theeth our horthe begin +to danthe, not to be afraid of being thpilt, but to look out for a +pony-gig coming up. Tell him, when he theeth that gig clothe by, to jump +down, and itâll take him off at a rattling pathe. If my dog leth thith +young man thtir a peg on foot, I give him leave to go. And if my horthe +ever thtirth from that thpot where he beginth a danthing, till the +morningâI donât know him?âTharpâth the word!â + +The word was so sharp, that in ten minutes Mr. Childers, sauntering about +the market-place in a pair of slippers, had his cue, and Mr. Slearyâs +equipage was ready. It was a fine sight, to behold the learned dog +barking round it, and Mr. Sleary instructing him, with his one +practicable eye, that Bitzer was the object of his particular attentions. +Soon after dark they all three got in and started; the learned dog (a +formidable creature) already pinning Bitzer with his eye, and sticking +close to the wheel on his side, that he might be ready for him in the +event of his showing the slightest disposition to alight. + +The other three sat up at the inn all night in great suspense. At eight +oâclock in the morning Mr. Sleary and the dog reappeared: both in high +spirits. + +âAll right, Thquire!â said Mr. Sleary, âyour thon may be aboard-a-thip by +thith time. Childerth took him off, an hour and a half after we left +there latht night. The horthe danthed the polka till he wath dead beat +(he would have walthed if he hadnât been in harneth), and then I gave him +the word and he went to thleep comfortable. When that prethiouth young +Rathcal thed heâd go forâard afoot, the dog hung on to hith +neck-hankercher with all four legth in the air and pulled him down and +rolled him over. Tho he come back into the drag, and there he that, +âtill I turned the hortheâth head, at half-patht thixth thith morning.â + +Mr. Gradgrind overwhelmed him with thanks, of course; and hinted as +delicately as he could, at a handsome remuneration in money. + +âI donât want money mythelf, Thquire; but Childerth ith a family man, and +if you wath to like to offer him a five-pound note, it mightnât be +unactheptable. Likewithe if you wath to thtand a collar for the dog, or +a thet of bellth for the horthe, I thould be very glad to take âem. +Brandy and water I alwayth take.â He had already called for a glass, and +now called for another. âIf you wouldnât think it going too far, +Thquire, to make a little thpread for the company at about three and +thixth ahead, not reckoning Luth, it would make âem happy.â + +All these little tokens of his gratitude, Mr. Gradgrind very willingly +undertook to render. Though he thought them far too slight, he said, for +such a service. + +âVery well, Thquire; then, if youâll only give a Horthe-riding, a +bethpeak, whenever you can, youâll more than balanthe the account. Now, +Thquire, if your daughter will ethcuthe me, I thould like one parting +word with you.â + +Louisa and Sissy withdrew into an adjoining room; Mr. Sleary, stirring +and drinking his brandy and water as he stood, went on: + +âThquire,âyou donât need to be told that dogth ith wonderful animalth.â + +âTheir instinct,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âis surprising.â + +âWhatever you call itâand Iâm bletht if _I_ know what to call itââsaid +Sleary, âit ith athtonithing. The way in whith a dogâll find youâthe +dithtanthe heâll come!â + +âHis scent,â said Mr. Gradgrind, âbeing so fine.â + +âIâm bletht if I know what to call it,â repeated Sleary, shaking his +head, âbut I have had dogth find me, Thquire, in a way that made me think +whether that dog hadnât gone to another dog, and thed, âYou donât happen +to know a perthon of the name of Thleary, do you? Perthon of the name of +Thleary, in the Horthe-Riding wayâthtout manâgame eye?â And whether that +dog mightnât have thed, âWell, I canât thay I know him mythelf, but I +know a dog that I think would be likely to be acquainted with him.â And +whether that dog mightnât have thought it over, and thed, âThleary, +Thleary! O yeth, to be thure! A friend of mine menthioned him to me at +one time. I can get you hith addreth directly.â In conthequenth of my +being afore the public, and going about tho muth, you thee, there mutht +be a number of dogth acquainted with me, Thquire, that _I_ donât know!â + +Mr. Gradgrind seemed to be quite confounded by this speculation. + +âAny way,â said Sleary, after putting his lips to his brandy and water, +âith fourteen month ago, Thquire, thinthe we wath at Chethter. We wath +getting up our Children in the Wood one morning, when there cometh into +our Ring, by the thtage door, a dog. He had travelled a long way, he +wath in a very bad condithon, he wath lame, and pretty well blind. He +went round to our children, one after another, as if he wath a theeking +for a child he knowâd; and then he come to me, and throwd hithelf up +behind, and thtood on hith two forelegth, weak ath he wath, and then he +wagged hith tail and died. Thquire, that dog wath Merrylegth.â + +âSissyâs fatherâs dog!â + +âThethiliaâth fatherâth old dog. Now, Thquire, I can take my oath, from +my knowledge of that dog, that that man wath deadâand buriedâafore that +dog come back to me. Jothâphine and Childerth and me talked it over a +long time, whether I thould write or not. But we agreed, âNo. Thereâth +nothing comfortable to tell; why unthettle her mind, and make her +unhappy?â Tho, whether her father bathely detherted her; or whether he +broke hith own heart alone, rather than pull her down along with him; +never will be known, now, Thquire, tillâno, not till we know how the +dogth findth uth out!â + +âShe keeps the bottle that he sent her for, to this hour; and she will +believe in his affection to the last moment of her life,â said Mr. +Gradgrind. + +âIt theemth to prethent two thingth to a perthon, donât it, Thquire?â +said Mr. Sleary, musing as he looked down into the depths of his brandy +and water: âone, that there ith a love in the world, not all +Thelf-interetht after all, but thomething very different; tâother, that +it bath a way of ith own of calculating or not calculating, whith +thomehow or another ith at leatht ath hard to give a name to, ath the +wayth of the dogth ith!â + +Mr. Gradgrind looked out of window, and made no reply. Mr. Sleary +emptied his glass and recalled the ladies. + +âThethilia my dear, kith me and good-bye! Mith Thquire, to thee you +treating of her like a thithter, and a thithter that you trutht and +honour with all your heart and more, ith a very pretty thight to me. I +hope your brother may live to be better detherving of you, and a greater +comfort to you. Thquire, thake handth, firtht and latht! Donât be croth +with uth poor vagabondth. People mutht be amuthed. They canât be +alwayth a learning, nor yet they canât be alwayth a working, they anât +made for it. You _mutht_ have uth, Thquire. Do the withe thing and the +kind thing too, and make the betht of uth; not the wurtht!â + +âAnd I never thought before,â said Mr. Sleary, putting his head in at the +door again to say it, âthat I wath tho muth of a Cackler!â + + + +CHAPTER IX +FINAL + + +IT is a dangerous thing to see anything in the sphere of a vain +blusterer, before the vain blusterer sees it himself. Mr. Bounderby felt +that Mrs. Sparsit had audaciously anticipated him, and presumed to be +wiser than he. Inappeasably indignant with her for her triumphant +discovery of Mrs. Pegler, he turned this presumption, on the part of a +woman in her dependent position, over and over in his mind, until it +accumulated with turning like a great snowball. At last he made the +discovery that to discharge this highly connected femaleâto have it in +his power to say, âShe was a woman of family, and wanted to stick to me, +but I wouldnât have it, and got rid of herââwould be to get the utmost +possible amount of crowning glory out of the connection, and at the same +time to punish Mrs. Sparsit according to her deserts. + +Filled fuller than ever, with this great idea, Mr. Bounderby came in to +lunch, and sat himself down in the dining-room of former days, where his +portrait was. Mrs. Sparsit sat by the fire, with her foot in her cotton +stirrup, little thinking whither she was posting. + +Since the Pegler affair, this gentlewoman had covered her pity for Mr. +Bounderby with a veil of quiet melancholy and contrition. In virtue +thereof, it had become her habit to assume a woful look, which woful look +she now bestowed upon her patron. + +âWhatâs the matter now, maâam?â said Mr. Bounderby, in a very short, +rough way. + +âPray, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit, âdo not bite my nose off.â + +âBite your nose off, maâam?â repeated Mr. Bounderby. â_Your_ nose!â +meaning, as Mrs. Sparsit conceived, that it was too developed a nose for +the purpose. After which offensive implication, he cut himself a crust +of bread, and threw the knife down with a noise. + +Mrs. Sparsit took her foot out of her stirrup, and said, âMr. Bounderby, +sir!â + +âWell, maâam?â retorted Mr. Bounderby. âWhat are you staring at?â + +âMay I ask, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, âhave you been ruffled this +morning?â + +âYes, maâam.â + +âMay I inquire, sir,â pursued the injured woman, âwhether _I_ am the +unfortunate cause of your having lost your temper?â + +âNow, Iâll tell you what, maâam,â said Bounderby, âI am not come here to +be bullied. A female may be highly connected, but she canât be permitted +to bother and badger a man in my position, and I am not going to put up +with it.â (Mr. Bounderby felt it necessary to get on: foreseeing that if +he allowed of details, he would be beaten.) + +Mrs. Sparsit first elevated, then knitted, her Coriolanian eyebrows; +gathered up her work into its proper basket; and rose. + +âSir,â said she, majestically. âIt is apparent to me that I am in your +way at present. I will retire to my own apartment.â + +âAllow me to open the door, maâam.â + +âThank you, sir; I can do it for myself.â + +âYou had better allow me, maâam,â said Bounderby, passing her, and +getting his hand upon the lock; âbecause I can take the opportunity of +saying a word to you, before you go. Mrs. Sparsit, maâam, I rather think +you are cramped here, do you know? It appears to me, that, under my +humble roof, thereâs hardly opening enough for a lady of your genius in +other peopleâs affairs.â + +Mrs. Sparsit gave him a look of the darkest scorn, and said with great +politeness, âReally, sir?â + +âI have been thinking it over, you see, since the late affairs have +happened, maâam,â said Bounderby; âand it appears to my poor judgmentââ + +âOh! Pray, sir,â Mrs. Sparsit interposed, with sprightly cheerfulness, +âdonât disparage your judgment. Everybody knows how unerring Mr. +Bounderbyâs judgment is. Everybody has had proofs of it. It must be the +theme of general conversation. Disparage anything in yourself but your +judgment, sir,â said Mrs. Sparsit, laughing. + +Mr. Bounderby, very red and uncomfortable, resumed: + +âIt appears to me, maâam, I say, that a different sort of establishment +altogether would bring out a lady of _your_ powers. Such an +establishment as your relation, Lady Scadgersâs, now. Donât you think +you might find some affairs there, maâam, to interfere with?â + +âIt never occurred to me before, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit; âbut now +you mention it, should think it highly probable.â + +âThen suppose you try, maâam,â said Bounderby, laying an envelope with a +cheque in it in her little basket. âYou can take your own time for +going, maâam; but perhaps in the meanwhile, it will be more agreeable to +a lady of your powers of mind, to eat her meals by herself, and not to be +intruded upon. I really ought to apologise to youâbeing only Josiah +Bounderby of Coketownâfor having stood in your light so long.â + +âPray donât name it, sir,â returned Mrs. Sparsit. âIf that portrait +could speak, sirâbut it has the advantage over the original of not +possessing the power of committing itself and disgusting others,âit would +testify, that a long period has elapsed since I first habitually +addressed it as the picture of a Noodle. Nothing that a Noodle does, can +awaken surprise or indignation; the proceedings of a Noodle can only +inspire contempt.â + +Thus saying, Mrs. Sparsit, with her Roman features like a medal struck to +commemorate her scorn of Mr. Bounderby, surveyed him fixedly from head to +foot, swept disdainfully past him, and ascended the staircase. Mr. +Bounderby closed the door, and stood before the fire; projecting himself +after his old explosive manner into his portraitâand into futurity. + + * * * * * + +Into how much of futurity? He saw Mrs. Sparsit fighting out a daily +fight at the points of all the weapons in the female armoury, with the +grudging, smarting, peevish, tormenting Lady Scadgers, still laid up in +bed with her mysterious leg, and gobbling her insufficient income down by +about the middle of every quarter, in a mean little airless lodging, a +mere closet for one, a mere crib for two; but did he see more? Did he +catch any glimpse of himself making a show of Bitzer to strangers, as the +rising young man, so devoted to his masterâs great merits, who had won +young Tomâs place, and had almost captured young Tom himself, in the +times when by various rascals he was spirited away? Did he see any faint +reflection of his own image making a vain-glorious will, whereby +five-and-twenty Humbugs, past five-and-fifty years of age, each taking +upon himself the name, Josiah Bounderby of Coketown, should for ever dine +in Bounderby Hall, for ever lodge in Bounderby buildings, for ever attend +a Bounderby chapel, for ever go to sleep under a Bounderby chaplain, for +ever be supported out of a Bounderby estate, and for ever nauseate all +healthy stomachs, with a vast amount of Bounderby balderdash and bluster? +Had he any prescience of the day, five years to come, when Josiah +Bounderby of Coketown was to die of a fit in the Coketown street, and +this same precious will was to begin its long career of quibble, plunder, +false pretences, vile example, little service and much law? Probably +not. Yet the portrait was to see it all out. + +Here was Mr. Gradgrind on the same day, and in the same hour, sitting +thoughtful in his own room. How much of futurity did _he_ see? Did he +see himself, a white-haired decrepit man, bending his hitherto inflexible +theories to appointed circumstances; making his facts and figures +subservient to Faith, Hope, and Charity; and no longer trying to grind +that Heavenly trio in his dusty little mills? Did he catch sight of +himself, therefore much despised by his late political associates? Did +he see them, in the era of its being quite settled that the national +dustmen have only to do with one another, and owe no duty to an +abstraction called a People, âtaunting the honourable gentlemanâ with +this and with that and with what not, five nights a-week, until the small +hours of the morning? Probably he had that much foreknowledge, knowing +his men. + + * * * * * + +Here was Louisa on the night of the same day, watching the fire as in +days of yore, though with a gentler and a humbler face. How much of the +future might arise before _her_ vision? Broadsides in the streets, +signed with her fatherâs name, exonerating the late Stephen Blackpool, +weaver, from misplaced suspicion, and publishing the guilt of his own +son, with such extenuation as his years and temptation (he could not +bring himself to add, his education) might beseech; were of the Present. +So, Stephen Blackpoolâs tombstone, with her fatherâs record of his death, +was almost of the Present, for she knew it was to be. These things she +could plainly see. But, how much of the Future? + +A working woman, christened Rachael, after a long illness once again +appearing at the ringing of the Factory bell, and passing to and fro at +the set hours, among the Coketown Hands; a woman of pensive beauty, +always dressed in black, but sweet-tempered and serene, and even +cheerful; who, of all the people in the place, alone appeared to have +compassion on a degraded, drunken wretch of her own sex, who was +sometimes seen in the town secretly begging of her, and crying to her; a +woman working, ever working, but content to do it, and preferring to do +it as her natural lot, until she should be too old to labour any more? +Did Louisa see this? Such a thing was to be. + +A lonely brother, many thousands of miles away, writing, on paper blotted +with tears, that her words had too soon come true, and that all the +treasures in the world would be cheaply bartered for a sight of her dear +face? At length this brother coming nearer home, with hope of seeing +her, and being delayed by illness; and then a letter, in a strange hand, +saying âhe died in hospital, of fever, such a day, and died in penitence +and love of you: his last word being your nameâ? Did Louisa see these +things? Such things were to be. + +Herself again a wifeâa motherâlovingly watchful of her children, ever +careful that they should have a childhood of the mind no less than a +childhood of the body, as knowing it to be even a more beautiful thing, +and a possession, any hoarded scrap of which, is a blessing and happiness +to the wisest? Did Louisa see this? Such a thing was never to be. + +But, happy Sissyâs happy children loving her; all children loving her; +she, grown learned in childish lore; thinking no innocent and pretty +fancy ever to be despised; trying hard to know her humbler +fellow-creatures, and to beautify their lives of machinery and reality +with those imaginative graces and delights, without which the heart of +infancy will wither up, the sturdiest physical manhood will be morally +stark death, and the plainest national prosperity figures can show, will +be the Writing on the Wall,âshe holding this course as part of no +fantastic vow, or bond, or brotherhood, or sisterhood, or pledge, or +covenant, or fancy dress, or fancy fair; but simply as a duty to be +done,âdid Louisa see these things of herself? These things were to be. + +Dear reader! It rests with you and me, whether, in our two fields of +action, similar things shall be or not. Let them be! We shall sit with +lighter bosoms on the hearth, to see the ashes of our fires turn gray and +cold. +